Su Mu saw that Ling Feng didn't answer for a long time, thinking that he was worried that his family would disagree, so he continued:

"I'm just a proposal, if you're worried that your family will disagree, you can go back and ask first, and you don't have to answer me in such a hurry. After all, I've already gone out once this year, and this event happens every year, so if I don't go this year, I will have a chance in the future, so I'm not in such a hurry. ”

When Su Mu spoke just now, his tone and attitude were very flat, which was very different from before, and now when he said this, Ling Feng's heart became even more panicked. But it was impossible for him to directly tell Su Mu what he really thought in his heart, so he could only try to calm Su Mu down first and not let her think about these things.

"I'll really have to discuss this with my family first, but I promise I'll be able to go with you. ”

"It's okay, you don't have to force it, I said it, there will be a chance after you don't go this year. ”

"I'm sure I can go. ”

Su Mu's attitude was a little careless, and his tone even sounded a little indifferent, Ling Feng was already very flustered, and after hearing Su Mu say this, he became even more flustered. He also wanted to say something, wanting to divert Su Mu's attention, but Su Mu first said that he was tired and wanted to sleep for a while, so he turned sideways and didn't look at him again.

In the past, unless Ling Feng wanted to play games, otherwise, Su Mu would basically sleep with him in his arms when he slept, and even if he turned his back, he would ask him to hug her from behind. But this time, Su Mu didn't say anything, he turned around directly, which made Ling Feng feel very uncomfortable, and he couldn't help but turn Su Mu back directly.

"Why didn't you sleep with me in your arms?"

There was a kind of grievance in Ling Feng's tone, as if he was a neglected child, and with a little willfulness and domineering, in the past, Su Mu couldn't stand his tone the most, and would definitely smile and coax him, but this time Su Mu only felt a kind of boredom, as if Ling Feng was tired of her crying. So she frowned without a trace, and said to Ling Feng as she turned back:

"Don't make a fuss, I'm a little tired, sleep comfortably like this, and don't delay you from doing anything else. ”

After Su Mu finished speaking, he pulled the quilt on his body, and didn't pay attention to Ling Feng anymore, Ling Feng looked at his empty embrace, and suddenly had a feeling of loss and fear in his heart.

So Su Mu didn't really forgive him, right, she is like this now, will she be like this in the future? But he deceived her completely because he was afraid that she would get angry when she found out, this is also for her good, isn't it? Why did she still treat him like this?

However, Su Mu did indeed fall asleep, yes.

At first, Su Mu actually really just felt tired, and he felt very embarrassed if he continued to talk to Ling Feng, so he casually made an excuse and ended this conversation that didn't make much sense. As a result, she didn't expect that she would fall asleep directly after basically saying goodbye to the cage sleep and nap, and she slept so soundly, Ling Feng called her a few times halfway, but she didn't hear it.

But Ling Feng was not as comfortable as Su Mu, after finding out that Su Mu was really asleep, his mind was full of those problems, which made him unable to play the game well, and he couldn't sleep, and finally supported himself, turned sideways and looked at the sleeping Su Mu in a daze.

He can't say what kind of feeling he has for Su Mu now, and in fact, he doesn't need Su Mu to say, he can find that he has been really impatient with Su Mu recently, and he has already felt that she is the most wrong with everything, and he always wants to find her fault. Of course, he also thought about giving up, because he really didn't want to see such a person who always annoyed him every day, but when he thought that there would be no her in his life in the future, he felt a little reluctant, but he couldn't say what he was reluctant for.

What's more, although he had the idea of wanting to give up, it stands to reason that Su Mu also showed the roar of this idea, he should feel that he hit it off and should agree immediately, but when he realized that Su Mu had such an idea, he didn't want to agree at all, and was even a little afraid that this matter would really come true at Su Mu's insistence.

He really didn't seem to like her that much, but he didn't want to let her go. Thinking that she will become someone else's woman in the future, she will wear a beautiful wedding dress to marry someone else, and give birth to children for others, he scratches his heart and hurts his liver.

However, when it comes to marrying her, he is not as active as before.

So what kind of feeling does he have about Su Mu now?

He really didn't know.

But maybe he will be able to know after a while together, after all, from being together to now, most of the time they have experienced a long-distance relationship, and the time together is really very little, maybe it is because of this, there is not enough time to understand each other and contact each other, so it will become like this, right?

If that were the case, the two of them wouldn't be separated, would he? He wouldn't be bothered with these issues anymore, would he?

Is that actually agreeing to travel with Su Mu will also increase the possibility of the two of them being together? As long as he definitely behaves a little more, maybe the relationship between the two of them can be improved, right?

It took Ling Feng three hours before he finally made up his mind to travel with Su Mu. After Su Mu woke up, his attitude became a lot better, and almost when Su Mu opened his eyes, he told her that he had already thought about where he was going.

If it was the same as before, Ling Feng's attitude suddenly changed, Su Mu might still feel very happy, thinking that he finally realized his problem and wanted to make a change. But no matter what good changes Ling Feng made now, it would hardly have any impact on Su Mu. In the days to come, Ling Feng always felt that Su Mu was calculating, always talking about the past, and refused to look at his current changes. Su Mu never said anything about this, because in her opinion, it was meaningless to say anything.

