After yelling at that, Su Mu seemed to have lost all her strength, and she kept sitting on the ground and didn't say a word for a long, long time.

She was really tired, so tired that she didn't even want to think about what Ling Feng had done to hurt her before that. It's only been four months together, and the things he does seem to be endless for three days and three nights, and if she continues like this, she really doesn't know what she will become.

But no matter what it looks like, it will not be a look worthy of love.

She has always said that good love will make people better, and bad love will definitely make people worse accordingly. She may not be able to tell the difference between them in other ways, but she knows that she herself is getting worse little by little. It's just that this kind of badness is not reflected in the process of her interaction with others, it only stays between her and Ling Feng, and it is becoming more and more serious.

So Su Mu had to admit that she should say goodbye to Ling Feng, even if she couldn't break up, some things should disappear in this relationship.

She shouldn't be sad, it should be a relief for her. Ling Feng had brought her so much pain, now that it could be relieved, she should feel lucky. But why, thinking of this, does she still feel sad?

Is it because she's given so much and hasn't received a response, or is it because what she's been hoping for has finally come true?

Su Mu couldn't say clearly, and at this time, he didn't want to figure it out.

Ling Feng kept kneeling in place and hugging Su Mu, as if he was afraid that as soon as he let go, Su Mu would leave her. However, it was not coincidental that his mother called him at this time.

If this was the case in the past, Ling Feng would definitely not answer this call, when he was with Su Mu, he was very reluctant to answer his mother's call, and he couldn't listen to her nagging at all. But this time, there were indeed some things in his family that he needed to participate in, and he really had no way to separate, so he had to pick up the phone in desperation.

While he was dealing with his mother, Su Mu sat up from the ground and began to walk towards the exit of the square. Ling Feng pulled her back with force over and over again, and she broke free again and again. waited until he hung up the phone, and the two of them had been involved in this way for nearly two hundred meters.

At this time, Ling Feng's patience had also run out, and seeing that Su Mu was still leaving, he put the phone in his pocket, and then with a single force, he took Su Mu into his arms.

Before Su Mu met Ling Feng, she couldn't accept someone touching her, this situation had changed somewhat after meeting Ling Feng, but recently it has begun to become serious again, now Ling Feng is holding her like this, which directly touched her very sensitive nerves, she felt that her whole person fell into an extreme panic, and even her whole body was like an electric shock, and she began to tremble constantly, even her heart was beating violently, as if it would jump out of her chest in the next moment.

Ling Feng didn't know that Su Mu would have such a big reaction, and he didn't know how much harm he would do to Su Mu by doing this, he still thought that Su Mu was just making trouble, just forcibly suppressing her momentum, so he didn't care at all, and still wanted Su Mu to calm down very strongly.

But at this time, it was almost impossible to make Su Mu quiet, she struggled desperately, like a madman, and in the end, Ling Feng really had no choice but to let go of her hand and return her freedom to Su Mu.

"What the hell are you crazy about!"

Throwing Su Mu aside, Ling Feng finally couldn't control himself and yelled at Su Mu. Not to be outdone, Su Mu yelled directly at Ling Feng:

"What do you think I'm crazy about, if it weren't for you, if it weren't for you three times and twice, would I be the way I am today?"

"What the hell is wrong with me? Can't I talk to anyone? I told you that we haven't even met, how can something happen?"

At this time, Ling Feng couldn't control his temper anymore, and began to try to defend himself, Su Mu smiled coldly after hearing this, and then said to him almost through gritted teeth:

"Haven't we met, have you? Do you need me to remind you a few more times about having lunch with someone else and going to the playground with them?"

"Can't you just not mention these things?"

"If I don't mention it, can I assume that these things didn't happen?

"If you don't mention it, don't you think that nothing has happened? ”

"Yes, it's still my fault for co-authoring this matter, is it? I shouldn't care too much about the things you do, should I be more generous and tolerate your mistakes, should I be more considerate of you, and tolerate the harm you have done to me?"

Saying this, Su Mu cried uncontrollably. Ling Feng was upset by her crying, and although he felt that he did have a problem, he couldn't help but continue to yell at Su Mudao:

"If you don't want to do so much, it's okay, if you really accept it, I've apologized, what should I do? It's not over, is it? It's just a little thing, as for it? Isn't it enough to make trouble for the past few days?"

"Is the matter settled? Tell me, is the matter settled? Every time you say no, but next time it's like this, how many times will you have to argue before it is completely eradicated? Will you quarrel for the rest of my life? Will I live in this shadow for the rest of my life? Is this fair to me?"

Su Mu's hysterical appearance made her feel bored, and she desperately tried to wipe her tears away, but no matter how she wiped them, she couldn't wipe them away. So she continued to want to escape, and this time, Ling Feng didn't catch up again.

Su Mu cried by herself while walking forward, she didn't know where her destination was, she only knew that she wanted to escape from Kai Ling Feng, leave him, and start a new life.

It wasn't that Ling Feng really didn't catch up, when he heard what Su Mu said, he didn't know how to refute it for the first time, which made him feel very powerless. But he didn't want Su Mu to leave, so he could only follow behind Su Mu, praying that Su Mu would calm down and talk to him well.

But let's talk about it, what can the two of them say? He really didn't do what he promised her before, and he couldn't be honest about the reason, because if he was honest, it would not only cause more harm to Su Mu, but it was more likely to directly ruin the future between the two of them. But if he didn't do this, the two of them would not have made any greater progress if the situation continued as it was now, wouldn't he? He really didn't know how to face Su Mu, let alone what he had to do to make up for the harm he had done to her, if he could, he would rather that everything had not happened before, and when he met Su Mu, he had been trying to insist on loving her well.

