When Ling Feng had this thought, he had never thought about what kind of feeling Su Mu had for him. He forgot that when he was chasing Su Mu, there was no shortage of people around Su Mu to chase her, and there were many people in her mobile phone who liked her but didn't show it, so he never thought about whether Su Mu would be like him, chatting with other men and relaxing. Su Mu had always had doubts about this, why Ling Feng had such confidence, she could never doubt that she had plans to give up on him, and she was especially sure that she would never leave him.

How did she develop this confidence in him? It's really incredible.

Having said that, for people in long-distance relationships, the reunion is always short-lived, so the day after this incident passed, Su Mu stepped on the train home.

Su Mu always thought that after that incident passed, the two of them would not quarrel because of the same quarrel, at least when they were still together, they should be together. It's just that the reality is always crueler than she imagined, and what she didn't expect was that the meeting could no longer solve the problem between the two of them, and it could even be said that after meeting, the problem between the two of them was more serious. Because when you are not together, there are some things that you want to hide, and you can hide them for a long time. But after the meeting, there were some problems that I couldn't hide if I wanted to.

Like that message.

After a long time, Su Mu would occasionally think about this question, that is, when Ling Feng showed that he was so good, so careful, and so gentle to her, how much sincerity he had. She used to think that Ling Feng was very simple, so she chose to be with him despite public opinion, but at that time, she found out that he maintained an ambiguous relationship with at least three or four girls at the same time, and even in the QQ list, there were five girls who were particularly concerned. The most terrifying thing is that he would admit his mistakes at the beginning, and he would try his best to get Su Mu's forgiveness, but when Su Mu forgave him, in the following days, he didn't even feel that there was anything wrong with the things he did with those girls at that time. He will refute, he will quibble, he will emphasize to Su Mu that they just said two words, nothing else, he can't control what others say to him, and he has not met them, how can this be considered ambiguous? Besides, there are many girls he has known for many years, even if he liked it before, after so many years, isn't it just over, is it necessary to pursue it for so long?

When Ling Feng said this sentence angrily for the first time, trying to defend himself, Su Mu suddenly felt that the man in front of him was not only strange, but also terrifying.

She never thought that Ling Feng, whom she liked, Ling Feng, who she had always thought was very simple, would actually be like this. She thought that this was the limit, but when those things happened later, she found that Ling Feng really had more than one or two things that were excessive, but he didn't even think of it himself.

At that moment, Su Mu found that there was really no way for her to continue living with Ling Feng, even if she really liked him, but when she thought of wanting her to live with such a person, she would rather be single for the rest of her life.

She can accept that Ling Feng is ignorant, she can accept that he won't do anything, and she can even accept that he knows these things but he doesn't change them, but she can't accept it, he takes these mistakes for granted, and she can't accept that her tolerance for him like this will become a way for him to hurt her.

Of course, now that she is looking for these things to put it bluntly, she can't blame others, after all, everyone persuaded her to break up, and she wanted to insist. She herself has said countless times that she wants to stop the loss in time, but she has never done it, since this is the case, she should always find an opportunity to do this thing.

Looking back now, Su Mu can't describe what kind of mood he felt when he saw that message. But at that moment, Su Mu suddenly understood, in fact, Ling Feng might not really take her very seriously, so he didn't notice that these things would cause great harm to Su Mu. She forced a child to take on the responsibilities of an adult, an adult, a thirty-year-old man, which was simply impossible, not to mention that he did not understand these things at all, and did not admit them, let alone do them. And in fact, Su Mu didn't correct her mentality, she originally had the mentality of playing and watching from the beginning, wanting to enjoy a sweet love, when things were unexpected by her, she should stop this mistake in time. But she didn't, she allowed a series of things to happen after that, and even made excuses for all the mistakes. From this point of view, in fact, the culprit was Su Mucai, if she hadn't been conniving at Ling Feng, if she hadn't let things continue to this point, she wouldn't have been hurt so much.

But then again, in fact, after receiving that message, Ling Feng was also stunned, he didn't expect this girl to send him such a message in this kind of thing. You must know that the two of them have not been in touch for a long time, and they have not spoken a word for almost two or three months, and he is about to forget about this girl, so he has not thought about dealing with her problems at all.

But such a past that he left out would have such a big impact on him and Su Mu.

Not only was Ling Feng at a loss, but so was Su Mu, when she finished reading the entire message word by word, her tears began to fall non-stop, and she was not controlled by anything at all, except for crying, she didn't know what she should say or what she should do. Her mind went blank, except that she felt that she was really ashamed of the way she was.

Yes, at that moment, Su Mu felt that all her face had been lost, she felt as if she had been stripped naked and nailed to the pillar of shame, and even she felt very disgusting.

How could she not be disgusting, she showed off Ling Feng's feelings for her on various social platforms, and made everyone, including herself, believe that the two of them had a very sweet relationship, but now she knew that under this sweetness, she had reported such a dirty and disgusting thing, what a slap in the face?

There is no way to face it at all, even if you say break up at this time, those disgusting things have happened, not to mention elimination, you can't even cover it up.

