Ling Feng looked at Su Mu, and the two of them seemed to have suddenly fallen into an embarrassing situation. At that moment when their eyes met, they both felt that each other was so strange, as if they had never known each other.

After about half a minute, Su Mu reacted first, she didn't speak, just handed Ling Feng the slippers and motioned for him to come in first.

Ling Feng didn't speak, after changing his shoes, he greeted Su Mu's family, followed Su Mu into the house, and closed the door by the way.

This situation is really a huge test for Su Mu. From the moment the door was closed, her whole heart was raised, and she was almost afraid all the time, if she said something wrong, they would quarrel, and if she quarreled, she was worried that Ling Feng would do something to her that she couldn't accept.

Like the one before.

It had almost become her nightmare, many nights, she would wake up because of this incident, and even for a long time, the thought of being with Ling Feng would make her feel humiliated, but she didn't dare to say anything.

What was she going to say to Ling Feng? No matter what she said, Ling Feng wouldn't understand, and it was already very good not to even say that she was hypocritical, after all, in his eyes, she was the one who did the wrong thing, he was just venting his anger because of her mistake, and he had no responsibility to bear.

Ling Feng once told Su Mu not to use her dirty thoughts to speculate on other people's behaviors. When Su Mu heard this, she wanted to laugh, but she still cried all night.

Was it because her mind was dirty? Everything Ling Feng did seemed to her to be a kind of harm to her. The trust and patience she had built up had been destroyed again and again, how could she let herself still have expectations for Ling Feng in such an environment?

So the only thing she can do now is to wait, and when he leaves here and doesn't pose a threat to her, she can break up with him completely.

Or when he's had enough of playing, doesn't want her anymore, feels tired of it, and doesn't want to put up with her anymore, she can leave.

Ling Feng didn't feel Su Mu's fear, but when he entered the door, his eyes really impressed him too much, so after he closed the door, he hugged her directly.

"Wife, aren't you angry? I won't lie to you again, don't be angry, okay, I did something wrong yesterday, don't ignore me..."

Ling Feng's sudden hug made Su Mu, who was already frightened, even more frightened, and his heart almost jumped out. But she knew that she couldn't behave in any way, otherwise, this turmoil would definitely not end.

Su Mu had really quarreled enough, she thought, Ling Feng should be too, it has been a full five months since March, and four-fifths of the time they have spent in quarrels in the past five months, and occasionally a little happiness when they are together in the middle will be quickly washed away by the quarrel. If Su Mu told others about this matter, no one would understand why the two of them were still together in this situation. Not to mention others, even Su Mu didn't understand why Ling Feng just refused to break up with her.

Is it because the fault of the breakup is on him, so he can't accept it? But isn't the most good thing for him to shirk responsibility? No matter what Su Mu says or does, he can attribute the responsibility and mistakes to her when they quarrel, so even if the breakup is because of her mistakes, can't he also push them onto her? In that case, what can't he break up?

Was it a happy thing for him to be with her just to torment her? was it a happy thing for him to watch her wither and turn bad around him like a flower?

But what did she do to be treated like this by him?

Didn't she give? Didn't she love? Could it be that what she gave and what she loved could only be exchanged for such a result?

Thinking of this, Su Mu couldn't help but feel the urge to cry again, so the tears flowed out uncontrollably.

Although Su Mu didn't make a sound, Ling Feng was not stupid, just by hearing her breathing, he knew that she was crying. So he hugged Su Mu to the bed, wiped her tears very softly, and coaxed her over and over again to say stop crying.

If Ling Feng had been able to have such patience from the very beginning, if his patience had been able to persist until now, maybe the two of them would not have developed to this point. However, this situation is too uncommon for Ling Feng, even in the past, he would not take the initiative to coax her first because he cried Su Mu angrily when he quarreled, he would wait until Su Mu had cried enough and calmed down before he leaned over, and later it was even more excessive, not only would he not coax Su Mu, but he would also feel that Su Mu would cry at a trivial matter, it was really annoying, and he often left Su Mu alone to solve all the problems, and when she stopped crying and didn't make noise, he would appear again.

In fact, in fact, if it can be controlled, Su Mu doesn't want to cry. Because everything was obviously justified by her, as long as she maintained a consistent attitude when arguing with reason, Ling Feng would definitely not be able to use her weakness to hurt her every time. It's a pity that she can't control it, sometimes her tears will fall involuntarily after arguing two sentences, and the most important thing is that as soon as she cries, the momentum of the whole person will be reduced tenfold, and it will directly give Ling Feng a chance to turn the tables.

Although the quarrel is not to fight for a win or lose, nor does it have to be who obeys whose reasoning and whose orders, but in the process of quarreling, how can you fully express your own opinions, so that you can not quarrel once, but Su Mu always cries when quarreling, so that from beginning to end, she has not had a chance to use the quarrel to pour out all her thoughts and feelings.

And as soon as she cried, Ling Feng would immediately take the opportunity to shift the blame to the matter of her crying, he was originally unwilling to pay attention to the point of the quarrel, so he would not pay attention to it, so this was equivalent to giving Ling Feng a great opportunity to evade the responsibility he should have paid.

Of course, Su Mu understands these truths, but she really can't control herself. And at this time, her symptoms were quite mild, and by the time she went to the hospital for an appraisal later, her physical condition was so bad that it was not only reflected in the fact that she couldn't control her emotions.

