Love understood in tears

After entering the state-owned enterprise, the income is not like the pitiful 600 yuan of a private enterprise, but it has tripled all of a sudden, and three months later it has risen to 2600 a month...... I told all this on the phone, and my parents were very happy to tell her, and she was also sincerely happy and happy for me, and we even hugged each other and jumped and jumped.

With the growth of income and the relationship between the two of us is growing, in May 2001 long vacation, she readily agreed to accompany me back to the place where I was born and raised, met my parents, and took her to the rural village full of memories to meet my grandmother who brought me up since childhood, and gave my grandmother and grandmother 200 yuan each, grandma was very happy and very happy, she was on crutches in one hand and pulled me with the other hand and said: " Child, she is very beautiful, in five months, this year's October 1st grandma is waiting for you to come back to drink my 90th birthday wine, if you don't go home, I won't allow them to have a banquet!", I told her all kinds of kindness to me when I was a child, and she talked endlessly on the way here...... I am her youngest and most beloved grandson, and I am also the most filial and filial grandson to her.

But just after four o'clock in the morning a little more than a month later, I was awakened by a nightmare: my grandmother was standing at the entrance of the village and calling my nickname

"Dragon, it's night, go home for dinner!", I was snoring on the ridge outside the village, and when I rushed home, I suddenly found that my grandmother who was standing at the entrance of the village and shouting at me was gone all of a sudden, and I looked for it everywhere at the entrance of the village in a panic...... Suddenly, I woke up with a rapid ringing of my mobile phone on the bedside table, and my mother on the other end of the phone said to me in a mournful tone: "Dragon, your grandmother is gone, come back quickly!"

Early in the morning, after I told her the bad news that my grandmother had left, she was willing to ask for leave to go back with me to see off my grandmother and her old man's house, and I was very touched and hugged him tightly.

On the way back, time passed so long, looking at the flickering trees on the side of the road, I had a lot of thoughts, thinking of my grandmother's treatment of me, and my mood became heavier and heavier...... I just returned to the entrance of the village where she disappeared in my dream (behind my uncle's house), thinking of the agreement she swore to me more than a month ago, I didn't care about my girlfriend being on the side, and I couldn't hold back the tears that I was trying to hide, and poured down again, crying like a child...... Walking to her coffin, I wanted to uncover the yellow paper pasted on her face, I wanted to take another look at the love I didn't find at the entrance of the village, the uncle on the side came up to dissuade me, and my father stopped him: "The child was brought up by grandma, let him vent his feelings." Looking at her kind and auspicious appearance as if she was asleep, I suppressed the discomfort in my heart, and gently kissed her cold forehead, and a teardrop inadvertently fell on her peaceful frozen face, like a crystal clear diamond did not slip away, I did not wipe it off, gently covered her with yellow paper, I silently murmured in my heart: Grandma, this is our agreement, I came back and you left! I haven't prepared a gift for your ninetieth birthday, and you still have to tell your grandson in a dream when you leave. Because it was close to noon when I got home, after saluting my grandmother, everyone sat in the shed outside the mourning hall to eat, and I didn't have any appetite, I got up and walked to the village where she disappeared, tears blurred my eyes again, a gentle breeze gently blew my face, to the face that had long been unable to distinguish between sweat and tears I brought a trace of coolness, I knew that this is her, this is the childhood play tired I lay on her lap, she used the fan to gently fan me out of love and expectation... ... Only I know the agreement between my grandmother and me, I am her youngest and most beloved grandson, she did not forget to give me a dream before leaving, she still does not forget her love and expectation at the end of the moment, I lost the person I love for the first time, at this moment I understand: I have grown up, grandma and her old man is expected to pass on this care and expectation to my next generation, this is a responsibility and mission is a kind of ardent expectation!