The old man always said that this kind of thing should not be taken care of, because if you think about it, you will find that behind every relationship, there are actually scars full of holes in it. Some people are able to continue to choose to be together without being affected by these because both people are working hard for this relationship, but most people will choose to end the relationship after thinking about it, even if they don't end the relationship.

Perhaps this is also the reason why many families look like they are separated, and many people often use habits as an excuse to cover up the true primitiveness of the relationship between two people, but if you dig deeper, in fact, habit should be more of a witness to the deep feelings of two people, rather than the reason for the disappearance of feelings. Because of habit, they can't leave each other, because of habit and there is more tolerance, because habit has more care and understanding, in this case, how can people leave a relationship because of habit?

So I will choose to give up, it's just that the freshness is too selfish and I don't want to be responsible for this relationship, or the damage I bear is not proportional to the favor I get, or it's just that I didn't recognize the gap between the three views of the two people on the spur of the moment, in short, it has nothing to do with habits.

But people are always reluctant to admit that these mistakes have happened.

Su Mu has always adhered to this idea, although she didn't think about giving at first, but after a long time, when she began to give her feelings, she would keep looking for freshness for the two of them, and she would also want to be more considerate of Ling Feng and adapt to his habits and ways of getting along, so that they could get along for a little longer, a little longer. However, Ling Feng's thoughts in this regard were exactly the same as Su Mu's thoughts, he pushed all the boredom and irresponsibility to time and habits, and always told her when he was perfunctory to Su Mu, after the two of them had been together for a long time, it would always become like this.

In fact, the fact that two people are not suitable can be reflected in all kinds of small things. Compared with boys, girls are extremely sensitive animals, even if they can't feel a thing, three or five pieces, ten pieces and eight pieces are piled together, there will always be feelings, but they are better at deceiving themselves, ignoring these dangerous signs, and letting themselves live in an illusion of happiness of their own making, just to make this relationship last for a long time.

Of course, there are always infatuated boys, and in such a thing as feelings, no one stipulates that boys must pay more. It's just that in the relationship between the two of them, there are too many unequal places, even if Su Mu wants to work hard, she can't find the direction of her efforts.

Of course, this is not the most important issue at the moment.

When Su Mu got out of the car, a gust of cold wind hit, and she shivered from the cold.

Because she wanted to see the relationship between the Avengers, Su Mu deliberately chose a support half-sleeve to wear for the occasion, and in order to see Ling Feng and want to dress up better, she wore shorts in advance. Because the temperature was okay in Ling Feng's place, Su Mu didn't feel how cold it was, and besides, Ling Feng was still around, and she still had Ling Feng's clothes to wear, so she didn't have to worry. But as soon as I got home, the temperature seemed to drop a lot, and it was night, and the cold wind was even cooler, so Su Mu, who was dressed like this, looked too thin.

In addition, in order to take a taxi, she stood in the cold wind and waited for more than ten minutes, and after finally getting a taxi, Su Mu slowed down in the car for a long time and did not recover.

The driver looked at Su Mu's dress, and watched her tremble in the back seat, and couldn't help but joke while waiting for the red light:

"This is just coming back from the field, you say, you know that you want to go home, you don't look at the temperature in advance, and you still wear so little. ”

"I didn't expect the temperature difference to be so big. ”

Although he didn't want to answer, it was really rude not to say a word in this situation, so Su Mu still reluctantly squeezed out these words. The driver trembled a little when he heard her speak, and directly turned up the air conditioner a little more, and then said to Su Mu:

"Little girls have to learn to take care of themselves, no one outside can feel as sorry for you as your parents, you have to pay more attention. My girl is as old as you, and she always runs outside like you, and her mother and I are worried at home every day, and if we don't contact each other for a day, our hearts will be empty, and now this society is too chaotic, and girls still have to protect themselves. ”

When the driver said this, Su Mu's heart unconsciously remembered her father. Her dad rarely spoke to her so gently, and I remember that except when her dad drank too much, there was hardly any time for the two of them to talk seriously. They usually talk by yelling, so when she was a child, Su Mu felt that her father didn't like her at all, but when she grew up, Su Mu understood that some people will hide all their love in their hearts, and he may not be able to find a way to express his love, but he has never given up loving her.

Thinking of this, Su Mu's eyes turned a little red, so she couldn't help but complain in her heart, why did she become so crying recently, and it was easy to shed tears over a trivial matter. And at this time, she also arrived at her destination, and after paying and getting off the bus, she glanced at the noisy night market, gritted her teeth, and rushed into the crowd as fast as she could.

It's not that Su Mu thinks too much, but her family lives in an old community, where there are all kinds of people, and all kinds of fights, prostitution and gambling, and even murder and corpse breaking have happened near her house. Especially in the summer, as soon as there is a night market, the person is even more messy, every time Su Mu walks here alone, she will be scared, this time she is dressed like this, and it is so late, saying that she is not afraid, it is absolutely fake.

It's just that what everyone didn't expect was that the more afraid of something, the more something came, and just when Su Mu was about to reach the downstairs, she suddenly found that someone was following her behind her.

There was no one around, and the footsteps were too close, Su Mu was so frightened that he lost his ability to think almost for a moment, and just relied on instinct to continue walking home. After walking about five meters, she remembered to make a call, and when she took out her mobile phone and subconsciously wanted to call Ling Feng, she suddenly realized that what was the use of calling him.

Can you count on him to take her home, or do you expect him to give yourself some courage?

I didn't say anything about it, and I might even be scolded.

