Seventy-nine The ends of life and death
"Li Xiaobei, what are you doing?" Lin Hui's exclamation made me sober up all of a sudden.
As soon as I raised my head, I saw Lin Hui rushing forward with an arrow, snatching the blade in my hand hard, slamming it on the ground, and then grabbing my still bleeding wrist with a panicked face: "Li Xiaobei, are you crazy?"
"Sister Hui, I'm really useless!" I smiled numbly at Lin Hui, "You said I wouldn't even dare to die, what else could I do?"
"Li Xiaobei, don't you be like this...... You...... If you are like this, Lele will not be at ease. Lin Hui squatted down as she spoke, grabbed a pack of 100 cigarette tissues from the bedside, took out seven or eight sheets from it, and pressed them on my wound regardless of the three-seven-twenty-one.
I used to like a saying: "Holding hands will eventually break up, very fatalistic and helpless." "But I never imagined that one day, love would pull away from my world in such an almost tragic way. The long road of life, thorns all over the ground, covered with bruises.
Lele, you are gone, and the thread that touches our feelings is broken. From now on, one person, one road, how should you let me face it?Lele, do you know, I would rather hear your goodbye than be tormented by thoughts every day like now, and there is that little bit of ethereal hope.
"You say, is there really a kingdom of heaven?" I raised my head to myself, silently staring at the movements in Lin Hui's hand, as if the person in front of me was no longer Lin Hui, but Lele.
"Lele ......" I sat on the edge of the bed, kept muttering Lele's name in a trance, and then hugged Lin Hui into my arms, leaning on her shoulder and sobbing in a low voice.
Lin Hui didn't struggle in the slightest, just rhythmically patted my back with her hand. After a long time, I finally calmed down.
"Are you better?" Lin Hui asked in a low voice.
Hearing Lin Hui's voice in my ears, I suddenly felt a little inappropriate, and hurriedly let go of the hand holding Lin Hui tightly, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I ......"
Lin Hui casually handed me a tissue, stood up, and diverted the topic intentionally or unintentionally: "Quick! wipe away the tears, I'll go to the next room to find out if there is a band-aid." β
When I walked out of the door, Lin Hui didn't forget to tell me again, "Don't do stupid things anymore!"
After experiencing the scene just now, I seem to have figured it out: I met the right person at the right time, and cherished each other, although the moment of intersection was very short, but perhaps, I should be lucky.
After a while, Lin Hui brought a medicine box, she put it on the bed, then sat sideways next to me, glanced at me, and then took out a roll of gauze from the medicine box.
"Well, don't worry about it, the blood is almost dry. I think Lin Hui is making a big fuss, "I have a ball of gauze wrapped in my hand, and I can't explain it to my mother when I go home! Forget it! It's fine!"
"No, go to the hospital or wrap gauze, you can choose one yourself!" Lin Hui's tone was extremely firm, and there was no room for negotiation at all.
"That'...... That's still a gauze...... "In the end, I had no choice but to compromise."
Although I had been trying very hard to suppress my emotions, when I looked down and saw Lin Hui carefully bandaging my wounds, my tears flowed down my eyes again.
"For Lele, you have to live well. After wrapping the wound, Lin Hui patted me on the shoulder vigorously.
"Don't worry, Sister Hui, I've figured it out. "I buried my head and felt like a child who had made a mistake.
"That's good, it really scared me to death just now! You're so naΓ―ve!" Hearing me say this, Lin Hui couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief, and she could see that after this toss, she was really tired.
"Sister Hui, thank you!" At this moment, I don't know what else to say except thank you, "I...... I made a mess of Lele's room......"
"I'll leave it to me here. Lin Hui stood up while propping up the edge of the bed as she spoke, "It's not early, I'll send you back." β
"Don't, I can go back by myself......" After disturbing for most of the day, I really didn't want to trouble Lin Hui anymore, anyway, it was familiar here, and it was very close to my home, and there were only two stops by bus. But before I could say anything politely, Lin Hui had already grabbed my hand and walked straight to the door.
"Look at your languishing and depressed appearance, I don't feel at ease!" Lin Hui didn't give me a chance to refuse, pushed me out without saying anything, and then turned around and locked the door.
Walking on the road of the community, I tried to say something to Lin Hui that had nothing to do with Lele: "Sister Hui, you ...... What do you do. β
"What?" Lin Hui didn't react at once, turned her head in confusion, and glanced at me.
"Well, I'm asking, what are you doing now?" I explained a little.
"Oh oh oh, no, it's just doing chores in the private company. Lin Hui suddenly opened her mouth as if she had realized it, and then casually pulled her hair that was blown by the wind, which looked like a very happy person.
"Hehe, it turns out that Sister Hui is a white-collar worker. I struggled to squeeze a smile out of my face.
"Hey, it's not counted! I just graduated, and I just ran errands or something in there, and I just ate a mouthful of food. Lin Hui pursed her lips with an expression that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.
"Don't smile toothlessly, Sister Hui, you are also a lady. "I don't know why, at this time, I can still be in the mood to tease Lin Hui. Maybe it's because she's Lele's cousin, which makes me involuntarily have some kind of inexplicable closeness!
Or maybe I've already thought of her as Lele.
Although we were all talking and chatting along the way, the two of us still tacitly avoided all topics related to Lele.
The station was just a short walk from the entrance of the complex and we arrived quickly. Standing on the platform, Lin Hui had no intention of leaving.
"You don't want to ride with me, do you?" I lifted my gauze-wrapped hand to signal that I was really fine.
"Beautiful, you really don't know what's wrong! I'm afraid you'll be bored waiting for the train!" Lin Hui leaned her whole body on the stainless steel guardrail in front of the platform, quietly staring into the distance, and posing thoughtfully......
The bus came soon.
"Remember what I told you, contact me if you have something......" Lin Hui waved the mobile phone in her hand and reminded loudly behind me.
I didn't speak, just smiled at Lin Hui, and then turned around and boarded the bus.
I don't know where the road is or where the end of the road is, so I just keep going......
(2010.10.10 This chapter has been revised)