I'm fighting with my life for tomorrow

The golden autumn and October season of each year is the peak season for hairy crabs to go on the market, and it is also the busiest season for our salesmen, and the task of accompanying the attendant is particularly much, in order to be able to fulfill the promise made to her as soon as possible, I have already ignored the doctor's warning, an accident on the edge of life and death made me understand the meaning of life, of course, she will never call after the accident to check the post.

In early October 2004, at noon on the second Saturday of October, a group of guests were going from Shanghai to Kunshan Yangcheng Lake for dinner, after informing and informing her, I rode my Suzuki 125 scooter to the agreed hotel by the lake to wait, and sent away this group of guests, it was almost one and a half minutes, just about to ride the grinding car back, suddenly received a familiar phone number, another very important guest in Shanghai, BONNIE of the Japanese shipping company, her husband and family arrived in Kunshan, and continued to wait in the hotel and informed the boss to let the chef work overtime, and waited until they arrived at the agreed hotel for dinner, IT'S ALMOST HALF PAST TWO O'CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON, BONNIE'S HUSBAND IS A NORTHEASTERNER, A BIG MAN OF ONE METER NINE, BURLY AND THE AMOUNT OF WINE IS PARTICULARLY GOOD, IN FACT, I HAVE ENTERTAINED THE FIRST BATCH OF GUESTS, TWO BOTTLES OF THE YELLOW RIVER STOMACH HAS BEEN A LITTLE DRUNK, BUT NO MATTER WHAT, PEOPLE ARE OUR GOD OF WEALTH, MUST ACCOMPANY THE GOOD DRINK, SO GO DOWN FOUR BOTTLES OF RICE WINE, ALMOST AFTER EATING TO SEND AWAY BONNIE'S FAMILY HAS PASSED FOUR O'CLOCK, SIX BOTTLES OF THE YELLOW RIVER IN A ROW, LET ME SEEM TO FEEL A LITTLE SPINNING, THE HOTEL OWNER LET ME LIE ON THE SOFA IN THE HOTEL LOUNGE HALL FOR A WHILE BEFORE LEAVING, AND GAVE ME TWO BOTTLES OF ICE MINERAL WATERAfter lying down for about an hour, I felt that I was going to be able to ride back to my home in the city, after all, I had been out for so long, and I thought that when I came out, I only told my wife that I had accompanied the guests to dinner at noon, and if I hadn't gone home so late, she should have to check the post, and I couldn't let her worry.

Just got on the motorcycle and hadn't driven out of the huge parking lot, the Motorola V998 mobile phone hanging around his neck rang again,

"Xiao Zhao, are you in Kunshan? Today, the chairman and general manager of the Taiwan Group Company, the president of the South China Region, and the persons in charge of the three ports in Taiwan have come to Kunshan to eat crabs, so you can participate in it," the voice of Mr. Wang Yaochen, president of the East China Region of Shanghai, rang on the other end of the phone.

"Mr. Wang, I'm here in Bacheng, Kunshan, but I've been with the second batch of guests until now, I really can't drink it, and you are all big leaders of the group company, don't participate in a small role like me, thank you for appreciating it!", I replied with embarrassment and reluctance.

"Xiao Zhao, it's not that I asked you to participate, it's the chairman of the company who must ask you to be there, he's next to me, you wait a minute, don't hang up"

"Xiao Zhao, hello! I'm Wang Liqi, I want to meet you today, Mr. Wang, the president of Shanghai East China, can not participate, but you have to participate, I must meet my Taipei colleague told me that this Kunshan is a very good colleague, can you enjoy your face?!"

In this case, then I can only continue to wait in the hotel, the boss and the proprietress are really very familiar with me that day and very polite, and take care of their business for three tables of guests in half a day. When I sat down, I found that a large table of 15 people were all Taiwanese, and even the hunchback stationed in Kunshan to monitor me was not qualified to participate, and I couldn't understand the Hokkien language they were talking about. When I accompanied the escort at the end of the mission, I found that there were four more empty bottles of rice wine on the edge of the position, and at this time it was almost 9 o'clock in the evening, just out of the door of the hotel, Mr. Wang Liqi, the chairman of the board, saw that I was about to ride a motorcycle home, so he asked the driver to send me home alone, all the Taiwanese cadres were waiting in the hotel, that scene really moved me.

