(7) A trip to the Old Summer Palace
After returning to the hotel after eating, the two of them first fell asleep, got up and began to play games together.
For Su Mu, three years ago, she was still a little girl who was addicted to games, and she will always be there in new games, she is more energetic to play than anyone else, and she has to hang up to fight monsters and upgrade when she sleeps. During that period of time, she has met a lot of people because of the game, and she has added several gangs, so it can be said that in her darkest days, the game accompanied her.
It's just that this kind of day didn't last long, after changing jobs and living environments, Su Mu got out of the game, she even felt more and more that things like games were really challenging her self-control, she had poor self-control ability, she was addicted to games for so long, and she had lost a lot of time, if it continued like this, then she wouldn't have a good life, so she didn't hesitate to delete all the games, and even in the next three years, she didn't touch it again, and she even refused to use this kind of pastime。
So when she knew that Ling Feng was playing games, Su Mu was very bored at first, but she would persuade herself that it was normal for such an older child to want to play games, and Ling Feng didn't have to worry about things like his studies for the time being, just play, she had no qualifications to deprive him of the right to play games. After all, she had also experienced such days, but she didn't expect that she would have so much awkwardness with Ling Feng because of the game in the future.
And these awkwardness have various causes, at first it was because the name of Ling Feng's game was related to other women, and this woman also had an ambiguous connection with him, and then Ling Feng kept playing games and ignored her, and then it evolved into Ling Feng using the game as an excuse to contact other women, and then it became playing with friends, and playing with friends' girlfriends, and hanging up various relationships.
At first, Su Mu endured it again and again, but later felt that she couldn't bear it anymore and reasoned with Ling Feng, every time she would be angry half to death, crying non-stop, Ling Feng also felt that she was thinking too much and making trouble unreasonably. Later, perhaps because Ling Feng found out that his friend's girlfriend was playing this game, he asked Su Mu to also take down this game and play with him.
Su Mu, who had such an idea about the game, actually refused Ling Feng's request, but when she thought that doing so might allow Ling Feng to accompany him and might reduce his contact with other girls, Su Mu still had to agree to Ling Feng's request.
However, Su Mu has no talent in games, and he doesn't play very well, he just loves to play, so this kind of competitive game is not so friendly to Su Mu. In addition, Su Mu hasn't played it for a long time, and I don't know how many times the game version has been updated, let alone her, so at the beginning, Su Mu didn't know anything at all. It's not that she hasn't told Ling Feng about this, and she secretly hopes that Ling Feng can understand her more, or can teach her during the game. However, the reality was that Ling Feng didn't understand her situation at all, although he didn't compare Su Mu with others, he would still blame her for her problems, and even sometimes when he lost the game, his attitude towards Su Mu would become particularly bad.
Su Mu can understand that she is in a bad mood when she loses the game, because when she can't beat the dungeon before, her mood will also become very bad. But understanding is understanding, she can't accept Ling Feng's approach. After all, she had already said that if she felt that she was not playing well, she could not take her, but Ling Feng did not listen, she must be with her, and after taking her, she felt that she was not playing well and accused her of the problem.
It's not that she doesn't work hard, she takes every game very seriously, but if she is a rookie player and fights against a group of kings and Xingyao, then she can be regarded as an undercover agent sent by the other party. Besides, she wasn't so miserable when she played this game alone, and she wasn't so rubbish when she played against people of the same rank, who knew that she would feel like this when she played with him. Besides, when he plays with other girls, he can protect others, he can teach her how to play, why is it like this when he comes to her? Then her so-called girlfriend is too miserable.
Other girls are letting their wild king take them away, he doesn't have the ability to bring her to accuse her of being bad, it's really enough, and he said something to tell her how to play and she didn't listen, please, he spoke in that accusatory tone, and it wasn't enough for her to be angry, and what else did he have the heart to listen to him say those things. He was still angry when she spoke loudly, and he was against her for everything, so why did she have to listen to him at this time?
Yes, if it weren't for the fact that this was a game of five people, Su Mu couldn't leave the other three behind, she would definitely quit immediately and never play again.
After playing like this a few times, Su Mu was really annoyed that he asked her to play games together. Every time Ling Feng called her, she really wanted to refuse, but when she thought that refusaling didn't do much good, she could only endure it.
However, this often happens when you are in a different place, but it never happens when two people are lying together. When they were together, no matter how Su Mu played, Ling Feng would not say anything, and even sometimes laughed at her and coaxed her. These two treatments can be regarded as very different, and sometimes Su Mu wonders if it was a different person when she played games with her when she was in a different place.
For example, now, although Su Mu was very uncomfortable, he had always cooperated with Ling Feng, and Ling Feng seemed to have changed his temper a lot suddenly, although Su Mu still didn't play well, he didn't lose his temper at all, and patiently taught her how to play. Throughout the evening, the two of them had won and lost many times like this, and when they were tired and rested, Su Mu felt a very happy feeling for the first time, so she took the initiative to kiss Ling Feng for the first time.
It was almost more difficult for Su Mu to take the initiative like this, except when she was particularly happy, at other times, she had never taken the initiative to flirt with Ling Feng, let alone kissing and hugging or coquettishly. So when Ling Feng realized that Su Mu had really kissed him just now, he felt as if he was dreaming, so he didn't control himself at all, turned around and hugged Su Mu in his arms, and kissed her fiercely.