But there is never anything in this world, and if it hurts, it hurts.

So he's going to lose Su Mu forever?

Thinking of this, Ling Feng's tears flowed out unconsciously, he began to recall everything that the two of them had experienced before, and slowly, the tears in his eyes invaded his vision, making everything blurry. And at the moment when Su Mu was about to disappear from her sight, he wiped away all his tears at once, rushed behind Su Mu, and hugged her fiercely.

"Wife, I was wrong, if you give me another chance, I will definitely change, I will definitely not let such a thing happen again, I love you, don't leave me, okay." ”

Ling Feng used the coquettish tone that Su Mu loved the most in the past, sticking to her, and said to her softly and glutinously, plus he had just cried, his voice was already a little aggrieved, so it sounded extremely distressing. However, Su Mu was not moved, she coldly brushed away Ling Feng's hand, didn't even look back, and said without any tone:

"I'm tired, I don't want to talk about these things today, I want to go home, what's the matter, let's talk about it tomorrow. ”

Although Ling Feng was still very afraid that Su Mu would regret it, during this period, his mother called him again, and he had to go back first, so he could only give up on Su Mu.

"Then you go home first, I have something at home, and when I come back from my errands, I'll come back to you." ”

"Don't come, let me be alone and think about it. ”

"No, what you said doesn't count, you hurry home and I won't send you. ”

While he was talking, Ling Feng had already helped Su Mu get a car. Su Mu didn't say anything else, got in the car and went home.

Along the way, Su Mu's mind was very empty, she seemed to be looking at the scenery outside the window, but she couldn't say anything when she passed by. She returned home in a trance, and as soon as she entered the house, she rushed into the bedroom and buried herself in the quilt.

She slept for a long time, so long that by the time she woke up, it was already dark. Su Mu stared out the window for a while, then picked up his phone to check the time, but found that the phone displayed dozens of missed calls and more than a dozen messages.

There was no doubt that these were all calls from Ling Feng, and Su Mu crossed them all without even looking at them, then locked his phone and prepared to continue sleeping.

Just when Su Mu had just locked the phone, the phone lit up again because of Ling Feng's call again. This brightness was very abrupt in the darkness now, and Su Mu stared at the screen for a long time before answering the phone in hesitation.

After the phone was called, there was a long silence.

No one spoke, Su Mu didn't say it, and Ling Feng didn't say it. As if they had lost their network connection to each other, the two of them held their mobile phones awkwardly until Ling Feng couldn't hold it anymore before he finally asked Su Mudao:

"Why didn't you answer the phone?"

"I'm sleeping, I'm used to being silent. ”

Su Mu's answer was very crisp, and in this crispness, there was a deliberate alienation and strangeness. Ling Feng felt very uncomfortable when he heard him speak like this, but he didn't ask Su Mu as before, but said to Su Mu patiently:

"Did you just wake up? Do you want to get up and get something to eat?"

"I'm not hungry, and if it's okay, I'm going to go back to sleep. ”

"But you've slept all day. ”

"I'm tired, let's talk about something tomorrow. ”

"I ...... I'm leaving tomorrow. ”

After Ling Feng said this, Su Mu reacted, tomorrow was the last day of Ling Feng's holiday. Her heart fluttered somehow, but she still didn't answer, just a "hmm".

Ling Feng's heart felt an unstoppable sense of loss spreading, and he hung up the phone without saying anything more.

That night, Su Mu slept very unsteadily, and when she woke up the next day, she picked up her mobile phone, and without thinking about it, she sent Ling Feng a sentence to break up.

How much panic and helplessness was mixed in that piece of information, only Su Mu himself knew. After she finished sending the message, she began to cry silently and never looked at her phone again.

During this period, grandma once asked Su Mu to get up to eat, because she didn't want her grandmother to worry, although she had no appetite, Su Mu still reluctantly ate two bites. But after a while after eating, she couldn't help but vomit, and then she went back to the quilt, back to the state that no one wanted to see.

In this way, Su Mu slept a few more times in a trance, and when she woke up again, Ling Feng, who she thought had left, was sitting on the edge of her bed.

At that moment, Su Mu was so frightened that he screamed, and even picked up the pillow and smashed it towards Ling Feng. Ling Feng endured them one by one, and waited until she calmed down and was no longer so excited, and then he said to her:

"I said it, you are mine, no one can take it away, and I can't let you go. ”

If Ling Feng was willing to be gentle, then this sentence should barely be regarded as a love sentence in Su Mu's ears, but unfortunately, when Ling Feng said this, he had a kind of fierceness, as if he was going to tear Su Mu apart, which made Su Mu even more afraid. She desperately wanted to hide, wanting Ling Feng to go out, but instead of leaving, Ling Feng even directly ripped off her skirt and forcibly invaded her body.

At that moment, Su Mu felt as if her tears had completely drained, and all her trust and feelings had collapsed, and with her silent and humiliating shouts, they were completely wiped out.

It is impossible for them to go back to the previous state, even if Ling Feng hugged her and said that he loved her ten thousand times, there would never be Ling Feng in her heart again.

It turns out that when love dies, it feels so similar to murder, almost for a moment, such a vivid and agile thing loses its color and is sealed forever.

If Ling Feng wanted to ask when Su Mu completely gave up on him in the future, perhaps, it would be here.