Chapter 54: The First Date
Fang Jiaqi slowly opened her eyes after receiving Xu Jianan's instructions. Her eyes were much clearer, and her expression was no longer so anxious and distorted. Although I could still feel her dazed and tired, the unclear anger was gone.
Come to think of it, she has been suffering from depression since she gave birth to her child. Well, in the course of this illness, she was disgusted with her daughter. Even if she is now treated and understands her condition, it is unlikely that she will immediately develop a strong love for her daughter.
In the delusions and hallucinations, her daughter's appearance has long been tampered with, and Fang Jiaqi may not really understand her daughter's appearance now. So the kind of dazed and helpless at this moment is inevitable.
Xu Jianan saw that the situation was developing in a good direction, so he smiled and said: "There will be a process for everything, and it is the same when you are sick." But if you can treat it aggressively, it's not an incurable disease. You should try to call your husband now, go home and take a good look at your lovely daughter, you are so good-looking, she must be very much like you. Then the three of them have a good dinner together and feel your long-lost love with your heart. ”
"I ...... My husband ......" Fang Jiaqi seems to be a little uncomfortable, but she has already admitted her reality and the true identity of her "brother". This is already a huge breakthrough.
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Xu Jiannan provided Fang Jiaqi with medication, several antidepressants that were combined together, which could relieve her symptoms without too many side effects. All psychotropic drugs are a double-edged sword in the eyes of psychiatrists. For example, antidepressant drugs can relieve depression while also increasing the risk of mania. And treating depression is definitely a long and long-lasting process, and it can't be cured overnight.
Fang Jiaqi is now much more cooperative than before, she looked at Xu Jianan, a little hesitant, as if she didn't know how to say something, and she didn't say a word after hesitating for a long time.
Xu Jianan observed her expression and thoughtfully took the initiative to ask: "Is it that the sudden soberness makes you feel that you don't know how to face them?" I believe that your husband can persist until now, take care of you and take care of his daughter, and he will definitely love you as before." And now you need to confess your illness to your family, they will give you more understanding and support, and you will recover faster. At the same time, allowing yourself to devote yourself to that little life that you have created will affect most of your concentration, which will also be good for your recovery. There's nothing unpleasant about depression, you haven't done anything wrong, you don't have to feel guilty, you don't have to blame yourself, and even if you remember some ridiculous behavior, it's not your own volition. Don't let this emotion weigh you down, you have to overcome it. ”
Xu Jianan's words, warm and firm, gave Fang Jiaqi confidence and courage. When she stood up, she bowed deeply to Xu Jianan and said, "Doctor Xu...... Thank you for helping me find the truth, if I hadn't met you, I'm afraid ...... Sooner or later, I'm going to do something terrible. Thank you for saving my home......"
Xu Jianan slowly shook his head and said, "You're welcome, this is my job and my duty." I only hope that you can actively cooperate, take your medication on time, come to me regularly for continued psychotherapy, and one day in the future, maybe I can still see you shopping with your daughter in your arms. ”
Fang Jiaqi smiled shyly, as if she was ashamed of her hallucination, and after thanking her, she left.
Watching Fang Jiaqi leave, Xu Jiannan sat back in his seat, closed his eyes and moved his stiff body. Psychotherapy for patients is never easy, and even a detail of the change in the person's eyes or expressions must not be missed and analyzed. Only in this way can we know the true state of mind and condition of the patient.
Feeling a little tired, after a day's work, when he was about to get off work, Xu Jiannan fell asleep on the sofa. It wasn't until the phone ringtone woke her up that she opened her eyes dimly, grabbed her phone and answered the call.
"Hey......" Xu Jianan's voice still carried the weakness when he just woke up.
“…… It seems that you are not working overtime, but asleep. At the same time that Lu Yan's voice rang on the other end of the phone, Xu Jiannan sat up with an agitation, and his brain was instantly awake.
She almost forgot what happened before, she was busy working all day, and she didn't have time to think about the awkward relationship with Lu Yan now. I forgot that Lu Yan said that he would pick her up from work today.
Lu Yan saw that Xu Jiannan didn't speak, and knew that she was almost stunned on the other end of the phone, so she had to remind helplessly: "Doctor Xu, please keep yourself awake at work and remember who I am." Pack up and go downstairs, I'll be waiting for you outside. ”
"Okay......" Xu Jiannan didn't know what to say, so he hung up the phone and hurriedly packed his things. When I looked up at my watch, I realized that it had been an hour and a half since the end of work. Originally, when she was about to get off work, she wanted to take a nap, but she was too tired, so she took a break and got off work. I didn't expect this to sleep...... That's almost two hours......