People will have different pursuits in every specific period of time, Ling Feng is no exception, and Su Mu is no exception. Just like Ling Feng didn't try to maintain the relationship between the two people at the beginning, and didn't think about saving her until Su Mu left, Su Mu was expecting Ling Feng's change from the beginning, but after that certain period of time had passed, Su Mu didn't need it, so what Ling Feng did didn't mean anything to Su Mu.

This is actually a very normal phenomenon, there are too many things that have been missed in this world, and the story of the two of them is nothing special, so Su Mu can accept this very calmly, but Ling Feng has never been able to accept it.

He always felt that he wanted to change, and Su Mu had to accept it, because he could change it definitely because of hers, since she wanted him to change it, then he wanted to change it, no matter what time and place, Su Mu had to cooperate with him to change.

Su Mu was already surprised by Ling Feng's selfish and arrogant remarks, and she also understood that trying to reason with him would definitely not work, because he always had his own reasoning, and he would never listen to Su Mu, and he might even feel that Su Mu was making trouble unreasonably, so Su Mu didn't have to waste time and talk to him at all. For her, all she can do is block all his contact information, so that she doesn't have to reason with him or listen to him scold her, and she can live a life of dissipation.

Of course she loved Ling Feng, and she never denied this. But love has principles and bottom lines, she has given Ling Feng countless chances, but he still counts and keeps silent about his mistakes, and still tries to argue with Su Mu to shirk his mistakes and responsibilities, then Su Mu feels that there is no need for him to communicate with him at all.

Communication is to solve problems, and it is both people who want things to develop for the better, but now for the two of them, the so-called good aspects that the two of them think are simply on two planes that do not intersect, and there is no way to communicate at all. In that case, the best solution is not to make any contact.

Some people also said to Su Mu that in fact, if one of the two of them could take the initiative to give in first, the problem would not be so difficult to solve. Su Mu agrees on this, but in her opinion, this kind of thing is simply impossible.

Because she had done this kind of thing too many times before, the two of them quarreled, and almost every time she took the initiative to make peace. After many times, even she felt that she was a little embarrassed, and if she had already decided to break up, of course she would not be able to damage her face and self-esteem for this, and she still had to work hard to maintain them, and definitely not let them suffer any damage because of Ling Feng. Moreover, Su Mu also understands Ling Feng, and the premise for him to be soft is that Su Mu has to give him a step down, which means that no matter what, the person who first gives in and puts down his body first must be Su Mu, so that the relationship between the two of them has a chance to ease. Otherwise, even if Ling Feng gave in first, in the days to come, he would definitely take the opportunity to make up for this grievance, and even return it to Su Mu with interest, and sometimes he couldn't wait for it at all, if he gave in and Su Mu still tried to make things clear to him, he would immediately change back to the way he was, and even occasionally make insults, completely ignoring Su Mu's identity.

Su Mu had experienced this situation too many times, including after the two of them had broken up, even if Ling Feng took the initiative to call or send a message, as she spoke, Ling Feng would repeat that she was unworthy, that she deserved it, and even scolded her with ugly words. Every time, Su Mu felt that Ling Feng's approach was simply ridiculous, and he didn't know what kind of existence his brain circuit was.

If you think she is unworthy, why do you call and say that you will not break up?

He couldn't explain it clearly, and he grabbed Su Mu and scolded him for his remarks to fight back, but what you should know is that Su Mu didn't want to reconcile, everything she said was the truth, and it was his harm to her, including that she scolded him because she felt that he was really not worthy of her liking, and the wrong things he did were worthy of the words she scolded, but what about him? was making trouble unreasonably, he just listened to it, it seemed that he was very generous, and occasionally scolded Su Mu twice, so as to show that Su Mu had once again made the mistake of wronging him.

But did Su Mu really wronged him?

Of course not, the mistakes that Ling Feng made as she said, each of them had a corresponding incident, and it did happen, none of them were Su Mu's guesses or fabrications, but he never wanted to admit it. Every time he said this, he tried to change the subject, or tried to maintain his image with some far-fetched theory. He never felt that there was anything wrong with the things he did, and even he would say that he was just talking about things, and he didn't want to be like Su Mu, always turning over old accounts. Su Mu didn't want to say anything about this at all, because she knew that with people like Ling Feng, there was no reason at all.

There is also no such thing as "reconciliation".

He will never change, and this can be seen very clearly from the fact that he has not changed at all since the breakup. He never had the slightest thought of remorse, and he didn't even feel that he had done something wrong, even if there were one or two things he felt that he really couldn't escape from this responsibility, he would not take the initiative to admit it generously, and after being forced to admit it, he had to justifiably want to escape these consequences. It's because Su Mu knows his style of acting too well, so in every contact after that, Su Mu has to talk about all the mistakes he has made, not for anything else, just to remind him that these are the things he did to hurt her, she won't forget, and those injuries won't dissipate by himself after a long time because he doesn't admit it and he doesn't want to make up for it.

Those wounds carved on the flesh will still leave scars after careful care, and how can those invisible wounds engraved on the heart be healed well under the condition of repeated tearing?

Since the wound wouldn't heal, how could Su Mu possibly give Ling Feng a chance to hurt her one more time?

Even if he promised that he would not do the same thing again in the future, what could he do? Did he make fewer promises when they were together? Which one of them he had done? None of them had been done, why did he want Su Mu to believe in him and give him another chance, he would definitely be able to do it?