It was late at night.

In a tourist resort area near Taihu Lake in southern Jiangsu, there is a new Asian-style Chinese-style villa, the hall can see the landscape, the forest and stone are also Qinghua, it is the dream place of countless people.

It is far away from the crowds in the city, and the courtyard is spacious, which perfectly avoids the interference from house to house, and the surrounding environment also makes people very relaxed and close to nature.

The moonlight is just right, the lights are on in the villa, and you can see the flying fireflies in the flowers in the yard, the croaking of frogs accompanied by the chirping of insects, and the breeze blowing from the edge of Taihu Lake.

In one room on the second floor, the curtains were pulled open a few gaps.

The moonlight shone in and fell on the woman's eyes, like a crescent moon, like a flower and a tree piling up snow.

She was born extremely beautiful, and she had an innate weakness in her body, and a simple glance was enough to soften everything she had.

The woman was wearing a snow-white nightdress, with bare feet, sitting on the floor with her knees crossed, gently leaning against the glass window, quietly watching the night.

Look at the bright moon, look at the stars, look at the fireflies in the yard, she also wants to see the farther urban area, the night scene in the city should be very beautiful, but unfortunately she can't see it.

But she just wants to see it, and she still can't do it if she really gets her to the city.

The last time I was in the crowd was a long time ago, and it was really embarrassing......

Her name is Xu Nanyu, and she is a person with severe social phobia, as well as agoraphobia and depression.

People often say that it takes courage to die, but Xu Nanyu feels that living is a thing that really requires courage.

What gave her courage, in addition to her parents, was a teenager she hadn't seen for ten years, and she was a tablemate who had been together for less than half a semester in her first year of high school.

In fact, the two of them combined didn't say more than ten sentences, and maybe even he didn't know that he had given such a big courage to a girl on the verge of collapse.

Maybe he's forgotten about himself a long time ago.

In her youth, the hazy love that arose from him was the biggest secret that Xu Nanyu hid in her heart, and it was also her salvation at that time.

Later, because of the aggravation of her illness, Xu Nanyu dropped out of school after only half a semester, and the classroom that she could never go back to in her memory will always keep her textbooks, as well as the teenager who didn't have time to say goodbye to him.

I would often see him in my dreams, and he would say, 'Are you okay?', and she would nod and say, 'Thank you'

After dropping out of school, Xu Nanyu cut off all the social circles, changed her mobile phone number, didn't use her QQ number, hid at home and didn't see anyone, occasionally registered some virtual social accounts, soaked in the Internet all day long, playing various roles, but as long as the other party talked to her a little deeper, she immediately discarded this account in panic and never used it again.

She has played a humorous uncle, and she has also played a cute and cute girl, each virtual character is like a life, Xu Nanyu often fantasizes that she is a very social person, and even for a while she couldn't tell herself.

But after really turning off the Internet, Xu Nanyu realized that he was just a poor worm who didn't even dare to go out of the house.

Half a year ago, Xu Nanyu found his QQ number and logged in incognito.

She looked at it slowly, no one had spoken in the previous class group for more than two years, and most of the students who had added it no longer used QQ, no one noticed her, and no one had sent her a message.

While looking through the class group, she noticed a WeChat article forwarded by a classmate, about psychology.

"Our classmate Cao Yuanjia is a psychological counselor, and the old classmates are free to help forward it." ’

Yuanjia ......

Seeing this name, Xu Nanyu's gaze could no longer be taken off.

He's a counselor......

After almost ten years, this name appeared in Xu Nanyu's sight again, and the voice and smile of a young man couldn't help but appear in her mind, and her heart was pounding.

Yuanjia's QQ number is also in the class group, Xu Nanyu doesn't have the courage to use his own number to add, and he doesn't seem to have used QQ for many years.

Xu Nanyu doesn't like to use WeChat, she prefers the privacy of QQ.

But this time, she quietly registered a WeChat account and followed Yuanjia's public account 'Know Your Diary Best'

She watched Yuan Jia's live broadcast tonight, and the original teenager had changed, but she could still find the warm feeling from his smile.

There was a feeling that in the blink of an eye, everyone had grown up, and she herself was still in the same place......

"Here's a letter about social phobia. Hello teacher, I'm a girl, I don't dare to speak in front of others......"

It was her letter.

The state told in the letter is Xu Nanyu's original situation.

She forgot to breathe, and looked at Yuan Jia on the screen tightly, as if she wanted to read the same self from his expression, his speech was very slow, his brows were slightly furrowed, would he have remembered her name for a moment......

......

"Thank you again for Gardenia's super rocket, other students also rest early, I will continue the live broadcast at eight o'clock tomorrow night, if there is any change, I will notify you in the public account, and if you want to consult, you can send a private message to my mailbox, I wish you all a good dream!"

Yuan Jia smiled and waved his hand at the camera, and then closed the live broadcast room, which gave him a long sigh of relief.

It's not easy to be an anchor, Yuan Jia sighed, although his appearance is average, but fortunately, his skills are excellent, and the live broadcast effect tonight is still very good.

What he didn't expect was that a rich woman brushed two super rockets.

After thinking about it, Yuan Jia still sent a private message to 'Gardenia'.

"Thank you very much for your support, are you the girl who counseled for social phobia?"

The other party's reply was very fast, and I thought it had been waiting.

Gardenia: "Uh-huh. ”

Gardenia: "Thank you very much for Mr. Yuan's answer, the first method that Mr. Yuan said just now, if you can't find someone else to be a good friend, you can find Mr. Yuan......

Gardenia: "So I took the liberty of adding your QQ number to Mr. Yuan." ”

Gardenia: "If you're busy, I won't bother you." ”

Xu Nanyu held her mobile phone nervously, her eyes did not leave the chat interface for a second, and she replied quickly, in fact, she had imagined countless possibilities, different from virtual online dating, Yuan Jia was someone she knew in reality, she was afraid that she would say the wrong thing, afraid that Yuan Jia would refuse, if he didn't reply immediately, she couldn't help but think crankily, thinking that she had done something wrong......

One second, two seconds, three seconds...... Xu Nanyu's breathing began to be short, his feet were cold, and his hands began to tremble......

Gardenia: "I'm sorry, I was too presumptuous......"

Yuan Jia: "Yes, my QQ number is 1028... 62, I'd love to be your friend ♪ (^∀^●)ノ"

The two messages were sent out almost at the same time, Yuan Jia was stunned, and Xu Nanyu was also stunned.

Gardenia: "Mmmmmmmmmmmm ”

Yuan Jia looked at her last message, and sighed in her heart, it seems that this girl's social fear is a bit serious.

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