Thinking of Lu Yan's always somewhat cold and arrogant face, and then thinking about the character of that person who is almost impossible to wait for...... Xu Jiannan grabbed his coat and went out.
The moment she ran out of the door of the company, she saw Lu Yan leaning against the car door, standing at the door with a perfect image that he didn't know, attracting many people's attention. But in Lu Yan's eyes, it seems that he only saw Xu Jiannan alone.
"What do you run. Lu Yan watched Xu Jiannan run out panting, slightly reproachful.
Xu Jiannan smiled awkwardly and said, "I'm sorry...... I, I'm a little tired, and then I took a break and didn't expect to fall asleep, I really forgot ......"
Before Xu Jianan finished speaking, Lu Yan answered: "Forget that I will pick you up, or forget that I am your boyfriend?"
“…… You're not. Xu Jiannan protested quietly, but he didn't dare to look up at Lu Yan's eyes.
Lu Yan smiled helplessly and asked, "Doctor Xu, what about the state of guiding the country when you were working, when will you be able to adapt to my identity as your boyfriend?"
"You...... Oops, I'm hungry, do I have anything to eat?" Xu Jiannan blushed and bypassed Lu Yan to get in the car, but by the way, he changed the topic and couldn't talk anymore.
But Lu Yan grabbed her wrist at the moment she wanted to slip away, and pulled it back in front of her, tilted her head slightly, and gently touched Xu Jianan's chin with one hand, making her look up at him, and said in a low voice: "You said, I am like a person who will not wait for anyone." You've also said that everything I do as a person is like a deal. So, if I calculate the ratio of my fee and time, I have been waiting for you downstairs in your company for two hours, and I have not come upstairs to look for you in order not to disturb your work. How are you going to compensate for these two hours?"
"You!!" Xu Jianan glared at the handsome face that was close at hand, and said angrily: "You want to slander people again, don't you?" You said that you look like this, and you still want to be someone's boyfriend...... Who's going to want you to ............! You want to slander people at every turn, are you a bandit?"
"Probably. Lu Yan was unmoved, his eyes were full of smiles.
Xu Jiannan admitted defeat, because after all, it was his own fault, so he could only swallow his anger and ask: "That...... Then you say, what do you want!"
Lu Yan rolled his eyes, and there was no usual sense of distance in those handsome eyes, and there was a hint of a playful sly smile. He thought for a while, then looked at Xu Jianan and said, "I'm a reasonable person, since you fell asleep when you were tired from work, I won't punish you too much." I'll punish you...... Tonight is mine. ”
"You...... You...... What nonsense are you talking about...... I haven't promised you yet...... You just want to ...... You're just ...... Not only is he a bandit, but he is also a hooligan!" Xu Jianan's words were red and red-eared, and he was so angry and annoyed that he almost didn't know what he was saying.
Lu Yan suddenly took a step back like a gentleman, and said with some wrongs: "Forgive me for my poor comprehension, I don't understand why I am a bandit and a hooligan? I mean, you belong to me tonight, eat with me, date with me, go for a ride with me, look at the night scene, and relax your body and mind." This is considered as your compensation to me. This...... Is there any disrespectful behavior......? What do you think?"
Xu Jianan's face turned completely red all of a sudden. She looked at Lu Yan dumbfounded, and Lu Yan was amusefully admiring the whole process of the beautiful woman's fair face gradually dyed red.
"I ...... I didn't think about anything!" Xu Jiannan forced his tone.
"Then what are you blushing about? Do you think ...... What I said belongs to me tonight, did I mean something else?" Lu Yan deliberately teased her.
Xu Jiannan couldn't bear it anymore, pushed him with a red face and said, "Shut up......! I'll let you get no compensation! I won't give you any rent!"
But Lu Yan smiled and said: "Originally, you didn't need to give me anything, my woman is mine, and everything I have is hers." ”
Xu Jianan's gaze stopped on Lu Yan's face, and he couldn't take it off for a while. This man can always turn soft-spoken love words into a domineering aura. But...... Every time he said those sweet words that were a bit hypocritical to others, the openness and sincerity in his eyes would make Xu Jianan feel that he couldn't take his eyes off.
Lu Yan finally smiled a little embarrassedly when she saw her, and couldn't help but look away and said, "You are amazing...... Let's go, let's go to dinner. ”