The picture is shattered.

In the early morning as usual, Yuan Jia opened his eyes and woke up.

The sunlight fell on his eyes through the shadows of the curtains, fluttering slightly in the wind.

[The end of the real experience of social phobia]

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Yuan Jia lay on the bed in a daze for a while, and after taking a few long breaths, he turned over and sat up.

The feeling of dizziness in the head was gone, and it was replaced by a feeling of energy, but the experience of last night, the pain of helplessness, was not pleasant.

The protagonist last night was not himself, but Xu Nanyu, who spent half a semester at the same table in high school.

This experience is different from the last time, it is not a simulated experience, but an experience of real events using Xu Nanyu's character template.

As for why there is a real experience of the character template, Yuan Jia guesses that it is probably that among the people who have been in contact with social phobia, Xu Nanyu has a close relationship with him, after all, in last night's experience, Yuan Jia also appeared.

During the experience, Yuan Jia seemed to have become Xu Nanyu, and her emotions were shared with Yuan Jia synchronously.

It's as if I've experienced her life myself.

The experience of her childhood planted the seeds of pain in her, and it was only now that Yuan Jia finally understood why she was so 'introverted' at that time.

This is a very distressing girl.

The lucky people are healed by childhood all their lives, and the unfortunate people are healed of childhood all their lives.

If you can travel back in time, Yuan Jia really wants to teach those bear children a lesson, it seems to be a child's play, but it ruined a girl's life, how can it not make people angry.

With the elimination of negative emotions, these memories that do not belong to Yuan Jia began to fade gradually, and gradually they could no longer remember, but the experience of growing up and the feeling of fear and fear when the little girl looked at others were firmly imprinted in her heart.

I don't know how Xu Nanyu is now, they have been separated for ten years, and Yuan Jia wants to know how she is doing now.

The memories of getting along with him came to his heart, and he realized that his small actions had given her so much courage.

couldn't help but have a little more affection for Xu Nanyu.

At this moment, Yuan Jia had already made a decision in his heart, he wanted to help Xu Nanyu come out.

It's not because of her appearance, it's not because of the story, it's probably some kind of extra concern after experiencing her life.

Yuan Jia picked up his phone, it was seven o'clock in the morning.

The gardenia classmate who added QQ last night, named Nan Yu, Yuan Jia guessed that she was likely to be Xu Nan Yu himself, after all, she is also a social terrorist, and the person with the same name can be counted on your fingers all over the world.

It is impossible to meet, after experiencing social fear firsthand, Yuan Jia understands that the current gardenia does not dare to meet him, and he does not even dare to admit that he is Xu Nanyu.

If you want to help her, you can only slowly help her build her confidence step by step and become her friend first.

At 23:19, Yuan Jia: "Good night~"

At 05:13, Gardenia: "I took medicine last night, I was very sleepy and went to sleep first, and I didn't see your news......"

05:13, Gardenia: "Yuanjia, good morning!"

05:14, Gardenia: "It's not ...... yet"

Looking at her news, Yuan Jia felt a little distressed, and only after experiencing social fear did she know how important a social fear patient regarded a relationship, maybe during the time she was resting, she was probably thinking about it again, thinking that she slept too early last night and didn't reply to his good night, which made him angry, and then said that he was chatting with her today, but he ignored her.

In short, any objective facts in interpersonal communication will be over-interpreted in her eyes, and she will think that she is not good enough, and she has done something wrong.

If she can be like some girls, she will wash her whole life with the phrase 'I'm going to take a bath', then she won't suffer from social fear.

At 07:06, Yuan Jia: "Good morning, Gardenia, you woke up so early?"

Less than three seconds after the message was sent, her reply came.

Gardenia: "Yuanjia, good morning!"

Gardenia: "Well, I woke up a little earlier today, usually I wake up at five o'clock, did you just wake up?"

Yuanjia: "I just opened my eyes." ”

Xu Nanyu did wake up very early, usually she would take medicine and start sleeping at ten o'clock, and she usually woke up at four or five o'clock in the morning, even if it was not dawn, she couldn't sleep.

