Maybe it was because of the influence of emotions, maybe it was because it was unwilling, maybe it was because the ghost was confused, or maybe it was because he didn't want Ling Feng to entangle, so Su Mu suddenly said such a sentence. Ling Feng, who was in grief, obviously heard Su Mu's words, but he didn't dare to believe it, so he kept crying. Su Mu didn't want to hear him cry anymore, he just wanted to go home quickly, so he repeated it to Ling Feng again.

"I'm not leaving, stop crying, let's go home after a while. ”

If Ling Feng had been able to notice Su Mu's strangeness at this time, and had not listened to her, but stayed and explained things clearly to her, maybe nothing would have happened in the future. But he focused on the sentence that Su Mu said, plus he wouldn't have observed Su Mu carefully, so he didn't think about it at all, maybe Su Mu said this sentence and had some other meaning.

After he was sure that what Su Mu said would not leave was really not going to go, he immediately wiped a handful of tears, got up and hugged Su Mu in his arms, tried to kiss her, and took off her clothes, but Su Mu refused him and did not let him continue, but said to him in a tired and lost voice:

"Let's go home, I'm a little tired and don't want to live outside today. ”

Ling Feng had millions of reluctances in his heart, especially when he saw that Su Mu had just avoided him, there was a trace of disgust in his eyes, and he didn't want Su Mu to go home. But he also knew very well that if Su Mu was forced to stay at this time, she would not be happy, so he could only agree to Su Mu and let her go home first.

Because the location of the hotel was very close to Su Mu's house, Ling Feng walked back with Su Mu. Neither of them spoke along the way, and at first Ling Feng tried to get closer to Su Mu, but Su Mu kept hiding and didn't give him a chance to get close at all. After realizing this, he could only give up, and he didn't even dare to hold Su Mu's hand, so he sent her downstairs.

Fortunately, because they knew that Su Mu would not come back, Su Mu's parents went to bed early and did not notice Su Mu's abnormality at this time. After Su Mu took off his makeup, he slammed himself on the bed, covered the quilt and began to cry silently.

Thinking about it carefully, after being with Ling Feng, she seemed to really become more and more crying. In the past, she would hold back her tears when she was watching stories and watching film and television works, and she would never cry non-stop because of what grievances she had suffered, but recently she has been crying more and more frequently, and she is becoming more and more out of her control, not to mention that Ling Feng will be annoyed, sometimes even she will feel disgusted.

This forced her to start re-examining her relationship with Ling Feng.

She clearly told Ling Feng that when two people are together, they want to get better together. She didn't know what Ling Feng had become now, but she knew very well that because of this relationship, her whole person was getting worse and worse. Not only is her temper getting worse and worse, but her state is also the same, she has even lost patience with everything and everyone, even the things that she used to love for ten minutes, she has completely lost interest.

Talking about this relationship with Ling Feng seemed to have reshaped her, but this shaping did not bring her any benefits.

So she hasn't broken up yet?

Nested in the quilt, this question kept coming to Su Mu's mind. It's a pity that she spent a night and didn't really let go.

She couldn't put it down.

Maybe it was because she was unwilling, thinking about it, from the beginning to the present, she really paid too much for Ling Feng. Whether it was time or money, whether it was feelings or expectations, even though it was only four months, she had spent more of these things on Ling Feng than she had used on everyone before.

Su Mu would also think that if she hadn't paid so much, would it be now that time she could easily say that she had broken up. However, there is never an if-and-s-all in this world, some things happen when they happen, and there is no room for regret.

So do you really want to forgive Ling Feng again?

It seems that forgiving him is about to become a habit, every time something goes wrong, it's like this, quarrel, cold war for one night, or three or four days in a row, after the quarrel, she is tired, and the two of them will reconcile. In the four months we have been together, this situation has to be repeated several times almost every few days, is there any point in continuing?

Maybe Ling Feng will really get better in the future, and she will become what she imagined, but can she guarantee that she will wait for such a change?

Does she have the capacity to endure it until this day comes?

Or to ask one more question, wouldn't Ling Feng's feelings for her be exhausted in this change?

No one can give a definite answer, right?

With these questions, Su Mu fell asleep under the quilt, and did not touch the mobile phone that had been lit up for a long time because of the constant message prompts.

The next day, Su Mu woke up in tears, in the dream she had a big fight with Ling Feng, she kept accusing Ling Feng of her mistakes, but Ling Feng refused to admit it, and when she couldn't get rid of it, she began to shift the blame to Su Mu and blame her for all the mistakes. There was no emotion in what he said, almost every word was a roar, full of impatience and a kind of attempt to tear her apart. Su Mu didn't know how to say more words for himself, he was anxious and angry, and finally woke up from his dream.

And the moment she woke up, she was finally ready to really say break up.

It's not a coincidence, Su Mu has been planning for a long time to break up, and she has been thinking about minimizing the impact of this matter, so that she can get together with Ling Feng and disperse. It's because I didn't find a suitable way to drag it out, but it dragged on until now, and such a disgusting thing happened, forcing her to break up.

Su Mu also had such thoughts, feeling that the two of them became like this, God was punishing her for not taking this relationship seriously, and always thinking about breaking up with Ling Feng. But thinking about it carefully, if Ling Feng loved her very much, she didn't seem to be able to find much evidence to prove it.

Really, Ling Feng always said that he loved her, so where did the love he gave for her, except when he quarreled with his parents because of her?

Because you love her, can you scold her unscrupulously when they quarrel?

