Ling Feng was a little embarrassed, and after saying this, he dragged Su Mu to the outside of the mall.

The two of them originally came here to find a trampoline to play, because Le Duo had told Su Mu about it before, and Su Mu and the two of them repeated the same life every day, and they also felt very boring, so the two of them wanted to find something entertainment that they didn't usually touch, and they just chose the one Le Duo said. As a result, after the two of them arrived, Ling Feng felt that the tickets were too expensive, so it was better to take Su Mu to eat something delicious, so the two of them were about to go out after disturbing the mall.

And it was in this process that the two of them discovered the concert.

Although he was walking out with Ling Feng's pace, Su Mu knew that in fact, Ling Feng wanted to go in his heart, and what he was worried about must be the ticket.

This was something that Ling Feng had always cared about, and in this regard, Su Mu was actually more sensitive than him.

For Su Mu, in fact, she is also very difficult to do. She didn't want to be with her to put pressure on Ling Feng, after all, she had been in society for a long time, her needs and daily life were definitely different from those of students, although her family was not as good as Ling Feng's family conditions, but her consumption concepts and consumption habits and consumption needs were definitely much higher than Ling Feng as a student, this was something that would inevitably happen, and it was difficult to reconcile, and the most important thing was that the more Su Mu tried to reconcile, the more she wanted to fill the gap between the two of them, the more negative it would be and increase the pressure on Ling Feng。

Su Mu also thought about lowering his standards, but to be honest, living conditions can decline indefinitely, but the demand for affection, Su Mu has no way to reduce it no matter what. She could endure that Ling Feng couldn't bring her a superior material life, and she could also spend all the money she was reluctant to spend on Ling Feng without reservation, but she definitely couldn't bear it, Ling Feng had reservations about her love.

It's what she cares about the most.

And because of this, she cares more about whether her love is completely felt by Ling Feng, she wants to show it more, and she wants Ling Feng to know that she is trying hard to be with him, and she also hopes that Ling Feng can give all her feelings like her.

No matter who Su Mu is with, she adheres to this principle, she will not say what she wants, but while satisfying the other party, she will also give the other party what she wants, hoping that the other party can perceive it, and then treat her in the same way. She always felt that what she asked for was not what the other party was willing to give, and it would make her look very cheap, so she never refused to speak, until she realized that Ling Feng would really never take the initiative to understand her thoughts again, that she let go of her figure, let go of her insistence, and tried to maintain the relationship between the two of them.

This was really her lowest bottom line for Su Mu, for the sake of Ling Feng, she had lowered her bottom line again and again, to a level that even she could not bear. But Ling Feng never knew that Su Mu had done so much for him, and even felt that Su Mu had done all these things for granted.

Su Mu couldn't accept Ling Feng's idea at all, and tried to reason with Ling Feng, but Ling Feng had always avoided the important and trivialized, and since Ali was unwilling to face the problems between them head-on, and no matter how much he quarreled, he thought that Su Mu was going crazy, and he had never taken it to heart, so the two of them never came to any conclusions, and always ended in silence.

So all Su Mu's feelings for him were drowned in these silences and quarrels, and he never woke up again.

When the two men were trying to find their way, neither of them spoke. And Ling Feng was really entangled in this matter, and behaved very low all the way. Su Mu really didn't want to see him like this, so he grabbed him before he went downstairs, made him stop, and said to him:

"If you really want to go, then the two of us will go. ”

"I really want to go, but the tickets are very expensive, so how can I have any money. ”

Perhaps because his heart was too chaotic, after Su Mu finished speaking, Ling Feng almost blurted out, completely forgetting that he was trying his best to cover up this matter just now.

Su Mu had already guessed this reason, and she had already been mentally prepared, but she didn't want to take the initiative to take the ticket, after all, this money was not a small amount, she could take it, but the consequence of this taking it out was not only empty her wallet, but also easy to hurt Ling Feng's self-esteem.

So if she really needs to spend money, she really needs to think about it.

After all, this is a very happy thing in itself, and she herself is quite interested in Mayday, and she has listened to their songs for a long time, and if she can go to a concert, she thinks it is worth the money. And if she could buy a ticket for the same day as Ling Feng's classmates, it would be even better, and it could be regarded as helping Ling Feng fulfill one of his promises in disguise, so why wouldn't she do it?

Afterwards, when Su Mu recalled this incident, she realized that in fact, she didn't have much interest in this concert at first, and she didn't think about going, it was only because Ling Feng said that he had an agreement with his classmates, so she wanted to go. To a large extent, she actually just wanted to help Ling Feng fulfill her promise, but unconsciously, she took this matter as her own idea, and she had to coax Ling Feng, as if she wanted Ling Feng to accompany her.

This is actually not a good phenomenon, because it means that Su Mu is immersed in a wrong relationship and therefore loses himself. But there are really few people who can keep their sanity in their relationship, especially Su Mu, if she can keep her sanity, she won't delay it for so long after realizing that she has been hurt, giving Ling Feng so many opportunities to let him continue to hurt herself.

Of course, this is all an afterthought, what Su Mu is thinking at this moment is that she has to find a way to deal with this matter satisfactorily, so that Ling Feng can accept that she can be responsible for this matter. Otherwise, if she quarreled with Ling Feng again because of this matter, then what she had done would be more than worth the loss.

