(3) The enthusiasm in her eyes was extinguished

Ling Feng didn't notice Su Mu's small movements, because all his attention was on whether Su Mu had any intention of escaping. Although he was also worried that Su Mu would get sick in the rain like this, compared to these, he was more worried that if Su Mu was let go now, she would never come back.

He couldn't say why he didn't want Su Mu to go, in fact, he hadn't had a heartbeat for Su Mu for a long time, he seemed to be just used to Su Mu's existence, and even used to arguing with her, and listening to her, putting these aside, he really didn't know how much affection he had left for her.

But despite this, he still didn't want Su Mu to leave him. As soon as he thought that if he broke up with Su Mu, Su Mu would become someone else's woman, he almost couldn't control the anger rising in his heart.

This feeling is too uncommon for him, except for this matter, there seems to be nothing that can make him angry to this extent when he thinks about it, so it is impossible for him to let Su Mu go, even if it is possible in the future, it is absolutely impossible now. Even if there is only quarrel left together, it is absolutely impossible for him to let Su Mu go now.

Su Mu didn't understand Ling Feng's thoughts very much, in all his performances, she couldn't see that Ling Feng had any feelings that cared about her and liked her, didn't the two of them rely on these feelings to support them together? Now that this kind of relationship is gone, why doesn't he let her go? There are more people in this world who are better than her and more suitable for him than her, and besides, he has already had so many ambiguous objects before, can't he just find someone to replace her? Why do you have to torture her?

It's not good for him, is it? The two of them will only look at each other unpleasantly, and will only find all kinds of reasons to quarrel, and the happiness between lovers has not been experienced between the two of them for a long time, and sometimes even chatting and playing games have become a kind of perfunctory, so why is there any need for this relationship to continue?

Is it just for those promises that came before?

That's too ridiculous, the promises he left at the beginning really didn't be fulfilled, and in Su Mu's opinion, those are the most important things, these haven't been done at all, but they have to stick to the promise of not breaking up, what's the point?

Is it any good for him to force her to accept him? Her grievances cannot be vented, so she can only keep piling up, and in the end, she will only take revenge on him? Such a simple truth, children understand, why does he not understand it?

When Su Mu was about to go home, the fierce rain had already subsided a lot, and by the time the two of them were deadlocked, the torrential rain had stopped. However, in the tugging, Ling Feng's umbrella no longer knew where it was thrown, so when the rain stopped, both of them were watered very thoroughly, especially Su Mu, whose clothes were as if they had been washed and not wrung out, and they kept dripping water.

But she didn't feel anything at all.

The instincts of her body made her tremble in the cold temperature, and her limbs gradually stiffened. The same was true for Ling Feng, but because he had only been drenched in the rain for a while, and he was still dressed more than Su Mu, he didn't have such a big reaction. It's just that he felt it and knew that he was very cold in this situation, so he also noticed Su Mu's pale lips, which made him have to give up the stalemate with Su Mu and want to send her home first.

Quarrels are quarrels, and they can always be reconciled anyway, but if Su Mu is sick, and the person who is affected is still him, it is better to let her go home first, in case she catches a cold, and it can be regarded as reducing some burden on herself.

Thinking of this, Ling Feng took advantage of Su Mu's inattention and grabbed her arm, wanting to send her home. Su Mu realized his intention, but she didn't want to go home with him, so she tried her best to break free and wanted to keep her distance from him.

At this time, Su Muke didn't care who Ling Feng was, her whole body was trapped in her own world, and she couldn't accept anyone's touch at all, so she struggled very hard, she didn't care about Ling Feng's situation at all, and she didn't listen to Ling Feng say a word. The two of them pulled and pulled like this for a while, and they didn't move at all, which made Ling Feng impatient, so he couldn't help but increase the strength of his hands.

Although Ling Feng was very thin, he was a boy after all, and Su Mu was already thin and small, so as soon as Ling Feng's strength increased, Su Mu couldn't bear it at all, and the arm he held almost seemed to be about to be used by him. Su Mu really couldn't accept such a pull, so she repeated her old tricks and wanted to bite Ling Feng again.

This time, Ling Feng sensed Su Mu's intentions, and in order to prevent Su Mu from biting him, he suddenly let go of his hand, and by the way, he also pushed Su Mu, trying to get her away from him. And just this push just pushed Su Mu to the ground.

The moment he sat on the ground, Su Mu seemed to wake up in an instant. Feeling the cold temperature on the ground, her whole heart went cold. Ling Feng was also taken aback by this sudden change, and immediately wanted to help Su Mu up, but Su Mu didn't give him a chance at all, desperately trying to avoid him.

After repeating it a few times, Ling Feng didn't know why, and suddenly felt that Su Mu's series of actions could be described as "shameless", so his attitude became impatient again, and there were faint signs of wanting to lose his temper.

In the past, in this situation, no matter who the problem was, Su Mu's attitude would immediately improve, trying to ease the relationship between the two people, even if Ling Feng was wrong, she was still angry, and she would be coquettish with Ling Feng to make peace, and she would not continue to argue about who was right and who was wrong. Maybe after repeating this a few times, it left a strange impression on Ling Feng, that is, as long as he was angry and lost his temper with her, she would be obedient immediately, so he would often use this trick to deal with what he thought was Su Mu's bad temper.

