Zhuang Ya turned around and walked, but she always wanted to say something.

"By the way, the cup...... Eh, really, I don't know what to think, my brain always reacts so slowly, my brain has to turn more, turn more, otherwise it will degenerate, I know no. As he spoke, Ying Hanchu handed Zhuang Ya a cup.

Zhuang Ya took the cup with mixed feelings in her heart.

There was a thud, followed by the sound of the door closing.

There was a sudden "bang".

Zhuang Ya realized that her water cup had fallen, and there were debris on the ground, and Zhuang Ya immediately squatted down to pick it up, and noticed that her hand was also cut and bleeding, drop by drop.

But Zhuang Ya was thinking about other places and didn't pay attention.

Suddenly, behind him, there was a "bang", the door opened, Ying Hanchu looked at Zhuang Ya who was squatting with his back to the door, "You don't stop every day!"

When Zhuang Ya turned sideways, Ying Hanchu was startled when he saw the traces of bloodflow, and then grinned, and said unhappily, "I don't know how to sweep with a broom, my brain is really, be quiet!"

Then the door was closed.

Zhuang Ya didn't know how to think of the time in the hotel before, what she said later, she didn't have any impression, but Zhuang Ya remembered very clearly that before she was drunk, she still wanted to commit suicide.

(For details, see Chapter 064 of Volume 4 about the hotel.) ）

That's right, right now, she thought about it again, but she knew, just like staring in the direction of the master bedroom, the child's sleep, she didn't know how to feel all this.

She is no longer alone, alone, many times, she has to, but at this time, she is aggrieved and crying, sitting on the ground in decadence, and then, letting herself be wrapped in those pains and unhappiness.

Then he got tired of crying, and got up, cleaned up, and then washed his face, and lay down on the bed.

But Zhuang Ya couldn't sleep.

She looked down on herself.

What is it to be so confused, to deceive yourself.

No one knows what it's like for her to go to work in a daze these days, go home to sleep, but not sleep all night.

Probably in this state, three days later, Ying Hanchu at home was even more disgusted with herself, and she also had an inexplicable fever, and the high fever did not go away.

And the company was not satisfied with her, these days, the most important thing is that it was originally a little hello, so on the day of the fever, she called in agony and said to ask for leave.

I don't have any impression of what the other party said, I just remember, it seems to be myself, I won't go tomorrow, these few days are considered absenteeism, and I will do it by myself?

Naturally, the other party may not be ready to ask for themselves.

It's just that Zhuang Ya spoke to Han Chu, and for work, he still said against his will, "Oh, it's okay, he, leader, let me have a good rest, don't worry!"

"Hmph!" Ying Hanchu scoffed, "You think you're a big man, you can come when you want, you can leave when you want! I don't know my identity, I'm still resting, rest a ghost, when you're better, my job is gone! Buy medicine by yourself, eat it quickly, that's it, go out, remember to bring some food back, you're starving!"

Zhuang Ya didn't want to pay attention.

His eyes looked to the side, and his tears were pulled away.

I thought to myself, "If it's good, get a divorce, divorce." ”

She felt too wronged.

Seeing that he didn't move, Ying Hanchu chirped a few times, and after feeling that the temperature was too high, he said something like "pretending to be dead and not working".

Just muttering "Trouble!"

Then he pouted, and he went downstairs by himself.

Zhuang Ya was uncomfortable and fell asleep in a daze.

I only remember that Ying Hanchu seemed to have yelled a few times, and the bowl came over from the back and asked her to take medicine.

At that moment, she didn't know why, whether she felt warmth, those few words of scolding felt caring, or she felt nostalgic.

She couldn't tell the difference, "Before, you did this to me, but, just, you didn't scold me, but coaxed me to take medicine, and," Zhuang Ya smiled bitterly, "You still feed me medicine, remember? Why now, you ......"

Zhuang Ya seemed to remember that in the past, she may have been confused, she remembered that this man was still a few years younger, and his eyebrows and eyes, and he didn't pay attention to dressing up now.

In a trance, it seemed that Ying Hanchu had come back, "You are still so good-looking, how can you be like that, do you look at it in that shirt?" It looks awkward, awkward, don't wear it in the future, wear it!"

"If you don't wear this, what do you wear? You buy me some, the one endorsed by the hot star, what suit, okay, the yellow, white and blue coat, and ......"

Ying Hanchu didn't finish speaking.

Zhuang Ya said, "Don't wear it, don't wear this!"

