(14) Hotel talk

Although Su Mu had already taken a taxi in advance, the two of them still waited for almost fifteen minutes before waiting for the car. After the two of them got into the car, Su Mu began to think about what he wanted to do with Ling Feng for a while.

I don't know why, when the two of them separated, Su Mu felt that there were a lot of problems between them, after all, two or three big fights were so noisy, no problem, it must be fake. At that time, Su Mu always thought that if they met, she must be clear about these things with Ling Feng, and then if she could, she would discuss a peaceful breakup.

She was really tired of arguing all the time, and with all the problems between the two of them, she really couldn't find any reason to keep going. It's not that she can't wait for Ling Feng to grow up, she had thought about it before, but now it seems that she feels that these ideas are not worth it at all for Ling Feng to use.

Before she had this thought, she felt that Ling Feng loved her, and she could feel it from his various performances. Even if those things happened, she had a little hesitation, but in the end, the things he did still made her feel that she could trust him. Therefore, she was still firm in her thoughts, always feeling that Ling Feng would always grow up and become a man who was responsible and responsible and able to take care of her. However, now, after nearly a month of getting along, she no longer had this feeling at all, let alone believing that Ling Feng still liked her, or even worse, she had completely stopped expecting any future between the two of them.

Sometimes Su Mu thinks it's ridiculous when she thinks about it, she is a woman who is nearly thirty years old, although she has not experienced any storms and waves, but her emotional experience is not small, so she should not make such a mistake on impulse. She obviously knew very well what it took to accompany a boy to grow up, but she simply thought that Ling Feng was different from other children. She also knows that at her age, she shouldn't believe in this kind of love that only children can believe. And perhaps because of her age, she began to find that love is really difficult without the support of reality. Of course, this does not mean that all love needs to be supported by reality, it's just that she can't get rid of reality at her age, so everything she has needs to rely on reality, even if she doesn't want to, reality will force her to think.

Like now.

Ling Feng didn't know what Su Mu was thinking in his heart, but he could feel Su Mu's resistance to him, and the resistance was very obvious. In the past, when the two of them were in a taxi, Su Mu would snuggle up in his arms very obediently, and even if they didn't, the two of them would hold their hands tightly. But this time, if he touched Su Mu a little, she would instinctively hide back, and she didn't even feel her own reaction. Not only that, but her eyes were always staring out the window, and looking through the reflective side of the mirror, you could see that her eyes were empty and unfocused, not at all like what she used to be.

This made Ling Feng suddenly feel very uncomfortable.

Obviously, the relationship between the two Rao was so good before, in the eyes of outsiders, the two seem to be sweet all the time, but it has only been three months, and the two of them seem to have reached the point where they seem to be separated. Could it be that relationships come and go so quickly? He obviously wanted to be with Su Mu for a long time, but why had it only been three months, and the two of them had developed to this point?

The two of them returned to the hotel with their own hearts, and when the room was confirmed at the front desk, the waiter was nothing, but he repeatedly looked at the two Rao ID cards several times, and looked at the two people themselves a few times. Su Mu was not in a very good mood, seeing the waiter like this, the anger in his heart spread somehow, if it wasn't for Ling Feng to stop her, she took a step ahead and communicated with the waiter, Su Mu almost wanted to quarrel with the waiter.

After entering the room, Su Mu dropped his bag and said to Ling Feng:

"Why did you stop me just now?"

"Don't stop you, I'm afraid that you will quarrel with the waiter, why are you so angry, the waiter is also working. ”

Ling Feng sat down with Su Mu in his arms, trying to comfort her. Maybe it was because Su Mu didn't notice Ling Feng's approach, so Su Mu didn't hide, but just tried to argue with Ling Feng:

"Is it okay to be disrespectful at work? It's just that the age difference is a little big, and it's not that she doesn't match the appearance on the ID card, as for looking at it so many times? The machine has confirmed that there is no problem, doesn't she know that this is a sign of disrespect to people?"

"Then maybe it's possible that she thinks she doesn't match her ID card? Wife, it's really not me, you're the first person I've ever seen who looks better than the photos taken by the beauty camera, why don't you take pictures? You look at your ID photo, it's really not like me, I sometimes doubt that when you need to identify your ID card, how did you get through?"

"Hey, don't take the opportunity to change the subject, okay?

Although Ling Feng's words were very beautiful, it could be regarded as helping Su Mu straighten out her mood, but perhaps because of the influence of other things, Su Mu had no way to vent, so he didn't completely calm down his anger because of this, and his tone and attitude still didn't become very good. Ling Feng didn't care about this, but continued to try to divert Su Mu's attention.

"Yes, yes, it's not a problem, but my wife is so understanding, she definitely won't keep blaming other people's waiters for this. ”

"Do you have to be misunderstood by others? Do they think sibling love is funny or what? If you are so gossipy, why don't you become a gossip reporter?"

"Why do you care about not sparing your eyes? Getting along is a matter for the two of us, what does it have to do with others, do you care a lot about not sparing your eyes?"

"I don't care what I'm doing, I'm so old, what's so scary. ”

"So, then why are you still so angry?"

"It's you, I'm worried about what others think of you! Don't you know why I don't like you to post on Moments, and I don't like to let others know that you have a girlfriend like me? Because I'm worried that others will look at you with bad eyes!"

