(4) The three views are never in harmony

As expected, Su Mu didn't look back when he heard Ling Feng's words, and he didn't even stop his steps, and went straight upstairs. Ling Feng listened to her never-ending footsteps, and felt a sense of loss in his heart. He turned around and thought that he would forget it, go home first, but before he took two steps, he turned around again, took three steps and made two steps, rushed behind Su Mu, and hugged her in his arms.

"Wife, forgive me, I was wrong, I will never lie to you again. Just forgive me again, I really didn't mean to lie to you, I'm just afraid that you will get angry when you know it, and you will complain that I didn't accompany you, and go play by yourself, I beg you, don't break up, okay, I really won't lie to you again, will you believe me again this time?"

Ling Feng's sudden movement startled Su Mu, although she had already quickened her pace after hearing footsteps behind her, she still did not escape Ling Feng's confinement. Feeling Ling Feng's touch and hearing every word he said in her ear again, Su Mu's whole body began to tremble uncontrollably, but this time she didn't break free, she just kept the action of resisting him when he held her, and then let out a very soft crying "um".

She had heard this kind of assurance too many times, but each time there was a next time, and such deception never stopped. She didn't want to hear sorry, she wanted to be deserved, but why did this matter become so difficult when it came to Ling Feng?

Is it really so difficult to keep a promise? Is it really difficult for him to treat her wholeheartedly? Is it so difficult for him to choose between loving her alone? If you think that these things are very difficult and impossible to do, then just say that you can't do it, why do you want to work hard? Why do you give her hope? Why do you give her hope and then shatter it with your own hands?

Is this loving her? This is clearly stabbing her to Ling Chi one by one? What did she do to be treated like this by Ling Feng?

Is it just because he's young? Is it because she loves him? Isn't it too much for her?

And it's already like this, why can Ling Feng still say to her without scruples when they break up, that she owes him?

What does she owe him?

Owe him money?

From the time the two of them started to get along until now, Ling Feng had never spent a penny more for Su Mu, all the gifts were courtesy, and Su Mu was never willing to spend an extra penny on food and shopping, for fear that Ling Feng's mother would say that she had some purpose for him. What purpose could she have for him? Compared to other people who pursued Su Mu, Ling Feng had no stable income, no ability to give her a happy life, except for occasionally saying two nice words to make Su Mu happy, he had nothing, and even so, he rarely said those words, so what was there for Su Mu?

She just wanted to have a sweet relationship with him, from the beginning to the present, but since when did this beauty have all been ruined? Why did she become hysterical, why did she become so bad? Why did Ling Feng get bored and hated? And why did she need drugs to control her emotions?

Who can tell her why? What did she do wrong?

When Su Mu cried and told Leduo about these things, Leduo's heart was distressed and distressed. She knew that Su Mu had done nothing wrong, and she also knew how seriously Su Mu took this relationship, even if she often said that she was going to break up with Ling Feng, she couldn't fool anyone. Her eyes were full of love for Ling Feng before, even when she said that he was not good, even when she cried that she couldn't bear it, this kind of look never changed. Le Duo really knew Su Mu too well, so when she found that the light in her eyes was gone, she couldn't imagine how much Ling Feng had done to hurt her to make her become like this. Su Mu is known for her good temperament, who knows her doesn't praise her for her good personality and easy to get along with, but Ling Feng forced her to this extent, this has to be a ruthless person to do.

When Su Mu finished talking to Le Duo about all these things, Le Duo almost wanted to break Ling Feng's body into pieces. She never thought that Su Mu's seemingly beautiful feelings would hide the unbearable truth, and she was afraid that if Su Mu didn't break up at this time, she couldn't control herself to go to Japan to find Ling Feng and give Su Mu an explanation.

But she knew that even if Ling Feng didn't go to Japan, Su Mu wouldn't allow her to go to Ling Feng. She is like this, no matter how many wrong things Ling Feng does, she will habitually find excuses to help him maintain his image and dignity. Her character is like this, after she broke up with the boy in college before, Leduo is already very clear, so she is angry, angry that Su Mu refuses to think more about herself.

Although she can't control this kind of thing, but Su Mu is so old, can't she still control her behavior? Isn't it good to live alone without Ling Feng? When she is alone, she can do so many things, why must she give up so many of her preferences for the other party? Isn't it that he can't live without him, as for shifting all the focus of his life to the other party? Ling Feng is a child, it is normal to do this, she Su Mudu is a handful of years old, she is almost thirty years old, and she is still planting such a big heel in the matter of feelings, saying that it sounds good This is her serious and responsible for her feelings, isn't it stupid to say that it is not good?

Love is such a thing, even seventeen or eighteen-year-old children have begun to care about gains and losses, and interests, she is still selfless at the age of twenty-seven or eighteen, isn't this stupid?

He also kept saying that Ling Feng also loved her, why, to love her was to keep ambiguous with other girls again and again behind her back and then cry and beg her for forgiveness? To love her is to put her last in everything, and she doesn't care about her feelings and opinions at all if she doesn't open her mouth? To love her is to do everything according to his wishes, without considering what kind of impact he will bring to her by doing so?

Is this love?

If you have a little conscience, you won't do such a thing to a girl, right? It's already like this, Su Mu still has to speak for him, and his brain is either broken, or he can't ask for it.

Ling Feng didn't expect that Su Mu would answer him so quickly, nor did he expect that her answer would be "um". He thought that she would continue to accuse him, and he was ready to be scolded, but in the end, it was useless, which made him a little overwhelmed for a while, and he didn't know what he should continue to say.