It's also amazing, she kept thinking about Yuan Jia last night, and then she dreamed of him in her dream last night, and it seems to have become him.

Unlike the heavy and dark dreams of the past, last night's dream was colorful, although I can't remember the content of the dream clearly, but I woke up in a very good mood.

Usually wakes up early, Xu Nanyu will not go out, her mother has not woken up yet, she sits quietly in the room by herself, opens a little curtain, sits by the window, and looks at the sky outside.

At sunrise, the vast sky is filled with a layer of light white mist, and then a red glow will appear, and the sun will slowly rise from afar, the light is very soft, Xu Nanyu can look at it directly until the sun illuminates the whole world.

Sometimes on a rainy day, you can't see the sun, and the rain falls from the sky, and the water droplets slide down from the glass windows, or fall on the leaves, and dance gently.

But whether it was sunrise or rain, no outside sound could be heard in the room, so quiet that only the sound of her heartbeat remained.

This is Xu Nanyu's daily life, she often sits in a daze like this for a long time, and even Bai Yan doesn't know that she wakes up so early every day.

Today is different from usual, in addition to waiting for the sunrise, Xu Nanyu is also waiting for the message on his mobile phone, looking at the distant sky, thinking about how to chat for a while.

It's just that in the chat, Xu Nanyu felt that he was still too clumsy.

When I used to study, every morning Yuan Jia would press to the classroom, she would shrink in the corner and wait for him to close the door of the small world, he pulled out a chair and sat down, and every day he would look at her and say hello: "Morning." ”

It's just that she never responded, no...... There was a response, and she also said "good morning" in her heart, I don't know if Yuan Jia heard it......

Gardenia: "Then you opened your eyes and replied to my message......

Yuanjia: "Yes, you were the first person to say hello to me, so I was the first to reply to you." ”

Xu Nanyu was very happy, the sun at seven o'clock had already shone on her through the window, and she was very comfortable.

Gardenia: "What are you doing?"

Yuan Jia: "I'm going to get up for breakfast and go to work, what are you going to do today?"

Gardenia: "I don't know ......"

Yuan Jia: "What do you usually do?"

Gardenia: "Draw ......"

Yuan Jia: "Then I'll arrange a small plan for you today." ”

Yuan Jia: "You take your sketchpad to the balcony first." ”

Gardenia: "Uh-huh!"

Xu Nanyu was still wearing the snow-white nightdress, and when he heard this, he quickly took out his sketchpad and gently opened the door.

Her room has a balcony, but she rarely comes out, standing on the balcony, feeling the breeze on her face, the real warmth of the sun on her skin, and the wonderful sounds of the world......

Xu Nanyi's heart began to beat, her breathing was slightly short, and she subconsciously wanted to go back to the glass room.

Xu Nanyu, Xu Nanyu, you only made up your mind last night to come out, you can't back down!

She stood in the corner of the balcony with her sketchpad in her hand for a while, her eyes cautiously looking outside, until she saw no one else, and then she was relieved.

Gardenia: "I'm already on the balcony." ”

Yuan Jia: "Do you see anyone else?"

Gardenia: "No ......"

Yuanjia: "Then the only thing left with you is nature, Gardenia, you will paint nature today." ”

Gardenia: "Uh-huh!"

Yuan Jia: "You look up, the sun is very close to you, if there are no clouds, you will draw the sun, if there are clouds, you will draw clouds and clouds, if it rains, you will draw how the raindrops fall, is it difficult?"

Gardenia: "I can ......"

Yuanjia: "If someone appears in your field of vision, then you hide. ”

Xu Nanyu was a little curious, so he asked, "Why?"

Yuan Jia: "You are an elf, the elves who draw in the forest will hide when they see humans, otherwise when they are nervous, they will not look good when they are drawn." ”

This is the most special explanation Xu Nanyu has ever seen......

She is afraid of people, and everyone else says that it is her problem, and people have nothing to be afraid of.

Only Yuanjia told her that she was an elf and could not be seen.

At this moment, Xu Nanyu seemed to be able to accept himself......

I'm not sick, I'm just an elf.

She had never liked herself so much as she did now.

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(Alas, the day of sprinkling dog food is about to start again)

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