Su Mu was struggling the whole time, this struggle was not to get away with it, but to really resist. When Ling Feng's lips landed on her face, she shook violently, and then a deep fear rose from the bottom of her heart.

There are some things that there is no way to deceive herself, maybe since that incident happened, this fear has been buried in Su Mu's heart, but she has never wanted to face it. And the result of the escape is that the wrong things accumulate more and more, and the negative emotions also accumulate more and more, and when these accumulate to the point that Su Mu can't bear it, it is like a bomb that has been detonated, almost destroying all of Su Mu's resistance and endurance.

All of a sudden, she felt very sick.

Ling Feng could feel Su Mu's resistance, although he didn't know why it had become like this, but he had to, when he felt Su Mu's thoughts, he also felt very sad in his heart. He obviously wanted to love her well, but instead of loving him more, she began to fear him. He really wanted to find the source of this series of things and then solve him, but unfortunately, he had no idea what the problem was.

He admits that he has done something wrong, but he has already apologized for those mistakes, and Su Mu has also chosen to forgive him, so why can't the two of them change back to what they were before? Haven't they forgiven him already, then why can't they have a good start with him? If she was willing to be with him well, then he wouldn't treat her like he is now.

Thinking of this, Ling Feng's eyes couldn't help but redden, and the hand that controlled Su Mu couldn't help but feel that his strength had been lifted. Feeling the force pressing on him lessen, Su Mu immediately began to struggle violently, and finally escaped from Ling Feng's confinement. She quickly hid in the other corner of the big bed with her hands and feet, surrounded herself with the quilt, and then wiped her eyes fiercely twice, and said to Ling Feng in a tone of indebtedness:

"I'm sorry, I ...... I wasn't prepared for ......."

"The person I should be sorry for is me, I'm sorry for my wife, I have made you suffer so many grievances during this time. ”

Ling Feng knelt on the bed abruptly, his head bowed, so that people could not see his expression clearly. When Su Mu heard him like this, he immediately tried to explain to Ling Feng with some nervousness:

"No, it's my problem, if I could have come out of those shadows a little faster, we wouldn't be like this. ”

"It's me who didn't pull you out of the shadows, I pushed you back hard. It's my fault that you've made all your efforts go to waste. ”

After Ling Feng finished saying this, he sat down on the bed. And his words were like tear gas, making Su Mu burst into tears when he had just stopped.

This time, Su Mu bit his lip tightly, forcing himself not to make a sound, and then buried his head in the quilt and howled silently.

Ling Feng's words, in fact, Su Mu had wanted to do so for a long time. Almost every time the two of them quarreled, Su Mu would want to mention this matter, and then tell Ling Feng that it was he who had done those things and pushed himself back into the abyss that would make her what she is now. But maybe it's because Su Mu can't bear it, every time it comes to this time, all these thoughts will be stuck in her throat, and she can't go out and swallow back, making her a mute who can only cry.

To blame, Su Mu had actually blamed Ling Feng countless times in his heart. It took her nearly three years to barely get out of the shadows, but after only a month with Ling Feng, he had beaten her back into the shadows. She had never expected Ling Feng to be able to save her, but she had never thought that he would let her fall back into that shadow Before Zheng tried to escape, she had exhausted all the strength of her body, and the second time, she really didn't have the strength to struggle out again. But this time Ling Feng didn't choose to give up, she went out a little more, he pushed her in a little more, and kept pushing her like this until she completely lost confidence and courage and moved forward for half a minute.

She didn't understand why Ling Feng did this, in her opinion, she didn't have anything to be sorry for Ling Feng at all, and Ling Feng didn't have any reason to hurt herself at all. But the reality was that Ling Feng not only hurt her like this, but also pushed the fault onto her, blaming her for not being able to break free from the shadows by herself, and blaming him for not helping, blaming him for fueling the trouble and falling into the ground.

Su Mu couldn't tell how helpless she was in the face of Ling Feng's attitude, but maybe it was because of her personality, even so, she would only blame herself, it was because she was too gullible about Ling Feng at the beginning, thinking that he was different from others, which would lead to this series of things.

She had had such thoughts for a long time, and she kept embarrassing herself, and it wasn't until Ling Feng's words just now that she realized that in fact, Ling Feng knew many things himself, but he was just unwilling to do them.

So at that moment, Su Mu suddenly felt even more distressed about himself. It turned out that her generosity and tolerance did not make Ling Feng love her more, but instead connived at his mistakes and gave him the opportunity to hurt himself with impunity.

She suddenly felt that she regretted it, regretted agreeing to Ling Feng's request to be with him, regretted trying to forgive Ling Feng for the mistakes she had made before, regretted wanting to bear the consequences by herself, and never thought about what price Ling Feng would pay for it.

But now it seems that Ling Feng didn't pay any price, at least, she didn't love him that much.

Su Mu mentioned these things to her friends a long time later, and she still clearly remembered her friend's reaction when she heard her words. She didn't know why her friend seemed to have heard some big joke, so she allowed her curiosity to speak out for a while.

When her friend heard Su Mu ask her why, she felt even more funny, and even unconsciously touched Su Mu's head, trying to prove that Su Mu was not so feverish that her brain was muddy.