Thinking of this, Su Mu smiled bitterly, and then called her father directly.

The phone rang several times and she didn't answer, and at this time, Su Mu was about to go downstairs, although it was not very dark around, but there was indeed no one, which couldn't help but scare her into holding her mobile phone a little unsteadily. However, she did not speed up the pace, but maintained a normal pace, preparing to go to the supermarket where she usually goes first, waiting for her father to come downstairs to pick her up.

Fortunately, this time Su Mu's father didn't go out to drink as she imagined, and just as Su Mu was about to walk to the door of her unit, her father finally picked up the phone.

"Dad, I'm going home, you come down and pick me up. ”

Su Mu tried her best to keep her tone in a normal tone, but because of her previous experience, as soon as her father heard this, he immediately became nervous, and said to Su Mu in a particularly loud voice:

"You wait for me downstairs for a minute, and I'll go downstairs right away. ”

Because it was turned on, Su Mu's father's voice was particularly loud at this time. Su Mu clearly felt the figure behind him pause, and then quickened his pace.

As soon as Su Mu heard the footsteps quicken, the fear in his heart deepened. She also sped up, walked past the door of the house, and walked straight to the small supermarket downstairs.

Soon, the person behind him caught up, and just as Su Mu was about to turn, he hit Su Mu hard, almost knocking Su Mu down, and then disappeared into another alley without looking back.

After Su Mu found his center of gravity and stood firm, he stood in place and tears flowed down instantly. Later, when her father came down, her father saw her like this, didn't ask, just picked her up and walked home.

Su Mu is no longer the little girl she was more than twenty years ago, and her father's physical strength is obviously not so good. Halfway through, her father couldn't carry her anymore, but he didn't put her down, just gritted his teeth and walked home step by step.

When he got home, he only said that he should not go home so late at night, and went back to his house.

Su Mu hid in her room and cried for a long time, although she still didn't make a sound, but the quilt was a big wet, and after she cried all these grievances, she took out her mobile phone, and found that there was no call or message from Ling Feng without any surprise.

In the past, when she had delayed for so long and didn't go home, Ling Feng should have called a long time ago to ask, but this time, he didn't do anything. Su Mu didn't even have the heart to guess what he was doing, he just wiped away his tears, then picked up his phone and sent Ling Feng a message that she had arrived home.

It took a total of fourteen minutes for Ling Feng's message to come back.

"Wife, why did you come back so late. ”

"What are you doing?"

"I'm playing the game, it's time to start. ”

After saying this, Ling Feng disappeared without a trace again. Su Mu didn't wonder if he was in contact with another woman, but sent him another message ten minutes later:

"I was just stalked. ”

If Ling Feng was a little more careful, he would find that Su Mu's message was actually very abnormal, because according to Su Mu's habit, when she talked about this kind of thing, she would definitely send a lot of "!" to highlight her feelings. But this time, Su Mu simply recounted this sentence, and the rest was nothing.

This was completely inconsistent with Su Mu's performance, but Ling Feng's answer was that he did not escape Su Mu's judgment at all.

"Don't make a fuss, you're thinking too much. ”

Su Mu looked at the message that came back more than ten minutes later, and moved the corners of her mouth slightly, as if she was laughing at something, and then she threw the phone aside and never moved it again.

When breaking up, many men always feel that the reason why a woman wants to leave is very strange, maybe just because of a very simple thing, which usually doesn't even make the two of them quarrel, can actually make them propose to break up, which is really incredible. Su Mu also felt very strange before, why it was not a matter of principle, how could two people who loved each other break up, until today, until this moment, she found that this kind of thing was really not so difficult to understand.

Because of a small disappointment, you may forget it after a while, but forgetting does not mean that this thing has not happened, so when something similar happens again, the influence will become greater if it is superimposed twice, and then repeated, kept repeating, and one day, people will choose to give up.

And at this moment, Su Mu felt that maybe he had reached this critical point.

Because of the fright and crying for a long time, Su Mu felt very tired after putting down the phone. So she fell asleep without thinking about it, and before going to bed, she deliberately turned on the mobile phone on silent.

Instead of being disturbed by this kind of person, it is better for her to be alone again.

Ling Feng would never know where he did something wrong that would make Su Mu desperately break up later. I haven't seen her work so hard when we want to be together, but when I want to escape him, I have done so many things, as if I can kill her without breaking up. Besides, the reason for her breakup is too strange, it's all old accounts, and if she turns it out again, and if she makes trouble again, she will break up, isn't this sick? What's even more unacceptable is that he just wants to calm down, and he didn't say anything about breaking up, so why did he bite it to death and have to break up? What else did he say that it would definitely not get better together, and he really took it, and told her eight hundred times, as long as she was obedient, he could give her anything, so if she was disobedient herself, she couldn't get these back, what did it have to do with him? It's weird to break up because of this. Could it be that he is really too good to her usually, and she is used to having problems? Break up at the slightest mistake, break up at the slightest inconsistency with her information, there is really enough to make trouble, this is him, he can always endure unconditionally and not break up, and if he is someone else, maybe he will break up a long time ago, how can there be so many opportunities for her to do it? She is not satisfied with picking and choosing from him, is this the logic of adults? Isn't it too ridiculous.

But then again, Ling Feng would have such an idea, Su Mu didn't feel strange at all, and even what he was thinking, without him speaking, Su Mu could guess. To be honest, if Ling Feng could know what his problem was, it would be strange. After all, if he could really know, the two of them wouldn't have broken up to the point of breaking up, wouldn't they?