(3) Do you want her to change her plans?
After that, the two of them fell into a very common silence, and after I don't know how long, Ling Feng suddenly suppressed his voice and asked Su Mudao:
"When are you coming back?"
"I'm not sure, but Leduo is confirmed, it's April 3rd to go home, I may stay with Weiyang for a while. ”
"You two aren't coming back together?"
Ling Feng suddenly realized one thing when he asked this question, he had never asked Su Mu everything related to these things since he knew what Su Mu had planned, he didn't know what Su Mu had planned, and he was even sure that she would go out tomorrow or what happened last night. So he seemed to suddenly understand the reason why Su Mu's attitude would also change.
Their recent penchant for quarrels, their penchant for blaming each other for their mistakes, and their penchant for putting the blame on each other's shoulders makes them ignore each other's lives, ignore each other's feelings, and even ignore the fact that they like each other or not. And for each other, quarrels are not important things, the most important thing is that they don't feel each other's feelings, and when the pay and return are no longer equal, few people will be so selfless.
Nor are the two of them selfless.
Thinking of this, Ling Feng couldn't help but feel a sense of guilt in his heart. But maybe because he also loves face, he doesn't want to go to these things with Su Mu. He thought that maybe he would pay back everything he owed Su Mu in the future, but this idea was certainly good, but whether it could be realized or not, even Ling Feng himself couldn't guarantee it.
After all, before all the possibilities become a reality, everything is just an idea, and the only meaning of the idea is to comfort yourself.
However, Ling Feng didn't understand this truth.
Su Mu really didn't care about this matter, maybe because she was used to chatting, she actually rarely talked to Ling Feng about these things. She rarely had the urge to share her life with Ling Feng, and when it was not necessary, she and Ling Feng basically didn't have any normal chat, but they were all assembly line like reporting itineraries.
So she didn't care about anything, and when she heard Ling Feng ask, she went back directly:
"That's right, her annual leave is seven, I have more time, I can stay with Weiyang for two more, it's not easy for the two of us to meet once, and we can stay together for two or three at most at the comic show, and there is no way to have fun, this time it's also because she is in Xi'an, so we went. ”
As soon as he heard Su Mu's explanation, Ling Feng didn't know why, he suddenly felt a little unbalanced in his heart, he held his phone tightly and thought for a while, before he could barely squeeze out a sentence.
"Can you come to me on the Qingming Festival?
When Ling Feng finished saying this, Su Mu couldn't believe his ears.
She clearly remembered that before this, when Ling Feng first mentioned to her that the Qingming Festival would be a holiday, the two of them had obviously discussed this issue. At that time, it was Ling Feng's own, maybe he wouldn't come back during the Qingming Festival, stay at school with his classmates, and maybe go out to play.
At that time, Su Mu hadn't decided to resign yet, so when she heard Ling Feng's decision, she was both angry and disappointed. Of course, she understands that boys at this age like to play, and it is normal for everyone to go out and play together during a holiday, and she understands it very well. But understanding is understanding, she really can't accept it, Ling Feng didn't treat her as the first choice, he didn't discuss it with her before making any decisions, and only came to inform her after the result was confirmed.
It's okay to play, it's nothing, but Ling Feng is a person with a girlfriend, the two of them are still in different places, and there is not much time to meet, Su Mu thought that when Ling Feng had a holiday, he would think about himself and want to meet him. She didn't feel that this was a moral kidnapping at all, she felt that this was a responsibility as a boyfriend, even if Ling Feng didn't take this as a responsibility, didn't he have a little feeling of wanting to see her?
That Su Mu didn't lose her temper with Ling Feng, not because of anything else, but because she really felt too tired, she didn't have the energy to quarrel, it was already midnight, she had to go to work for the second time, if the two of them quarreled, one or two times they couldn't finish arguing, she had already had such an experience before, she didn't sleep well all night, she slowed down a few times. She really didn't want to go through it again, so she kept it to herself.
But not quarreling does not mean that this matter has no impact on Su Mu, and when discussing the itinerary with Le Duo later, Le Duo asked her if she could be sure that when she came back at this time, she deliberately wanted to stay longer.
When Ling Feng went out to play, he must not take care of her, this kind of thing has happened many times. She is already very experienced, so she knows very well that if she goes back, it will be very boring to be at home alone, so it is better to stay with Weiyang more.
It's not that she can't adapt to living alone, she must have someone to accompany her. After all, before she met Ling Feng, she had been living alone for a long time, she enjoyed her life by herself, and she was also very used to watching movies, eating, and shopping by herself. So she just couldn't accept the fact that Ling Feng didn't put her as the first choice, she would be very worried, if she was home alone, she would be on the tip of the horns and keep thinking about these things.
Then things may get complicated, if that's the case, then she might as well stay in Weiyang a little longer, not only to get together more with her good sisters, but also to get to know Xi'an more time, and to avoid her own cranky thoughts, so why not?
It's just that Su Mu never thought that when she had already determined her itinerary, Ling Feng would come to such a show.
In fact, in fact, Ling Feng really came up with a temporary idea. He had indeed made an appointment with his friends before to hang out with them, but when he heard that Su Mu wanted to accompany Weiyang, he somehow suddenly felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and then he blurted out this sentence without thinking about it.
