When Su Mu said this, Ling Feng's heart trembled suddenly, and the feelings that he couldn't tell whether it was fear or worry suddenly spread in his heart. He opened his mouth several times to argue, but he always felt that it was useless for him to say anything at this time.

But he knew that Su Mu would definitely choose to forgive him, so he completely gave up his explanation and promise, and just continued to say to Su Mu:

"Go to the hospital, if it's too serious, just get an injection. ”

"I'm so old that I don't know if I'm sick and want to go to the hospital?"

"But you don't go. ”

"Then don't talk about these useless things. ”

After Su Mu finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly, so fast that Ling Feng didn't even react. He stared at the hung up phone for a long time before he called it back.

Su Mu naturally implemented the policy of not answering, so he quieted his hand, put on the quilt and fell asleep again. After Ling Feng fought for a while, he saw that Su Mu had not answered, so he gave up and continued to fight, but sent her a message, telling her to remember to take medicine on time, and to go to the hospital quickly if she felt uncomfortable, and then go to her own thing.

Su Mu's illness came and went quickly, and the next day, the fever subsided, although it was still a little uncomfortable, but it was good not to have a fever, so Su Mu finally crawled out of the bed and decided to go to the barber shop once.

Because Su Mu has always liked Hanfu and Lolita, she has never been reluctant to cut off her hair, for fear that after cutting it short, it is not suitable to wear these clothes again, and she will have to wear a wig if she wants to wear it. She still remembers the experience of wearing a wig when she first played cos, and in order to avoid repeating such pain, even if many people advised her to try a new hairstyle, she insisted on her own opinion and said that she would not cut anything.

Of course, she has actually cut her hair short, and in comparison, short hair will make her more playful and cute, and she looks younger than her actual age. That's why her friends advised her to cut her hair short. It's just that she had to cut her hair short that time, because at that time the ends of her hair were purple, and the color faded very badly after dyeing, and she was still traveling outside, if she washed her hair, she might be covered with pillows and bed sheets in the hotel if she didn't pay attention. Since she didn't want to spend the money on the bed that compensated others, she was ruthless and cut her waist-length long hair into a shoulder-length short hair.

I have to say that during the time when she just finished cutting, she really felt a lot more relaxed, and even felt that her hair dried much faster than usual after washing. But it was too difficult to raise her hair again, and after a year and a half, her hair did not grow to the original length, which made her think that her hair might not grow anymore.

After having such an experience, Su Mu was very resistant to cutting her hair, but when she thought of breaking up with Ling Feng, the first thing that came to her mind was to cut her hair short, which she had so hard to raise.

Maybe it was because she wanted to change from beginning to end, or maybe it was because Ling Feng had said that she liked her long hair, but no matter what, this idea appeared in Su Mu's mind little by little, and Su Mu couldn't resist it anymore.

However, because he usually has no habit of cutting hair, never does any maintenance, and does not do perm and dye styling, Su Mu does not have a fixed barber shop to go to. So much so that after Su Muyi went out excitedly, he realized that he didn't know where to cut his hair at all.

After walking around the neighborhood twice, Su Mu entered a barber shop that looked okay.

Every time he arrived at such a place, Su Mu would feel very nervous. Because there is no room for regret when cutting hair, if it is not cut well, it is not good, and it will be ugly for a long time, coupled with different personal understandings, Su Mu is more worried that her description is incorrect, which will make the barber have other ideas, then she will lose more than she gains.

She really wants to start over, but if it comes at the cost of becoming ugly, then she feels that she can bear it any longer.

When she sat on the chair and waited for the other customers to finish the cut, Su Mu was entangled for a long time in her heart, whether to cut it or not, and just when she was hesitating, the voice of the barber suddenly came from her ears.

"How do you want to get it? Cut it short or dyed it or whatever?"

At first, Su Mu thought she was talking to someone else, but when she looked around and found that there was no one around, she raised her head in embarrassment and replied:

"That...... I just want to cut it short...... Just cut it to the shoulders...... Oooh...... Trouble wait a minute, I have pictures. ”

Su Mu said as he went to the phone in a little panic, and the barber smiled lightly when he saw that she seemed to be very nervous, then patted her shoulder and said to her:

"It's okay, don't worry, you go wash your hair first, and then look for it slowly. ”

After Su Mu listened, he nodded solemnly, and then followed his assistant to wash his hair, and by the way, when he was washing his hair, he found the pictures he had selected before. When the barber saw Su Mu's picture, he said to her:

"Yo, you have to cut a lot, can you give it up? It's not easy to raise your hair, you can't pick it up so naturally after cutting, you have to think about it." ”

Su Mu was already hesitant, after the barber said this, she was even more at a loss, if it weren't for a message from Ling Feng halfway, Su Mu looked at it and strengthened her idea of wanting to break up, it is estimated that she had already said sorry to the barber at this time, and then ran away.

"Just cut it like this, it's okay, you can keep it if it's short anyway, I've cut it before, it's okay. ”

As soon as the barber saw that Su Mu was suddenly so determined, he didn't ask any more questions, and moved the scissors according to the picture Su Mu showed her. It didn't take long for the hairstyle to take shape.

"Little girl, do you want bangs? I see you have them in this photo, but you don't have them, right?"

"Hmm...... I actually have ...... myself."

Speaking of bangs, Su Mu suddenly remembered that Ling Feng especially liked to see her wearing her hair, and her bangs were okay at that time, so she shook her head at the barber.

"No, so be it. ”

"Then don't maybe it won't have this effect on the picture, I'll see if you can get a figure-eight bangs, long enough, if you don't like it, you can get it on both sides." ”

This choice given by the barber couldn't be better for Su Mu, so Su Mu nodded, didn't speak again, closed his eyes, and wanted to squint for a while.

