When I woke up, the first thing that caught my eye was the miserable white ceiling, and the smell of disinfectant water once again got into my nose, recalling all the memories I had before I fainted.

I thought of my little ash, and I didn't know what was going on, and I didn't think about it, but I quickly lifted the quilt and removed the needle from my hand, stumbled out of bed, and ran towards the door.

I just pushed open the door and walked out, Ding Zhanbo rushed over from the corridor, he put down the kettle, and reached out to support me.

I grabbed his arm with my backhand and asked in a trembling voice, "Where's the little ash?"

When I asked these two sentences, I was too afraid to hear bad news, and my fingernails involuntarily embedded in Ding Zhanbo's flesh, Ding Zhanbo probably felt pain, and he took my hand off.

He said: "Little Gray is in the pediatric intensive care unit, and now the situation is stable for the time being, don't worry too much, Li Jing and Yu Minghui are accompanying at the door, they can do it." The doctor said you have low blood sugar and low blood pressure, you have to hang up the bottle of water, go back and sit down, and I'll call the nurse to come and help you get a needle. ”

Is Ding Zhanbo crazy or unconscious!

He even asked Yu Minghui to accompany my child!

Yu Minghui: What qualifications does he have, what qualifications does he have!

This thought shouted frantically in my heart, and I slapped Ding Zhanbo's hand away and said, "I can't let Little Gray Ash stay with a scum like Yu Minghui! Where is Little Gray Gray, I'm going to accompany him!"

Ding Zhanbo grabbed my wrist, and he raised his voice a little at me and said, "Sisi, you have to calm down! Yu Minghui is the father of Little Gray Gray, and he should have fulfilled his responsibilities as a father a long time ago! Little Gray Gray also needs fatherly love, you can't rely on your thoughts alone to deprive them of these due ties!" What's more, Yu Minghui has money, he has a lot of money, he can hire the best medical team for Xiao Gray in the back, he can bear all the expenses, he can bear everything he should bear, and you can live a little easier, don't run around for money anymore! You are just a woman, you have suffered enough in the past few years, you need a man to carry it with you!"

I was stunned, my brows were all twisted, and I asked, "Ding Zhanbo, what do you mean? Do you mean that Yu Minghui knows that Little Gray is his child?"

Ding Zhanbo nodded, his eyes filled with a bunch of entanglements that I couldn't see through, and he said, "I told him personally." ”

I looked at Ding Zhanbo in disbelief, and the moment I woke up after the collapse, I felt that he was too strange.

I took two steps back, and I had a lot of reproaches that I wanted to pop out, but in the end, I didn't know how to speak, and I didn't know how to speak to this man who had no regrets but took care of me and Little Gray for four years.

Clenching my fists, my voice lowered, and I asked, "Why did you tell him?"

Ding Zhanbo took two steps forward abruptly, his hand quickly put on my shoulder, and he said, "Sisi, you look at me, I have something to tell you." Everything I say next is true, without any embellishment, you have to listen carefully, I will only say it once. ”

I raised my eyes, looked at Ding Zhanbo again, his eyes turned red, and he slowly spoke: "Sisi, do you remember that year in the car from Zhanjiang to Shenzhen, you broke up with Yu Minghui, you cried so much, there was a person sitting in front of you, handed you a tissue? That person is me." Yu Minghui will say cruel things to you under the car, saying that he has never loved you because he thinks you love me and you are going to elope with me. The photo of her and Yu Minghui kissing that Cao Jiaying sent you was my p. Yu Minghui will be so sure that you really love me because after you went out, Cao Jiaying put the long confessional letter I wrote in imitation of your handwriting on the coffee table at Yu Minghui's house. Forty-four, you don't know how much I couldn't forget you at that time, I was abroad by copying the notes you gave me before, I imitated your handwriting, and the resemblance was 99 percent, and I imitated your tone, I can also reach 100 percent, I even remember, whether you send a message or write a letter, the last sentence, you don't like to leave a full stop, I can notice the details about you, Yu Minghui can naturally also notice, he really thought that the letter was written by you, he really thought that when you were with him, whether it was mentally or physically, you betrayed him。 He saw you and I were on the same train outside the car, and then the car drove away, he chased the car, had an accident, and lay in the hospital for more than half a year. He looked for you later, but I stopped you. “