After that, Ling Feng actually regretted it a little, first of all, if Su Mu agreed to talk, then he really didn't know how to talk to his friends, after all, he had already promised them, and suddenly he didn't go, he wanted to accompany his girlfriend, he was really a little embarrassed. But if Su Mu didn't agree, he would feel lost and angry, because Su Mu obviously had a lot of time to spend with him, but her first choice turned out to be her friend instead of him.
He really couldn't accept this fact, but he forgot that he was the first person to choose to forget the other party.
After that, similar things happened many times, Su Mu was able to endure it at first, but then she found that Ling Feng was completely unaware of his problem, so after enduring it a few times, Su Mu began to try to reason with Ling Feng and tell him that there was something wrong with him. However, perhaps it was because Su Mu had endured too many times before, so that it had created a fixed impression on Ling Feng, making him feel that this was a normal state, so when Su Mu tried to reason with him, he felt that it was completely Su Mu's problem, that Su Mu asked too much, not that he didn't do enough.
Sometimes Su Mu would also feel regretful, feeling that if he had made it clear to Ling Feng at the beginning of the problem, instead of constantly forgiving him because he felt his age, the two of them would not have developed to this extent. But there were so many times she regretted it, she didn't even think about regrets, she only thought about how to leave Ling Feng.
Forbearance is limited, and after being disappointed too many times, love will be consumed. Su Mu never thought that she would develop like this with Ling Feng, she had also tried to give Ling Feng a chance, and give him a little more time, and she also understood that some habits really could not be changed in a moment, but after giving Ling Feng a chance, he would always let her find other things that she couldn't accept, and he didn't change much about those things before, and even when the two of them quarreled because of this matter, he didn't feel that he had done anything wrong at all, and wanted to change it entirely because Su Mu wanted him to deserve, which made Su Mu more and more disappointed, and in the end he could only keep breaking up with Ling Feng。
Ling Feng never believed that Su Mu wanted to break up with him because he didn't love him anymore, he always felt that Su Mu had always wanted to break up because he wanted to take advantage of such an opportunity and reason to make him love her a little more. When Su Mu first heard him admit this idea, she felt that his idea was too naïve, and she tried to tell him that it was not for such a reason, but no matter what she was, he was unwilling to admit it.
Su Mu didn't understand what she didn't want to admit about this, she even felt that Ling Feng should have felt it a long time ago. After all, when she loved him and when she didn't, the contrast was too obvious, and Ling Feng couldn't have noticed it. She just didn't understand why Ling Feng could keep feeling that she was doing this because she wanted him to love her a little more.
It was true that this was true before, but in the past, no matter what, most of what she showed was that she loved him, but now Su Mu is not willing to continue pretending to be any longer, and her attitude is obviously much worse, how can he still think that she has such a purpose?
In fact, Su Mu didn't know Ling Feng's thoughts very well all along, although when something went wrong, she could accurately predict what Ling Feng would do, almost exactly the same, but she still didn't dare to understand him herself. Because she felt that when Ling Feng was doing everything, she had no way to understand the purpose and significance of what he was doing, and she couldn't even understand why he had such thoughts. And it is precisely because there is no way to understand that the problems between the two of them accumulate more and more, and there is no way to solve them.
No one thought that things would happen to this point, after all, at the beginning, Ling Feng really wanted to marry Su Mu, and wanted to marry her wholeheartedly, no matter what happened, Su Mu also wanted to marry Ling Feng, although she knew that this idea would not be realized at all, and she didn't want to believe it. But this kind of thought has changed its flavor over time, Su Mu didn't know why Ling Feng still wanted to insist on marrying her, but she knew that she really didn't want to marry Ling Feng in this situation and live such a life.
Giving up Ling Feng was indeed a little unfair to Ling Feng in Su Mu's opinion, but when it came to pursuing happiness, everyone had the right to be selfish, not to mention that Su Mu didn't hurt anyone else by making such a choice, and if it wasn't for Ling Feng doing those things that made her unacceptable, she wouldn't have such a choice.
Of course, many things are cumulative, Su Mu didn't hurt Ling Feng, it was also impossible, and Ling Feng didn't completely forgive Su Mu, every time something went wrong, he would also mention these things. It was precisely because of this that Su Mu felt that the two of them really shouldn't continue to be together, and kept insisting on wanting to give up.
However, things have not yet developed to this extent, and when Su Mu heard that Ling Feng had such thoughts, she directly asked:
"Aren't you going out with your friends, I think I'm not going back since you're all out playing. ”
Ling Feng was already very uncomfortable in his heart, as soon as he heard that the reason why Su Mu made this decision was the decision he had made before, he was so angry that he couldn't school it, but when he thought about it carefully, he really didn't have a place where he could lose his temper, which made him feel even more bored in his heart, and he couldn't help but have a bad attitude towards Su Mu.
"Then can't you ask me first, what if things change? It's all a long time ago, and who can be sure that nothing will change in this matter?"
"But if there was a change, wouldn't you tell me directly, since there is no then no, I can't always ask you so uninterestingly if you are not going, right?"
Only at this time, Ling Feng was extremely tired of Su Mu's ability of logical analysis, he didn't know how to refute her after thinking about it for a while, and finally only one sentence:
"I asked you if you would come, I wanted to climb the Great Wall, I have never been, can you come with me. ”
To be honest, when he heard Ling Feng's option, Su Mu almost blurted out the words of refusal. First of all, because she is already with Weiyang, she may leave late and accompany her a few more, and then there is the fact that she has climbed the Great Wall before, she admits that the scenery is very good, but her body is really unbearable.
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