Auntie, I know what you are thinking, you feel sorry for your son's future, you think your son can meet better people, instead. Yes, I admit that he is very good in some aspects, but Auntie, you forgot one thing, in your eyes your child is excellent, in the eyes of my parents, I am also excellent, and I can also meet better people. I'm not stupid, and I'm not impulsive, so I never thought about how long we'd be later. You might say that since you don't have a long-term plan, you should let him go right away. But you should also know that this kind of thing is really difficult to predict in the future, and no one knows what will happen in the future, let alone what will happen. You're all thinking that the two of us will break up in the future, so what if we don't? What if we're happy? Shouldn't we just work for this possibility? There are two sides to everything, there is a bad possibility, there is a good possibility, all of you are looking at the bad possibility, but I want the two of us to go for that possibility. I have been a student and a teacher, and I know that I can't be distracted when studying, so I didn't think about delaying his learning. If he wants to choose the former and give up on me, I have no complaints. But what I hope more is that he has the ability to be with me and at the same time study. I'm not going to hinder his development, and if he says he can't juggle both of us at the same time, I can choose to give him up. But if he doesn't say it, I still hope that I can improve with him, I hope the two of us are better together, that's the only thing I think when I'm with him. ”

Su Mu said everything he wanted to say in one go, and he didn't care if he was polite or what he said. Fortunately, his mother's focus was not on this matter, otherwise, it is estimated that the next thing they will quarrel about will not be an important matter.

"But he's still young, he may just be confused for a while, he may just be greedy for a moment of freshness, thinking that you can bring him a different feeling, so he will choose you. Do you think this kind of relationship is reliable? When he gets tired of it, his aunt will say something unpleasant, and you are old, you can still play with him for a year or two, but what about three or five years? What will you do when he gets tired of playing and likes other people in three or five years? Everyone is a woman, and they all understand what a woman's youth is, you are now twenty-eight years old, and when you are three or five years old, you will be thirty-two or thirteen years old, and in your thirties, what capital do you have to pick a man? How did you start over with other men at that time? Auntie didn't say that her own child was bad, but if you delay your happiness for a lifetime for a child like him, who is full of uncertainty, do you think it's worth it?"

"I don't deny that you're right, this relationship is really unfair to me. But there is never any fairness in such a thing as feelings. And you can't just look at my age, can you? I don't have much time left in my youth, and I really can't waste my time like that. But you don't know about me, are you sure that what you think is what I think? Also, in fact, you can also think that if your son wants to be with me, he has to give a lot more than his peers, and if he can't hold on to it, won't he give up? You must know your son better than I do, so how long do you think your son can last? So instead of doing my job, you should persuade your son, maybe if you say a few more words, he will change. Auntie, to be honest with you, I have never had the luxury of being with him for a long time, but since there is hope, I want to work hard, besides, can I have one more person to help you take care of your son?"

"I know, what you think and what you say, Ling Feng and his cousin also told me, she asked me to leave the two of you alone, saying that the gap between the two of you is so big, there will definitely be problems in the end, he can't give you what you want too much, and you can't give what he wants, so even if we don't interfere, you will definitely break up in the end, and you won't last long at all." But I just don't want you to delay each other, knowing that you are going to break up, I just want you to be faster. Because as long as you are here, it will definitely affect my son's future, what if the two of you break up and hit him hard, and he has no intention of studying? Or according to what you said, you two are very sweet, then what if he is full of you and doesn't want to study?"

"I believe that if he is full of my words, he will study hard, because he will want to give me a good future, and he has also said that he wants to give me a good life and does not want to live up to what I have done for him. ”

Su Mu herself is a person who is extremely easily swayed by emotions, she will be easily impulsive and easy to cry, in fact, when she said this, she actually had no confidence at all. Her nose was sour, and her heart was very uncomfortable, because she didn't know what the man standing in front of her, the man who had said these things, was thinking in his heart now.

The person who said this to her before was not what she is now. At that time, she felt that he was really responsible, gentle and kind, and wanted to take care of her, protect her, and create a better future for him. But now, his appearance has not changed, but he is no longer the same as before. Maybe he hasn't changed, it's just that because she's serious, she wants more, and what he can give seems to be much less. Maybe this is all he has, maybe this is his feelings for her, he has given everything, but he can no longer meet Su Mu's needs.

In fact, Su Mu has been aware of this problem for a long time. It's just that at that time, Su Mu didn't want to believe in reality, so he kept making excuses for Ling Feng, thinking that he was young and ignorant, that he had experienced too little, that he was spoiled by his family, and that he used all the excuses, just to appease every pain that Ling Feng brought her. But there were so many pains, and there were so few excuses she could use that she really couldn't soothe them. Of course, she believed that Ling Feng loved her, and she also believed that Ling Feng wanted to be good to her, but she couldn't just keep accepting Ling Feng's harm to her because of this. She has worked hard to lower her standards for him, and she has given a lot of things to love him, but shouldn't love be mutually satisfying? If Su Mu needs to do this all the time, then what does she want this love to do?