After repeatedly saying that there was no problem, they agreed to let me ride home on a motorcycle, and asked me to call Mr. Wang, the president of East China, to report my safety to Mr. Wang, the president of East China, no matter how late it was. After seeing them go, I also rode on the road crookedly, Kunshan Bacheng Hubin South Road was a two-way two-lane stone road at that time, the roadside was not far from the nearby farmers selling a variety of agricultural and sideline products on the side, noon to afternoon in this short eight hours, I accompanied three sets of guests, drank a full 10 bottles of rice wine, to her in advance to report only to accompany a group of guests Bacheng dinner, and now it is more than 9:00 p.m., the sky is getting later and late, quickly put on the half-section of the helmet to fasten the belt, go home I can't help but the Haojue Suzuki 125 scooter throttle more and moreuntil it can't be twisted, and the speed of the car is getting faster and faster...... People who have drunk alcohol have no ability to judge the speed of the car, and the speed of the car is fast and the wind blows, and the consciousness is also confused, but I just looked down and saw that the speed of the car has reached 90KM/ Hours, at this moment, the mobile phone hanging on the stomach rang, at first I didn't care, after a lot of continuous ringing, I was confused and thought I was sitting in the car, so I let go of the natural hand to take the mobile phone hanging on the stomach to answer the call, I saw that it was her calling, and I only had time to tell her a word on the phone: I was on the way back from cycling, ah......

Then I found myself in a pitch black field, and in the distance in front of me, there was a place of light, and there seemed to be figures flickering in the ghostly light, and the light was facing the front of which I was standing, and the other three directions were all dark on the left, right, and back, and I wanted to walk towards the bright place, and there was just a stretch of uphill road, and it seemed that it was only a little bit of walking to get there...... I thought that home must be in a place where there is light, so I instinctively walked in the direction of the light...... Just as I was walking faster and faster, I heard someone shouting my name in the dark place behind me, at first I didn't care, still continued to walk towards the bright place, and then the voice that called my name became louder and louder, and it seemed wrong to think about it, there should be no one I knew here, it should be a familiar person, so I went back to look for it...... It's a real memory of my near-death phase, as if it were a similar plot in a ghost movie from the 90s, and I really was in that situation.

After I walked back, I suddenly saw two policemen standing around in the dark, and then everything on the side suddenly turned on, it turned out that the policeman was holding my ID card and business card with a flashlight and calling my name to verify my identity, I looked at the two of them with a blank face, and I didn't know what was going on! One of the policemen saw that I still didn't seem to be fully awake, and immediately reminded me that you had fallen down on a motorcycle. My memory seemed to be fully charged and full of blood suddenly recovered, and the wine immediately came to my senses: yes, I was talking to my wife on the phone while riding a motorcycle, yes, I let go of one hand to answer the phone!

"What about my motorcycle, I'm going to ride it home!", I don't feel any pain in my body anymore, all I want to do is hurry home, I haven't told my wife yet!

"Whew...... In that place!", a kind aunt on the side put her feet on the ground, her eyes slanted, and her right hand tried to point about 50 meters ahead, and I saw that my motorcycle was still 50 meters ahead of the place where I fell, and I saw by the faint street lights on both sides of the road.

"You don't care about the motorcycle, follow me to the hospital immediately, the motorcycle will be transported back by the police for you, you go to the hospital with me immediately, the phone number and mobile phone number of your relatives in your house will be reported to me immediately, and I will immediately notify them to go to the hospital and wait", the strong light of the police seems to be red, and they seem to be more nervous and anxious than me.

While the car was driving to the emergency department of the Second People's Hospital, he called my wife: "Your husband has had a traffic accident, the motorcycle fell and injured, it is quite serious, we are rushing to the emergency department of the Second People's Hospital, you should come over immediately!", and my cute wife, who is not very intelligent and stupid, said to the police on the phone: "Impossible, he was still talking to me on the phone just now!", and then I heard the police's stern reprimand: "Do you think we are full and holding on, joking with you, ah?!"

When I was carried to the emergency room by two policemen, I realized how serious my injuries were: all my clothes were worn down all over my body, from the inside to the outside, except for briefs, all the skin was polished, the skin on my knees and elbow joints was all polished, I could see the white bones inside, the right eyebrow was carried to the corner of the right eye and the right cheekbone, which was the size of a palm, and even the flesh of the belt was polished, and I could see the bones of the eyebrow bone and cheekbone through the blood that slowly seeped out, and the oily skin on the whole face, including the layer of skin on the outside of the lips, was all polished, and the face was oozing mud and blood everywhere, and the nylon strap of the helmet on the neck, almost cut the trachea, and the surgeon on duty at night did not dare to deal with the wound in this place, for fear that a slight wipe would cut the trachea......

