That night, Ling Feng discussed the matter with his family. Although Ling Feng's mother was not very happy, she did not say anything against it. So the next day, he happily told Su Mu about it, and the two of them began to study the travel route together.

Su Mu doesn't like to walk with others very much, and the last time she went out with Leduo, she had a not very good experience, so she minded it very much. However, between her and Ling Feng, almost except for traveling, the more important things that couples can do together have been done by both of them, and although they have decided to break up, Su Mu still wants to experience it with him.

In this way, when she chooses to leave, she will not leave any regrets.

Separation is a very normal thing, and not the person everyone likes at the age of eighteen can accompany him into the palace of marriage in the end. Including Ling Feng gradually becoming worse in Su Mu's eyes, for Su Mu, there was no regret at all. She has also experienced several relationships, and her mentality is quite peaceful, although she may not be able to accept it when it happens, but when she calms down later, she feels that there is nothing to complain about.

But maybe because there was something wrong with the way she expressed it, when she tried to narrate these things to Ling Feng as they were, and let him understand that there were these things between the two of them, and it was impossible for them to be together again, Ling Feng always felt that she was just complaining that he was not doing well enough, as long as he was willing to change, the two of them would still have a chance to be together.

Su Mu felt very helpless about this, no matter how many times she explained, Ling Feng still firmly believed that her statement was correct. After explaining a few times, Ling Feng still had the same attitude, which finally made Su Mu lose his patience.

To be honest, if Ling Feng did this when Su Mu said to break up at the beginning, then the two of them might really have a chance. But Ling Feng chose to be calm and escape, which gave Su Mu a long time to review these things that happened between the two of them. So many facts that Su Mu didn't want to believe at the beginning were put in front of Su Mu's eyes again, and this time, the cause and effect relationship before and after, as well as the emotions hidden behind the incident, gave Su Mu a lot of impact, which made her have to overturn all her previous persistence and self-confidence.

She had always believed that Ling Feng loved her at the beginning, but when she calmed down and looked at it, while talking about loving her and getting into her bed, he maintained an ambiguous relationship with several girls. When he was by her side, he also changed the law to be good to her, although the way was sometimes unsatisfactory, but it seemed that everything contained his love for her. Su Mu had been moved by these countless times, but now that she thought about it, while he was doing these things, those sweet words that came out of his mouth did not only make her listen to them alone, she would feel disgusted from the bottom of her heart.

Whenever she and Ling Feng talked about these things, Ling Feng's first reaction was to deny it, and every time she watched him firmly say "Why admit what you haven't done", Su Mu not only felt that he was ridiculous, but also felt that he was very pathetic.

It took her so long, so many tears, so much love, and she didn't make any changes for Ling Feng for her, so how could she feel that Ling Feng loved her in the first place?

Why did she become almost a resentful woman because of such a person?

Why is she the one who did the wrong thing, but all the wrong results are retributed to her?

This is a bit too bizarre.

In the days that followed, the two would get together every day to discuss the route of the trip.

Because Suzhou is one of Su Mu's favorite cities, Shanghai is Ling Feng's favorite city, and Hangzhou is not far from these two cities, so they discussed for two days before they decided that each person was responsible for making a city strategy.

In fact, it is really helpless for two people to make such an arrangement, because of the limited time, the two of them can't go out for too long, and in order to go to those two cities, the two of them can only choose to give up Hangzhou.

Su Mu didn't feel anything about this, because Hangzhou Su Mu had been there twice, and although he had always had the desire to go again, it didn't matter if he couldn't go. However, Ling Feng kept saying that he wanted to go to Hangzhou to have a look, but this time he gave up here in order to satisfy Su Mu, which made Su Mu feel a little unhappy in his heart. Although Ling Feng didn't show anything, Su Mu still felt this way, so after that, she tried several times to extend the time of the trip appropriately, so as to leave a little time for Hangzhou, even if it was a day, but in the end this plan failed.

But it wasn't because Ling Feng didn't want to, but because the two of them found out that Mayday was going to hold a concert in Beijing, and the time happened to be when the two of them were about to come back from Shanghai.

Originally, Su Mu was not too sensitive to this, but after knowing it, he was not too touched, but he just sighed that there seemed to be a lot of people who sang this year, and the singers he liked when he was young all gathered to hold concerts. However, Ling Feng looked at the news for a long time, and then said to Su Mu:

"Do you remember, I told you at the time that I made an appointment with a very good friend of mine and was going to Taipei to watch Mayday's concert in the future?"

Su Mu had this impression in his mind, as if Ling Feng had indeed told her before, so he nodded at him and responded:

"Well, what's wrong?"

"He bought a ticket and was going to the concert. ”

When Ling Feng said this, his tone sounded very complicated, and Su Mu didn't know what he wanted to express, but she still asked him according to her own thoughts:

"Then you want to go and see it? I think the time is okay, we can go directly from Shanghai to Beijing." ”

"It's not...... I'll just say it casually......"

Ling Feng actually really had this idea, but he was too embarrassed to say it. Because it's not easy for his mother to promise him to go out to play, if she tells her that she wants to go to the concert again, maybe she won't let him go if she's angry. If his mother doesn't agree, then he doesn't have the money to buy tickets, and even if he wants to go, the most he can do is just watch the excitement outside the venue.

