Xu Jiannan listened carefully to Fang Jiaqi's angry narration, and her emotions became extremely excited when she mentioned her brother and girlfriend. That kind of anger that is difficult to hide occasionally makes Xu Jiannan look a little nervous. She felt a little scared, because with Fang Jiaqi's current state, if she didn't accept treatment and continued to live together, the consequences might be unimaginable. Sooner or later, she will not be able to suppress her anger and do something to hurt her family.

Fang Jiaqi herself didn't realize that there was a faint murderous intent in her anger, she continued: "Originally, my brother and I had a very good relationship, and he never quarreled, and he would always take care of me and let me. But since having this girlfriend, the number of fights between the two of us has almost doubled. The house became unpeaceful, and the atmosphere between me and my brother became tense and we couldn't communicate. As soon as he spoke, the final result was almost unhappy. But I really can't look past it, my brother is an honest man, he doesn't know how to refuse others, every time I was unreasonable in the past, he would try his best to meet my requirements, let me, spoil me. If a colleague asks him for help at work, he will basically do his best to help others. He's really a good guy...... She doesn't deserve to be bullied like that by that woman! Every time she cries, she just makes trouble, she cries, makes trouble, hangs herself, and almost hangs herself! But my brother will never let her make trouble to that extent every time, as long as she cries, my brother will be soft and distressed, and he will coax her. Once, when I was eating, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I said to my brother, can't you let her eat by herself? She's so old, why do you have to be so used to her......! My brother was angrier than me, and he looked at me incomprehensibly and said, "Isn't she your friend?" How can you talk like that? It is my responsibility to love her and tolerate her! When I heard this, I felt my heart cold. And my best friend, on the other hand, sinisterly watched us quarrel and even smiled at me. ”

When speaking of this, the killing intent in Fang Jiaqi's eyes was the most obvious. Xu Jiannan was finally convinced at this time, and he had already seen this patient simply. She's not someone who's come to talk to a psychiatrist out of curiosity, and she's not angry and can't vent and wants someone to talk to. Her situation is far more serious than Xu Jiannan or herself thinks.

If the situation allows, and the timing is right, Fang Jiaqi's current psychological state is not a problem at all. The reason why she hasn't made that irreparable mistake until now is probably because there are still people she cares about among the people she lives with.

Fang Jiaqi paused, looked at Xu Jianan's somewhat serious expression, and asked, "Doctor Xu, do you have anything to ask me......?" Was she too emotional just now?" Fang Jiaqi at this time recovered the same as when she first entered the door, gentle and polite.

Xu Jianan shook his head and said, "No, the real confiding is without scruples and restraint." I'm just listening too seriously, imagining how you feel. Although I can't empathize with anyone's suffering, I'm trying my best to imagine your situation and suffering. ”

Fang Jiaqi looked at Xu Jianan with great emotion and said, "Doctor Xu, thank you very much. No one can understand me, and no one wants to listen to me...... I really have no one to talk to, no way out, that's why I found you. You know, every day when my brother goes to work, it's the hardest time for me. Because it's just me and her, and her maddening way...... Several times I wanted to die with her! But this woman was evil, and she didn't change or be afraid. Once I went to the kitchen and pointed a knife at her and told her to leave my brother, and I didn't want her as a friend anymore! And it just so happened that my brother came back at that time, and he pushed me down like crazy, snatched the knife from my hand, and then rushed over and hugged the woman to see if she was hurt. That shameless woman is too good at pretending to be innocent and pitiful, and as soon as my brother hugged her, she cried, as if she was very wronged. Since then, my brother's eyes have changed when he looks at me, as if he is on guard against an outsider, someone who will hurt his girlfriend. In order not to worry my brother, I resigned myself to my fate, and I began to learn to get along with her well. After all, they may become a family in the future, and probably no one will be able to avoid anyone in this life. Since my brother insists on being with her, what can I do? I can only recognize this future sister-in-law and try to get along with her as well as possible.

