It's just that when she left, before leaving, she didn't have any dignity, not at all, compared to the tears that surrounded her grandmother when she left, after she left, she really set off firecrackers in the hearts of many people......

The so-called deserved situation turned out to be like this......

maybe

Some live as if they were dead, and there are those who die and never live again......

Because there really is a difference between people and people......

Some people die, but only rejoice.

Because maybe there are people who don't deserve to live......

There is no need to survive......

But it still made Xu Yu recall the tears of the day in the future......

The laughter of the day looked so far-fetched and ironic......

If you can, take away those words, and take away those laughs!

Life is so tiring, so tiring......

Maybe for her, it is a kind of relief, but also sadness, until she dies to understand, or she doesn't understand some reason, after all, she is taken away with her departure......

It's just that Xu Yu still wants to cry inexplicably, wants to talk, what can he say, laugh at, cry about......

may be in response to the sentence "self-inflicted, do not live......"

But it's clear that she's just lazy, but she's too lazy to make people feel angry, so angry that she wants to think about it, wants to lift a knife, wants to be angry, and wants to understand......

(a,)

After chatting with her family that day, Xu Yu went out to look for a job by herself.

Making a choice in his heart, Xu Yu thought about it, and no matter how bad it was, he would choose a few jobs.

Of course, she doesn't want to sell clothes or work in a hotel, not to mention the problem of getting tired after working for a long time.

The main thing is that I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past.

Because of the late commuting time in the hotel, there is no doubt that Xu Yu's time has been *stripped * taken * a lot, and the most important thing is that the family will always be suspicious again, too tired, no matter how to avoid such suspicion.

And selling clothes, Xu Yu didn't want to fall into it again, and then began to *hook* in those days, Xu Yu was so tired.

She wanted to learn a skill, a relatively small amount of learning, and a different place to develop.

So Xu Yu pondered in his heart.

You can learn and challenge yourself, but you won't be too tired to keep up with your work.

You can learn moderately, but you don't have to be too self-conscious!

Xu Yu thought about it in his heart, then relaxed casually, went shopping on the street, bought some snacks, and came back with a little cake.

Xu Yu has no spare money, so she has to save some.

In fact, Xu Yu couldn't figure it out, and there was no possible problem of theft, querying the balance, and clicking on it, the details of expenditures, as if those numbers had a sense of familiarity.

Maybe it adds up......

Since he has spent a lot of money, it seems that he will have to save a little in the future, Xu Yu thought about it, so he decided that if he worked harder, he would have to work harder, otherwise he might be using the money, and it would be difficult for Xu Yu to draw out the money.

At the same time, passing by the nearby school and looking at all the life that had been, Xu Yu felt far away, and at the same time silently looked forward to something.

Xu Yu still wants to save money, in case something happens, if the conditions allow, he can study, and then he can't afford to spend money on his family......

It's always good to have money anyway, and it's always right to have a lot of money.

It's just that next time, Xu Yu doesn't want to spend some daily necessities for the family like this, looking at a hundred, dozens, and inconspicuous ones at a time, in the end, he has no money, and he is scolded!

Xu Yu thought about the situation of being scolded by Xu Tianming on the way home that day, and the rain, Xu Tianming didn't let it go, and still talked about what made him lose face.

In Xu Tianming's eyes, there is only face, face, face......

Xu Yu sighed silently and didn't say anything......

Continue walking on the way home.

(b,)

When he got home, there was still not much difference, Xu Tianming was casual, he would get the food when he was in the mood, and he would not be able to scold him.

The house is always as quiet as death, or noisy.

Xu Yu was silently used to it, but she always looked at Xu Meng, and Xu Yu felt that all this was too heavy for her.

Xu Yu thought of something.

When Xu Tianming went out to play cards, he chatted with Xu Meng, mainly because Xu Yu said.

Now there is no Xu Yu to restrain her, strictly speaking, she has no money, and it seems that she has no confidence to restrain Xu Tianming, in the past, Xu Tianming would be afraid to go out like this, Xu Yu said, what if you don't give him money.

But now that Xu Yu has no money, naturally Xu Tianming is a little fearless, and he doesn't even have a little symbolic meaning, and he is no longer pretentious......

Xu Yu didn't care about anything.

When Zhao Xiaohui was still nagging Xu Yu to call Xu Tianming to come back, Xu Yu was more silent than before.