This had happened too many times, and this solution had been tried and tested repeatedly, so Ling Feng had already formed a habit. This time he wanted to do the same, but he didn't expect that even though he had clearly shown his anger and impatience, and even clearly showed his disgust for her vexatious trouble, Su Mu did not change her attitude, nor did he change her approach, and still insisted on refusing his approach.

To be honest, when Ling Feng found out about this, he was very panicked for a moment, but what he panicked about was that he seemed to have lost control of Su Mu, and he still didn't realize that the reason why Su Mu did that before was because she wanted to maintain the relationship between the two of them, not because she was afraid that he would leave or something. Su Mu had always hoped that Ling Feng would understand that everything she had done was to hope that the two of them could go longer, and that she could get better with him, not because she was afraid of him and afraid of leaving him. However, Ling Feng never understood this matter, and even seemed to be more and more convinced of that wrong thought, which made Su Mu's grievances more and more nowhere to vent, and also made her feel more and more wronged.

She had always felt that the two of them would become like this before, not only because of Ling Feng alone, but also because she didn't handle it properly, and there were also things that she didn't think through. But the more she went on, the more she felt that none of her problems were important, and Ling Feng's own problems were the most important. These problems were not only caused by the influence of Su Mu when the two of them got along, but also his own inherent thoughts.

She still remembered that she had even yelled at Ling Feng when she was so angry, and she didn't know how his mother had instilled these thoughts in him and made him such a person. Although these words were said to be said in anger during the quarrel, to be honest, Su Mu really thought about this issue. Of course, she wouldn't talk about these things when she was calm, because she also knew that she was in such an environment, and she was not qualified to evaluate Ling Feng's parents' education methods for him, but perhaps because she was too angry, she didn't know how to argue with such an unreasonable person, so she chose to "say nothing".

In fact, in fact, if Su Mu was still engaged in the teaching profession, there would be no problem with her, after all, she was also qualified to be Ling Feng's teacher, so sometimes, perhaps because she was affected by the profession she was engaged in before, plus she had been exposed to sociology and psychology to some extent, which made her unconsciously analyze Ling Feng's character formation from these aspects.

Sometimes Su Mu felt that her behavior was very terrifying, she felt that no one would be like her, when getting along with her boyfriend, she would be so calm and use the knowledge she had learned to analyze his behavior. In her opinion, this is a sign of disrespect for him, but she really can't control herself.

And it was precisely because Su Mu couldn't control it like this that she would be annoyed by Ling Feng many times.

For example, when Su Mu saw some phenomena that she couldn't accept recently, she always wanted to make a few remarks, but this was something that never happened before, no matter what the circumstances, Su Mu would not easily express her opinion on a matter, because she would care a lot about what kind of impact what she said would have and how people would see her, so in order to avoid unnecessary trouble, almost no one could know her true thoughts.

So Su Mu's existence is like a good person, no matter what group she is in, she maintains a good relationship with everyone, neither too close, nor the kind of relationship that will be awkward when you meet. She used to be more or less proud of being able to maintain such an image, but recently, for some reason, she seems to have gradually changed her attitude and method of doing things. She began to express her opinions on what she felt was wrong, she no longer grieved her thoughts, she didn't care which side she would stand in, and she began to stop caring about what others thought of her.

It was like a relief to her, and she felt a sense of joy even though the previous shackles had been brought to her by herself. And it wasn't until later that she found out that the reason why she would do these things, the reason why she wanted to break free from this confinement, was that she had been forced too much by Ling Feng.

Yes, in Ling Feng's place, she had never gotten true happiness, and all the happiness she thought was actually just a lie she had made up for herself. The excuses and tears she used to make ends meet, although they contributed to her liberation in one way, but in another, they caused her more damage.

But Su Mu didn't know these at that time.

If she had known earlier, maybe she could have protected herself, but she was too stupid to get lost in the love that shouldn't have existed in the first place, and she was hurt so much.

She really wanted to put all the blame on Ling Feng, because too many grievances were brought to her by him. But what she had to admit was that she had given Ling Feng these opportunities, and it was she who had personally handed the dagger to Ling Feng and allowed him to stab the dagger repeatedly in the softest part of her heart.

In the final analysis, the culprit who caused all this was not only Ling Feng, but also herself.

Because Ling Feng was starting to feel impatient, he didn't make any more moves to help Su Mu. Seeing this, Su Mu immediately stood up from the ground, ignoring the dirt behind him, and walked straight in the direction of home.

At this moment, she didn't want to stay with Ling Feng for a second, she just wanted to hurry up to a place where there was no Ling Feng, as long as she was separated from Ling Feng and let her go wherever she went.

This time, Ling Feng didn't stop him, he followed Su Mu and kept walking, until Su Mu walked downstairs and didn't hesitate, didn't even look back once, and was ready to go upstairs, he finally said to Su Mu's back:

"You go home and clean up first, take a hot shower, then drink some hot water, don't catch a cold, we'll talk about it later. ”

Along the way, Ling Feng had actually thought of several solutions, and he had been thinking about what to do in order to make the impact of this incident a little smaller, a little smaller. At this time, he had already realized that something was wrong with Su Mu, and he also realized that his previous methods would not have any effect, so he had to think of other ways to keep Su Mu.

Su Mu didn't say that she had broken up before, even if something so serious happened in her eyes, she had never seen him like she did today. There was always a kind of enthusiasm in her eyes when she looked at him, which he had always liked, but just now, when she got up from the ground, he suddenly found that the enthusiasm in her eyes seemed to be extinguished suddenly.