I saw a thick journal on the table, and I remembered the journal that Gardenia used to remember things when she was a child, and she said she wanted to write everything down.

Now that she thinks about it, she must know that she doesn't have much to live, so she wants to write everything down.

I gently opened the journal and flipped to April 2, 2012, the day I first met her on my second visit to Anding Village.

Tonight, I was surprised to see Kisawa, and it was a happy thing because he was back, but he forgot everything, he forgot who I was, who gave him the gardenia necklace, and the fact that I couldn't see the stars.

I don't know why he forgets, but a lot of times I want to forget things so that I can feel better.

April 3, 2012

Mu Ze transferred to our class, Yu Shu and Yu Ting also saw it, but they didn't say anything, I know that they haven't forgotten, they haven't forgotten our agreement, but they can't go back to the past, maybe they already knew that Mu Ze had forgotten.

In the years after Mu Ze left, the three of us didn't mention him, because we didn't want to upset anyone, but not mentioning it doesn't mean forgetting.

May 1, 2012

Today I lied to my grandmother, I told her that I liked it and didn't want to go anywhere.

Yes, I like Anding Village, I like all the people in Anding Village, I like everything in Anding Village, it's just that I don't want to leave, I think, I want to, I want to go to other places, I want to go to my parents, I want to see if they are doing well, I also want to see my former friends, see if they have fulfilled their dreams, see if they are happy......

It's just that I don't have much time left, although I want to do a lot, I can't do anything, I want to take good care of my grandmother while I am still alive, thank everyone in Anding Village, and I want to do something for Anding Village.

June 22, 2012

Today I participated in the event with my classmates, we went to climb the mountain together, I know that my health is not good, but I still want to go, I want to go with them, as long as there are many people, as long as I am with the people I like, no matter where it is, it is beautiful, and I also want to cherish the time with them.

It's just that in the end I found out that I was still a sinner, I still delayed Yushu and Yuting, I knew that I had always been afraid of separation, I never wanted anyone to leave, but I didn't want anyone to give up their dreams for me, so I felt like a sinner, I hated myself like this.

September 1, 2012

Something happened in Anding Village today, the village chief sold it out, in order to save Qiao Xia who had brain cancer, Qiao Xia is still so young, she shouldn't be entangled by illness, she should also go out to see, to see the world elsewhere, but I don't want Anding Village to be gone because of this, I don't want everyone in Anding Village to leave, I want to keep it the same.

Fortunately, in the end, the village chief promised me and the buyer to return to Anding Village.

When I came to the village chief's house in the evening, the village chief had already seen that my physical illness was getting worse and worse, yes, my medicine was almost ineffective, and I knew that my time was running out, so I had to protect Anding Village and all the people in Anding Village.

Before leaving, I asked the village chief to help me take good care of my grandmother after I left.

November 10, 2012

Today is the Asparagus Festival, and I had a lot of fun with everyone.

At night, I waited for the meteor with Kizawa, I knew that I couldn't see the meteor, and I just wanted to make a wish for the meteor, and I always knew the reason why I couldn't see the meteor and the stars, before the meteor referred to happiness, and then I thought of the stars as meteors, so I couldn't see it either, because I was far, far away from happiness, so far away that I could never see it.

At night, Kisawa told me that the meteor had really appeared, and that it was still a meteor shower, and I immediately made a wish.

I hope that my grandmother, Yushu, Yuting, Muze and everyone in Anding Village will be happy, and I also hope that my parents and former friends will always be happy and safe.

April 2, 2013

On this day, Mu Ze still left, and before leaving, I told him a lot, I told him that I gave him the gardenia necklace, and also told him that he once said that he would not forget anyone he would forget me.

Originally, I didn't want to say all this, I didn't want to make Mu Ze sad, but I knew that my body couldn't last long, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to wait for him to come back, I knew that his departure was doomed, and I knew that my departure was also doomed, and everything couldn't be changed.

So I told Kisawa to tell him not to forget me, not to forget me no matter what happens.

July 2, 2013

Today I sent Yu Shu and Yu Ting away, originally I didn't want them to leave at all, but my illness is getting worse and worse, I am worried that I will not be able to hide it from them, and they will only worry about me when they know about it.

At parting, they told me that they had not forgotten our agreement.

When I was a child, no matter where we went after we made an appointment, we didn't forget that we were good friends, good friends for life, but after Mu Ze left, we all pretended to forget those memories at the beginning, and no one mentioned the past.

I was very happy at that moment, and I am sure that our agreement will be eternal.

June 4, 2014

My health was getting worse and worse, and I couldn't even go to class, and I knew that I was dying, so I decided to go to Kisawa and I wanted to see him one last time.

I took the high-speed train to Yuan'an, but I didn't see Ma Chaolongque, what I saw were rows of buildings, they were very high, covering my vision, I walked on the street and saw all the cars, they were jammed together, the sound of honking all the time around, my breathing became very short, I could hardly adapt to the air around me, I kept coughing, I didn't dare to go any further, if I walked again I thought I might die here.

I don't know why I feel that what I see is not Yuan'an City, everything here makes me unfamiliar, I know that Yuan'an is very prosperous, but what I see here is not prosperity but pollution.

I knew very well that this time I would never see it.

And that's how we missed it.

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Gardenia's diary is gone to this day, and June 4, 2014 is also the day I went to find Gardenia, both of us missed it, and both saw a different world.

I think what we see is the future of Anding Village and the future of Yuan'an City.

Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting said that the agreement was made together when we were children, we played together when we were children, and we were very good friends, and I was the eldest of the four, so all three of them called me brother.