Of course, these are not the main points, and the most important reason why he feels embarrassed to speak is that he is afraid that if he opens his mouth, Su Mu will take the matter of buying tickets again.

The tickets for the last concert were Su Muhua's, and he didn't know how to pay it back just because of this, if Su Mu still spent money this time, he really felt very shameless.

When he was with other girls, he almost never let girls spend a penny, and when he gave gifts, his gifts were never bad. But after being with Su Mu, Su Mu rarely let him spend money, which made him feel a little awkward. Although there are a lot of things to do with Su Mu, and the expenses are relatively more, but with his family background, he can afford these expenses, but Su Mu always uses the excuse that he is still in school to prevent him from spending money on her, which makes him feel very awkward.

This really didn't make his mother complain more, but it wasn't like that. If he still asked Su Mu to pay this time, he would really feel that he was useless, and he would have to take care of Su Mu.

When Su Mu comforted him, his words were good, but what was the use of just saying good words? He couldn't guarantee that he would be with Su Mu in the future, how could he accept such a relationship with peace of mind? Wasn't this a joke?

Regarding what Ling Feng was worried about, Su Mu had actually thought about it.

In Su Mu's opinion, Ling Feng was sometimes very macho, although he had not quarreled with Su Mu because of such a thing, but judging from some details, he would also make some awkward things in his heart because of this kind of thing.

Su Mu is also very entangled in this, for her, although she loves money and picks the door, but that is only for outsiders and herself, for those who like it, she has always been generous. So when she spent money on Ling Feng, she never cared about it, and felt that it was more or less deserved, as long as it could satisfy Ling Feng's thoughts. At first, she didn't think anything of it, because she didn't think that the relationship between the two of them would turn out like this, but now it seems that the problem is much more serious than she thought.

So when she finished saying that, she regretted it a little, regretting that she shouldn't have said it so directly, putting them both in an awkward situation. But she could see that Ling Feng actually wanted to go, so she had already made a decision at that time, if Ling Feng said that she wanted to go, she would consider taking the initiative to bear the tickets for two people, but if Ling Feng could pay for it herself, then she would not refuse.

"If you want to go, we can look at the tickets, after all, this kind of opportunity is also rare, you are about to go abroad, and if you want to see a concert again, I guess you will see it in Japan, and if the two of us want to watch it together again, it will be five years at the earliest. ”

After Su Mu finished saying this, he gave Ling Feng a great stimulus, and Ling Feng's attention instantly shifted from the concert to the past five years.

"Didn't you say okay, if I go to Japan, you want to go with me? Even if you go to a concert in Japan, you can go with me, why wait until five years from now?"

Ling Feng's attitude was a little excited, and Su Mu also realized that he had said something wrong, and immediately tried to play a round, saying:

"I mean, we can't go to their concerts in Japan, right? ”

"Are you sure you mean that? Are you sure you're not saying that you're not going to Japan with me?"

There was a sense of urgency in Ling Feng's tone, but it was more of worry.

The two of them had already agreed that Ling Feng would live in Japan by herself in the first year, and when Su Mu could apply for a visa in the second year, she would move in to live with Ling Feng. It was because of such an agreement that Ling Feng never had too much worry, worried that there would be problems if the two of them were away for too long, because it was only a year of being in a different place, and when he came back in a year, it was not too long. But if Su Mu gave up going to Japan with her, in his opinion, it would be almost no different from giving up on him.

When two people are together, any problem can be solved, even if there is a quarrel, when they meet the next day, things will pass. If Su Mu had the idea of wanting to leave when he was in a different place, then he would have no way to control it. Even if it wasn't good, he didn't even have the ability to stop it, so he could only watch her leave.

Although he didn't know what he thought about Su Mu now, he felt very uncomfortable at the thought that Su Mu would leave him. Even if Su Mu doesn't like him anymore, he can accept it if he wants to be a ** with him, as long as she won't leave him.

He didn't understand why he had such thoughts, but what he knew was that sometimes, he was really tired of living with Su Mu, and he even thought about putting aside the relationship with Su Mu and trying a new relationship, maybe this would make it easier for both of them, but when he thought that it might be possible to give Su Mu up to someone else, he had no way to make up his mind.

Speaking of which, he is not stupid, Su Mu's attitude towards him is getting colder and colder, he can perceive it, although he doesn't understand what the problem is, but he can guess the result. He had tried to save their relationship, but then he realized that his feelings for Su Mu were also in trouble, and he began to give up little by little. The consequences of this kind of abandonment were much more serious than Su Mu's abandonment, but after they really broke up, he began to regret it again.

Although he didn't want to admit the "crimes" listed by Su Mu, and he didn't want to admit that he had hurt Su Mu so much, the facts were the facts, and they couldn't be erased if he didn't admit them. So he finally began to want to make amends, and finally thought about changing, but this time, Su Mu didn't give him another chance.

He never believed that what Su Mu said was really tired of him, but when he saw her eyes, he knew that he had really disappointed her too much, but he never knew it.

If it were him, maybe he would have left earlier, and it would have been really not easy for Su Mu to persist until this time.

It's a pity that he doesn't seem to have a chance to make up for his mistakes anymore.