Zhuang Ya shook her head, and said, "Just the T-shirt, basketball jersey, and ......"

"It's all old and sick, and I'm not sick, drink quickly, grind and chirp, ramble, ramble, hurry up, I still have to play games!" Ying Hanchu then said impatiently, "Don't look at me like this, if you're sick, can you do nothing?" Just throw your clothes in the washing machine, and look at something else? Don't pretend to be sick with me, others have told me, after these packets of medicine, you can be fine tomorrow! That's it! Don't throw the bowl, lest I clean it up!"

Saying that, he didn't pay much attention to it, and leaned up more to say the potion, Zhuang Ya choked a little, "It's so stupid, it's everywhere!"

Ying Hanchu immediately took a tissue and wiped it off, and was about to get up.

Feeling the change in the center of gravity of her body, Zhuang Ya immediately pulled Ying Hanchu's arm, "Hmm...... Stay with me, is it okay?

It's almost begging.

She inexplicably had a moment to hope that she had been sick, how much warmth should be possible at the beginning of the cold, and love, maybe they could be closer to each other, but just now Ying Hanchu's words.

Zhuang Ya inexplicably felt the meaning of "like a world apart", as well as that kind of loss.

He is not that him anymore, in the past, he could wear it at will, even if he went home in overalls, it didn't matter, even if he wore a school basketball uniform and wore it for a day, he didn't change it in time.

I used to dislike him too much and didn't like to be clean, and I quarreled with him because of this.

Ying Hanchu said, "I think it's okay, that's all, that's it!"

"Wash me, wash it, it's smelly!" Zhuang Ya said with a pouting at that time.

"It's okay!" smelled it, and felt a little "give it!"

Ying Hanchu was reluctant at that time, and he would wear it for a few days when it was cold, and he didn't want to wash it, it was too troublesome, or let Zhuang Ya wash it, and he said that the waste water and electricity.

It seems that unconsciously, Ying Hanchu has become the person who pays attention to cleaning up without saying it, but Zhuang Ya doesn't know how, but she is not used to it.

And she doesn't know when, it seems that after marriage, she slowly doesn't like to dress up, and she doesn't have much time, and then she gets used to it, and she rarely even looks in the mirror.

Between them, just like this dress, there is already a change unconsciously.

And Zhuang Ya didn't like it either, but she couldn't help this change.

Before I knew it, my heart was far away.

Zhuang Ya thought a lot in an instant, and couldn't help but drag Ying Hanchu's hand, and also worked harder.

"We, we haven't been intimate for a long time, haven't we? a long time!" Zhuang Ya said.

"Uh...... What's the matter, you're still sick and ......"

"No, no, yes, can you hug me and kiss me?" Zhuang Ya almost pleaded.

"It's really troublesome, why are you so hypocritical, is there anything left after hugging?" Ying Hanchu said impatiently, "Others are waiting for me to play games!"

Zhuang Ya could only shake her head, but at this moment, she didn't want to hug so much.

Zhuang Ya smiled lightly and embarrassedly.

"Hug or not?Say okay, it's gone after hugging, don't go endless! When it's over, I'll go play the game, and others are still waiting for me!"

His anxiety was obvious, and that Zhuang Ya wanted to remind him, and he didn't say anything, and the words swallowed into his stomach.

"No!" Zhuang Ya smiled sadly, but tears appeared in the corners of her eyes.

"Okay, then hug, see that you are sick, give you some face, otherwise...... After that, don't blame me for losing my temper!" Ying Hanchu suddenly reminded him of Zhuang Ya's excessive request.

But such a reminder made Zhuang Ya's heart feel even colder, and she pulled out the cold.

"It's just a hug, I need such a begging, and, I haven't responded for a long time, reluctantly, then ......" Zhuang Ya thought silently in her heart.

Seeing that Ying Hanchu hadn't hugged it much, he just turned around slightly, and before Zhuang Ya had time, his hand was opened, and it was over, it was over.

Looking at Ying Hanchu's immediate back, and the voice that soon sounded in the room next to him, I don't know if it was too sensitive, but Zhuang Ya was very awake, although her head was dizzy and painful, but her consciousness was not blurred.

"It's nothing, it's just a patient, we, we, keep talking......"

This is what Zhuang Ya heard immediately, and it may have been answered by the person in the game when asked.

After that, it's all game sounds and chats.

Zhuang Ya couldn't express the feeling.

"It's okay, this time, it seems that there is no talk about SAO"

But this kind of subconscious, and his own happiness, Zhuang Ya felt very pathetic.

