After more than ten years of emotional wandering, I found that I was an emotionally unsmooth person, this may be my own reason, some people can make themselves happy no matter who they are with, and some people will not feel happy no matter who they are with, maybe they are too serious, in the emotional world or not so serious, because a little tolerance, they all leave each other some space and retreat, and they can't do it every time, maybe it's their own reasons, I remember watching a TV series called Chinese-style divorce before, the woman above always doubts this and doubts that, always wondered if her husband was having an affair outside, as a result, her husband was impatient, he really had an affair outside, to the point of divorce, and they were in a bad mood with each other, and at the end they found out that this woman gradually repented, and finally she found out that she was actually an illegitimate child, the illegitimate child of her father and another woman, and her mother was able to accept her tolerantly, and never told her her life experience, and at this time she slowly felt that she was so careful, she cared so much about other people's every move, and she doubted whether the other party was cheating。

In fact, in the world of feelings, many people hope that the other party can be loyal to themselves, but many times we can't do this, in real life, whether it is feelings or marriage, how many people can really live with their beloved, and the real two people can be together heart to heart, don't think about anything, don't doubt anything, and this has always been just single-minded, how many people like a person, I think there are not many, everyone is warming each other, some like such a person, a little like that kind of person, as a result, when it comes to the age of marriage, they have to choose a person to marry, and the person I liked at the beginning, although it has become a thing of the past, but it will still leave scratches on my soul and leave a moment of memory, although we always feel that our scars have healed, but after a long time, we found that even if Dayan flies by, it will leave traces, even if anyone walks through their own lives, they will still leave memories, not loss without feeling.

Sometimes I find that I feel so sad to be thrown away by others, like a football, kicked by others, and flew into the distance, and I found out that I am not like this, when others kicked themselves into the distance, I gradually found that the figure of others gradually shrunk in their own impressions, other people's voices and smiles gradually together, their minds blurred, everything else seems to have become indifferent, maybe it is really all their own thoughts, and later I found out that when I really think back to the past, I still care so much, or so feeling。

And after a long time, after experiencing a few relationships, I found that we will experience a feeling of being thrown away by others from time to time, do you feel that it will be like a football, kicking around, just strengthening other people's bodies, and you are getting more and more dilapidated, more and more tattered that kind of feeling, really not good at all, but later I found out that it is better to face the reality, because it can no longer be changed, so we can only continue to move forward, no matter what kind of life, at least I am still alive, stay in the green mountains, not afraid of no firewood, such a sentence, no matter at any time, will only leave a chance to flop in my life。

After experiencing a few relationships in reality, we will find out who is sincere? Who is fake? And not necessarily, every time we have experienced so many things, we can't see the truth or falsehood, and we can't see the people around us, who is paying sincerely, who is putting on a show?

Who is performing? Who is deliberately showing us? These are all able to accurately see the hearts of others, so we still have to do a good job of ourselves, others pay to us, we just need to keep in mind, and we should pay all our eyes and energy to our own body, not just staring at others, in the end there is still an unexpected pain and loss, so when one day we still find that we really can't afford to hurt, we will realize such a truth and the connotation of existence.

In fact, sometimes in the classroom, I also found that some students are not in class for their own learning at all, but have been staring at others with two eyes, reporting what the student is doing there for a while, and reporting what the student is doing in class, and they don't put all their minds on their own learning at all, I think if you are just reading and studying quietly when you are in class, then how can you see the moment when others make trouble, in fact, people are like this, when they put all their energy and thoughts on themselves, everything around them seems to be so unimportant, and even find that when they focus on one thingThe world around you seems to have nothing to do with you, so such persistence and tranquility is a good choice, and it is also an environment and bargaining chip to achieve yourself.

When I see some students like this, it seems that they are really in a similar situation, spending all their thoughts on others, and finally finding that when a semester ends, some students have already received the awards they want, while some students have not learned what they should have learned, just staring at others with two eyes to see if they are making trouble in class, whether they are against others?

Is it a small gesture? Of course, such students and teachers did not accept their fate as class cadres, and every time they put their time and energy on others, and finally they had nothing, this may be just a simple truth, but it is still necessary to understand in such a painful understanding, sometimes the truth is very simple, but it is difficult to do, I am the same every time, this is paying for other people's lives, and every time I forget my real life, and one day when I find myself revolving around the sun, I found out whether I forgot to water and fertilize, when I am a sunflower, but there will still be the opportunity to choose the field, or to water and fertilize, or to have the ability to growInstead of revolving around the sun all the time, in the end the sun has always been there, and we have already faced death, our best choice is that the sun is still there, rising in the east and setting in the west every day, and we are also able to smile at the sun every day, which may be the so-called coexistence.