Ling Feng, do the math yourself, how many times has this kind of thing happened since the beginning until now?"

"At first, I forgave you for being young, ignorant, and not understanding, and then I forgave you for not handling your previous relationships, and then I forgave you for being playful, and I couldn't be by your side all the time, and now? What kind of reason do you want to find for me to forgive you? Again and again, this is the sixth time, this is the sixth time I have discovered, if you count the one that I deleted and added back by you, this is the seventh. ”

Su Mu shook off Ling Feng's hand like crazy and questioned Ling Feng loudly. Ling Feng didn't know what he was going to say, so he just replied:

"I didn't add anyone back, and if I deleted it, I deleted it. ”

"Are you stupid for me? The name is different, but the nickname is the same, do you have two female friends named Zhang Xiaopang? Is there such a coincidence in this world?"

"I said I didn't add it, I didn't add it!"

Ling Feng's resolute attitude and tone once again stabbed Su Mu's heart, she looked at Ling Feng fiercely with tears in her eyes, and asked Ling Feng word by word:

"Do you know what it costs to lie to me? Do you know what you get back for every lie?"

"But I said, if you don't add it, you don't add it, I hate it when others wronged me, even if it's you. ”

"Huh...... Hehe...... Even if I can't, then I hate people being disloyal to me the most, even if it's you, are you loyal to me?"

"Where am I disloyal to you? I'm just your girlfriend, and the others are just talking, what's wrong? I haven't even met in person, what's wrong with saying a few words!"

"What's wrong with saying two sentences? What's wrong with you saying two sentences? You asked me to offer you as an ancestor, and then I told others to be grouped separately with others, and I was particularly concerned about offering others as ancestors, but what about me? Because you still want to offer her as an ancestor? Also, playing a game name has something to do with other girls, I look at good-looking Hanfu, because others like it, you have to share the past with others, trick me into going to self-study at night, and as a result, I hid in the dormitory and sent messages to other girls, and ate with other women behind my back, other girls are in a bad mood, and you still want to accompany her to the playground, and there are girls calling you in the middle of the night to chat, obviously I'm by your side, you don't mention a word, just say I'm your friend, what the am your friends? Besides, if you don't answer her phone, you don't love her, so do you love her when you answer her phone? What about me? Have you ever loved me?"

When she finished shouting this whole paragraph, Su Mu's tears had almost wiped out all her makeup, her throat was also a little painful, and the fishy sweet feeling in her throat was like blood flowing. But even so, the pain in her chest still made her uncomfortable. She was desperate to find something that would allow her to vent, at least to catch her breath, but she walked around the spot and didn't know what she was going to do next.

She was crying, her tears never stopped, but she couldn't cry or stop. She also wanted to tell all the things that Ling Feng had done that was very excessive for her, but she opened her mouth a few times, and she didn't know what she was going to say.

It seemed as if she had lost her ability to speak in an instant, and even her memory began to blur, and she began to feel that everything in front of her was not real, as if it were a dream.

But she knew it was true, it really existed.

Just when Su Mu was at a loss and almost fell into a state of madness, Ling Feng looked at her from the sidelines, and for the first time, he felt that Su Mu's appearance was a little terrifying.

So is it really that he forced the girl who was gentle and generous at the beginning to be what she is now? So now that she is like this, does she really not love him anymore? So is this the end of the two of them?

It's only been four months since the beginning, and what have they been through together in these four months? Why? Why is it coming to an end? What about their future? What about their home? What about all the promises they haven't made?

It's all ruined by him, isn't it?

So what did he do? Did he try to get her back, just to see this outcome? If not, then why did he do it when he knew she hated it the most?

Because he didn't like it? No, if he didn't, why did he feel so sad now, and if he didn't love her, how could he want her to stay? So what is it for?

Ling Feng asked this question countless times in his heart, he also tried to find an answer, at first he really couldn't recall what he was thinking when he was doing these things, but what he knew was that he couldn't leave Su Mu anymore, he couldn't lose her, if he didn't keep her now, he would regret it for the rest of his life.

But how else could he keep her? There was no excuse, and even with her, maybe the feelings were gone, so what else could he do? Who could tell him what he had to do to keep Su Mu?

Just as he was thinking about this, Su Mu finally regained some of his senses. She packed herself up as fast as she could, and then, without even looking back, put on her coat and prepared to leave the hotel.

Ling Feng knew that if he let Su Mu go at this time, he would lose her forever, so he forcibly kidnapped Su Mu back together and threw her directly on the bed.

"You can't go. ”

Maybe it was because he was too anxious, Ling Feng's tone sounded a little bad, Su Mu was already angry, and when he heard him say this, he was even more angry, and shouted directly at Ling Feng:

"Why can't I go? It's come to this, do I still need to stay here?"

"Yes!"

"What? You tell me what? Do you want me to stay here and continue to see you having an affair with others? I delete these today, and tomorrow you add someone else, delete the old and always have the new, and I will live in this disgusting cycle for the rest of my life?"

"There will be no one else. ”

"Hahahaha, don't you have a weak heart when you say this? How many times have you said this before? How many times have you promised me that you will never contact other women again, and then what? You have less contact? You look at the chat history yourself, not to mention that there is no contact and there is less and less contact, and the conversation is getting more and more excessive. ”

"Then you can't trust me again?"