After about ten minutes, the sound of the hair dryer woke Su Mu up, she opened her eyes with difficulty, and then began to look at herself in the mirror intently.

Although some people often say that she looks like sixteen or seventeen years old, Su Mu knows very well that being young is not a good thing sometimes, not to mention, no matter how young she looks, her temperament and eyes are there, no matter what, it is impossible to really live as if she is still seventeen or eighteen years old.

When it is time to mature, it is always necessary to be mature, and this maturity has nothing to do with appearance.

After the barber completely finished Su Mu's hair, Su Mu took a photo of himself in the mirror and shared it with his circle of friends, and the copy used to match this picture was a pun.

"Start from scratch".

I don't know if Ling Feng has been scrolling through the circle of friends or what, after Su Mu finished posting, within two minutes, Ling Feng's message was sent, and as soon as he opened his mouth, it was a questioning tone.

"Did you cut your hair? Why did you cut your hair all of a sudden? Didn't you say that long hair looks good?"

"Because I'm going to break up with you, I want to start over, and of course I have to make some changes. ”

"Who agreed to break up? Who agreed to start over?"

"Being together is a matter of two people, and breaking up is a matter of one person, don't you understand such a simple truth?"

"It's not good, I said that I can't break up, I can't break up, don't ink with me. ”

Every time Ling Feng spoke like this, Su Mu would feel a special feeling of disgust in her heart, not only disgust, but also disgust, so generally after Ling Feng finished saying this, Su Mu would not speak again, even if she was angry in her heart, she was unwilling to say a word to Ling Feng.

Of course, quarrels are inevitable, but when they quarrel, they have to speak in a measured manner, but every time Ling Feng quarrels, he never thinks about it, and the words he says hurt more and more people, and he doesn't know it. Su Mu had already had this experience many times, and at first she might have wanted to reason with Ling Feng, but after a few times, every time it happened, she would just shut up and let Ling Feng do whatever she wanted, and she wouldn't care anymore.

For Su Mu, this was actually a manifestation of giving up on Ling Feng, but for Ling Feng, he seemed to have completely misunderstood what Su Mu meant. He always felt that Su Mu was a sign of compromise like this, a sign that she gave up struggling, and he never thought that Su Mu gave up not struggling, but him.

After the conversation broke up unhappily, Su Mu didn't get angry for long, and her mood was quickly adjusted by the comments in the circle of friends.

Although it took less than ten minutes to post the circle of friends, a few friends who had a good time chatted about more than seventy replies in the comments on her circle of friends, and Su Mu watched it with relish, and even forgot about other people's replies.

In fact, after work, there is very little contact between them, and it is difficult to say a word in three or five days, and no one in the group that has been active before speaks anymore. It's not easy to see them chatting here, and it feels like it's back to the way we used to be.

At that time, the relationship was so simple, and I didn't have to run around for life, I just had to do my homework every day. Everyone got together to learn and fight, how happy and happy they were, and they never thought that their ideal future had become ideals, and the future would be so harsh.

It's because he has had such an experience, so in fact, Su Mu is also very conflicted. She not only hoped that Ling Feng would be a little more mature, but also hoped that Ling Feng would be able to live a carefree life forever, and not experience the helplessness and scheming in these lives. And it was precisely this that caused a big gap between her and Ling Feng.

Su Mu didn't think about this aspect originally, but I have to say that because of such thoughts, she unconsciously raised herself a lot in the relationship between the two people. She always felt that she was older than Ling Feng and had experienced a lot, and there were some things and opinions that she was right, so she always hoped that Ling Feng would listen to her. Although she also said that she didn't want to affect Ling Feng, she didn't even realize that in fact, she still wanted to change Ling Feng subtly.

Maybe this was the reason why Ling Feng felt very tired to be with Su Mu later, he had his own thoughts and attitudes, but Su Mu always thought about changing him because she was old. To be honest, he didn't even want to listen to his mother's words, let alone Su Mu, she was fine when she didn't make trouble, but when she made a fuss, it was really fatal, even if what she said was really right, he didn't want to listen to it.

Why should you listen to her for everything? She's not the standard, is it true that people all over the world have to do the same thing as her? As long as it's different, it's wrong? That's funny.

Because of this thought, almost as long as the two of them quarreled later, Ling Feng would definitely fight against Su Mu, no matter who was right or wrong, he would stand on the opposite side of Su Mu, as long as Su Mu cried, stopped arguing, and ignored him, he felt at ease.

Instead of quarrelling, it's better to leave her to think about it for herself, and when she figures it out, it will be fine. If you can't calm down together, then calm down separately and don't contact for a while, she will naturally bow her head because she can't do without him.

This trick Ling Feng tried again and again, and almost in the later days, Su Mu turned around and cried like this to ask for reconciliation. This undoubtedly did not satisfy his self-esteem and pride, so much so that he completely forgot what kind of person Su Mu was in the first place.

She, but what about people who regard pride and self-esteem as their fate, let her have no face, let her trample on her dignity, how can that be? So there are some things, it's just that Ling Feng sees it too simply.

Of course, he never thought that when Su Mu was with him, he was planning to leave all the time. After all, what she showed was so real, she couldn't do without his appearance at all, if she had already behaved like this, and she was still trying to leave, then he really wouldn't dare to believe anything. He even began to suspect that all the happy and sweet memories between them were deliberately created by Su Mu, and she had stopped loving him a long time ago.

But he always felt that she loved him and couldn't do without him, so he was so unscrupulous.

So in the final analysis, who is wrong when you break up?