I lay in my hospital bed and watched the nurses come and go, not knowing what was going on. The head nurse came over with a smile and told me that there would be no more injections, and as she spoke, she pulled out the indwelling needle in my hand, looked at the swollen arm, and breathed a sigh of relief, finally I could not need the injection. I was really fed up with hanging bottles every day from morning to night.

After a while, my mother and husband came back, and my mother walked in front, and my husband's eyes were red and followed behind. My mother came to my bedside early and said, "It's okay, the doctor said he would push you for a check-up later." ”

I nodded, looking at my husband puzzled, he looked weird, trying to squeeze a smile out of me, but the smile was worse than crying.

After a while, the nurse pushed over a bed and asked me to change it, saying that she would push me for a check-up. My mother and husband nervously followed, the bed was pushed to the top floor, I saw the words "operating room", turned to the nurse and asked, "Why the operating room?" The nurse smiled and said, "Only the operating room has this examination instrument." I was still puzzled, but nodded anyway.

When it was time to push in, my mother came up and grabbed my hand and said don't be nervous. I smiled and said, "Just check it, and I'll come out in a while, nervous." ”

My husband was on the other side of the bed, looking at me, the whole person seemed to be shaking, I watched him nervous like that, smiled and looked at him, and I was pushed into the operating room.

When I pushed in, I realized that there was a row of equipment that looked like an electrical cabinet, and a large disc on an operating table with many small lights on the disk. I was watching, and a doctor came over and said, "Lie on your side, I'll give you an injection." "I don't understand why I need an injection, but I saw his unquestioning eyes and commanding tone, so I turned around, I thought it was an injection in the buttocks, but it turned out to be an injection from the spine near the waist, it started to hurt, and slowly I felt a little dizzy, and then I felt like I was out of my body, and it was my body lying on that bed, and my soul was floating, and I could know what the people in the operating room were doing, but I didn't feel any pain.

I felt the nurses cleaning my lower body hair with razors and stuff, and I knew that they were disinfecting my belly over and over again with cotton pads, and I had clips on my wrists and fingers. I even heard a little nurse joking about Director Jia: "Director, this girl is also surnamed Jia, shouldn't it be your relative, you didn't have an operation today, and you actually went into battle in person." "I could hear all this, but I felt like I was on the sidelines, like a bystander.

Everyone was busy for a while, and suddenly it was quiet, I could feel a knife cut open my abdomen, I could hear the doctor say that the belly was too thick, and I could still feel a pair of hands looking for something in the abdominal cavity. At this time, the alarm sounded suddenly, and the nurse anxiously reported a string of data to the director, I couldn't understand, and then someone gave me another injection, and my soul seemed to be driven farther, gradually drifting into the distance, I seemed to have crossed the mountains and rivers, left the earth, and drifted into space, without any perception.

When I woke up, four hours later, I opened my eyes and found that I was in a hospital bed, and my stomach felt like a stone was pressed against me, making me unable to move. My husband sat next to me and let out a long breath as I woke up. He excitedly told me that he had a son. I was stunned, I was actually born, but I didn't realize it.

Time back to the moment when the director checked my cheek, the director carefully assessed the child's development, and finally Director Jia deduced that the child was most likely mature, but it was not ruled out that some external organs were not fully developed. The pregnant woman's blood pressure is too high to be lowered, and surgery is necessary, otherwise her life will be in danger at any time, and the risk of surgery is too great, so Director Jia personally went into battle, just to save both lives. Director Jia told my mother and husband about the actual situation before the operation, and suggested that I was afraid that the pregnant woman would be nervous, and it was best to hide it from the pregnant woman herself, so I operated under Director Jia's arrangement and gave birth to the child without knowing it.

When Dr. Jia pulled out the child, seeing that the limbs were sound, he let out a sigh and slapped it on the buttocks, and the child let out a loud cry, and Dr. Jia let out a breath.

When the child was sent out by the nurse, the mother took the child, immediately opened the wrapping, and nervously counted the child's fingers and toes.

When I woke up, my mother picked up the child, and I looked at this little guy, his face was just the size of a palm, and it was so ugly.

I suddenly noticed that the child's two ears seemed to be asymmetrical, and asked the mother to put the child next to me, I took a closer look, and the child's right ear wheel was normal, and the left ear wheel was obviously thinner than the right ear wheel, and it was not bent down. I quickly said to my mother, "How good is this, the child's ears are not growing well." ”

The mother smiled and said: "The child is already very lucky, after all, it is a premature baby, the doctor said that the physique is very good, the appearance of the left ear is not well developed, but it will grow up after a week." You see, where am I going to send to the nurse, our child is the thinnest and smallest of the six, but the loudest crying. Mom was grinning.

I finally had a child of my own, and I can imagine the mental torture my mother and husband endured in the process. What I thought was inspection was actually production, and what I thought was leaving was life and death for them. Now think about how painful it is for my mother and husband to make a choice, and what a heart-rending choice my mother's sentence: "I want my child".

The estrangement between me and my mother for so many years was instantly eliminated because I gave birth, and I felt how much my mother loved me.

The mother said, "This child is very lucky, let him be happy, may she be happy all her life." I also feel good, and I wish my children to be happy and happy for the rest of their lives.

Because the child was born prematurely and did not ripen, I had no milk at all, and the child could only drink milk powder, which I owed the child from the beginning.

At night, looking at Xiao Xing sleeping, it's really ugly, but I love him, this is my child, and I finally become a mother.

I thought of Dr. Gong, she probably knew that this would be the case, so she explained so many things in a serious manner. I owe the child, I got pregnant without a good body, and the child was born prematurely, which is too unfair to the child, I must supply the child through the day after tomorrow, I must make the child grow tall, not short like me, this is the most important thing for me now.

I think of Dr. Jia, how much risk he took in order to keep our mother and son safe, and for fear that I would be nervous before the operation, he carefully arranged for everyone to hide from me, and I was grateful.

I also remembered that the wish made before the South China Sea Guanyin really came true today, and I believe that Hainan is the blessed land of our family.

Although I made such a mistake, God did not give up on me, and gave me a child, I must take good care of happiness and live up to life.