(1) The first day of resignation

Second, Su Mu originally wanted to sleep in, but this damn biological clock happened to be on time for once, allowing her to wake up from her sleep according to the time she got up. She felt irritated when she took her phone and saw the time, and then threw it away, ready to sleep again.

After tossing and turning on the bed for nearly twenty minutes, Su Mu not only didn't have the slightest intention of wanting to sleep again, but became more and more awake, so she simply sat up and found a book to read, wanting to use the book to help her sleep.

After more than half an hour like this, she finally woke Ling Feng up. Ling Feng didn't expect Su Mu to get up so early, and he was a little surprised, but he was in a hurry to go to class, and he didn't have time to chat with Su Mu, so he didn't ask much about it, and hurriedly went to class.

After chatting with Ling Feng in a hurry, Su Mu completely lost his sleepiness. So she began to send messages to Leduo and Weiyang, wanting to discuss the details with the two of them when they went out tomorrow.

Weiyang hadn't gotten up yet, but Le Duo quickly sent a message, and the two of them chatted all morning like this, and they talked until Ling Feng got out of class.

These two Ling Feng's attitude towards her was not quite right, so Su Mu actually didn't want to talk to Ling Feng too much, for fear of provoking her, she had to endure her anger to coax Ling Feng. In the past, she was willing, but maybe it was because of the frequent quarrels, but now when she mentioned asking her to tolerate Ling Feng more, she felt very irritable and didn't want to do it at all. And apart from eliminating the long-distance relationship, she has no way to ease the relationship between the two people, so if she wants to say more words to Ling Feng, she will unconsciously worry, afraid that she can't help but quarrel with him.

Because of this thought, the attitude of the two Su Mu and the two towards Ling Feng was not as close as before. She didn't know if Ling Feng could feel it, but judging from Ling Feng's usual behavior, he hadn't changed much, which made Su Mu a little undecided.

Su Mu actually didn't like this kind of guessing feeling very much, but there was no way, Ling Feng was never willing to face the problems between the two of them head-on, no matter what Su Mu did, he took it as a deaf ear and pretended not to hear it. If it weren't for this, the two of them wouldn't have developed into what they are now.

However, Ling Feng didn't do anything too much, at least he wouldn't be so picky about Su Mu anymore. If it weren't for the fact that the two of them were always quarreling and making Su Mu feel insecure, Su Mu wouldn't have guessed so much now, in this case, maybe there might be a turnaround between them.

With such thoughts, when Su Mu received Ling Feng's message, he didn't know what to say to Ling Feng for a while. After waiting for a long time, without waiting for Su Mu's reply, Ling Feng directly called over.

Su Mu suddenly panicked when she saw the call, and kept pacing back and forth in the hall, until Ling Feng was about to hang up, she hesitantly picked up the phone.

"What are you doing? Aren't you going to work today? Why did it take so long for you to answer the phone?"

"Ah...... I...... I was packing my things, and I didn't hear my phone in the house. ”

Su Mu hesitated to explain to Ling Feng, but Ling Feng didn't question anything, and after listening to Su Mu, he muttered a little tempered:

"Are you sure you'll leave tomorrow?"

"Yes, the tickets have been bought, but the high-speed train to the airport has not been bought, and I am still discussing this matter with Leduo before. ”

"Are you ready for everything? You brain, you forget everything when you go out, if you don't take me, can you remember to take everything?"

Originally, Su Mu was still a little apprehensive, and she still looked a little resistant to Ling Feng, but when Ling Feng finished saying this, she almost couldn't control herself from laughing.

This guy was either angry or jealous, because she didn't take him with her when she went out this time.

However, Ling Feng's words are really not nonsense, since she was with Ling Feng, almost all her valuables have been handed over to Ling Feng for safekeeping, what ID cards, travel cards, change, keys...... Almost every time she went out, her pockets were empty, even if she carried a suitcase, Ling Feng had to help her carry it, and she had to hold him, for fear that she would not know when she would lose herself.

However, before he met Ling Feng, Su Mu was really not like this. When he started traveling by saving money from college, Su Mu's ability to take care of himself can be said to be increasing day by day. I went to an unfamiliar place by swimming in the lake and climbing the mountain, and I didn't have any problems except for being cheated of the fare once. But she didn't know what was going on with her, after she started to fall in love with Ling Feng, she seemed to have lost her brain, she couldn't look at things and always lost them, and there were often all kinds of problems, as if she couldn't live without Ling Feng.

This is really the first time such a thing has happened to Su Mu, in the past days, Su Mu has always been in the role of taking care of Beirao, and he is rarely taken care of by others like this. It's really uncomfortable to get used to it, because it makes me look like a fool, but I have to do it, and sometimes it's really good.

So she finally began to understand why some girls like the feeling of being spoiled, this feeling is really too easy to indulge, she is even a little scared, if a Ling Feng breaks up with her and talks, her future boyfriend will not be able to accept it if Ling Feng is not so good to her.

Then she may really not be able to get married.

Although Su Mu advocates not getting married, in her opinion, marriage is completely undesirable for people like her, and may even become a burden, but today, she begins to understand that Rao's thoughts are really changing, just like no one can guarantee that she will only love one person for the rest of her life, and she can't guarantee that she will have the urge to marry one day, even if it doesn't have any love, just find a suitable person and live together.

Therefore, before doing things, you must always leave yourself a way back.

Su Mu was complacent about this discovery, and completely forgot that she was talking to Ling Feng on the phone at this time, and by the time she came to her senses in her own world, Ling Feng had already called her hoarsely several times.