"I believe in you? What can I believe in you? Whose trust is unlimited? I can trust you once or twice, seven times or eight times and I will believe you again, do you think I have no brains? I beg you, can you not take me with you when you are naïve?"

"I'm not naïve, I'm ...... later"

"I told you a long time ago, that everything you do has a price, and when you maintain this relationship with them, you should think that one day I will find out, and you should think that I will leave you because of this matter. ”

"I didn't think about it. ”

"So it's my fault for this matter, if I didn't forgive you for the first time it happened, and I just left you, there would be no next thing. I don't have to endure these things over and over again. Do you really think that you can make up for the harm caused to me by your mistakes so easily? As I said, you won't take care of me, and there is no way to give me a stable future, I don't care, but I can't endure the matter of principle. I don't want to have this senseless quarrel with you, let me go, and from today onwards, it's over between us. ”

When Su Mu said the last sentence, he had a kind of decisiveness and determination that he had never felt before. When Ling Feng heard this, his heart felt as if he had been hit hard with an iron rod, and his tears fell directly in pain.

"I don't agree, you can't go anywhere, you can't go, you're mine, you can't leave me. ”

"When you chatted with them and treated them well, you never thought that I was yours, and I should be protected and cared for by you, and I couldn't hurt them at all. ”

"I was wrong, I will never be again, don't you go, can't you give me another chance?"

"I've given you countless chances, you've promised me so many times, and I don't want to repeat my mistakes. ”

Su Mu said as he pushed Ling Feng away from her, then got up and tidied up his clothes, turned his back to Ling Feng and said:

"You said we would have a home in the future, and I used to think that we could have a home. ”

"But will we have a home now?"

After Ling Feng finished saying this, he suddenly cried out loud like a child.

It's not that no man has cried for Su Mu, from high school to the present, Su Mu has also gone through a few, especially when he broke up with his boyfriend in college at the beginning, even though he split his legs, he still cried with Su Mu every night. After graduating, Su Mu also met a boy with cancer, it is said that when he left, he still liked Su Mu very much, but Su Mu never fell in love with him. To be honest, people who are loved like this are actually not easy to be moved, and they will not feel anything because of the boy's tears, but when Ling Feng cried, Su Mu's heart still trembled fiercely.

It must be admitted that Su Mu has indeed invested a lot of love and expectations in Ling Feng, so she has always felt that Ling Feng will definitely be better if he says that he loves her. Later, she found that some things were different from what she thought, so she was also trying to adapt to Ling Feng, and she didn't want him to pay too much for this relationship by himself. She thought that by doing this, she would be able to share the pressure brought to Ling Feng by the feelings of the two people, but the facts told her that Ling Feng had never thought of trying to alleviate these pressures, and when he felt pressure, he would choose to escape.

If it sounds nice, Ling Feng's approach can be described as not sticking to one solution when encountering a problem, and doing it from a different angle, maybe it can solve the problem more conveniently and quickly. But Su Mu and Ling Feng both knew in their hearts that Ling Feng was not doing this to solve the problem at all, he just wanted to escape. Because he knew that these contradictions could not be solved, and he didn't want to waste this experience, he would turn a blind eye to the problem, not only that, but he would even turn a blind eye to Su Mu, no matter how much she reasoned with him, trying to make him clear about the current situation and the problems between them, he would feel annoyed. So no matter what is said. Whether he is justified or not, he will choose to refute, keep refuting, or just turn a blind eye.

Su Mu also knew that Ling Feng would be like this, it was the result of what she had said too many times. But she really couldn't understand that he was the one who wanted to keep her, but after she softened and left her, he didn't care about her feelings at all, and he didn't treat her very well, and his attitude was even more excessive than before.

This kind of behavior is very difficult to understand.

The two of them weren't together to work hard to get better, oh yes, there was no deep hatred, why would Ling Feng treat Su Mu with such an attitude? Could it be that he chased her back, wasn't it for the sake of reconciliation?

Su Mu didn't figure it out when she thought of breaking up, she really didn't understand what Ling Feng had tried his best to keep him for. No one in a normal person wants to be blocked, right?, but apart from making trouble for her and ruining her favor, Ling Feng really hasn't done much to ease the relationship between the two of them.

After a long time, Su Mu would also ask himself if he had ever regretted choosing to forgive Ling Feng that day. When she was first asked this question by others, Su Mu would tell that person very firmly and very simply that she did not regret it at all. But in the end, Su Mu found that she hadn't gotten any happiness since she had been together for a while. And the reason that allowed her to persist was not what Ling Feng was, but that she had always wanted to persevere, had always wanted to see Ling Feng change, and had always wanted Ling Feng to fulfill his promise.

So you see, for a long time, this relationship was a one-man show that Su Mu was singing, and Ling Feng would point his fingers on the side like a spectator. But they never wanted to really maintain the relationship between the two of them.

That's why Su Mu regretted it so much, and at this time, he chose to forgive him.

Yes, the moment Ling Feng cried, Su Mu's heart softened. She gritted her teeth several times and tried to leave, but after taking a few steps, she didn't reach the door. In the end, she was still ruthless, gritted her teeth, turned around, and returned to Ling Feng's side in tears, kissing him while telling him:

"We'll have a home, we'll have it, I'm not leaving, don't cry, I'm sure, I won't leave you. ”