Miscellaneous Essay - The feeling of trance
I don't know what's wrong, maybe I'm sick, I feel like something that existed in the last moment, and in the present moment I look like a fake, completely lost its authenticity, what's wrong, this feeling just drives me crazy.
There must be something wrong with this kind of thinking, and when it comes to this kind of thinking, that is to say, this feeling, the idea is the feeling, this may be a kind of evidence. I don't know what the problem is, it all happened, I thought what I had experienced before was like a fake.
Is this the discontinuity of memory, or the indistinguishability of illusory reality, or the inability of the past to leave traces in one's own feelings, the traces are too shallow, maybe there are too many movies in this era, which causes oneself to feel in a trance, but this feeling is very strange, it does exist, and it is not that illusion and reality cannot be distinguished.
It's like watching a movie, did the real past experience really happen? Sometimes I think like this, because some things exist one moment and don't exist the next, so I have this feeling, or the feeling that I have in my memory is gone, and fortunately, some things will still appear in front of me repeatedly.
This is really weird, some fixed real things, what you have, will always exist, you won't change them, you won't throw them away, this is the meaning of the existence of old things, some moving things, just like some people, in front of you like a movie, the memory doesn't stay much, it doesn't seem to exist anymore.
At a moment like now, I know that these feelings are real, they are in my feelings, I don't know if other people have my feelings, I only care about my own feelings, they do appear, I can not think about this feeling, but this feeling will appear from time to time.
Many times I wonder if I am sick, or if this is what human beings all have, but they are just perceived by themselves and clearly distinguished, it is a problem with my memory, the memory is so weak, not as strong as it remains, so I can have such a feeling? Other people's memories are very strong about the things that happened in the last period of time, and the real things they experienced, so they may not have such feelings, and they will not feel these unreal.
And all the feelings that remain in my memory are not so strong, as if they are very faint, so it will cause such an illusion, is it an illusion? Illusion is also a feeling, people are really strange beings, just like many times I feel that I am not the existence of this era and this world.
My body is definitely an existence of this era, but my thoughts, my feelings as if they are really not the existence of this era and this world, I feel that there is no place to exist, there is no concept of time, there is no concept of space, and the feeling of being a person is really wonderful.
Just because human sensations have such attributes, and the concept of time does not exist in reality, then my senses can appear in the future, and I feel that there is nothing in the past, and there is nothing in the present, because there is a record in the past, and I know it by watching, and I know it by watching, and I know it by watching now.
Sensation exists in the illusion, and in the virtual world, it is also possible, is this the attribute of sensation? Is this really magical, is human feeling completely not controlled by fate? And because the body under the command of the sense will also have such attributes, but the current structure of the body cannot achieve this kind of breakthrough.
I always feel like I know something, but it's very close, but I can't grasp the feeling of knowing something, and I am in a very strange state in this feeling, feeling that my feelings are spreading throughout the space, because time is proven to be non-existent, then there is no concept of time, only space spreads everywhere.
It's just that time exists in the overall continuity after all, that is, time has a spatial horizontal dimension, and there is no spatial vertical dimension.
Imagine that a complete object has decomposed, and the spatial migration of matter has occurred, so that the time attribute of matter appears, which is actually the spatial expansion attribute of this substance, which is the feeling, time is such an existent thing, time is the spatial expansion property, and the spatial expansion attribute of a complete object is the exclusive time attribute of this item.
If we think this way, then if there really are some completely independent objects, which have their own structure, and have no external forces, then this object will deduce the expansion of space, which is the beginning of the so-called temporal properties of the matter.
If there are many such independent objects in the world, then sooner or later they will collide, what will happen then? Will there be a force? But there is still a question as to why this independent object deduces space, that is, why this independent matter has the property of time.
Why does the time attribute occur in an independent substance that does not exist by force, now use the time attribute to express the spatial expansion attribute of this independent substance, so that the description is simpler, and there is no need to write such a large number of text descriptions, as long as the person who sees it is clear about this concept.
What if some independent objects do not have the property of time? That is to say, the independent object is eternal, and there is no spatial expansion, that is, there is no property of time, then these substances are completely stationary beings, which is very strange and strange, then this kind of motion does not appear.
In fact, motion exists, and the temporal properties of matter also exist, and matter is in motion, so there is a refutation that there exists, and there is a contradiction, that real matter is in motion, and matter also has temporal attributes, and some may really have no temporal attributes, but that matter is not static, but in motion.
It may be that we are in a kind of spatial expansion of matter, so matter is in motion, so it is more correct to say, after all, we are in a universe, a universe in the expansion of space, so jump out of this matter, is there an eternal static matter?
We can't discuss this yet, but let's discuss how much a complete property of matter can be extended to time, that is, how far this matter can be extended when it begins to deduce time and space expands.