"You just said that after you work again, you won't play cards for him if you have money, and you can come back quickly if he is not scared!" Zhao Xiaohui urged.

Xu Yu didn't say much, and just said for a long time, "I want to go out, call back, still, let him be, let him ......"

After ignoring Zhao Xiaohui, Xu Yucai slowly chatted with Xu Meng again.

Xu Yu thought of Zhuang Ya.

Speaking of which, her business.

"Do you remember the girl I said before? Zhuang Ya, that girl who gave birth out of wedlock for the sake of the boy, and still doesn't know the details of the boy!"

"Actually, it's not ridiculous at all, it's like this a lot of times, until the child is born in the end, and the situation is serious, only to find that you don't know the people around you, you don't know his home, and his parents, and some don't even know the boy's name?"

"Wouldn't it, wouldn't you know the name?" Xu Meng said rarely.

"Yes, that's right, you think a lot of things are inexplicable, but that's the truth, it's like you don't get to the end, you're pregnant with a child, and you haven't seen (his) parents yet, assuming that if Dad Wanwan knows the situation, doesn't he just go, is the situation different!"

"Maybe I'll get married again...... Give birth to a child! Live a ......" Xu Meng was a little disappointed, and seemed to look longing.

"Live a dark life!, alas, you still want to be too simple. Many times, once a girl hands over *herself, it naturally means that she doesn't have any chips, maybe this word is not very appropriate, but sometimes it's like this, there are no chips, the boy walks away or not, he is often passive!"

Xu Yu continued, "Many times, the reality is like this, when you pay yourself, it is also equivalent to *gambling*, if you lose, that is, it will be difficult for you to turn over in the future, maybe it is a bit exaggerated, but, this is it, especially once pregnant, more, there is no power, and there may be people who can successfully enter the marriage hall in the end, but the price paid and the hard work are self-evident." ”

"You can feel that it's nothing, there are still people around you who are married, but the truth is that if you find that it is not suitable, you don't even have room to turn around, this society is so tolerant of men, women are different"

"By the way, Zhuang Ya I just said, do you know how it is now?"

"What's wrong?" Xu Meng asked.

Xu Yu took out his mobile phone, logged in to QQ, and flipped out the chat record with Xu Meng.

Looking at the QQ message on the mobile phone, Xu Yu continued, "Look at it, look at it, I thought before, no matter what, I gave birth to two children!

In the message, it is obvious that there is a fact, that is, Zhuang Ya is in a dilemma now.

That Ying Hanchu treated her badly, and the child was born, and she took the baby. When I still go to work, I go to work, so that Ying Han takes a look at it at the beginning, but he often goes home in a mess.

The man was at home, playing games, having fun, he just didn't care much about the children, he dealt with it casually, Zhuang Ya went home, he didn't take a break twice, he got the children and adults to eat, and he had to clean up the house, no one knew how wronged she was.

But Zhuang Ya is very stubborn.

She didn't believe that the man she liked was like this, and she was not willing to go home like this, although her parents were worried, sent money, and said that they would help take care of the children.

Although her parents still had no choice but to accept and help in the end, and even came for a while, Zhuang Ya still refused again and again, and found an excuse to let her parents leave.

Because in the end, she was unwilling.

I don't want to believe it, and I don't want this situation.

She always felt that her man would grow up and change.

It's just a matter of time, she's waiting, waiting.

Wait for Ying Hanchu to find out his responsibility, wait for him to pick it up, wait for him to be responsible for the family, and give her an explanation.

So at that time, Zhuang Ya always thought that it was not the reason why she gave birth to a girl.

So she thought to herself.

No matter how it is already like this.

It's not that I didn't want to leave, but I decided to stay first.

She was unwilling to let that feeling go to people like this.

is also unwilling to PK himself and another girl, and his "results" are handed over to others.

That's right, read that right.

Such a man, while still in a relationship, was found to have more than an ambiguous relationship with a girl in another QQ.

He said to the other girl that he liked and married.

She is like a game of overcoming thorns and thorns, cutting down the warbler Yanyan who cuts down this and that.

Then I walked and finally got pregnant, so once again, what is it?

Perhaps, heaven is here!

No matter how bad it is, it's hell, what's the difference between it and now?

When people reach a time, it is not feelings, but more self-competition, and not admitting defeat.