As soon as he heard Ling Feng say this, Su Muden became a little anxious, and he stood up directly, leaned over to look at Ling Feng, and yelled at him seriously. Ling Feng was a little dazed for a moment by Su Mu's yelling, he didn't react, and asked Su Mu stumblingly:

"Old ...... Wife...... You...... Why are you ......?"

"What am I doing? Don't you understand? Do I have to be so obscure? Or do you have a problem with your comprehension and can't understand such simple words?"

"No, I understand, I know what you're about, I just thought, why do you think that? It's just a useless worry. ”

"What is useful and what is useless? You just think it's useless now, and when you get older and meet more people, you'll know what is terrible. ”

Su Mu looked a little hated that iron could not be made of steel, and after she was done, she sat back on the bed angrily, and deliberately kept some distance from Ling Feng. Ling Feng rubbed over little by little, and then hugged Su Mu again, and asked Su Mu rhetorically:

"Are you scared now? Are you worried that people are terrible?"

"Of course I don't, I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of insects, I'm afraid of ghosts, but I'm not afraid of people. ”

"So why should I be afraid? Am I, a big man, afraid of things that you girls are not afraid of?"

Ling Feng's question made Su Mu speechless, she was stunned for a long time, she didn't know what she should do.

His words were not unreasonable, but why did Su Mu subconsciously think that Ling Feng would be like this? Why did she not have any confidence in Ling Feng at all, where did the problem arise?

Originally, he was in a very irritable mood, but when he thought of this again, Su Mu's mood not only did not get better, but became even worse. She turned around, looked at Ling Feng seriously, and then said to him:

"What you think now, not necessarily what you think in the future. Rao's personality, way of thinking, and three views are finally determined after the age of thirty, and before that, your thoughts may change at any time due to the influence of other things. So you love me now, and the next second or the next minute, the next month, the next year, will change. That's why I don't like the vows and love words of you and me, they are very good, but I know very well that these things are time-sensitive to you, maybe you really thought so when you said this, but you can't guarantee that you will think like this every minute and every second after that, these are nothing to you, change really has no effect on you, and you will not be hurt because you have not fulfilled your promise. But I'm different, I'll take you seriously, I'll look forward to it, once you change, you forget the words you used to say to me, I'll be disappointed, and I'll be disappointed more times, and I won't love you anymore. Do you know that this process really hurts?"

"I don't know, I just know that I won't let you down, and yours won't become a reality, I will love you very much, I will always love you, I will love you more than one. ”

As if he was afraid that Su Mu would break up next sentence, Ling Feng grabbed ahead of Su Mu, took Su Mu's words, and hugged Su Mu tightly at the same time. However, when Su Mu heard his words, she was not happy at all, and her brows became more and more wrinkled.

Maybe she really lost her mind for a while and lost her mind when love suddenly came, but now, she can't let herself continue to go crazy, if this relationship really has a deadline, they can't have 10,000 years, plus all kinds of external reasons, breaking up now is really the best choice.

Shede's must be fake, although a third of the time in these three months has been quarreling, but when the two of them are happy, it really makes everyone who knows her feel envious. Sometimes Ling Feng was more careful than a man in his thirties, and she could feel his intentions in all kinds of daily things. So it's impossible not to love it, even if you really didn't love it at the beginning, but after getting along day and night, you can get along with each other day and night, and now if you want Su Mu to give up, she is just as uncomfortable. That's why she regretted why she was impulsive and chose to agree to his pursuit regardless of the consequences.

He is young and ignorant, is she also young and ignorant?

Thinking of this, Su Mu's tears flowed out unconsciously. She didn't even know why she was crying, let alone Ling Feng. And Ling Feng is not very good at coaxing people, in the past, when Su Mu was crying on the phone, he didn't comfort Su Mu much, and now that he was at the scene, he didn't know what to do. And maybe because Su Mu has been crying recently, he feels that Su Mu is really a little irritable when he cries, although he doesn't want to admit it, but he has to, when Su Mu cries, his feelings for Su Mu seem to have suddenly decreased by half, which obviously verifies Su Mu's methods just now.

Fortunately, this time he controlled his temper, and did not start arguing with her as soon as he heard Su Mu crying, although he still felt very irritable, but he still endured it and tried to comfort Su Mudao:

"Wife, don't cry, okay, what's there to cry about, it's not a big deal. Are you worried that I don't want you? How is it possible, you see that I have such a stiff quarrel with my family for you, and they asked me to make a choice, I didn't choose you, so what else do you have to worry about? Don't you cry, okay? You can't be happy when I come back, why are you crying? Do you want me to come back and cry with you?"

Ling Feng almost told Su Mu all the good things he could think of, but Su Mu didn't stop crying, which couldn't help but make him scratch his ears and cheeks a little anxiously. And he really didn't know what else to do for a while, so he stood up, walked in front of Su Mu, and took a tissue to wipe Su Mu's tears. However, Su Mu seemed to be a little resistant to him, and after seeing him come over with a tissue, he didn't let him approach, but snatched the tissue from his hand and wiped away his tears.

Su Mu's action made Ling Feng very irritable, he subconsciously pulled his clothes, and then gritted his teeth and directly pressed Su Mu down on the bed, ignoring Su Mu's struggle, and kissed away the tears on Su Mu's face very gently little by little

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