Just like the sun, there is a spatial expansion, and light is emitted, how far will the light expand? Will it expand indefinitely, and we will talk about the situation where the light is not absorbed by other substances, and this is the temporal property of the sun, that is, where will the spatial expansion of the sun go?
Will it be expanding all the time, it won't stop, because light still exists after it is separated from the sun, light is also a substance, the sun doesn't exist, will the light emitted by the sun disappear, probably not, there are many rays in this universe, and these can't find the source, is this the case?
Does light leave at the speed of light relative to the sun? So light is always visible relative to the sun, and with the sun as a reference, will the sun emit other matter that is faster than the sun, and the matter that is also invisible to the sun?
If light is really the maximum velocity matter visible to the sun, then the limit of the relative matter existence on the sun is the distance of the light emitted by the sun at the beginning of its formation, which is not wrong, then the system becomes more complicated.
How did the sun come into being? By the way, matter not only decomposes, but also forms, so how to calculate the time? The spatial expansion properties of independent matter decomposition are easy to understand, and how to calculate the time of material formation and space material aggregation, in fact, this is also the case.
Because there is a gravitational force, so that the system becomes continuous, because there is a continuous force, if it is to be independent, there must be no gravitational force, then the relative velocity must be a certain and the distance must be used to describe the trajectory of matter.
No matter what the theory, how matter will decompose, the formation of matter can be known, many phenomena describe the formation process of this substance, when the matter collides with each other at a certain speed, a new substance will be formed, at the microscopic level, it is the substance itself is huge, absorbs another colliding substance, and does not split, and then it forms a new large substance, and the formation of this large substance is described by chemical reactions, and the more micro point of view is the energy of the absorption wave.
The decomposition of matter is also demonstrated by the decomposition of chemical substances under the condition of heating, or the energy such as the release of waves in a more microscopic way, or the splitting of a huge impact, so that the formation and decomposition of matter also have theoretical explanations. Will the matter decompose on its own accord without force?
What does it mean that matter automatically decomposes itself, and that such a situation is not discovered? Is there any use in studying this? There should be a way to know the phenomena of the world first, and then to know what kind of application to use these understandings, and the application of the phenomena of large matter has been done very well, and the application of microscopic matter requires more cognition.
In the more microscopic world, we only know that waves exist, how to make waves appear, but how the waves are formed from nothing, we don't know, if the world is composed of countless independent material expansion space, then these spaces are superimposed, are the expansion spaces of these substances completely different?
If any other substance enters the space where they form, there will be a force, just like a stone thrown on the surface of the water, forming an extended propagation of a space wave, and it is continuous, then such a space wave propagation should be circular, just like a spherical water ball, to produce a wave, and the wave is a kind of spherical propagation, and it will form a superimposed reflection of each other.
However, if there is too much superposition in space, the system will be complicated, and now these speculations need to be confirmed, if there is gravity, the world is continuous, then there is no independent existence of matter, if matter is independent existence, then independent space must exist, the relative velocity of matter is certain, the distance must also exist, and the propagation attribute of the wave is also presented according to the ripples of space.
The existence of the temporal attribute also needs to see whether the independence of matter exists, and the temporal attribute is the spatial expansion attribute of this independent substance, which is also correct, the discussion of time and space is meaningless, and the concept of time is also the spatial expansion attribute of independent matter.
One of the reasons for the trance is that what I think about is the reality in this reality that cannot be seen by my eyes, so that I feel as if I am roaming on a sense of the recognition of real human phenomena, rather than the reality around me, roaming between the substances that I perceive, which may be a problem, which is also a kind of fantasy that is detached from reality, and it is a fantasy situation, but the direction is different, and the direction is different from the fantasy direction of the novel.
No matter what it is, it feels unreal, so unreal, and the feeling given is the same, so it also feels unreal, and it also feels like a trance, which is the characteristic of people like us who like fantasy feelings, and it is different from the feeling of people in real reality.
This is also different from the real people who are just in the state of work, because that is the content of their work, the content that must be done when they are working, they are more realistic, and those of us may be unrealistic, people who are in the state of thought and fantasy, and it feels like there is still a lot of distance from reality.
Just like many people entertain fantasy in novels, it feels good, my fantasy in these fantasies that seem to be realistic phenomena speculation, it is also a good feeling, there is no stagnation and pain in the mind, I feel very happy, people who have experienced the feeling of entertainment fantasy in novels can also understand my feelings, we are actually not far apart. On the other hand, we are all at great distance from reality.
In fact, I have been looking for the distance between me and reality, how big it is, it really feels very close, the real distance is very close, the distance of the mind is very far, it is a kind of distance separated by space, separated by the attribute of time, which is also a unique attribute of feeling, and it feels like there is really the attribute of roaming around.