Thinking of this, Su Mu cried even more fiercely, but she didn't want Ling Feng to see her like this, and she didn't even want Ling Feng to hear it, so she bit her lip fiercely, clenched her fists, lowered her head and said to Ling Feng:

"Don't talk, go out first. ”

"I don't, no, wife, you listen to me, you listen to me ......"

Ling Feng was in a hurry to explain these things, he was very afraid, afraid that if he was obedient and gave Su Mu time to calm down, Su Mu would choose to give up on him.

He knew too well what this kind of thing meant to Su Mu, although he didn't think so, but he knew Su Mu, and in Su Mu's heart, it was enough for her to break up with him. If he goes out now, then the two of them may not have a chance at all.

Therefore, although Su Mu took out an extremely bad attitude that he had never used before, and yelled at Ling Feng like this, Ling Feng did not have any intention of going out, but wanted to get close to Su Mu, thinking that as long as he was careful, he would be able to hug Su Mu and then stabilize her emotions.

But his idea did not come to fruition, because before he could finish his sentence, he heard Su Mu shouting at him hysterically:

"Get out, you let me out first!"

Su Mu used almost all her strength, and at the same time, her tears fell down like beads with broken threads. Her appearance was really a little terrifying, and it really scared Ling Feng, so in desperation, Ling Feng could only turn around and exit the room.

Su Mu didn't want to do this either, she also wanted to solve this matter as soon as possible, but the things Ling Feng had done had already hurt her self-esteem, and she didn't know what else she could do with this bit of dignity, but despite this, she still didn't want Ling Feng to see what she looked like next.

She really wanted to cry, without any concern or concern for anyone's opinion. From the beginning of her relationship with Ling Feng to the present, she has really suffered too many grievances. Every time she needed comfort, Ling Feng would never understand, and when she wanted to cry, she was either at work or at home, and she didn't even dare to cry out loud. She has really accumulated too many things that can make her cry, and now that she has taken off her job and family, she really wants to cry and cry all her grievances, and no longer be affected by these things.

She is very resilient, and she can take on a lot more than other people her age. The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, she can accept this kind of thing, but if she has a strong ability to bear, she should bear more damage, this is unreasonable, right? So Ling Feng is young and ignorant, does she have to endure these things more? If she wants to be with him, she must endure these things? Then why isn't Ling Feng going to make changes? Why is the person who needs to change not Ling Feng, but her? She has already endured a lot of things that she shouldn't bear, and if she is allowed to bear a little more, she is afraid that her whole person will collapse directly.

So the moment Ling Feng closed the door, Su Mu couldn't hold back anymore and immediately began to cry loudly. She buried herself in the quilt, and almost with all her might, she wailed.

Since she was a child, Su Mu has never had such a gaffe, she has also experienced many failures and many times of falling out of love, but she has never wanted to cry so much as she does today. What she didn't expect was that such an idea would be repeated countless times in the following days, and every time it seemed as if she was going to be killed alive, and she would be better off alive than dead.

Just when Su Mu was crying to the point that he was almost out of breath, Ling Feng, who had been outside the door, really couldn't listen to it anymore. He didn't care about Su Mu's request just now, rushed in, and directly pressed Su Mu down on the bed.

"Wife, wife, don't cry, I beg you, you listen to my explanation, things are really not what you see, we have not been in touch for a long time, really, you have to believe ......"

"...... ......"

Su Mu never thought that she would become like this one day, she always felt that she would not use "hysteria" on herself no matter what. Because she feels that she values face more seriously, and when there is a problem, as long as it touches on the matter of face, she will definitely withdraw and leave, and there will be absolutely no room for negotiation. She has her own principles and bottom line, these things, no one is qualified to change. She had always thought that she would persist like this, but who would have thought that all of this, when it came to Ling Feng, it seemed to be nothing. For him, she lowered her standards and lowered her bottom line three times and twice.

When he thought about it later, Su Mu felt incredible. She couldn't understand what she was doing for Ling Feng at that time. It is said that love will make a woman's IQ become negative, could it be because her IQ is too high when she is positive, so when she is the opposite, she has to be a lot lower than others, otherwise, why would she be so stupid, for Ling Feng to throw away her self-esteem that is so important?

However, at this moment, the words she said to Ling Feng with a crying voice did not have any effect at all. In fact, even her struggle didn't play any role, Ling Feng didn't give her any chance to escape at all, and occupied her body in the fastest time, trying to calm Su Mu down in this way.

Ling Feng's thoughts were actually very simple, he didn't think about it that much at all, just like he thought at first, he felt that as long as Su Mu's body was his, then one day he would get Su Mu's heart. Until now, he has been thinking like this, even if he is about to break up, he also feels that as long as Su Mu's body is still his, and he still has a chance to occupy her, then sooner or later Su Mu's heart will belong to him again. Su Mu didn't know who had instilled such thoughts in Ling Feng, but she knew that one day after she found out that her heart was completely dead, all the things she once thought were beautiful had turned into shadows, shrouding her in boundless darkness, and she had finally broken free, even if she hadn't found the light, she would never return to that shadow.