When she rushed to the Second People's Hospital with her son and her father-in-law and mother-in-law in a hurry, her face was full of horror, and her son, who was not yet two years old, couldn't believe that this was his father, and what was even worse was the disgusting father-in.......-law. Originally, the doctor didn't feel the slightest pain when he wiped the wound with an alcohol cotton pad, but after his insult, my aggrieved tears immediately flowed, and the tears mixed with the blood that kept oozing down the bloody face, the pain in my heart has completely covered up the pain of alcohol killing, not for this family, not for the family to have a better economic foundation in the future, not to fulfill the promise I made to your daughter back then, and I don't want to ignore the doctor's repeated warnings to accompany the guests! I can't imagine how this man standing in front of me whom I call Daddy could be so heartless!

"I'm afraid of pain, who made him drink so much?!And no one forced him to drink, right?", the father-in-law who was standing next to him still said the words of sprinkling salt on the scars. Tears flowed down the blood mixed with the wine that had just been wiped with alcohol cotton** stirred and slowly dripped down, and the mother-in-law stood on the side and yelled at the father-in-law: "The children are like this, you still have to fall into the well, you are a little bit of an elder, a little human, if you don't want to come to see, then you go back!", I grabbed a large handful of wet alcohol cotton wool, stared at him with my eyes, and wiped the position where the force almost cut the trachea...... And the emergency doctor hurriedly shouted, don't move, this part will eventually be treated with the respiratory department (internal medicine).

My mother-in-law stopped my father-in-law's unreasonable attitude, and at the same time discussed with my wife that such a major matter should call and tell my parents who were far away from home, and I immediately became anxious when I heard it, and immediately knelt on the ground and begged my mother-in-law: "Mom, as long as I don't die today, please don't tell my mother, my mother is not in good health and has been taking hormone pills to maintain her vital body, she can't bear it, and when I recover, I will tell my parents myself, please!" My mother-in-law and wife agreed to my request, while my old father-in-law kept scolding and scolding on the sidelines, and finally even the doctor couldn't stand it and gave him an "eviction order": "Except for his wife and the police, you let me out!"

I was sent to the first-level care unit that night, I don't know if the doctor gave me a sedative or I was too tired and tired, I felt that it was the best night I had ever slept in Kunshan for so long, it was a comfortable sleep, it was a luxury enjoyment, and it was also a dream of mine.

The next morning, my mother-in-law and my wife came to the hospital to see me with their son, who could just talk, and asked him to call his father, but he was so frightened that he quickly avoided me and did not dare to look at me, and said, "This is not my father"; In the process of recovering and reconstructing, the oily skin layer on the lips and face collapsed tightly, and it was impossible to even open the mouth to eat, she used a ceramic spoon to blow a spoonful of rice soup to cool, and then slowly turned around, so that the rice soup slowly flowed along the groove of the spoon into the mouth that could only open slightly, full of anxiety, her mouth was also slightly open at the same time, while shouting to be careful to burn...... Looking at everything in front of him, thinking of almost not seeing their mother and son, thinking of the father and mother who were eager at home, and the bitter words and disdainful eyes of the father-in-law, tears couldn't help but quietly slide down his eyes again......

A few days later, Mr. Wang and Mr. Chen Beiyuan, the hunchback of the Shanghai head office, came to visit me, and the first thing that made me feel cold was: I drank the third wine that should not have been drunk at all in order to accompany you guys, otherwise I would not have almost missed my wife's family, and these two Taibazi actually only brought a little bit of things to see me, and the bag of gifts was obviously filled with two small boxes, and they could actually sell a small box in the bag as long as the store sold a small box, and my wife did not find out about this until I was discharged from the hospital; Because I didn't pay social insurance to the employees of the branch at that time, I was angry and wrote an email to Taiwan Chairman Wang Liqi, who immediately instructed him to report the matter to me that week.

If this marriage has only brought me endless harm, then at least it has also made me realize that the world is hot and cold, and I know that people are warm and cold, no matter what, after all, I am the pillar of the family, no matter what, I can't fall, and the key wife's house is still eighty percent new!