Every morning my brother accompanies her, feeds her, and waits for dinner before he can pack himself up and go to work. Whenever this happens, she runs after her brother and does all sorts of childish behaviors that I can't understand. For example, hiding his shoes, blocking him in front of the closet to prevent him from changing clothes, and even not knowing where to put his bag. It will take a long time before my brother can go out to work. Because he was always late, he was often blamed by the leadership. Once, before my brother went to work, she hugged my brother and screamed to prevent him from leaving, and finally coaxed him for a long time to finally go out. But before my brother went out, she began to sit in the door and cry all the time, no matter how much I tried to persuade her. I feel really tired, really tired...... In the end, I was so sad that I sat on the side and cried, she cried heartbreakingly, and I cried silently. But she's just crying, and she's clamoring for snacks and watching TV, but what about me? I feel like I'm going to break down, and I can't last another day......

As her mood fell, Fang Jiaqi really sat on the chair, covered her face and cried. That kind of helplessness and pain is not faked. But the more she is like this, the more worried Xu Jiannan becomes.

Pulling out a tissue, Xu Jiannan handed it to Fang Jiaqi, and when Fang Jiaqi reached out to take the tissue, she saw the thin scars on Fang Jiaqi's wrists.

"You...... Have you done anything to hurt yourself?" Xu Jiannan asked directly. Because in the current situation, Fang Jiaqi's mood has collapsed, and it is much better to ask directly than to beat around the bush.

Fang Jiaqi subconsciously pulled her sleeve and said, "Yes, every time I want to kill her, I control myself in this way." I told myself, I don't even dare to kill myself, how can I kill someone?"

"Your ...... Does my brother know?" asked Xu Jianan.

Fang Jiaqi shook his head and said: "Since having his girlfriend, our relationship has become more and more estranged, and I will cover my sleeves, all his thoughts and attention are on his girlfriend, and probably there is no chance to notice me." What's more, he still has a job and has to support his family, and one person's energy is limited, I don't blame him......"

"Then you and your best friend...... In the process of getting along with each other...... Is there no time for harmony? Is there obvious hostility and malice towards her attitude towards you?" asked Xu Jianan.

Fang Jiaqi snorted coldly and said, "The most terrifying thing is this, this woman's scheming is too deep. She always gives people a pitiful look of ignorance, innocence, and pity, even if she faces me alone, she won't really do anything to me, it's nothing more than crying unreasonably. If I was home all day, she would bother me every few minutes and ask me over and over when my brother would come back. The conversation between the two of us is probably an adult who will collapse when he listens to it. Dr. Xu, can you listen?"

"Okay. Xu Jianan nodded.

Fang Jiaqi imitated her appearance and tone on weekdays, and performed her and her sister-in-law's daily life for Xu Jiannan on the spot.

"Jiaqi, what did my brother do?"

"Went to work. ”

"Why do you want to go to work?"

"Because he's going to make money!"

"Why make money?"

As soon as Fang Jiaqi imitated Xu Jianan, she said angrily: "Doctor Xu, listen, is this human talk? I sometimes often feel that she is either a psychopath! or she is deliberately manipulating me! She wants to drive me crazy and drive me to death, so that she can live a two-person world with my brother." ”

Xu Jiannan smiled a little helplessly and said, "Maybe you think too much, she asked...... Not necessarily for you. ”

"Oh? You know, questions like that, she'll repeat it for the last day. Where did my brother go, when he was back, why did he go to work, why did he make money, why didn't he come back yet. Hehe...... Every time I annoy me to the point of collapse, I can't wait to poison her water and make her shut up forever!" Fang Jiaqi's eyes suddenly became fierce.

Xu Jiannan hurriedly calmed her emotions and said: "Don't get excited, in fact, you think about it calmly, you have collapsed so many times, and finally reason defeated anger, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't be sitting here today, and you wouldn't have had a chance to talk to me." This proves that there is still an element of lucidity in your subconscious, but it is also because of this lucidity that it may make you more struggling and miserable. ”

Fang Jiaqi looked at Xu Jianan in confusion and said, "I don't really understand what you mean...... But Dr. Xu, I'm really in so much pain! I want to die, but I want her to die even more! But...... Like you said, I can't really do that, and I certainly haven't done it yet...... Every day when my brother came back from work, she would rush over excitedly, hug him, kiss him, and kiss him...... Completely ignoring my existence, it's like I gave her countless grievances this day, and finally waited until her boyfriend got off work, and she had to be coquettish and wronged. And often at this time, I will get a questioning look from my brother...... Hehe, that kind of gaze makes me feel colder than ice. ”

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