Su Mu had never experienced such an intimate act of affection and affection, and she herself couldn't tell what the specific reason was, and she didn't know what it was, but she was very resistant to Ling Feng's contact.
This feeling had existed for a long time before she met Ling Feng, but at that time her symptoms were more serious, and she had developed to the point where she couldn't accept anyone touching her, let alone the opposite sex, even her mother felt very uncomfortable touching her. Originally, when he was with Ling Feng at the beginning, this situation had already been cured, but recently this situation had become more and more obvious, which made Su Mu feel confused and scared at the same time.
This is an abnormal phenomenon, even if Su Mu reacts to eat again, she can understand this truth, so when she found out about this matter, she felt very frightened, and kept trying to change herself back to normal, but the more she did this, the more the situation was not alleviated, plus she didn't dare to tell others about it at all, so she didn't know how to do it.
When she had improved before, she once thought that Ling Feng had played a great role, so she was still full of gratitude to Ling Feng. Later, after discovering that he was the one who contributed to the recurrence of this matter, Su Mu felt a little guilty in his heart. Although she felt that she should fulfill her responsibilities as a girlfriend and didn't show it too obviously, she still made everything seem very natural, but as long as Ling Feng was careful, she could also find that Su Mu had made great changes in many details.
However, it was impossible for Ling Feng to find out, because he neither paid attention to details, nor did he care about Su Mu's true thoughts in his heart, he would only care about Su Mu's dedication and attitude towards him, so on many issues, even if Su Mu himself felt very uncomfortable, he would not tell Ling Feng. After all, Ling Feng was like this, it was impossible to understand her at all, and saying it would only escalate the contradiction between the two people, and it would not play any role in reconciling at all.
And it's even more regrettable that when Su Mu felt that the problem between the two people was getting more and more serious, Ling Feng didn't feel it at all, he didn't feel that there was any problem between the two people at all, even if there was, it was because Su Mu was unreasonable, and it had nothing to do with him.
Maybe it's because of this depression in the early stage, so when everything broke out later, it became so serious and irreconcilable. But when I calm down and think about it, in fact, when the two of them are together, there are also a lot of sweet memories. For example, now, in Ling Feng's kiss, Su Mu completely forgot all the previous unhappiness, and even began to have a trace of anticipation, time can stay here forever.
Maybe it's because I've just slept and I've recovered some of my strength, and I'm also very relaxed when I play games, so the discomfort I felt when I came down from the Great Wall at the beginning seemed to have been reduced a lot. So the two of them ordered takeout again, and while eating, they planned where they would go tomorrow.
Beijing Su Mu has really been here many times, but because she has a job relationship and is just passing by, there are really few places she has been to. Ling Feng originally wanted to ask her if there was anything else she hadn't gone and was particularly interested in, but the two of them chatted and chatted about it, and then they remembered that the most important thing had not yet been said.
However, because Su Mu had already made a plan for a trip to Beijing a long time ago, she actually had an idea, and when Ling Feng brought the topic back to this matter, she tried to mention it to Ling Feng if she wanted to go to the Old Summer Palace to have a look.
Among all the remaining attractions that he has not visited, the one that Su Mu wants to go to the most is the Old Summer Palace. Although Su Mu did not like the history of the Qing Dynasty, this did not mean that she was also not interested in the culture of this era. In addition, because of the destruction, the Old Summer Palace seemed to have added another layer of beautiful veil, which made Su Mu want to see even more what the real Old Summer Palace looked like, and whether it would really be restored so beautifully.
Because as long as they go to this one place, the next day, the two of them didn't care too much about the time, and they always had to get up at what time. By the time Ling Feng woke up naturally, it was already almost noon, so this time the two of them learned to be a little more obedient, and went to eat first before setting off for their destination.
After entering the Old Summer Palace, the two of them really didn't feel anything special, and they felt completely different from what they thought. However, after the two of them kept walking forward for a while, they realized that the two of them were too shallow, and after they saw the restored original scene, Su Mu instantly understood why someone could visit the garden for half a day in ancient times.
As early as in Suzhou, Su Mu already had such an idea, but she always felt that the Suzhou garden was a special case, and only at this moment did she have to admit that the beauty of the garden is not limited by belonging, and some are just the limitations of the designers.
Even if this garden was trampled by war, the preserved and indestructible beauty will still make people feel thrilling.
When she feels too much, Su Mu will pick up some posts and the like, and the more she thinks she is beautiful, the more profound the regrets and anger in her heart become.
She always believed that those who destroyed these beautiful people were not only greedy for the wealth she possessed, but simply wanted to plunder, because if it was just that, they would not want to destroy this place, maybe they would burn and loot at the same time, but what they wanted to do more was to destroy this culture. Just like what they have done in the past when they annexed the weak countries of the West, starting from the very root of a country, destroying their culture, thus completely dismantling it.
Their approach may work in Western countries, because their cultural roots are very shallow, and the slightest touch can fall apart. But here is different, she has a history of 5,000 years, and her soul is inherited from generation to generation by countless people to eliminate the impurities, and constantly refine and innovate. She is indestructible, even if she suffers damage for a while, she will use the shortest time and the most powerful strength to heal herself.
This is the reason why she can exist for 5,000 years, and in the long river of time, 5,000 years is only a moment, so two or three hundred years, to some extent, is not worth mentioning at all. The grasshopper shaking the tree is a kind of wishful thinking, and it is really not a skill to be happy for a while.