But it's "satisfied, right?" that disdain, and the look of disdain.

Zhuang Ya remembered Ying Hanchu's expression: "Satisfied!

And then "I have something to do, let's go first!"

Zhuang Ya didn't have time to react, "Where are you going?"

Ying Hanchu said: "Receiving it doesn't mean that you have to report everything! The law doesn't restrict the freedom of life!"

Zhuang Ya was stunned, not knowing what to say.

Ying Hanchu walked a few steps, turned his head and said, "Hmm?...... Received it, don't make any more trouble, don't say this, I'm sorry for you, I received it, remember to receive it, congratulations, I got what I wanted!"

It felt like she was forced to feel a little bit uncomfortable.

She asked herself repeatedly, "Is this what you want?"

At the moment, less than ten minutes after receiving the certificate again, she regretted it, regretted it!

She felt as if she was wrong, but she was really wrong, what was wrong, and she had no idea!

She even called and asked a friend, "What should I do?" just another, but I regret it a little, regret it, I don't know, I don't know what happened to me, what's going on!"

She remembered what her friend said, "Oh, why do you think too much?" just to get it, maybe some kind of marriage phobia...... Don't think too much about it, it's good anyway! Didn't you just announce that you couldn't be happy? Don't think nonsense!"

Then, let's hang out some day or something.

Even if it's really going shopping together afterwards.

When I asked about this, why did I regret it as soon as I received it.

Zhuang Ya said, "Oh...... Like you said, I thought about it a lot, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to be a wife, but in other words, he was quite good, very good, and it was definitely right to get married. Right!"

Only she knew that she seemed to be hypnotizing herself in some way.

My friend didn't speak, maybe she also felt the sense of recklessness.

Just let Zhuang Yaduo go out for a walk, scatter his heart, sometimes stuck in one place, easy to get sick.

"Yes!" Zhuang Ya thought about the past at this time.

I can't help but feel "Why am I so self-deceiving, covering my ears, I can't hear, haven't I existed for a long time!?"

Zhuang Ya asked herself.

She admitted that every time she heard Ying Hanchu's ambiguous words, she became nervous.

Even, when I arrived, I didn't see it, I found something, but I always felt that it was the same as what I did at the beginning of the year.

She was suspicious.

From the very beginning, the emptiness of always looking for evidence, and the feeling of loss after a certain "satisfaction" point was caught, and in the back, she was very numb.

will even subconsciously brain, the other party's appearance, and what may have happened to Ying Hanchu.

This feeling is too tiring and too hard, and after going to work, when I go home, it is like a radar shooting.

Even she didn't know what she was doing.

What exactly?

Do you want to prove that you are happy, or are you unhappy?

Or, just want an answer.

But all the time, it's always like there's something missing in my heart, and I'm not satisfied.

Only now does Zhuang Ya know that it is a sense of security, and she lacks a sense of security.

She forgot that the greatest sense of security and confidence was actually given by herself!

But she always hopes that she will pin her hopes on her parents, and then Ying Hanchu, even if it is a child.

She always felt silently sad when she got some feedback, because she didn't like herself, and hated it, and felt that she was doing something wrong, why was it happening.

Will it be?

She always asked herself.

There is no answer.

She wanted to write a letter to Ying Hanchu and go out for a walk tomorrow.

But subconsciously I knew that I didn't want to divorce again, and I was afraid, but she didn't know what she was afraid of.

It seems that after a long time, people will succumb to some kind of stability, and do not want to break these balances, even if this balance is actually very fragile and powerless.

Even if you are very unhappy in your own life.

However, it seems that most of them have a common problem, and the ironic reality is that the party who often pays more, no matter how painful it is, never wants to let go.

I don't want to leave more and more.

It's like, those who are married, or in love for many years, the more they don't want to let go, they feel that they have worked hard, and if they are together for so many years, if they are separated, they feel that time and youth have been wasted, so they want an answer or result more! .

However, often in the end, it is just to fall deeper and deeper, and the more people who love, the more difficult it is to extricate themselves, the more unloved people are, the more casual and presumptuous.

It wasn't until the person you didn't love so much turned around or had other options that you gradually thought of withdrawing.

In fact, timely stop loss is the best way to avoid consuming more experience.

But very few people do it.

Zhuang Ya too, she doesn't have the courage to breathe, she still has children to take care of, a job, and a husband to live, she can't get out.

She was anxious to finish, and these two days were very cautious.