Ding Zhanbo's voice became softer and softer as he moved to the back, becoming more like muttering: "Sisi, I didn't know at that time that you were pregnant with Yu Minghui's child." If I knew, I would definitely try to control my urge to snatch you and put you by my side at all costs. I will definitely not be in cahoots with Cao Jiaying, and I will definitely not make such a big mistake regardless of interfering in your life. I followed you all the way, followed you all the way, saw you alone on the phone and couldn't find a home, saw you fall on the street of Shenzhen, I sent you to the hospital, I had a period of entanglement, entangled whether I should tell you the truth right away, but then my selfishness prevailed over everything, and I needed to use the next four years to compensate for the tug-of-war over and over again, to the back I was moved by my so-called greatness, I almost forgave myself for the mistakes I made to you, I think I can still take you for myself, but Yu Minghui appeared again, this time I failed to create an obstacle in time, and you met like this。 Even if you don't show any fluctuations, even if you are still as calm as ever, I still get a glimpse of the churning in your heart. You love him, you don't love me. You love him, even if it is four years of change, you still can't forget him and let him go. You don't love me, so in just two years, you forgot about me, and I don't know where to throw it. If you don't love me, I should have known it a long time ago, I should have been sober a long time ago, and if you didn't love me, I should have known it a long time ago. Four-four, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I was wrong. ”

Ding Zhanbo's words, like a string of bursting firecrackers, were thrown onto my heart lake, crackling and shattering, shaking, and I stood there in a daze, not knowing what to respond.

And Ding Zhanbo, he patted me on the shoulder heavily, he smiled bitterly, and said, "Before I confessed this to you, I thought that you might never be able to forgive me. It's okay if you don't forgive, what I did was really too lacking in morality. ”

I opened my mouth and was about to speak, when Dr. Lin, who was familiar with me, walked straight towards me from the other end of the corridor, he raised his eyes and said to me: "Xiao Lin, Mr. Yu Minghui, who is accompanying him in the intensive care unit, he has already reached an agreement on the application for Xiao Gray to be transferred to the hospital, right? If there is an agreement, you can sign it for me here, and I will arrange it." ”

Even if I heard Ding Zhanbo mention it for another four years, I couldn't put down the mustard to Yu Minghui all at once. I subconsciously felt that he Yu Minghui knew that Little Ash was his son, and he was going to rob me of the child now.

Falling into a kind of anxiety mixed with collapse, I pushed Ding Zhanbo's hand away, and I said anxiously to Dr. Lin: "Dr. Lin, you must not listen to what Yu Minghui says. Ash is my child, and only I can arrange everything for Ash Grey. ”

Dr. Lin was no stranger to the fact that he had been in the hospital for too long and had seen too many disputes between family members, but he was familiar with me, so he said one more thing: "Xiaolin, to be honest, we are not bad here, but the most famous department we have here is not the cardiology department." Mr. Yu Minghui's request to transfer to the hospital cannot be said to be the best in Shenzhen, but if he can invite the best team of experts, it will be a good thing for Xiao Gray. I also see that you are from your own family, everyone is surnamed Lin, and it is not easy for you, so I will kindly mention it, you look at it and discuss. ”

With that, Dr. Lin left.

And I turned around and asked Ding Zhanbo in a jumping jump, "Which ward is Little Gray in?"

Ding Zhanbo pursed his lips to look at me, and after a few seconds, he pointed to the top and said, "Upstairs, the best ward." ”

I groaned and ran towards the top of the stairs.

At the door of the pediatric intensive care unit, I saw Yu Minghui and Li Jing.

Li Jing leaned back on the chair next to her, and she desperately supported her head with her hands.

As for Yu Minghui, he stood against the door, constantly looking inside.

His face had something on his face that I couldn't understand and didn't want to understand, and he kept looking at it.

I walked over and dragged him away, and pressed myself against the glass plate, looking at the little gray and thin body, lying alone on the miserable white bed, with all kinds of clips on his hands, feet and feet that I can't name, and my tears rushed down again.

At this moment, behind me, a pair of hands suddenly wrapped around me, imprisoning me fiercely, Yu Minghui's face immediately leaned over and leaned over to my shoulder, he said: "Lin Sisi, I won't let Xiao Gray have anything to do, I will invite the best medical team, I will invite the best doctor, will cure him, will let him grow up healthy." Everything will be okay and I will make everything okay. Don't cry anymore, my heart is broken to see you cry. ”

But my heart has long been broken.

I was too tired, I was really tired, I was afraid that I would not be able to survive too many pains, I needed a support so urgently, so I believed Yu Minghui's words.

Ding Zhanbo is right, Yu Minghui has money, he has a lot of money, he can find the best hospital, the best medical group, the best doctor for my child, and use the best medicine, he can give Xiao Ash better treatment.

And I can't cut off my children from a better way to live for the sake of my own selfish desires, for my own pathetic stubbornness.

So I didn't push Yu Minghui away immediately, and I didn't wrap my hand around him to get more comfort in return, I was like a puppet and said, "I just beg you, don't snatch my child, save my child." ”