"Su Mu, what the hell are you doing, why have you been wandering all the time lately?"

"Huh? ah...... Yes...... That ......"

Being yelled at by Ling Feng like this, Su Mu didn't know how she was going to explain, she didn't say a word for a while, so angry that Ling Feng began to yell again:

"What are you talking to this and that, you always can't answer the conversation with you, are you serious about talking to me?"

"I have, I really have, I just don't know what to do with you. ”

"Then you won't be direct?"

"What? I've told you several times that I can take care of myself, but you just don't believe it, and every time you rush to help me do things, then you haven't given me a chance to show myself, how do you know that I can't do anything?"

Although he didn't figure it out by himself, as soon as Ling Feng opened his mouth to answer her like this, Su Mu immediately came to his senses. This made her feel as if she was the kind of person who specialized in raising the bar, and there must be someone next to her to help her when she quarreled, otherwise there would be no way to exert her full strength.

However, when Ling Feng heard her rebuttal, he didn't have time to think about how to continue, and after snorting coldly, he said directly:

"Who used to look for this and that when I was on video, I was looking for my phone everywhere, and my ID card was gone. The house is messy and you can find things no matter how messy they are, but the most common thing I say to your mother at night is 'Mom, do you see anything about me?'" At your usual level, you can't lose yourself when you go out?"

"Hey, it's not the first time I've been out of the house, okay, I've been going out by myself for a month every year for the two years before I met you, okay?"

"So you have to waste a lot of money, you can't find the way and won't ask, you will only take a taxi, you don't know what you bought, you don't even have a budget, you can buy what you like, and you welcome..."

"Hey, who doesn't have a budget? Then I have so much money for the trip, and I'll come back when I run out. ”

Before Ling Feng could finish, Su Mu immediately interrupted Ling Feng's words with a red face, and wanted to defend himself a little crampedly. However, Ling Feng didn't give Su Mu a chance at all, and continued mercilessly:

"Stop, with all the money you've wasted, you'll have enough to play, and you won't be making excuses for you stupid pig. ”

Originally, being like this by Ling Feng, Su Mu really felt that he was a little unreasonable, but after Ling Feng added the last sentence, Su Mu immediately came to his senses, and said to Ling Feng through gritted teeth:

"Who are you stupid? Who are you a pig? Are you living enough?"

"Just you, you stupid pig, what if you don't have me. ”

If this sentence falls on the ears of other girls, it is barely a sentence that boys use to confess their hearts. Maybe Ling Feng was like this when he was there, thinking that this was expressing his feelings and his romance. But unfortunately, the object of his confession was Su Mu, and the environment in which he confessed was not as calm and ordinary as he imagined, so when Su Mu heard this, she didn't feel any happiness or happiness, on the contrary, she began to worry about her previous worries, and one day they would become reality.

How far the two of them can go, how long they can go, it's all unknown, if she really gets used to Ling Feng's care little by little during this period and loses herself, what should she do if it comes to the point where she has to break up?

This is not an important issue, after all, whoever leaves can continue to live, it's just that after separation, the painful time is long and short, the important part of the problem is that she can accept that the relationship has faded after a long time, or Ling Feng suddenly wants to open and feels that the two of them are not suitable, and even she can accept that when Ling Feng has a better development, she feels that she is not worthy of herself, but she just can't accept that Ling Feng fell in love with other girls when she was with her, and started a new relationship behind her back.

In the past, she didn't believe that such a thing would happen, because Ling Feng had always given her the feeling that she had to be, which still made her feel very secure, but since those things happened, she couldn't believe that Ling Feng could really love her completely.

Although she also felt that she should give Ling Feng a chance, after all, she had had a similar thing with Ling Feng at the beginning, since she had chosen to forgive him and continue to be with him, she should try to believe him again. But after practicing, she found that it was very difficult to trust someone again, and what made her even more difficult was that Ling Feng didn't seem to have accepted the lesson at all, and didn't think about what to do in the past to make Su Mu believe in him again. In Su Mu's opinion, all his performances were almost completely different from before, as if these things were over and over, because Su Mu didn't ask him to make up for her, so he didn't need to do anything to make up for his harm to Su Mu, and he didn't have to pay attention to his words

After a long time, when Su Mu was close to collapse, she finally realized that the reason why Ling Feng became the way she was completely caused by her connivance. Every time Ling Feng did something to hurt her, Su Mu didn't let Ling Feng pay any other price except crying and cold war and breaking up, and no matter how fierce she was, Ling Feng rarely coaxed her, and even kept accusing her most of the time, and most importantly, no matter what the process was, it was Su Mu who compromised in the end, even if Ling Feng tortured her to the point of physical and mental exhaustion, and she wanted to die, in the end, she still chose to forgive him, and he didn't pay any price for hurting him at all.

In addition to gradually consuming all Su Mu's feelings and trust in him.

And in Su Mu's opinion, these things didn't mean anything to Ling Feng at all

So in fact, if she regretted it, Su Mu also regretted it a little, and she would also think that if she hadn't indulged Ling Feng like this, maybe the two of them wouldn't have developed to this extent. If this incident happened for the first time and he was directly and thoroughly separated from Ling Feng, then maybe Ling Feng would understand how to respect his partner and how to respect the love between the two of them when he got along with other girls in the future.

But there are not so many ifs in this world, things happen when they happen, and if they are not handled well, they are not handled well, and there is no chance to do it all over again.

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