Although there was a big gap in his heart, Su Mu did not show any of his true feelings, but instead cooperated with Ling Feng:

"Yes, yes, I can't do without you, now you're satisfied, right?"

Hearing Su Mu's words, Ling Feng's attitude finally improved slightly, and then he was concerned about the things that Su Mu should bring when he went out, and made sure that Su Mu put them all in his bag before he went to eat with his roommate.

After hanging up Ling Feng's phone, Su Mu huddled next to his luggage with his knees hugged, and couldn't help but fall into deep thought again

She still remembers very well that when she went out with her mother last year, they were both thinking about each other's ideas and compromising for each other, so there were many places where she didn't have a good time. This is also why Su Mu doesn't like to hang out with other people, and more importantly, she is actually in a hurry to prepare this time, she didn't do so many strategies, but she just discussed some with Le Duo and the two of them, and the two of them didn't give any particularly clear plans, so she was very worried about what problems would arise on the road.

Le Duo and Weiyang are her best friends, and it is precisely because of this that she hopes that the three of them can travel more perfectly and leave no regrets. It's just that sometimes the more she worries about something, the more something will happen, and Su Mu knows this very well, which makes her have to start worrying about what will happen between them.

It's not that she doesn't want to make a clear strategy, it's just that because she was affected by the last time she went out on a trip with her mother, she found that when she had a companion, most of the strategies she did were useless, and she often changed her itinerary because of the impromptu wishes of her companions, so that all the subsequent trips would be affected. So this time, she simply listened to the opinions of the two of them, summarized the ideas of the two of them, and clarified the general place she wanted to go, and then did not make any preparations.

This is not a bad thing, but don't look at Su Mu's usual dislike of making plans, always shouting "plans don't change quickly", but for travel, it is very exceptional. So looking at her brief notes, she was very uncertain, and she could only worry and pray in her heart that things would not happen too much.

Friendship and love are actually the same, and it is difficult to withstand any tests. Therefore, Su Mu never made any assumptions to test any kind of feelings. Although she advocates freedom and will not use any means to decide the beginning and end of a relationship, she will want to manage a relationship more than others, because very few people can really make Su Mu take it to heart.

It was precisely because of this that Su Mu's attitude towards Ling Feng had always been very hesitant. She knows it's hard to start a relationship, and it's especially hard for her. Coupled with her personality of liking the new and not getting tired of the old, after a relationship starts, she will only want to work hard to maintain it, no matter how bad it is in the end, she will rarely take the initiative to give up. So much so that when facing Ling Feng, although she felt that she had been hurt a lot and had thought about breaking up many times, as long as Ling Feng showed weakness, she would be soft-hearted.

It's not that she doesn't know that she may be hurt more if she continues like this, but she really can't resist it, and in the end, she can only blame herself.

Su Mu had been sitting on the ground for a long time, and it wasn't until Leduo sent her a message that her phone kept ringing for a while, and then she got up from the ground

, and then I forgot to talk to Leduo in the south and north of the sea, completely forgetting the time, if it wasn't for Ling Feng to send her a message after class, she estimated that she would be able to talk to Leduo until the second high-speed rail.

However, after Ling Feng interrupted them, it was not without any benefit, at least the two of them suddenly remembered that they had not bought tickets for the high-speed rail until now, and even what time the plane took off, the two of them had forgotten to talk.

After hurriedly choosing a high-speed rail ticket with Leduo, Su Mu began to sort out her things again. Ling Feng called the video and found that she hadn't cleaned up such things all afternoon, so she couldn't wait to buy a ticket and come back to help her clean up.

"You're really capable, you haven't finished packing up such things all afternoon, what the hell are you doing?"

Hearing Ling Feng's slightly reproachful tone, Su Mu rolled his eyes unceremoniously and said to Ling Feng:

"Why do you care about me so much, and I'm not about to get on the high-speed rail, why am I in a hurry?"

"Even if you're not in a hurry, can't you finish one thing and do another?

"It's very difficult for me, okay? I'm a half-hearted kind of person, I can multitask, you care about me?"

"What kind of bar are you carrying with me, what's the matter, it's wrong to let you pack your things?"

"I don't have anything to do, it's okay when I'm done, what do you always urge me to do? Besides, I don't have anything else to do now that I'm done, what's wrong with me delaying for a while?"

"Okay, okay, you have a reason. It's all yours, satisfied, then you clean up, call me when you're done. ”

Su Mu guessed that Ling Feng would go to play a game when she hung up the antelope, so she didn't think about calling Ling Feng at all. After Ling Feng hung the antelope words, she covered the suitcase, then ran back to the bed, read the book for a while, and went to sleep.

By the time Su Mu woke up, the color had completely darkened, and the mobile phone showed that there were several missed calls from Ling Feng, and Su Mu didn't see it clearly in a daze, so he called back directly.

"Hey ......"

Ling Feng originally wanted to lose his temper, but as soon as he heard Su Mu's voice that he hadn't woken up yet, no matter how angry he was, he couldn't let it out. So he had no choice but to grit his teeth, swallow back all the words he wanted just now, and then said to Su Mu:

"Are you sleeping?"

"Well, I woke up too early in the morning, and I felt sleepy when I read a book, and then I dreamed that I was going to go out with that book. ”

Su Mu closed her eyes and told Ling Feng what she had just dreamed about, and even she felt strange when she thought about it, how could she dream of it. But maybe it's because every time she goes out, she has to go to the famous local bookstore, and then buy a lot of books to send home, she never lacks books to read on the way, but even so, she still has to take one with her every time she goes out, even if she can only read a page when she is outside.