She still thinks that the other party will be grateful and will be satisfied with her efforts.

Something has changed.

But the reality is very cruel.

After the sixth day of the star, it came to Monday.

Zhuang Ya was about to go out, but was stopped by Ying Hanchu

"Eh, I seem to have something to do today, right!?" Ying Hanchu raised his eyebrows.

"I don't know, I still have something to ......," Zhuang Ya replied.

Ying Hanchu said, "Oh, what's the matter?"

Zhuang Ya pretended not to understand, "I don't know what you're going to say, I still have to wait to go to work and take care of the children, I'll go first!"

The moment Zhuang Yala opened the door, blood was dripping from her heart.

"Oh...... Let's go, let's go, just don't play this trick next time, tired or not, next time, I'll wait for you at the Civil Affairs Bureau!"

Zhuang Ya's body was a little unstable when she went downstairs, and she almost fell.

Fortunately, it's just that the knee is a little broken, a little uncomfortable, Zhuang Ya is embarrassed, and it is difficult to walk, every step is very uncomfortable.

She was uncomfortable Feng not physically, but more importantly in the heart.

At that moment, she cried into tears, trotted to work, found a pool on the way, washed her face, and brought herself back to life.

She is at work, forgetting herself and running away.

However, it's a pity that she doesn't have deep qualifications, and she doesn't know how to get along with people and colleagues, so she has been a little hello for many years and has become an old one.

She even wanted to work overtime and go home late, not wanting to go home to escape, but, she knew, she just didn't want to face him.

But the child still has to pick up, and she has to help with homework every day, so she can't come back early.

Every day, just like that, go early, make up for the situation of leaving early.

Even, sometimes, when others ask her to help, she can't help, and she has a sense of guilt when she has to pick up her daughter.

It's like I'm sorry for someone else.

It turned out that she had lived a "good person" type of person.

I always hope that I can do more, work hard, and others will be more satisfied.

However, in the end, few people were satisfied.

Behind my back, sometimes I listen to people and call myself a fool.

She smiled silently, but very sourly.

work, mixed badly.

At home, there are chicken feathers all over the place, and everything is not satisfied.

She's so tired.

Sometimes I don't know why I am so tired, but I always don't do well and I am not satisfied?

She is becoming more and more unconfident in herself.

It's off work.

Finally got off work.

But when I thought of something at home, and the first time I was cold in the morning, Zhuang Ya was a little afraid to face it.

Procrastinating, strolling, or getting home.

Fortunately, he didn't say anything, it seemed to be the same as always, sometimes he picked up the child, and, Zhuang Ya cooked a meal, and after he finished eating, he went to play games or chat.

Zhuang Ya tutored her homework, but her heart was empty.

She didn't dare to face Ying Hanchu's eyes somehow, and she didn't dare to answer.

I'm afraid that if she makes a mistake, or, in the face of Ying Hanchu's provocation, she will be embarrassed and even more embarrassed.

After getting it all, Zhuang Ya washed and prepared to sleep.

However, the ears heard those words about sao, and some people even asked if he had a wife, and if he talked like this, would he be ridiculed by his wife.

Ying Hanchu said loudly, "What are you afraid of, in fact, I forgot to say that she is a vegetative person, alas, just me, a good person, a good heart!"

The other party said in a snort, "Vegetative, you still have the energy to chat with us, how rich do you have, do you hire someone to take care of her?"

The other laughed.

"Yes, now that I found out that it's late, it......'s late," Ying Hanchu smiled.

"Then it can be late, talk more, don't you understand better, if you want to say late, we hate to see each other late!" the woman smiled softly.

"Hahahaha!" Ying Hanchu smiled presumptuously.

Zhuang Ya couldn't listen to it.

Slammed the door and slammed the door a few times.

She puffed up and shouted, "Come out!"

Ying Hanchu said, "I have something to do, wait a minute!"

The other party said, "Brother, hurry up, wait for you!"

Ying Hanchu was about to say something, but Zhuang Ya's knock on the door became louder and louder!

Ying Hanchu immediately turned off the headset.

Impatiently opened the door, "What are you doing, you're neurotic again, you don't know how to take medicine, and you don't make noise when you rest!"

Zhuang Ya said, "What did you say, what did you just say!"

"What did I say, you heard it, why did you ask me? Is there something wrong?" Ying Hanchu said, "Or, did you forget to do something?"

Ying Hanchu's implication is that this morning, the previous Friday said that today is divorced, and the matter of receiving the book.