So when Ling Feng finished saying this, Su Mu racked his brains and thought for a long time before saying to Ling Feng:

"If you really want to go, then we can see if there are tickets first. If there are tickets, and the price is very reasonable, I think the two of us can consider it, after all, the time is exactly when we are coming back from Shanghai, and it should not be a big problem to come back a day or two late. ”

"Oh, I've told you, it's not like that, even if I have a ticket, if I have time, my mother won't let me go, what can I do? ”

After Ling Feng heard Su Mu say this, his mood became even more depressed, and his attitude became a little bad. Although Su Mu was a little angry, he always left all his bad temper to her when he was angry, but she still patiently said to him:

"I don't want to teach you badly, but don't we just want to travel in the first place? It should be normal to want to change your route and do something you feel you want to do during the trip. We didn't do anything to hurt ourselves, and we didn't do anything to break the law, so what's wrong with that? I can help you pay it first, and then pay me back when you have the ability, and then I won't have to rely on you to support me in the future? Maybe you'll get more in return, don't you?"

After Su Mu finished speaking, Ling Feng subconsciously wanted to refute, but as soon as he turned his head and wanted to speak, he didn't know why he stopped again, and after being silent for a few seconds, he spoke again:

"That's different, what I hope is that I can keep you from the beginning to the future, and I can buy you what you are reluctant to buy, instead of me spending your money all the time, you know?"

"Who said it cost my money? Didn't the two of us go on the same boat? Didn't you say that we don't share each other? Then how can you divide the money here? If you don't think you can accept it, didn't I say it, I'll lend it to you first, and then pay it back to me when you have money in the future." ”

"Oh, it's all different from you, it's different, how many times do you have to say it to understand?"

When Ling Feng heard Su Mu's explanation, he shook off Su Mu a little angrily and stood up. Su Mu also lost her temper because of her actions and tone, but as soon as she thought that this matter had not been resolved, and it would be even more difficult to solve it if there was a quarrel, she had to suppress the displeasure in her heart and try to put on a pleasant expression:

"What's the difference about this? No one stipulates that when two people are together, the man must spend money, and whoever has the ability can bear more. Isn't this a normal thing? And when two people are together, the division of labor is different, if I am responsible for making money, then you are responsible for taking care of me, isn't it good to match like this? Besides, we have an economic gap, what balance are you pursuing here, then don't you go to school and come out to work? If you come out to work now, and we are both working, then I can tell you about fairness in this regard, but don't say whether you can find a job or not, do you just give up your studies because of this? So what is my future going to do? Is it up to you? Do you think you can rely on yourself? So why are you always struggling with this? And do you think I'm really the kind of person who is greedy for money and profit? I think the same as your mother, and I'm with you just to get something from you? If I want to say that, I'm really trying to get something, and I'm trying to like me and take care of me, so are you going to do these things well now? You are responsible for taking care of me, I am responsible for spending money, and the responsibilities of the two of us are different, of course, the payment is also different, but aren't we all the same feelings for each other? Two people get along with each other and see feelings, isn't it? What is the point of spending less money if you care so much about whomever spends the money? If I pay more in terms of money, then you can compensate me in other ways, one for one, isn't it fair?"

"There's nothing wrong with that, but I want me to take care of you in every way. I hope you don't have to pay so much, don't get so tired, so that I also have a great sense of accomplishment. But I don't have any sense of accomplishment right now, and sometimes I even feel like I'm a burden to you, always giving you trouble. I always thought that I could help you solve your troubles, but I didn't expect that one day, I would become a problem for you. ”

When Ling Feng lowered his head and said this, it gave Su Mu a big shock in his heart, he had never thought that Ling Feng would say such a thing, for a moment, her heart that had been determined to leave was shaken.

But while wavering, he still maintained a skeptical attitude towards this sentence.

He no longer had the same attitude of believing all of Ling Feng's words without any reason as before, and now no matter what Ling Feng said, she maintained a fifty percent skeptical attitude, because she had long since stopped believing that Ling Feng could really like her wholeheartedly.

In fact, once one of the couples has such an idea, then the relationship between the two of them is already difficult to maintain. Suspicion is the biggest killer that destroys all happiness, because it makes both parties vulnerable, sensitive and suspicious, even if they sometimes do normal things, they will become the object of suspicion.

Trust is a one-time thing, and in feelings and trust, there is no such thing as "reconciliation as before" and "reunion after breaking the mirror". Reconciliation can be reconciled, but it is impossible as before, the mirror is broken, and even if it is reassembled perfectly, nothing can repair it exactly as it was before it was fallen. Things are still like this, let alone people.

There were already too many rifts in the relationship between Su Mu and Ling Feng, so many that even Ling Feng, who was the most reluctant to think about them, was forced to think about them helplessly.

Of course, Ling Feng didn't know that Su Mu's attitude towards him had developed to this extent, and he didn't think that Su Mu would even care about these words, and he would also consider whether it was true or false. The only thing he could think of was whether he wanted to accept Su Mu's opinion.

This is too tempting for Ling Feng, if he can fulfill this promise of his own, then he basically has no regrets in his entire youth.

So in fact, he can ask his mother tentatively first, if it is possible, he doesn't have to drag, he can give the money to Su Mu immediately, if it is impossible, maybe he can say two more good words and discuss with her for a few more days, and it will become possible.