This is like Su Mu has to have five or six lipsticks in her bag every time she goes out, even if Su Mu doesn't wear them, she will definitely carry a few in her bag. Because as long as there is lipstick, Su Mu will feel very down-to-earth, so even if she doesn't bring the key, she won't wear lipstick. And so on, as long as she goes far away, Su Mu must carry a book in her bag, if she doesn't bring it, she will definitely feel very uncomfortable when she takes the first high-speed train, if there is no bookstore in the waiting room, after she gets off the bus and arrives at the hotel, the first thing is to find a bookstore, buy a book and put it in the suitcase.

Sometimes Su Mu felt that she really had a lot of strange preferences, and perhaps it was because of this reason that Su Mu didn't like to be close to Don Rao, for fear that others would find out about her habits and think she was very strange, so even in front of Ling Feng, there were many habits that she deliberately suppressed, for fear that it would affect the relationship between the two of them.

That's why until now, her parents don't know enough about her. And this also gave Ling Feng a big illusion, thinking that she was mature and more attractive than those girls of the same age.

Su Mu didn't know exactly how she left such an impression on Ling Feng, so that when something went wrong later, she didn't know where to start, she didn't even have the ability to explain to Ling Feng when and for what reason she felt inferiority, and she didn't have the courage to tell him that she wasn't what he imagined.

Su Mu had always emphasized to Ling Feng that two people needed to be honest when they were together, but in fact, she had never been honest about herself. Maybe she had told Ling Feng what kind of person she was from the beginning, and the two of them wouldn't have become what they were now. It's just that there are too many regrettable things in this world, but people don't have the ability to change history.

After listening to Su Mu's words, Ling Feng snorted in disgust, and then said to her:

"You always take a book with you when you go out, but I never see you read it once. ”

Ling Feng's words made Su Mu blush, and even a little speechless, but once it touched on her extremely private matter, Su Mu's reaction ability was also unusually fast, so she only paused slightly, and immediately retorted to Ling Feng:

"That's not because you, every time it takes up my time and I can't do what I want to do. ”

"Then I think you're quite happy, and you didn't struggle. ”

"Isn't it because you want me to do this, so I'm trying to cooperate with your mother? If I don't cooperate, someone is afraid that they will lose their temper again, right?"

"Wife...... Do I really like to lose my temper with you?"

"Yes, since you started school, your attitude towards me has been getting worse and worse, so...... I have a very serious matter to ask you. ”

The topic was mentioned here, although she was very frightened, afraid that the answer she would get was the same as she thought, and also afraid that Ling Feng was just perfunctory and deceiving her, Su Mu still couldn't hold back and asked the biggest question in her heart.

"Tell me, is it because you have other girls you like to have such a bad attitude towards me during this time?"

Ling Feng didn't expect Su Mu to ask in this direction at all, he was subconsciously startled, and for a moment he even suddenly felt that Su Mu seemed to have discovered something.

And it was because of this momentary pause that the seeds of doubt were planted in Su Mu's heart.

Do you want to cry?

Of course, she had been trying to hide these doubts in her heart, these doubts that she didn't want to think of the most, but everything Ling Feng did seemed to force her to think in this way. Su Mu remembered that someone had never asked her boyfriend similar questions, because when she asked, the truth was already similar to what she thought. Su Mu was willing to believe that he didn't have any substantive relationships with those girls, but if nothing really happened, she wouldn't believe it anyway.

So Su Mu began to regret it.

Why did she just refuse to be at peace with him? Why did she have to pick up all the unbearable fig leafs and expose those disgusting and unforgiving things to their eyes? This is not good for her at all, why did she do this?

Just as Su Mu's tears were falling silently, Ling Feng said to Su Mu in a hoarse voice:

"You believe me, absolutely not, I haven't done anything to be sorry for you. ”

"Hmm. ”

Su Mu almost used all his strength to barely manage such a "hmm" word, and Ling Feng also heard that Su Mu was crying, and the whole Rao state began to become bad. He tried to explain all kinds of things to Su Mu, and Su Mu also kept agreeing with "mmmmmmmm

That was the first time Ling Feng felt panicked, as if he had a premonition, feeling that this time he would definitely lose Su Mu. So he changed his way to another way, and the whole person became serious, and even seemed to be a little angry, and said to Su Mu:

"You believe me, I didn't do what I didn't do, and I don't like it when someone wrongs me. ”

"Well, I didn't disbelieve you. ”

Su Mu didn't change anything because of the change in his attitude, he was still in the same state as before, looking absent-minded. And because he was also guilty in his heart, Ling Feng couldn't lose any more temper, so he could only forcibly end this topic.

He thought very well, thinking that he would definitely be able to prove himself to Su Mu in the days to come, and he would also be able to make Su Mu trust himself again. But he obviously forgot how much Su Mu had been hurt when she was betrayed last time, so that she had no way to accept any betrayal, not even the person who loved her, and couldn't give 100% sincerity. He has always wanted to find a chance to prove himself, but once Su Mu decided to talk about things, she really didn't want to give anyone a chance to overturn her conclusions. Because in her opinion, even if it is overthrown, it is useless, the damage has been done, and there is no way to make up for it. She has no way to think about whether the future will be good or bad, what she can think about is to stay away from those who have hurt her in the future, and then farther away. So she was very decisive when she deleted the contact information of her ex's friend, and even deleted all the people she knew with him except for her roommates. She didn't need these people who had hurt her to do anything to make amends for her in the days to come, as long as these people didn't show up in her life and made her keep reminiscing about those painful days in the past.

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