Because I love her, can I stay ambiguous with other girls without any scruples?

Because you love her, can you do whatever you want regardless of her feelings?

How much of everything he did did for her because he loved it?

To be honest, I really can't say a few things, even if he says it, what he does, Su Mu's friends can also do very well, and there is no need to love him more to share Su Mu's well.

But even though he thought so, Su Mu still habitually made excuses for Ling Feng, for example, what he had paid was much more for himself than for others. For example, maybe his ex-girlfriends didn't seriously teach him to fall in love. She told herself that she couldn't just deny the contribution of one, because while she felt dissatisfied, it might be all that others had, but for Ling Feng, was this really the case?

Is that really all he can do?

Thinking of this, Su Mu's original thoughts began to become shaken, and coupled with those things last night, she felt even more uncomfortable and disgusting. So she hesitated for a long time, but finally picked up her phone and sent a message to Ling Feng.

"I'm sorry, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I still can't accept these things you do, so let's break up. ”

After the news was sent, Su Mu's tears flowed uncontrollably. She covered her face with the quilt in a panic, and then told herself over and over again that she must not be soft-hearted, and she must not forgive Ling Feng casually as before.

Because the phone was silent, Su Mu didn't know if Ling Feng had replied to the message. When she came out of the covers, she heard a knock on the door.

The family didn't know that the two of them had quarreled to the point of breaking up, and although Su Mu's father didn't like Ling Feng, it was impossible to turn people away directly. So Ling Feng entered Su Mu's door without hindrance and directly pulled Su Mu out of the quilt.

Because he didn't want the parents outside the door to get involved in this matter, Ling Feng lowered his voice and said to Su Mu:

"Get dressed and go out with me. ”

Su Mu was reluctant in her heart, but because her parents were at home, it was really difficult to speak, so she could only obey Ling Feng's idea and send him out, and then change her clothes. After washing up, she greeted her family and went out of the house with Ling Feng.

Along the way, Ling Feng pulled her very hard, and did not give her any chance to break free. In addition, she knew that it must be herself who was hurt with a little force, so she didn't struggle too much, until Ling Feng took her to a square, she finally broke free from Ling Feng's confinement, found an underground shopping mall, sat down, and waited for Ling Feng to speak.

However, the two of them sat on the bench for a long time, and Ling Feng didn't say a word. Su Mu was really impatient to wait, so he prepared to leave directly.

She came out to solve the problem, not to waste time sitting with him, and if she didn't say anything, she might as well go home and go to sleep.

However, Ling Feng didn't want her to go, as soon as Su Mu had the idea of leaving, he would try his best to keep her, for this reason, he shook Su Mu's arm several times, and finally Su Mu couldn't stand it anymore, and shouted at Ling Feng when he struggled up the stairs:

"You say don't break up, don't break up, you post a photo of me in the circle of friends, and then tell everyone that you are in love, the person you like is me, you are mine. ”

Ling Feng was very hesitant when he heard Su Mu's words, but maybe he really didn't want to lose Su Mu, he still took out his mobile phone, picked out a photo that he thought Su Mu was very good-looking, sent it to Moments, and then showed it to Su Mu. He thought that Su Mu was just going to take a form and give him a step down, so he didn't pay much attention to it, and he was a little lucky. As a result, he didn't expect that after he finished posting, Su Mu asked to see his mobile phone.

It was completely useless to break free, so in the end, Su Mu still got it, and then pointed to one of the people blocked under the circle of friends and questioned him:

"Who is she? Do you still use me to look through the chats between the two of you?"

"As a classmate, I am a classmate. ”

"Ling Feng, are you stupid to me? You block all the family members, you also block a girl alone, you tell me that she is your classmate, do you think I believe it?

After Su Mu roared hysterically, he slapped Ling Feng in the face with a hard slap, and then sat down on the ground and began to cry silently. Ling Feng's tears also flowed down instantly, he almost knelt on the ground, tried to hug Su Mu tightly, and said to her:

"Wife, things are really not what you think, I love you, I really love you, I blocked her just because her mouth was too broken, I was afraid that she would see it and talk nonsense. ”

"So she's the only classmate on your phone, isn't she? She's the only one in the same class as you?"

"It's not. ”

"Are you worried about what she's talking nonsense? What other people can see, do you think she won't know from you, won't know from others? Are you too naïve, or are you taking me for a fool?"

At this moment, Su Mu couldn't control her emotions at all, but because she was being held by Ling Feng, she couldn't struggle, so she could only hit and bite Ling Feng, trying to get him to let go. Su Mu was really ruthless about this, Ling Feng felt that the flesh on his body was about to be bitten off by Su Mu, but despite this, he still didn't let go.

He can't understand whether he loves Su Mu or not, the kind of liking at the beginning is actually not a real liking, and then there are more and more problems, and he doesn't know what kind of feeling he has about Su Mu, including when he was blocking that girl just now, he really wanted to hide the relationship between him and Su Mu from her, as if this would create opportunities for the two of them. But now that he found out that Su Mu was really leaving, it seemed that other things had become less important.

He didn't want Su Mu to go, he didn't want to end up with Su Mu, if he let Su Mu go now, he would completely lose her.

He can't lose her, he can learn to love her from now on, try to make up for everything, just can't just let her go.

She was his first woman, the first woman he wanted to have all of them, and he would have them all his life, and he couldn't let her go so easily.

If he breaks up like this, he will definitely regret it for the rest of his life.