So did Su Mu really forgive him?

So simply forgive him?What did she do before? Is it just vexatious, taking the opportunity to do this, asking him to come to her?

Su Mu didn't know what Ling Feng was thinking at this moment, but what she knew was that all her expectations and enthusiasm were completely extinguished in the heavy rain just now.

Although it is said that a person who will make your heart move will definitely make your heart move more than once, Su Mu admitted that he was indeed giving Ling Feng a chance over and over again, every time he said that he wanted to break up, but every time he was giving Ling Feng a chance. But this time, she didn't want to give him another chance.

Again and again, not again and again, she can't accept Ling Feng's theory, and it is impossible for the two of them to assimilate their opinions, so it really doesn't make sense to be together like this.

Almost at this moment, Su Mu had already thought of all the plans for the future. After returning home, Su Mu took a hot bath, then muted his mobile phone and fell asleep.

Su Mu rarely dreams, but this time, she had a long dream, in which there seemed to be thousands of troops chasing her behind her, and she ran desperately in order to escape. She didn't dare to look back to see who was at the front of the group, and she didn't have time to think about what all this was for, she only knew that she was going to escape, as long as she escaped to the place where the light existed, she could return to reality.

When the alarm clock rang the next morning, Su Mu took a long time to open her eyes, and she wanted to stretch her waist, but as soon as her hands were raised and her legs moved, she felt that her whole body was sore. So she had to wonder if she was running around in the real world when she dreamed of running last night, otherwise, how could she become like this?

Because she knew that Su Mu had been drenched in rain yesterday, as soon as there was movement in Su Mu's house, her grandfather immediately brought a bowl of ginger syrup.

"Why is it raining Yesterday, you didn't say a word after taking a bath and fell asleep, and I didn't drink the ginger syrup I boiled for you. ”

The smell of ginger seemed to become a little more pungent after being heated, Su Mu smelled the thing in his grandfather's hand, pouted and said:

"Grandpa, I don't want to drink it, this taste is too strong. ”

"Drink a little, go to the cold, you went out for so long yesterday, you didn't bring an umbrella, and when you came back, your clothes were wet like that, you must have been drenched in the rain for a long time, and your body can't stand this kind of waste." ”

Although Su Mu refused, in line with the principle of being good for Su Mu's health, Grandpa still wanted Su Mu to drink this thing.

Of course he knew that Su Mu didn't eat onions, ginger and garlic, but her body was really bad, she would definitely catch a cold when she was a little troubled, and it was common to catch a cold ten times or eight times a year, and during the New Year, she had a fever and burned a lot of weight, and if she continued like this, her body would definitely not be able to stand it. So despite Su Mu's objection, he still brought this bowl of soup to Su Mu.

"Ah, I really don't want to drink it, grandpa, why don't we drink chicken soup at night, I'll drink more chicken soup to make up for it, and then I won't drink this?"

"Can that be the same?"

"Oh, I promise I won't get wet again in the rain, so I won't drink it this time. You see I didn't have a cough or a runny nose, and I didn't show any signs of catching a cold, so I'm fine. It's so decided, drink chicken soup at night, I won't drink this. ”

Su Mu said with a hippie smile as he pushed the thing away from his eyes. Grandpa thought about it for a while, looked at her again, and finally took the bowl out and discussed with her grandma about making chicken soup at night.

After coaxing his grandfather away, Su Mu sneezed loudly, thinking that he must not catch a cold because of this, so Su Mu covered the quilt that he lifted back up, and he still wrapped himself tightly.

In the summer, although it was a little cold when it rained yesterday, but after the rain was clear, the weather was too hot, and after a while, Su Mu was sweating hot, but she still didn't get herself out of the quilt.

And she didn't touch her phone once.

Su Mu knew very well that at such a time, Ling Feng would definitely contact her, but she really didn't want to see these things.

What's the use of looking at lies that are false and won't come true at all?

would only keep reminding her how many bad things Ling Feng had done when she really wanted to be with her.

It's a bigger hurt to her, isn't it?

Ling Feng always said that these were Su Mu's own thoughts, and she thought about them herself, and they had nothing to do with him. It was Su Mu who maliciously speculated about him like this, and he didn't do anything, so there was no need to bear Su Mu's fantasies. Of course, Su Mu also retorted, after all, she believed in Ling Feng so much at the beginning, but Ling Feng never cherished her trust, and chose to spoil her trust again and again, and every time things were not resolved, so one by one, how could she trust him again?

But Ling Feng never felt like this, he never felt that those things had not been resolved, he felt that after apologizing, even if the matter was resolved, Su Mu mentioned it over and over again, it was really boring. Although he really didn't control himself after that, then again, it was the nature of a boy of his age to be playful, and it was difficult for him to take on any responsibility. He was already very restrained himself, and he gave everything Su Mu wanted as long as he wanted it for her. As for those that he didn't give, wouldn't Su Mu think about why he didn't give it to her? Of all the girls he came into contact with, none of them were as clingy as her, and she asked for so much, it was really a problem for him, but he didn't say it. After all, he didn't want to disappoint Su Mu, why couldn't Su Mu be considerate of her age, be more mature, and give him a little more freedom? In this way, the two of them would be a little happier, wouldn't they? He would also try to be good to her, at least voluntarily, instead of being forced by her to do it like this.

Such a simple truth, why doesn't Su Mu understand?