Zhuang Ya gritted her teeth and didn't say anything for a long time.

"Do you have anything to say? No words, I'm chatting?" said Ying Hanchu.

"Oh...... I...... I'm going to sleep!" Zhuang Ya said without words, but in his heart he despised himself very much.

"Oh, go ahead...... What a big deal, next time you knock on the door, what are you panicking, reincarnated!" Ying Hanchu said impatiently, looking at the computer screen behind him.

Zhuang Ya also looked at the image of her sexy sister when she was there, and she was on video with him.

Zhuang Ya wanted to say anything, but she didn't.

"Did you hear that, knock on the door next time you knock lightly......" Ying Hanchu roared.

"Oh, I know!" Zhuang Ya said silently, the voice was so small that I felt like I couldn't hear it.

"Forget it, I don't care about you, if your brain is not good, just go to bed early, know what not to say, what to say!"

Zhuang Ya didn't speak, like a wooden pestle, her eyes staring at the appearance and figure of the sister in the video, and she had a lot of things in her heart.

"Okay, then you go!?"

"Huh?" Zhuang Ya asked.

"Didn't you say sleep?" asked Ying Hanchu.

"Oh!" replied Zhuang Ya.

"It's boring to be like a wooden man!" replied Ying Hanchu, and then closed the door.

With a bang, the door closed, but the girl's inexplicability was imprinted in Zhuang Ya's mind, and it couldn't be dispersed for a long time.

Zhuang Ya wanted to say that when she bought this computer, she was going to watch dramas together, accompany herself, and have fun together, not to play games or pick up girls.

However, when the words came to her mouth, Zhuang Ya still breathed a sigh of relief and didn't say a word.

Suddenly, the door actually opened, Zhuang Ya didn't know how, a little surprised, surprised, and at a loss.

"That...... Pour a glass of water. Seeing Zhuang Ya stunned, he said word by word, "A glass of water!"

"Oh......" Zhuang Ya muttered.

"That's right, warm, don't be hot, you don't have a brain, you can't be cold, you're warm, you're warm, you always don't know what to pretend to be, it's slow! Really, you're sick, you don't know how to see a doctor! It's okay to always chatter, babbling nonsense, menopause in advance!" Ying Hanchu fished his chin and muttered impatiently.

Zhuang Ya naturally heard it, holding the water in the cup, and there was a picture in her mind at that moment.

Dropped the cup, revealing a little broken cup, and then turned viciously and asked Ying Hanchu, "What did you just say, what, who the is a vegetative person? Still menopausal! Forget what I did to you, how did you promise at the beginning, you said you loved me, forgot, forgot? I said for the rest of my life! I also gave birth to two children for you, and I misunderstood the bloodline, you forgot all this, you are sorry for me, why, you don't treat me well, why!"

She thought about cutting Ying Hanchu's neck, and then, her own neck and then like this, looking at his crying as he was dying, she smiled, laughed arrogantly.

But at the moment when she held the water glass tightly, she saw the eldest daughter sleeping in the center of the bed.

Suddenly, she didn't have that bit of impulse and hatred.

Or that the child is not some kind of way to resolve conflicts and contain each other, a long-term way, but there is no doubt that she has made herself braver and stronger to some extent.

Ying Hanchu roared, "Hurry up, grind and chirp, this month's salary, it's too little, I listen to what, part-time manual work, you're fine, do some, see how it sells, sell it in QQ one day, someone will send it over, no one will forget it, next time I'll do less of that, there are a few people who make money doing something like this, don't always talk nonsense there, find something, don't shout every day!"

"Oh, by the way, charge me some phone bills these days, charge a few hundred more, be stingy, and, the network cable money has to be paid, don't always remind me of these things, work hard another day, buy some better networks, and computers, this broken computer, it's been a few years, it's become an antique!"

"Eh, how can you be urging more and more slowly, by the way, isn't it last month's bonus? Give it to me another day, not tomorrow, bring some after work, what roast duck, roast chicken, just those that eat, you remember, don't forget, last time that home was not delicious, change homes, change homes better, and I'm not afraid that I will eat diarrhea, that's it, that's it, what about water, what about water!"

"Uh...... Uh......" Zhuang Ya hurriedly poured the water and handed it to Ying Hanchu.

"This temperature, it's still a little hot, pay attention next time, don't always sleepwalk in the daytime, that's it, it's over, you go to sleep!"