Chapter 4: The Past

"Old Qin, why do you say you are doing this? She doesn't deserve your liking at all, not to mention that as far as I know, she betrayed you! Let's say something unpleasant, she made you green! Why can't you let her go? For her, do you no longer believe in love, is it worth it?" In the car, Ding Chen, who was driving, chattered and persuaded Qin Yan: " Tell me that you are now, you want a house in City B, a career and a career, a car and a car, and you want to have connections, so many girls want to be close to you, do you really want to be single for the rest of your life for someone who is not worthy of your love?"

Qin Yan listened to Ding Chen's bitter persuasion to him, and just shook his head with a wry smile: "Old Ding, you haven't experienced the past I have experienced, right?" How can there be anything like you and Lin Yi? First love directly enters the palace of marriage? How good is your life! If you go to be a soldier, you can still find a girl who is willing to wait for you, and you can still achieve positive results. It's really rare to see such a good thing. Qin Yan picked up his silver wine bottle with a slightly trembling hand, took a sip of whiskey and said: "It's still the taste of the whiskey of Islay that has my appetite, Lao Ding, what I have experienced has changed me, and the unforgettable pain has been vivid in my mind, I don't want to fall in love anymore, I'm worried about getting hurt again, after all。。。。。。 The doctor said I couldn't be overly emotionally stimulated anymore, or I was in danger of sudden cardiac death. ”

"Then you're still drinking!" Ding Chen said angrily.

"Lao Ding, for me, alcohol is the best antidepressant medicine, and I can relieve those emotions that my heart can't stand with alcohol. As he spoke, Qin Yan trembled and raised the wine bottle in his hand and took another sip.

"Lao Qin, you don't look at your hands, you're about to become a Parkinson's patient, okay, I'm in the place, I won't say more, if it weren't for the fact that you drank early in the morning today, I wouldn't have come to be your driver." I'll be waiting for you at the cafΓ© across the street. With that, Ding Chen parked the car, and after Qin Yan got out of the car, he walked a little swaying, pressed the elevator, and went up to the top floor where his teacher was.

His teacher is Professor Wang Qiujie, a well-known psychology expert in China, and at this moment the old man is working hard in the spacious and bright office, writing his latest psychological works. The old man was too serious, causing Qin Yan to knock on the door several times The old man did not respond, until Qin Yan knocked on the door for five minutes, an old man's student came to Qin Yan and said: "It's Senior Brother Qin, please come in, the old man is writing his latest paper, this will be the best time of his day, there are about five minutes, the old man will get up and pour a glass of water, you can go in again at this time." ”

Qin Yan was very strange and asked, "Why are you so familiar with the teacher's daily life?"

The student smiled and said, "I forgot to introduce myself, my name is Ye Tiancheng, I am a close disciple of the teacher, I often hear the teacher talk about you, senior brother, you are the one in a million psychology genius, we call the heart eye." I've heard that you can feel each other's emotions directly through your eyes and ears, right?"

"How can there be such a god, I'm just more sensitive to other people's emotions. Qin Yan smiled and said.

"So, you're in a very bad state of mind right now, I see you've been drinking, and your heart rate is a little too fast, so I think you should have a very difficult emotional problem to solve by yourself. Ye Tiancheng said.

"It's okay, young man, it's very accurate!" Qin Yan smiled bitterly and said. At this time, the old man got up and poured water according to normal habits, and at this time he saw Qin Yan and Ye Tiancheng talking, so he stepped forward and said, "Qin Yan, you are here, this is my closed disciple, how about it, the talent is not lost to you back then." ”

"Teacher, where are you talking about this, his talent completely surpasses me back then. Qin Yan said. The old professor nodded and said, "But no matter how good Puyu is, it still needs to be carved, I chose him as my closed disciple, that is, I want to have the last and most perfect student in my final teaching career." Okay, Tiancheng, you go and do your own work first, I'll talk to Qin Yan. ”

Ye Tiancheng nodded, bowed slightly to the old professor and Qin Yan and said, "Then teacher, you can call me at any time when you have something to order, and I will be outside the door." The old professor nodded and smiled.

"Qin Yan, you still haven't come out, tell me about you, you're not too young, is that how you were in a relationship? There are thousands of girls in the world, just on your terms, you want to find a better one casually, why don't you look for it?" the old professor said softly.

"Teacher, let me tell you a story。。。。。。 ”

Her name is Ouyang Meng, she is the woman who hurt Qin Yan the most, and it is also very unexpected for them to be together, it should be said that an accident brought them together. It was the time after he and the girl were separated, and in the darkest days of his previous life, she sent a message: "How are you doing, little Qin Qin?"

"Oh no, I broke up, and besides, I was diagnosed with a heart problem. Qin Yan replied.

"What's the problem?"

"Second-degree, type 2 block. A hereditary heart nerve conduction problem, the kind that can't be treated. ”

"Xiao Qin Qin, you can't be emotional now, you have to take good care of yourself, it's 12 o'clock at night, hurry up and go to bed!." ”

"How do you know I can't get emotional?"

"I guess. ”

"Well, then I'll go to bed. ”

"Obedient, good. ”

Qin Yan fell asleep that day, and after nearly a week of insomnia, he fell asleep for the first time, and he suddenly found that this girl was like sunshine that brought him out of that dark relationship.

After a period of time, the two chatted with each other, he knew that she had a boyfriend at that time, and he never thought of becoming her boyfriend, he treated her as his sister, this sister saved Qin Yan who was in the dark and lost faith in life.

Until one day, she sent a message: "Xiao Qin Qin, I'm out of love。。。。。。 ”

"So I'm guessing you were with her after she fell out of love, and the time between those two events, that is, her falling out of love and her choice to be with you, was that no more than a month?" said the old professor, puffing on his pipe.

"Yes, teacher, you can't escape anything. Qin Yan smiled bitterly.

"You know what? From my side of experience, she doesn't really like you, you know? She just sees you as a substitute, a substitute for her love. ”

"Teacher, I know, but I still can't forget the fact that she betrayed me that day. ”

The old man smiled and said: "Actually, it is inevitable that you can have this ending, she just treats you as a spare tire, a substitute for love, and when she finds a more pleasant boy, she will abandon you as a spare tire." Although traditionally, she betrayed you, and she also doesn't know who is better for her and who gives her more. To put it bluntly, she doesn't deserve your love, does she?"

"Teacher, I know she's not worthy, but I'm still hurt a lot, and there's a reason why I don't want to find another partner. It has to do with what we've been going through since then, and to be honest, with how well I know you, what I'm going to tell you about is my secret, and it should change your mind about her. With that, Qin Yan took out his wine bottle, took a sip of wine, and continued。。。。。。