Monday is the most lackluster.

Early in the morning, bus stops and subway stations were crowded with people, each lining up to look down at their mobile phones, and yawning from time to time.

During the morning rush hour, the temperature seems to have risen by two degrees.

Yuan Jia led Yuan Hui from home and walked towards the school slowly.

Along the way, Huihui was quiet and did not speak.

Yuan Jia was curious, looked down, but found that little Lori was sleeping while walking.

With his head down and his eyes closed, he took his brother's hand in a daze, and walked the grid with his body memory.

Yuan Jia was speechless and asked, "Huihui, what are you doing?"

"Hmm......?"

"I ask you what you're doing. ”

"I'm sleeping...... Walking. ”

Yuan Hui opened her eyes and looked at the environment, and there was still some distance from the school, so she closed her eyes again.

"Don't you even have to look when you walk?"

"The teacher said that there was a blind walkway on the side of the road, so I didn't have to open my eyes. ”

Yuan Jia took a look, and Yuan Hui really followed the blind road.

So he pulled her out, and little Lori had to open her eyes.

The bad brother always walked her to the place where the sun was exposed, and Yuan Hui was exposed to the sun for a while, and then she was like a power bank, and gradually became energetic.

"You can't doze off in class, you know?"

"Ji Dao Na ......"

Yuan Jia put the schoolbag on her shoulder to Yuan Hui, she ran to the school with the small schoolbag on her back, and then patted the shoulders of the classmates in front of her, and the two children walked to the classroom with a smile and a smile.

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When he came to the consultation room, Yuan Jia cleaned up as usual, washed his hands, made a pot of tea and put it on the desk, and started today's work.

When there are no visitors, most of the time he is reading books, and these days he mainly reads books bought back from the system mall, psychology-related, which cannot be found on the market.

If he wanted to, in fact, he could copy the contents of these books and publish them as his original works, and he could also gain a lot of fame and prestige, but Yuan Jia couldn't do such a cheeky thing.

Why people are poor is not honest.

Yuan Jia logged on to the official website of the "Psychological Journal" and checked the progress of the last paper submission according to the returned manuscript number, which is still in the preliminary review stage.

Two days ago, during the live broadcast, he chatted with the audience about depression, and after the live broadcast ended that night, many fans sent him private messages.

It's just that most people still don't distinguish the difference between depression and depression, and Yuan Jia also patiently gave his own advice.

Among them, there is a girl with major depression and obsessive-compulsive disorder who chatted with him more deeply, and was in the stage of long-term medication control, and heard that Mr. Yuan could use hypnotherapy, so he contacted him, and it happened that she was also working in southern Jiangsu, and the two added WeChat, and had preliminary communication in the past two days.

The girl is very talkative and has had a lot of counseling experience.

The girl's name is Jiang Shiyun, but her life is not as beautiful as her name.

She felt like a broken machine, unable to feel other emotions, and her vitality was tenacious, even in this situation, she was still looking for a chance to 'be repaired'.

Jiang Shiyun: "Everything is fine, only I am bad." ”

That's how she sees herself.

In order to get a chance to save her life, the first time she was treated, she hid from her mother in high school, saved money for a long time, and found a 'famous teacher' on the search engine, she didn't know what the other party looked like and what she was good at, but with a trace of the expectation of 'being fixed', she contacted the other party for treatment.

Yuan Jia: "How did you feel about the first consultation?"

Jiang Shiyun: "What the hell is this......"

Jiang Shiyun: "Wearing a white coat, holding his arms, and muttering the words he memorized from the book, his movements and expressions were full of disgust. At that time, the only feeling I had was that I was hopeless. ”

Jiang Shiyun: "Later, I also purchased psychological counseling services on Taobao. ”

Jiang Shiyun: "It was almost the worst experience, they didn't understand me at all, they said innocuous things, and even scolded me. ”

Yuan Jia: "Have you thought about giving up?"

Jiang Shiyun: "I have thought about it, I feel like a patient without a heartbeat, every day I rely on myself to put my hand into my chest, pinch my heart, and force it to beat, so that I can live, really tired." ”

She talked to Yuan Jia about her past intermittently, very verbose, very chaotic, and very heavy.

didn't expect Yuan Jia to reply to her, so he said there by himself.

The tone is flat, as if he is talking about someone else's business.

The Internet provides a great place to hide, you don't know me, and I don't know you, so you don't expect anything from each other.

The joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, and being able not to feel noisy is already the greatest tenderness.

It's just that Jiang Shiyun didn't expect that Yuan Jia had been listening, and his reply was not much, but he was really listening.

Jiang Shiyun: "Teacher Yuan, I'm sorry, in fact, I don't want to accept your treatment, I just want to find someone to take out the trash, I know that people like me, others can't help me." ”

Jiang Shiyun: "Teacher Yuan, thank you for listening to me for so long, I am too ugly, too unbearable, I know that no one can consistently treat this person who is addicted to pain, including my mother." ”

Jiang Shiyun: "You are a very good person, I like to watch your live broadcast, I also know a lot of consultants, the most disgusting thing is patients like me, it doesn't matter, you can listen to me say so much nonsense, my mood is already a lot better." ”

Jiang Shiyun: "If you think I'm not suitable and don't know how to deal with me, you don't have to reply to me, it's really okay." ”

Jiang Shiyun: "I'm sorry. ”

The night before, after she said this, she turned off her phone until she woke up the next day and saw Yuanjia's news.

"I'd love to get to know you. ”

Here's his reply last night, and he even said, "I'm looking forward to meeting you." ”

Jiang Shiyun made an appointment with him to meet at two o'clock in the afternoon on Monday.

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At two o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was shining outside the office, and a delicate-looking girl came downstairs.

She seemed to hesitate for a long time, standing in the sunlight without moving.

The white coat looked very bright in the light, the hair was tied in a ponytail, the ends of the hair were very straight, some dry, not the color of black and shiny, and there was a dark red light in the refraction of the sun.

Jiang Shiyun took a few deep breaths, this was not the first time she had seen a psychological counselor.

But this time, like the first time, she regained hope that the other party might be able to help her.

At this moment, a lot of things floated through my mind, the scenes of every meeting with the counselor in the past, the emotions I experienced in the past, and the emotions in the middle of the night......

There seemed to be a lot of pedestrians around, and there seemed to be none of them, as if the soul could not find a place to dwell.

All this time, she was like a lonely traveler, falling off a cliff.

No one noticed her at the bottom of the cliff, and she lay there unconsciously, her eyes closed for a long time, and she almost forgot to wake up.

She clenched her fists, opened her eyes, and headed upstairs.

Maybe this would be her last attempt.

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