Shu Shu rarely can't control her emotions in public, so she would say such a thing here has already touched Su Mu a lot, and when she finished the last sentence, Su Mu couldn't control it. She began to regret it while crying, regretting why she agreed to Ling Feng's pursuit for a momentary pleasure, regretting that she was so old, and believing that there was always a future and hope for two people together, and even more regretting why she didn't choose to break up directly when she found out about those problems, but continued to stay.

She had obviously had countless opportunities to break up, and it was justified, Ling Feng couldn't even have a chance to refute and refuse. But every time she chooses to forgive because of her soft-heartedness and feelings. It was also her fault to make Ling Feng feel that she didn't have to pay any price for hurting her. Therefore, she should also be partly responsible for causing today's situation, because if she had broken up firmly when she found out about the problem, Ling Feng would not have become so bad because of her tolerance, and all the harm after this would not have happened.

She didn't want to think of Ling Feng like this, because if she did so, it would be equivalent to destroying all the good things they had been. There was very little sweetness in those remaining memories, and if she thought about it, everything she had experienced before would become a joke.

This is the last thing she wants to face, and no one wants the happiness she once put in front of everyone to become a joke. Even if they break up in the end, in order to maintain their previous efforts and their hearts yearning for happiness, they should keep each other's face.

But how do you break up?

She seemed to be used to forgiving Ling Feng, every wrong thing he did, she was used to listening to him for reasons, arguing with him, and then trying to change his mind, but after a few days passed, he wouldn't change, she didn't say any more, arguing and arguing, and the two of them returned to normal life. This kind of endless cycle seems to have become a normal life for the two of them, so normal that even the two of them have acquiesced to this mode of getting along, and it seems that they have never thought about changing anything anymore.

If you want to break up suddenly, it seems that neither of you can accept it quickly. It's like although she is thinking about breaking up every day, thinking every day that she must cut off contact with Ling Feng when she goes to Japan, but if she really puts this matter on the agenda in advance, she can't accept it calmly.

Even if the whole world condemned this man, even if everyone spoke to her and comforted her, she still felt bad.

Maybe it's because I'm uncomfortable that I've paid so much for this relationship but not have a good result, maybe it's because I'm uncomfortable that the man who once said he wanted to protect her and never want her to cry anymore still didn't fulfill his promise in the end, or maybe it's uncomfortable that he finally lived the fate that others expected, and no miracle happened.

After that, Shu Shu probably saw that she was crying too sadly, so she swallowed all the words she hadn't finished saying back into her stomach, and didn't continue, she helped Su Mu ask for a tissue, and asked her to go to the bathroom to tidy herself up, and then she quietly went to pay the bill, and then took Su Mu back to her house.

Su Mu basically didn't sleep much that night, and all that was in her mind was what Shu Shu had said to her at the dinner table, as well as what she had experienced with Ling Feng together.

At this time, Su Mu's eyes could no longer see Ling Feng's feelings for her. She couldn't even remember what Ling Feng had done to her before that made her feel or moved her, she seemed to have Ling Feng's harm to her left in her mind, and she could say everything clearly and clearly.

This is a very strange thing, because Su Mu herself is a person with a very bad memory, so bad that all the friends around her know about her shortcomings, and they have to remind her of the same thing several times. She may have forgotten what had just happened in a blink of an eye, but no one knew why, she could remember everything Ling Feng did that hurt her, no matter how long it was, it seemed that she would never forget it.

Su Mu felt that she was really terrifying, but at the same time, she couldn't help but feel that if Ling Feng was really serious and dedicated to their relationship, she wouldn't be like this.

After all, at the beginning, she also tried to be gentle and understanding like other girls, wanting to try to change herself for Ling Feng, wanting to give him a way to get along with him that he wanted, not to mention the person who came to provoke her at the beginning, wasn't it Ling Feng? She originally lived well by herself, but in the name of loving her, Ling Feng insisted on breaking into her life, changing all her lifestyles and habits, and letting her adapt to being two people together. But what happened after she got used to it? It was Ling Feng who withdrew mercilessly, found all kinds of excuses, wanted to withdraw himself from this relationship, and then put all the blame and fault on her. In that case, why should he ask her to treat him with all her heart and soul as before?

There is a limit to everything, isn't it? Even the closest person should have a bottom line, isn't it? If it's a stranger, there's no need to leave all the enthusiasm and affection to him unreservedly, isn't it?

The most important thing is that from the moment Ling Feng began to calculate the gains and losses of this relationship, to Su Mu, he just didn't deserve anything more from her. Su Mu also has her own principles of doing things, she is originally the kind of character that is not close to people, it is difficult for others to integrate into her life, and it is even more difficult to make her take it to heart. Even if someone else pays first, no matter how much Su Mu reciprocates, he will not necessarily take this person to heart. And if others stop paying, she will turn around and leave, and there will be absolutely no nostalgia. And she had already given Ling Feng a lot of exceptions because of her feelings, she didn't ask for Ling Feng or anything, but she definitely didn't get such a return.

All the endless, excessive demands will eventually turn into a kind of harm. Su Mu didn't understand this truth before, but after being with Ling Feng, she completely understood.

When two people get along, their strength must always be equal, so that they can get along easily. In their case, the person who suffers will always be Su Mu. And how long they can get along depends entirely on how long Su Mu can hold on and not let go.

When it was almost dawn, Su Mu remembered that the concert was tonight, although it ended early, but she had to go to dinner later, which might delay some time, so she forced herself to squint for a while, saving herself from being sleepy when she ate by herself and couldn't control the situation.

