When everything was over, Su Mu only felt a huge sense of humiliation envelop her, and she curled up in Ling Feng's arms, thinking about why she was looking at his phone cheaply.

If she hadn't been so sensitive, she wouldn't have discovered these things, and if she hadn't discovered them, she would have been able to live comfortably in the illusion of happiness she had created, and find happiness for herself.

So why does she always want to prove that under this kind of beauty, everything is a dirty reality? Isn't it this ideal love that she has been pursuing? Then why can't she be satisfied with the ideal and ignore those realities?

During this period, Su Mu's tears never stopped. Even though she had her back to Ling Feng, Ling Feng still felt it. He really wanted to say something to comfort Su Mu, but at this moment, he really didn't know what he should say, and he didn't even know how to explain it.

What to explain, he was originally wrong, and no matter how much he explained, he couldn't cover up this fact, so what's the use of saying it? Even if he said that he was wrong ten thousand times, the ones who hurt Su Mu couldn't make up for it. He was now like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, and there was nothing he could do about it except to accept such an outcome.

He has really worked hard to delete all the things that Su Mu doesn't like, those pictures of girls that used to exist in his mobile phone, after being discovered by Su Mu once, he never saved them again, all of them were deleted, the pictures of other girls in the space, everything he could delete was deleted, and the contact information of his predecessor had also been deleted, and he couldn't forget those things that existed in his memory, but as long as he didn't think about it, wouldn't it? Even for such a long time, he didn't have any contact with other girls anymore, and the senior sisters who usually played well asked him to go out to chat and eat, but he also chose to refuse, isn't that enough? She always said how much she gave up for him, so in the same way, didn't he also give up a lot for her? Why can't she balance these two things, if she balances herself, then now, neither of them will be so uncomfortable......

The two of them kept doing this until it was time to check out at twelve o'clock. After the phone call from the front desk came in, Su Mu got up without saying a word and began to get dressed, and packed up his things. Ling Feng wanted to help her, but she had been silently refusing, and in the end he had no choice, after his things were packed up, he sat on the edge of the bed and watched Su Mu get dressed up.

She seemed to be a little too thin, and when she looked at her back, her long hair fell down and almost covered her entire upper body. She looked so weak and pitiful, he always felt that she should be a quiet and well-behaved and obedient little girl in her bones, but after contact, he found that in her surface cuteness and gentleness, in addition to a little stupidity, there are many unacceptably stubborn and paranoid. She has her fixed thoughts, old-fashioned and unwilling to change, she is not willing to accept the established reality, she always feels that what she sees is reality.

But there are too many examples to prove that her ideas are all wrong. What's more, no one can become a fat person in one bite, she always wants to get the result directly, but even cooking and other takeout requires a process, why can't she empathize with it? He is really already working hard, those things she doesn't like, he has really changed one by one, why can't she give him a chance to take a breath, and must force him so hard? He will also be tired, right? Even if he studies can combine work and rest, why can't he work hard little by little, and must fix all the problems at once? Besides, if he really feels that he can't stand it, then it's good for her to go, although he is reluctant, but if she really wants to go, he won't stop it. After all, he knew how much he was capable of, and since he couldn't give her what she wanted, and she wouldn't lower her standards, then he would definitely let her go.

He can't stop her and run to someone better. Whether she wants to leave or not is her own business, and whether he can let her go is his problem.

Soon, Su Mu packed herself up, she still didn't say a word to Ling Feng, and after seeing that Ling Feng had also packed up, she silently picked up her luggage and walked out. Seeing this, Ling Feng didn't say anything and followed her.

Because when I bought the ticket before, the two of them thought about hoping to stay together for a while, so I bought a late ticket, and planned to go shopping together after checking out in the afternoon, eat something delicious before leaving. As a result, now Su Mu had no such thoughts at all, and he didn't even want to eat, so he took the subway directly with Ling Feng to the train station. The two of them remained silent all the way, almost didn't say anything, but they have always been very tacit, even if they didn't speak, there were no problems, and even when they arrived at the station, they directly entered KFC It seemed to be a tacit understanding between the two people, and after entering the store, they sat on both sides, and did not look for the kind of chairs that could sit together.

In the past, every time the two of them went out, they had to sit together, and sometimes Su Mu wanted to sit opposite, Ling Feng would play a tantrum with her for a while, asking her to sit next to him obediently. And this time, Su Mu's choice was not stopped by Ling Feng, she was actually secretly relieved in her heart, because if Ling Feng really asked her to sit down, she really didn't know what to do.

She really felt a little disgusting, this feeling was already obvious when the two of them were close to each other on the subway, she was really scared, if she sat over, she would directly ask Ling Feng to break up.

Then they will definitely quarrel, if they want to quarrel, then it will be really embarrassing, not to mention the breakup, she really can't say it to her face, so no matter what, she has to hold on until the two are separated, so that the breakup can become more straightforward.

But the premise is that you must not get close to Ling Feng.

Of course, Ling Feng could sense her resistance, he had already detected it when he was in bed, but so what, as long as he didn't let go, Su Mu would definitely not break up with him, this was an experience he had already gained. This time, it is estimated that the process will be a little more difficult, but the result should not change much.

So Ling Feng didn't act excessively at all, he just sat opposite Su Mu, silently playing with his mobile phone. Su Mu didn't say anything, just sat quietly all the time, swiping the ticket, hoping to swipe out a ticket that would allow her to go back early. Even if it's a standing ticket, as long as she can go back early, she would rather stand for four hours and go home.