Later, my mother took me away, and before leaving, we agreed that no matter where we went in the future, we would not forget each other, and we would not forget that we were best friends.

It was also then that Gardenia gave me the gardenia necklace she had been wearing, and she said that when she saw the gardenia necklace in the future, it would be like seeing her.

After my mother took me out of Anding Village, it wasn't long before she left.

I saw the letters written by Gardenia next to her diary, there were many, some were written to Lin Yushu, some were addressed to Lin Yuting, and there were also Tongzi's and so on.

Gardenia wrote these to the people who left her, and she always wanted them to be well, but there was still no way to give them to them.

I took a few letters with me, and there were a few things I still needed to figure out.

I made an appointment with Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting to meet at the bubble tea shop, and I asked them, "When you were a child, did you come to Yuan'an to find me?"

Lin Yushu looked shocked and asked, "Do you remember?"

"Well, after being scolded by you that day, I remembered that I also went to Anding Village. ”

Lin Yushu said: "That time Yu Ting and I came to you without Gardenia, although Gardenia didn't mention it after you left, but I knew she still missed you, so we decided to come to you, I want to tell you that Gardenia misses you very much, I hope you can go and see her, but I didn't expect you to forget about us at that time, and I didn't tell Gardenia when I came back, but I didn't expect you to come back later, in order not to embarrass everyone to remember the past, we all pretended to have forgotten, so no one mentioned the past in front of you at all." ”

"I know, it's all because I've forgotten the past, you're right, I've been running away from everything, but this time I'm not going to run away anymore. "Speaking of which, I think of Gardenia's sweet smile.

Lin Yuting said: "No, Mu Ze, it's not your fault, if you ...... at the beginning"

Lin Yuting didn't continue, Lin Yushu said: "If we hadn't left at the beginning, Gardenia might not have died, why did I leave in the first place, why did I listen to Gardenia, I regret everything I did now......" Lin Yushu said and cried.

Lin Yuting also has a black line.

I took out the letter that Gardenia had written to them and handed it to them and said, "Here, this is what Gardenia wrote to you, I found it in her room, although I don't know what she wrote, but I don't think she will blame you, she always wants you to be happy and happy." ”

Lin Yushu cried even more after seeing it, and she kept saying in her mouth: "Gardenia is so good, why is she leaving? God is unfair to her......

Yes, such a kind girl was still taken away by God.

I've been searching, looking for someone, looking for the starry sky, looking for those people.

- Gardenia

I've been waiting, waiting for someone to return, waiting for the gardenias to bloom, waiting for the stars to dot the night sky.

- Kizawa

I decided to put down my job and go back to Anding Village, this time to guard Anding Village, and wait for the gardenias to bloom.

I went to the back mountain to see the gardenia tree that my grandmother said, the gardenia tree is very tall, two meters high, I heard my grandmother say that this gardenia tree is the highest lesson in Anding Village, and Gardenia has been taking care of it.

Grandma told me that this gardenia tree will never fall down at any time, just like its leaves are green all year round, and Gardenia pinned her hopes on meteors and stars, and gave all the differences and troubles to this gardenia tree, let it bear it, so this gardenia tree will accompany her forever.

Forever, how far is it?

Touching the gardenia tree in front of me, I suddenly understood, it turned out that the meaning of the gardenia was like this, eternal love and agreement.

Gardenias, like these inconspicuous gardenia leaves, live forever in our hearts, and she herself has always believed that love and covenants are eternal, she has always believed that her parents love her, and she has always believed that covenants can never be forgotten.

Gardenia, this time I won't leave again, and I won't run away again.

You have endured too much, the abandonment of your parents, the separation again and again, and the entanglement of illness, but you have always been as strong as a gardenia, and you have always had a beautiful smile that gives people hope.

This time I will not forget everything again, never, because I also believe that memories are eternal.

Gardenia, you have changed everything I have, I will help you achieve what you want to achieve, and I will help you protect what you want to protect.

I will wait for you forever in Anding Village, when you finish what you want to accomplish, when you are tired one day and want to go back to Anding Village, when you are no longer afraid of separation......

I'm going to wait forever, no matter how long it takes, and I want to make up for those missed moments with my whole life.

I'm sure you're always there like a gardenia.

It's just that you go and accomplish what you want to accomplish.

Soon after, Gardenia wrote and she said: " Mu Ze, I've been looking for, looking for my parents, looking for children, and some friends who have left me, I want to see how they are doing, and I want to see if they realize their dreams, I always remember you said, let me never stay in one place, I should go to other places to see, now I have been to many places, I have seen a lot of different things, and I have seen gardenias and night sky in each place, although I still can't see meteors and stars, but I think one day I can see them, I still believe that as long as the faith is still there, I will definitely see it。 ”

Gardenia, although I haven't been able to accompany you to see the stars in different places, I think as long as the faith is still there, I will not be alone.

Gardenia, I still want to tell you a lot of things, I continued to live in Aunt Su Wang's house in Anding Village, and once again experienced their gentleness and thoughtfulness.

And my father, he has changed since that time I came to Anding Village, he is now very nice and gentle, he follows all my decisions.

Lin Yushu and Lin Yuting are living well in Yuan'an, they no longer feel guilty about their departure, and everything is getting better and better.

Gardenia, grandma, I will help you take care of it, and I will also help you take care of all the villagers in Anding Village, now I am in Anding Village, everyone knows my existence, I have spent many festivals with them, every day is very good, you can rest assured to do what you want to do, one day when you are tired, come back, I am still here waiting for you, no matter how long I wait.

Because I believe that gardenias will always bloom.

At this moment I seemed to see Gardenia smiling, she smiled sweetly, and the first time