Her head hurts, and it would be more comfortable to close her eyes, but she doesn't want to close her eyes, she wants to open her eyes, remember these feelings, and hope that she won't heal the scar and forget the pain.

She scolded herself and blamed herself.

Also laughing at yourself.

How did she feel like a clown, so sarcastic, sad, and funny!

Zhuang Ya smiled bitterly.

She didn't know what to think about Amen or what not to think about at this time.

It's just that the tears are flowing and flowing.

She even had a feeling as if she was dead, dead.

The whole person, only physical pain, nothing else.

The strong discomfort and sleepiness, Zhuang Ya couldn't bear it and fell asleep.

But in the dream, she still can't live in peace.

In the dream, she seemed to be following someone in the corner.

And that person was herself.

She looked at that person, busy working there, crying there, smiling bitterly, she wanted to come up and hug her, and ask her something.

But she stopped because she saw what she had written, and what she had said.

"I will always be happy one day, there will always be a day, and I will live more chic and chic than anyone else!"

The girl said, crying.

And, hit the child in the belly a few times.

She panicked, "Why are you ......?"

"You're so stupid, why are you so unlucky, this time it's a girl again, it's a girl, as long as it's a boy, a boy, I'll be fine, it's okay!" the girl laughed, but like that, she made herself terrifying.

She then wrote something in a notebook, writing......

Also, there are a few impressive sentences "As long as the boy is a boy, I am liberated and released from ......"

There is also a sentence "Even if it is not so healthy, the boy is fine" and then continued to write: "What does the doctor say, if you play too much, it is difficult to keep it, what, even if you give birth, you will be in poor health, is it important? Is it important? Recuperate, hum, do I have time? Yes? Yes? I am like, who gives me time, do I have to leave a chance, those fat women, or who?"

The girl was smiling at the doctor's words, planning something in her heart, laughing at the doctor's words that made no sense, no sense at all.

And then she saw that the girl's head seemed to have a bubbling, a very bubbling bubble.

The bubble grew bigger, and at the end I saw a lot of small fragments.

There are a lot of small videos that look like time cutters.

A small video in progress.

Zhuang Ya saw a clear bubble.

Involuntarily, she walked over and looked at the girl who continued to write.

Touching that hug.

One is that Ying Hanchu once made a loud promise to Zhuang Yawen.

And that, one by one, they live happily, Zhuang Ya looked at it and smiled.

But I also saw the change in the style of painting, the older and more mature Ying Hanchu's scolding of Zhuang Ya and the dislike of the corners of his mouth.

Those movements, and expressions, made Zhuang Ya feel indescribably distressed.

She really wanted to ask, looking at the bubbles, why, why, you don't give up, don't give up.

It's not something that can be won by persistence.

He doesn't love you anymore, doesn't love you anymore......

Zhuang Ya thought about these things in her heart, and her eyes were full of tears.

She wiped her tears from her eyes, and then saw what frightened her, accompanied by the girl's maniacal laughter, "I...... I'm going to make you all satisfied, all satisfied!"

But the girl's face and voice made her inexplicably terrifying, and horror was not good.

The maniacal laugh, even the book was punctured by the girl's force for many pages, she tore off the pieces of paper that had been written, and then laughed, and continued to laugh maniacally.

And the projection of the bubbles on her head also appeared a few small videos that had been playing, but like a video recorder, they kept playing.

One is:

Ying Hanchu hugged left and right and laughed wildly, kissing, laughing, and talking, those explicit love words, including those love words that Ying Hanchu told him.

What's more, the corners of the mouth that are raised.

Another amplification is:

Ying Hanchu scolded and beat the child and locked him in the toilet.

Also, Ying Hanchu and his mother-in-law's laughter, as well as Gong Hanxu, said, let Gong Hanxu take care of the little son.

And that youngest son is Zhuang Ya's youngest son.

She watched as tears burst into her eyes.

Then she saw their plan, and said, "That's fine, anyway, I said, say, what if...... Anyway, I will let you into the house, I don't like you, do I?"

The woman smiled and hugged the baby and hummed a song, saying "Woo woo...... It's going to be good, we all love you, love you......"

They negotiated the bride price for entering the door, the steps, and the smiling faces of the woman's parents.

All this made Zhuang Ya very sad.

"Am I dead? How can you do these things behind my back, these things? How can you do this, you can do this!"

"How can you do this, I'm still desperately looking for you at home, looking for you, my head is going to explode! How can you plan something else behind your back, something else, completely forget about me, forget!"