However, what she wanted didn't come true, and she brushed for half an hour, but she didn't come up with a single one. At this time, Ling Feng was about hungry, and he didn't speak, so he directly left her and went to the front desk to order food.

In the matter of eating KFC, the tastes of the two people are still very consistent, so even if Su Mu didn't say what she wanted to eat, Ling Fengye would definitely not buy something she didn't like to eat. But today she really didn't have any appetite at all, even if she hadn't eaten for almost a day, and when Ling Feng put all the things she usually loved to eat in front of her, she still didn't want to eat anything.

Ling Feng couldn't accept Su Mu's lack of food anymore, because Su Mu was already thin, and although she was talking about Yao getting fat, she always didn't eat on time and didn't say anything, she ate very little, and the most important thing was that she made excuses for herself and tried to quibble. It's strange that she can be fat like this, she doesn't eat well at all, so why do you want to get fat?

Every time he said this to Su Mu, Su Mu would talk about him left and right, trying his best to divert the topic, and then he got tired of it, so he directly forced Su Mu to eat, as long as she didn't eat, she would immediately quarrel, and if she had enough of the quarrel, she would definitely admit her mistake and eat softly.

To be honest, Su Mu's trick was actually very well understood by Ling Feng, because she used it for just a few tricks, and she didn't need him to do any analysis at all, as long as she summed up a few experiences, she could hold Su Mu in the palm of her hand. He has always had such self-confidence, so after that, he was almost blatantly doing things to hurt Su Mu, because he knew very well that no matter what he did, no matter how much Su Mu was wronged and hurt, she could endure it.

If that's the case, then why should he listen to her and find himself unhappy? Maybe if he has done too many wrong things, and she is not surprised, then his life will gradually get better?

Who wants to live in a kind of bondage every day, isn't it just to find happiness when two people are together, he is now working very hard to be good to Su Mu, in this case, Su Mu's sacrifice is nothing, isn't it?

After all, he also tried hard to change for her, can't he cover up his hard work if he doesn't do a good job?

If Su Mu knew that Ling Feng had always had this kind of thought, she would definitely break up with him as soon as she found out. But maybe the wrong person is also her, because of such an obvious thing, she didn't find out at the first time, and she deserved to suffer so many grievances in vain.

When the food was served, Ling Feng deliberately placed them in front of Su Mu's eyes, hoping that Su Mu would take the initiative to eat some of them. However, Su Mu didn't even look at it, he kept staring at his mobile phone, and he didn't mean to eat at all.

After enduring it for so long, Ling Feng also endured a little enough. When he saw that Su Mu didn't move, a wave of anger suddenly rose in his heart, and he couldn't understand what was going on, so he directly picked up the hamburger and stuffed it into Su Mu's hand.

"Hurry up and give me food, I haven't eaten for a day, don't you know? Hurry up, give me all the food you ordered. ”

"I told I wasn't hungry. ”

Ling Feng's rough movements hurt Su Mu's wrist, she frowned and threw the burger on the table, then rubbed it as she spoke, trying to relieve the pain.

"If you're not hungry, you have to feed me. ”

"If you say you're not hungry, you're not hungry, why eat!"

This time, Su Mu was not as obedient as before, Ling Feng said that she would do whatever she wanted. Ling Feng didn't expect Su Mu to be able to talk back to him in this environment, and he couldn't hold his face when he landed. He tried to get Su Mu to quickly eat these things according to his thoughts, but the more anxious he was, the worse his attitude became, and the more Su Mu had no intention of wanting to eat them.

At the beginning, his purpose when he came back from buying things was to hope that Su Mu would be able to eat something and not go hungry on the train, after all, he hadn't eaten for a day, and he had cried for so long, he would definitely be hungry and tired, but now, his purpose became that Su Mu had to eat these things, just to make her obedient, and it had nothing to do with everything else.

In fact, it wasn't just this one thing, in many things, Ling Feng just wanted Su Muhao at the beginning. However, a lot of things happened during this period, some good and some bad, which directly or indirectly changed Ling Feng's mind. So for Ling Feng, it wasn't the reason why he felt that he himself would become like this so much, if it weren't for Su Mu, or if Su Mu wasn't like this, they might not have become like this.

Su Mu had no way to understand Ling Feng's logic at all, but one thing she knew very well was that it was definitely not one person's fault that things went bad, so there were mistakes that happened to her. It's just that some things are really hard to determine right and wrong, and if you really want to break up, then only who is right and who is wrong is less.

The two men were at a stalemate for a long time.

Ling Feng hadn't thought that such a small problem would make the two of them become like this, and he found it difficult to accept. No, not only was it difficult to accept, but he even felt that this was simply Su Mu making trouble.

Isn't it good if it's okay to explain it? It's all been a long time ago, wouldn't it be nice if this person just deleted it? As for making such a fuss, is it just a little thing that behaves like this? Besides, it's all before he was with her, even if it's a split, it's his ex who splits his legs, and it has nothing to do with her, as for making himself look like this?

Is it fair to him that he really wronged her so much when he was with him? He also tried very hard to take care of her, but she didn't look at his efforts, she just blindly thought that the result did not meet her ideas, and completely denied his efforts, is it fair to him?

Really, how can this woman be so unreasonable? If something goes wrong, do you know how to throw the blame on him? And it's not all his fault!