It's like a sludge, and she's not optimistic, but she wants to pick up the mud, and then make everyone envious and give it a thumbs up.

So no matter how much she wants to Bo like this, there is also hope, and she is pregnant with another one.

Luckily, boy.

However, what she didn't expect was that she still didn't wait for the man's oath.

It's still perfunctory like a stone sinking into the sea.

I didn't get into the man's house, and I didn't even see my parents.

I said before that I couldn't see anyone when I went home, but then I just heard the phone call and Xu Yu's persuasion, and I saw it.

……

And then, that's it now.

The last man who listened to the phone and knew the man's situation, the girl on the phone was called Gong Hanxu.

In fact, Gong Hanxu is the one their family is satisfied with.

Because Gong Hanxu is a person who looks okay on a blind date, and the most important bride price is less.

Because the father is an honest man, his own children don't know how, at the age when everyone of the same age has menstruation, her daughter does not, and the family conditions do not allow for any treatment or examination.

Therefore, his daughters are often disliked on marriage leave, and they are first *excluded*.

Because there is no menstruation, it means that there is no fertility, maybe there is surgery, but this and that cost are not affordable, and it may not be cured.

Therefore, in order to fear that the child will marry in the future, he will not get pregnant for a long time, and the problem will be caused, so this common family explained the situation in advance.

For this situation, many families directly ruled it out, but Ying Hanchu's family was overjoyed, because they brought the little baby boy over.

So when Ying Hanchu's mother thought of this, that is, Zhuang Ya's future mother-in-law, she suddenly had a meaning, and hurriedly contacted the co-family among the previous candidates.

And the girl Gong Hanxu, that is, Ying Hanchu who answered the phone that day, coaxed the baby in the background, and the source of the humming sound, is this Gong Hanxu.

Gong Hanxu is willing to do this and raise him as his own child.

And the decent appearance, the well-behaved personality, the family also agreed, the bride price was also the first, and the natural one-shot collection, the child was brought to Gonghanxu like this.

And when Zhuang Ya came to the conclusion that his family still wanted to marry Gong Hanxu, he completely hung it out.

With the address and train of Ying Hanchu that I searched at home before, as well as in my hometown, I asked and asked, and I found Ying Hanchu's home at once.

It is difficult to find someone in the establishment, and it is even difficult to ascend to the sky.

Because even if the neighbors face to face and have been facing each other for decades, they may not know the surname, as well as the number of people in the family, but it is different in the countryside.

Moreover, even the big things in the family, when they got married, how many people they were, and which relatives came to the village, often in less than half a day, often knew about it.

Therefore, when Zhuang Ya asked about the situation and reported his name, someone soon pointed to this and the one who led the road, and Zhuang Ya quickly found him to come to his house.

Naturally, it was a competition.

The tide turned.

And this current information is also here, Zhuang Ya is a little angry, and he doesn't know what to do, he is determined to find Ying Hanchu's house, and he still believes what he said to Xu Yu while waiting.

Looking at those words such as "unexpected" and "if", they are full of QQ messages.

Xu Yu and Xu Meng could feel that despair, as well as sadness.

Xu Meng still asked a similar question from before: "How come? It's not over yet, can't it?"

"What's impossible!" replied Xu Yu.

"How can the hospital be willing, how can it agree to give birth, and how can the girl's family agree......"

"Then you're different, don't agree to think about that boy anyway, you ......" Xu Yu looked at Xu Meng's surprised, and now wanted to refute, and then changed her words, "How do you say it, sometimes, it's like falling in love to a certain extent, and her IQ is zero!

"But, how can that man bear to treat her like that, so you cherish it, you have to go to work, and come back to get home, I always feel, I think it's ......"

"What do you think, 'Do you think what you think you think is?'" Xu Yu didn't know how to think of this, and said it casually.

Maybe they'll all make similar mistakes......

Xu Yu sorted out his thoughts and said, "Maybe it's like what I wrote in the books I read before, men are cheap animals, the more you treat him, the more he doesn't cherish it, but you always hang on to it, but you have an unexpected gain!"

Xu Meng raised her eyebrows in surprise, obviously she felt incredulous.

It seems that what Xu Yu said is all heresy, but it has a magic that makes her have to believe it.

It's just that I'm still trying to resist it in my heart.

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