By the time Su Mu woke up, Shu Shu had already gone to make up for the child's lesson. After she ate the breakfast that Shu Shu had prepared for her, she took a taxi to the hotel, checked in, and then stepped to the station to pick up Ling Feng back.

Ling Feng didn't find out where Su Mu had gone that night, perhaps because he was too relieved of Su Mu, he never asked again after reporting to him. However, Su Mu knew in his heart that Ling Feng was just because he knew where Su Mu's bottom line was, and it was absolutely impossible to do anything out of the ordinary behind his back, so he was also happy that Su Mu would not pester him, and he would live his life happily, without worrying about Su Mu disturbing him, he would have to find ways to coax Su Mu.

Ling Feng thought that Su Mu would never know this kind of thing, but in Su Mu's opinion, in fact, this was just a tacit understanding between the two people, and then the quarrel was exposed, which basically couldn't play any other role. It's better for her to write down all these things and settle accounts together when they break up.

As soon as he got out of the car, Ling Feng told Su Mu that he had heard that it was best to prepare a telescope for the concert. Su Muxin said, why didn't you say it earlier if you wanted a telescope, if she said it earlier, she still had time to prepare, now tell her this, where is there time to prepare. But she really didn't want to say anything to accuse Ling Feng again, so she had to talk to him for a while to go to a supermarket or something like that to see if there would be one, and then she asked Shu Shu if there was any.

When I took a taxi back to the hotel, there was no place to buy binoculars on the road, there was a large supermarket around, but Su Mu asked Shu Shu, there was no one for sale. However, Shu Shu's father has a fairly good telescope, that is, his father cherishes this very much, Su Mu must make sure that he can bring her back completely and unscathed, so that she can borrow it.

Su Mu knew that Shu Shu said this to Ling Feng, because with the relationship between the two of them, Shu Shu would never say this. She didn't know if Ling Feng could understand these words, but she didn't care, so she took Ling Feng directly to Shu Shu's house to get them.

When Shu Shu went downstairs, he repeatedly confirmed with her that he was going to eat at night, and also specifically asked about Ling Feng's taste, Su Mu said Haidilao without thinking about it, and then Shu Shu directly answered:

"You two are very picky, but I still have to work so hard to find that point, and which barbecue hot pot or something can be opened. ”

"No, it's the two of us who will definitely go back to eat Haidilao when we go out, you see what you two eat, we can both of us. ”

"Come on, I'll see Haidilao, anyway, we haven't been there for a long time, so let's go together, then I'll wait for you in advance, that place is definitely not good for taxi, I'll drive, when the time comes, you come out quickly, I tell you I'm there, don't make a mistake." ”

After explaining, Su Mu took the binoculars and jumped to find Ling Feng, and then the two of them set off to the concert site.

Because Shu Shu's house was very close to the venue of the concert, it was almost across the street, so Su Mu and Ling Feng walked over. Originally, the two of them didn't know how to walk at all, but because they came at the right time, they basically walked with the crowd, but they didn't get lost.

There were people selling support items everywhere along the way, Su Mu didn't have much interest in these things, but Ling Feng was very interested, and Su Mu was not too embarrassed to pull him away, so he had to reluctantly pretend to want to buy it, and only then did he choose a hairpin from left to right, and then bought Ling Feng what he liked.

Fortunately, at this time, the two of them bought some on the periphery, because after walking into the square, the mobile phone network was basically gone. The two of them later bought something, but they stood in place and scanned the QR code and waited for a long time before paying the money. And from that time on, no matter where he went, Su Mu must have some cash in his pocket.

In fact, Su Mu doesn't like to take cash, because she doesn't rest with a big grin, and she may lose the money at any time. She is very concerned about the problem of money, to put it bluntly, if she loses this money, she will have to be uncomfortable for several days, and she has to calculate for a long time how to save this lost money. Therefore, she accepted the function of scanning QR code payment very quickly, because to a large extent, it helped her solve the problem of losing money.

And when Su Mu went to the supermarket with her mother once, she didn't even take her mobile phone for convenience, but when she paid for it, Su Mu's mother found that she didn't bring a card bag and didn't have much cash in her pocket, which was not enough to pay for the things they bought. Originally, Su Mu kindly asked the cashier to cancel one thing, so that their money would be enough, and they would not delay the checkout later, but when the cashier heard that the money was not enough, he showed a particularly disdainful expression towards them, and he was not willing to cancel a product at all, so he directly said no, and then directly canceled the whole order.

If it weren't for Su Mu's mother, Su Mu would have to pay attention to his influence, Su Mu would probably have to quarrel with the cashier, and then he would have to complain to her, and it was the kind that complained directly to the leader.

If she had brought her mobile phone, even if she couldn't pay, she would have called a few supervisors of the supermarket to help her pay, and would it be the cashier's turn to look down on her?

If it were just herself, the woman obviously didn't respect her mother, and it was really too cheap to let her go like this.

After that, Su Mu wanted to complain about her, but after her mother calmed down, she still stopped her. This incident left a lot of shadows on Su Mu, so since then, Su Mu has never forgotten to bring her mobile phone and wallet, and she has also cultivated the possibility of loving backpacks.

After buying all the cheers, the two of them went straight to the ticket gate.

Ling Feng didn't say anything when she checked the ticket, but Su Mu asked Ling Feng what to do if the ticket was fake, she was a little worried. Ling Feng glared at her, didn't say anything, took the ticket and led Su Mu through the ticket gate.

Su Mu didn't say anything, but she was still holding back a lot of energy in her heart, and when she didn't find a problem in the ticket check, she snorted heavily as if she had proven her correctness with Ling Feng.