"May I ask why you have such thoughts? Do you think that you are very important? Please, who would regret what he did to his ex before, what even a person in his thirties would not do, do you think a child will? He will not treat you badly if he has that conscience, to tell you the truth, after leaving you, people can immediately find someone who is ten or eight times better than you, and it is too late to be happy, who cares how he treated you at the time, and he will be good in the future, who cares about how he used to be?"

"To others, you are like a springboard, and if you look for someone else, you must be better than you, maybe you love even more. Do you think you are the person who loves him the most in the world, but are you sure that people care? Please, eldest sister, after breaking up with you, people will only care whether they love it or not, whether they like it or not, and they will not care whether others love it or not. ”

"I ask you, don't think so well of others, do you think he's still a child? Maybe he's slept with someone else before you, and you can believe whatever you want. ”

"Do you think that only women are good at weighing the pros and cons? Wrong, men are the best at this kind of thing. Do you think they really love the women who accompany them through thick and thin? Bah, it's nice to have one out of a hundred men who really think so. Look at how many people can live with the woman who has lived with them to the end? You, with him, the biggest role is to teach him a lesson, teach him how to love women, and then let him use all these things on other women, you fool. ”

These words, in Su Mu's opinion, can be regarded as a veteran of the love field. It was precisely because of this that these words came out of her mouth, and their credibility increased tenfold at once. In fact, in Su Mu's circle of friends, she was the only one who would be so frank about these things with her, and if she was any other girl, she would probably echo Su Mu, feeling that Ling Feng would always regret it for a while.

This is the most important thing that girls who have been supported in love want to see, but Su Mu has to admit that in fact, this girl's is closer to reality. There are too many good things that are a kind of comfort left by sad people to themselves, they only exist in the imagination, and they will not become reality at all. And the only things that can become reality are those truths that are a hundred times crueler than imagination.

It cannot be accepted or understood.

Under the influence of this friend, for a long time, Su Mu felt that watching that kind of chicken soup for the soul was actually hurting herself, she felt that those things would only weaken a Rao's ability to bear, and make people have a really beautiful yearning for everything, completely ignoring the real situation in reality. It is impossible to aspire by relying on these, what can really make people aspire is those setbacks and failures in real life, which are things that everyone does not want to face.

Of course, this is something that happened a long time later, if this girl's words can be advanced to now, then Su Mu should be able to avoid a series of pains in the future.

So, the order in which things happen is important. Some people always like to use the phrase "love does not come first and come first" as a disguise, trying to wash away their infidelity to love, but it is also love, why is a relationship not over, another relationship can begin? Just like people have life and death, things always have a beginning and an end, since a person can't wait for two trains with different destinations at the same time, then why can he keep stepping on two boats and still be upright in his feelings?

As for this time, although Ling Feng had always been tired of Su Mu shedding tears in front of him, perhaps it was because he began to feel guilty about Su Mu's relationship, so when he realized that Su Mu's whole person had collapsed and talked, he still couldn't help but feel distressed. He rubbed his heart to Su Mudi's side, trying to comfort her. But sensing Ling Feng's approach, Su Mu kept hiding, almost hiding to the side of the bed, and if he rubbed a little more, he would fall down.

In order to prevent Su Mu from really falling, Ling Feng didn't dare to make any more moves, so he stopped and said to Su Mu seriously:

"Wife, I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have left you alone to deal with these things, and I have to accuse you of incompetence when you can't handle it. I know it's wrong, I really know it's wrong, I'll never do it again, okay?"

"But what I'm sad about is that you know, you know but don't do it, which is more unacceptable than if you don't know. ”

Su Mu, who had been suppressing it, finally raised his head, tried to open his eyes full of tears, looked at Ling Feng, and yelled at him. Ling Feng also knew that Su Mu was right, so he didn't refute a word, but instead continued with Su Mu:

"I know, I know all this, so wife, give me another chance, I promise that I will not do this in the future, I will never make you sad again, and I will not let you bear these things by yourself, okay? You know I don't want to, I really don't want to lose you, I want to make you my legal wife, I want to live with you in the future, my future is really you, you are the meaning of my hard work, I really can't lose you. ”

Although Ling Feng had said similar things in the message before, it was really the first time to tell Su Mu in person like this. Although the truth of these words has yet to be investigated, and there is an eighty percent chance that they are false, it has to be that it touched Su Mu again, making her originally firm heart begin to waver.

Therefore, soft-heartedness is really a big problem, especially this Su Mu, every soft-hearted almost repeats the mistakes of the past, and finally has to break up. But even so, she would still be uncontrollably soft-hearted, as long as Ling Feng said a little bit of kindness and showed weakness, she would go back to her old path.

In this way, she persevered, jumping into the fire pit she had dug before, and the people she tortured did not look like people, and ghosts did not look like ghosts.

The only thing that has changed is that she has been persisting for longer and longer, although she has not escaped the result of soft-heartedness, but the time used every time is increasing, maybe in the future, she will be able to persist for a lifetime and will not be soft-hearted.

It's just that this time it wasn't that long, because for the next time, Ling Feng had been sitting beside her, telling her about the things he had done wrong before, and then he kept assuring her that from now on, he would never make these mistakes again. He will definitely do all the things she wants him to do, and he will not disappoint Su Mu again.

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