(2) Su Mu's choice
Of course, the same cannot be said about it. Su Mu has many friends who have told her that they are very envious of her life, envy her for not having a burden, envy her for being able to walk away, and envy her for living the life they want. At the beginning, Su Mu would happily talk to them, comforting them and saying that although they didn't have the opportunity to go out at this age, they found a job that suited them, with a considerable monthly salary, and the quality of life was not many times better than her, and there was a stable and loving partner by her side, which was enough for many people to envy. But over time, when Su Mu found out that most of these people were just talking like this, she would only choose to smile politely when she heard this, never said a word more, and never shared what she saw during her trip with anyone else.
Those who say they envy her are really just talking, because for them, higher and higher wages are their biggest pursuit at this stage, and as for fulfilling their dreams, in their eyes, they are just things that children will only worry about.
What are dreams, dreams are those dreams that I loved to have when I was young. Now that I'm getting older, no matter how much I like to dream, it's time to face reality.
And the reality is that they want to work hard to earn money, buy a house, buy a car and live a high-quality life. As long as they are willing to work hard, reality can give them everything they want.
It's just that the premise is that they are not allowed to dream anymore.
Su Mu understood their grievances about their dreams, after all, they were really past the age of dreaming. And at this time, Su Mu is very grateful for the support of her parents, because if they stop it, then now she will probably live that step-by-step life, quietly, in the boring repetition, forget herself.
But even though Su Mu kept her dreams, she still felt like she had failed. Such failures do not come from themselves, but from the pressure of their parents. Although Su Mu doesn't have a job now, there are always parents, and at their age, the most common thing colleagues do among themselves is to show off their children, and at this time, Su Mu feels that he really has nothing for them to show off.
Yes, what can she let her parents show off? Show off her willfulness, a girl who always runs away, pursuing those ethereal and meaningless dreams? Or show off that she has changed two jobs in three years that have no development at all in the eyes of others, and does not think about her future at all? Or show off that she doesn't even have a boyfriend at such an old age, and is almost classified as an older leftover girl?
Nothing.
Although her parents never told Su Mu about these things, and even sometimes, when Su Mu took the initiative to mention these things, her mother comforted her in turn, telling her to live her own life and not always care about other people's eyes, but Su Mu knew very well in her heart that in this case, she always embarrassed her parents. Because not all parents will have the same thoughts as her parents, even if her parents don't feel that she has embarrassed them, in the eyes of those other parents, Su Mu is still a lot worse than their children.
It's no different from slapping her parents in the face.
Su Mu's parents had told Su Mu countless times that they didn't mind such a thing, and Su Mu nodded every time to indicate that she knew, but there was nothing she could do to make herself not mind. In fact, it is probably because of the inferiority complex, Su Mu is very concerned about other people's opinions in some aspects. And coincidentally, this matter was planned within the scope of Su Mu's concern.
And this truth is so deadly that after countless struggles, Su Mu still decided to give up her previous life, postpone the pursuit of her dreams, and find a stable job.
Her parents have given her enough support, and in turn, she should give them something in return.
So after Su Mu rejected the request of the leader of the previous job to invite her to go back to work, she began to submit various resumes.
Probably because the jobs he was looking for before were all he liked, Su Mu didn't make any effort, and he didn't even write much of his resume, so he successfully entered the job. Although she has also experienced a lot of ups and downs, she has also seen a lot of laws of social survival on the way, she has made mistakes, and of course she has done a lot of stupid things, but in the end she still made a lot of friends and accumulated a lot of experience. She thought that with these things, her job search path would be smoother, but the reality was that she didn't save face at all, and the cold water was splashed worse than standing under the waterfall and flushing. First of all, she was disgusted that the working hours were too short, there was no longevity, and it was not suitable for their work, and then she couldn't see her life plan from the resume, and felt that she didn't have the spirit of struggle.
However, the so-called revision of the resume is not a fraud, nor is it to erase the so-called work experience that affects her future, but Su Mu rewrote the simple list in three or two sentences into a small story in those places of her study experience and work experience.
Although she didn't have a 985 or 211 degree, Su Mu didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her school, and every job she chose carried her love and like, and she didn't have to shy away from it at all, so no matter how hard the person in the morning advised, she wasn't ready to modify these experiences she had experienced into something else or directly erase them. What's more, in Su Mu's impression, the resume is just to make up some nonsense to brag about his ability, in this case, instead of writing those words that look fake to praise himself, and even feel disgusting when he looks at it, it is better to show his writing skills directly.
After all, this was the only thing Su Mu could get his hands on.
It's also incredible, Su Mu, who was born in science, is not best at physics, but writing. What's even more incredible is that she is good at writing, but she never got a high score in her composition when she was in school. This almost became one of her only weaknesses that Su Mu's friends often ridiculed, and at this time, Su Mu himself had nothing to say to himself.
But she really can't write argumentative essays, not at all.
Although she is familiar with the historical facts of those celebrities, she can change it into prose and let her publish a book.
Just don't let her write argumentative essays.