And by that time, no matter how much Ling Feng tried to coax her, it would no longer have any effect.

But fortunately, at this time, Ling Feng's approach had some effect.

Maybe it was because he hadn't seen Ling Feng so gentle for a long time, so when Ling Feng was doing these actions, Su Mu didn't resist much, and the fear in his heart gradually calmed down. But it was almost impossible to make her soft-hearted, so even though she stopped crying, nothing changed in her mind.

She would have to leave sooner or later, and no matter what Ling Feng did, it couldn't change her decision.

She had said that she believed that Ling Feng could get better, but this had nothing to do with her anymore. She didn't care how long it would take for Ling Feng to become what she imagined, she only cared about when she would be able to get rid of this cruel experience and no longer have to live in fear every day.

Of course, Ling Feng couldn't know about Su Mu's thoughts. He couldn't have imagined that this woman who had cried and said that she loved him, and the woman who had to give him a chance when she was hurt, had all she planned later was how to leave him so that she would suffer the least damage. He always thought that Su Mu, who loved him like this, would never leave, because she should have been used to quarreling and forgiving him, so he had always been very confident, even if Su Mu no longer made any cover-up, he still felt that those were all anger and despair that Su Mu pretended to be, just in exchange for his favor.

That's why he won't do anything to change it, and it's best to let her know that relying on this method will only disgust him, then she won't do these things that annoy him in the future.

If she can pay less, and she can become less noisy and noisy, then why not?

Isn't this the best state for two people to get along?

For a long time, Su Mu and Ling Feng's ideas are at two extremes, for the two of them, they both want each other to be able to accept their thoughts, Su Mu is relatively better, at least she will consider Ling Feng's situation, she will also consider his mentality, and will make appropriate adjustments to these ideas, trying to make Ling Feng in this relationship, in terms of feelings, more advantages, while Ling Feng almost never concentrates on this relationship with Su Mu, even if he behaved well at the beginning and had no flaws, but in the end, Su Mu still found out the fact that he was ambiguous with others。

Seeing that Su Mu's mood gradually stabilized, and the tears didn't seem to flow anymore, Ling Feng hugged Su Mu to the bed. Of course, Su Mu knew what would happen next, and there was an indescribable resistance in her heart, but she did not refuse, nor did she show people's displeasure.

At this moment, all Su Muman's mind could think about was to end it quickly, thinking that he could vent his desires as quickly as possible. What Ling Feng was thinking about was how to keep Su Mu behind.

It wasn't the first time he had noticed that she was thinking about breaking up, and he had felt this way before. But at that time, he knew very well that Su Mu liked him and wanted to be with him, so he was very sure that he would be able to keep Su Mu, but this time, when he realized that Su Mu began to have a fear in his eyes when he looked at her, his confidence finally cracked. Although Su Mu didn't show anything else, and even in his usual performance, there was almost no difference from before, but he seemed to have lost most of his confidence in himself suddenly, and he didn't dare to imagine what kind of answer Su Mu would give him, and he began to wonder for a moment whether all this was Su Mu pretending, she had already wanted to break up, but because he had not been unified, she didn't want to make things too stiff and deliberately delayed, and wanted to wait until he went to Japan to break up with him。

Thinking of this, Ling Feng couldn't help but start to get nervous, and his movements became fast and violent, causing Su Mu to be in pain, and he subconsciously wanted to push him away. Of course he couldn't just give up, the more Su Mu struggled, the more he didn't want to let go, plus what he just thought of, he couldn't wait to crush Su Mu and fill it in his body, so that Su Mu would never be able to leave him.

It doesn't matter what she thinks, anyway, as long as he is by his side, sooner or later he can influence her thoughts and judgments, then the problems of the two of them will be solved sooner or later, and even as long as he is willing to work hard, then Su Mu can always agree with his thoughts.

After it was over, Ling Feng carefully helped Su Mu clean up, and then lay on the bed with her in his arms. Su Mu didn't speak for a long time, and Ling Feng didn't dare to speak. The two of them lay down like this for a long time, and it wasn't until Ling Feng's arm was about to be crushed by Su Mu that Su Mu said to Ling Feng:

"Come with me to Hangzhou once in August, and this year I want to go to the Rice Festival. ”

Ling Feng didn't expect Su Mu to say this to him at this time, and he didn't react for a while. Su Mu saw that he didn't react for a long time, and continued to talk to him;

"Didn't you say you were going to go on a trip together? If you want to go to Hangzhou, we can go to Suzhou first. I like this place in Suzhou very much, I have been to it once before, the time is too tight to go to many places, this time if you can, you can go to see together, do you have any places you want to go? If you have time, we can also go to the city you want to go to see together. ”

"I ...... I want to go to Shanghai......"

Ling Feng almost subconsciously answered Su Mu's question, but for what Su Mu said before, his mind hadn't turned around yet.

He clearly remembered that Su Mu had told him that if the two of them were not suitable to live together, they would have to go on a trip together, so now Su Mu mentioned this matter to him, was it really just to participate in the activities of the rice festival?

Maybe Su Mu's performance was really a bit abnormal, which made it difficult for Ling Feng to clear this thought out of his mind for a while, he wanted to know what Su Mu thought, whether it was really the same as he guessed, but he couldn't just ask Su Mu like this, and he couldn't ask any result at all, which made him a little overwhelmed, and he didn't know if he should agree to Su Mu at all.