So it's all like this, why do you have to say these things to his mother? Is it just to argue? Don't you want people to see jokes?

Maybe that's really the case, so in fact, when she said these words, she didn't have much confidence, and even at that time she was ready, if she had to leave, when Ling Feng went to Japan, she would try her best to break up with him. She has even planned the reason and date of the breakup, and if she does this, the two of them will not be together, and it will be more likely that they will break up completely. She also knew that it was very unfair to Ling Feng to do this, and she also knew that she might regret it for a lifetime, but some people met just to make you regret it, even if you gave everything to change the result, you couldn't change it.

After Su Mu said this, Ling Feng's mother didn't continue for a long time, so Su Mu knew that the conversation between the two of them was over. She didn't know what kind of feelings she had in her heart, she just lowered her head and handed the phone back to Ling Feng. Ling Feng didn't know what was going on, Su Mu handed the phone back to him, he took it, and then called his mother tentatively, after the two of them talked about something, Su Mu didn't continue to listen, she just covered herself in the quilt, and she didn't get out of the bed until she was sure that Ling Feng hung up the phone.

"How's it going? It's okay, isn't it? Your mom didn't say anything, did she?"

"Well, it's nothing, it's all settled. ”

Ling Feng's voice was also obviously a little low, and as soon as he heard it, he must have hidden something from Su Mu. If it was the previous one, Su Mu would definitely ask clearly, but this time the two of them tacitly did not mention this matter again, as if everything that had just happened had never existed.

To be honest, in fact, Su Mu was also afraid, she was afraid that she was planning to leave Ling Feng here, and Ling Feng didn't stick to it, she was getting more and more tired of her, or she chose to break up with her after listening to her family's words.

There was no way for her to accept being abandoned by others, so she would rather give up on Ling Feng first than let Ling Feng give up on herself first.

After the real separation, Ling Feng didn't understand for a long time why Su Mu had become like this, even if Su Mu had repeated it to him countless times, he still didn't want to believe it. Yes, he really couldn't believe that Su Mu would have to break up because of a few words of abuse, a few snubbing and a few forgettings, and he even suspected that Su Mu had a new boyfriend over there, so he was in such a hurry to break up with him.

But he knew very well that this kind of thing would never happen to Su Mu. He knew that that was her bottom line, when there were so many problems between the two of them before, Su Mu had never confided in any boys, and even the boys he didn't like in her mobile phone had been deleted, and she had no way to chat with the rest of them, let alone cultivate feelings.

So is it really like she said, because I don't think he deserves it, he doesn't love him? He's already trying to change, but he's just playing hard, and he can't help it. He didn't go looking for other girls, why did Su Mu have to hold on to this?

It's really unreasonable!

And in the last period of time, Su Mu really made him very upset, he always kept telling him those broken truths in large sections, saying over and over again that he broke up and reconciled, and he acted like a crazy person, then he gave up on her, and he was going to break up with her, and she didn't break up, she kept bothering him, so isn't it normal for him to have a bad attitude towards her? She didn't do it right, didn't she? If he promised to let him calm down and let him take a breath, he couldn't be so determined to want to break up. Besides, he originally wanted to take better care of her, just wanted to take a breath, just wanted two months of freedom, what's the matter, and he didn't want to find another woman, he felt that as long as he could accept her like this, he would come back, what was this. I've been waiting for a year and a half, and I can't wait for just a few days, isn't it unreasonable?

The most important thing is that he has already told her very clearly that he will come back to see her in a better state, and he will definitely come back, always worrying about what those useless people are doing. And most importantly, didn't she say that she broke up in the first place? she wanted to break up, he gave her a chance now, agreed, and now he doesn't break up, and he looks like he's hurt, what is he doing here?

He is really convinced, for so long, the better she treats Su Mu, the more she can do it, he really hates her vexatiousness, he has tried his best to what else she wants, why do he always force him? He doesn't want to scold her and insult her, if it weren't for the fact that she is really too capable and has all his patience, he can't do this. Besides, he wasn't like this at the beginning, if Su Mu hadn't pushed him so hard and couldn't breathe, how could he have become like this? And he was really extremely tired of Su Mu's preaching, where did he have so many shortcomings, obviously Su Mu wanted too much, and if he were another girl, he wouldn't want these at all, she had to cooperate with him if she wanted him, so he also needed to be free, didn't he? It's not okay to ignore her for a while, and if she doesn't go along with her will, she will lose her temper, and he really obeys. It's not a conjoined baby, besides, he's still abroad, how can he listen to her for everything, he also has his own life to live, he also has friends to socialize, she doesn't have friends herself, so he doesn't have friends? Isn't this a bit too much? Besides, he usually goes to hang out with those boys, and he doesn't talk to other girls like before, besides, even if he does, isn't she already determined to break up? Then it's nothing for him to find a new chat partner, and they are all gentler than her, they are all very understanding, where they are like her, they will only cause him trouble, make him angry, and it will feel very easy to chat with them.