(24) About hobbies
The most obvious example is the book "Chrysanthemum and the Knife", which is a book that almost countless people have recommended to Su Mu, when Su Mu first bought it, he also felt that he would definitely be able to read it, but the fact is that in two years, Su Mu didn't even pick it up ten times, and every time he turned the first few pages, he chose to give up.
She really did her best, but she just wasn't interested in the book. She knew that the book must have been well written, otherwise it would not have been recommended by so many people. However, this does not mean that this is a compound of her reading habits, perhaps because she is not suitable for reading these things herself.
Speaking of which, in fact, when he heard that Ling Feng was going to Japan to study, Su Mu began to think about understanding Japanese culture first. Of course, this kind of thing can't be checked by Baidu, and she doesn't have the idea of studying this like learning a subject, so she plans to buy two more Japanese books to read. Ling Feng once said that he was first interested in Japan because of comics. In this regard, Su Mu said that she has also seen a lot of Japanese comics, although it does look good, but it has not yet reached the point where she can reach the point of interest in this country. As for Japanese culture, Su Mu has always had a feeling of learning by the way, and there is no feeling that he particularly wants to study.
But then again, Japan's pure love movies are really good, and for a while, Su Mu looked for this type of movie every day to watch. This made her think that she wanted to fall in love for a while, but Su Mu felt that she was misunderstood like this, and she was really helpless.
But thinking about it from another angle, according to their thoughts, Su Mu couldn't help but be glad that what he wrote was not seen by them, otherwise, the consequences would be too terrible.
Just when Ling Feng was hesitating what she wanted to buy, she wandered around and found two books that she was very interested in, but considering that she already had a lot of luggage, and she might buy some more in the future, she decided to put these two books down for the time being, remember the names, and go home directly when she got home.
After doing this, Su Mu ran to Ling Feng's side and told him that he had finished shopping, and the two of them could leave at any time.
Ling Feng didn't pay attention to her at all, his whole mind was on comparing these two books, and he was still making a choice, Su Mu saw that he was fascinated by his research, so he couldn't help but ask, what was he going to do with these two books?
"I'm hesitating which of the two to buy. ”
Hearing Ling Feng's answer, Su Mu almost died helplessly. She picked it up and carefully examined the covers of these two books, and after making sure that they were both about the same type of book, she understood why Ling Feng had such a difficult choice.
It is easy to understand and cheap, and if there is a little professional knowledge in it, the price is high. This is certainly a very normal thing. And Ling Feng felt that the one with a high price was too expensive, and it was really not worth it to spend this price on this book. But the book with little money is too easy to understand, and these things and conclusions that can be obtained in life, he doesn't need to read books, and if he goes to Japan to experience it himself, he can also experience it. So he was very entangled here, which one to buy, and he didn't choose it for a long time.
Of course, this situation will not happen to Su Mu, because Su Mu never looks at the price of books in terms of buying books, she only needs to determine whether she needs this book and what the content of the book she needs is.
What can support Su Mu to make such a choice is not because she is a rich second generation, but because Su Mu has been using her food money and various pocket money to buy books since a long time ago, and after she started working, her salary was basically spent on these things. She doesn't buy any bags, clothes, shoes, and basically doesn't have any big expenses, so when she reads books, she really realizes her original dream, she can buy whatever she wants without looking at the price.
In fact, Su Mu also wanted to give Ling Feng some advice, but her answer sounded very awkward to Ling Feng, so she thought about it, but still didn't say this answer directly, but said to him:
"Of course, you can buy whichever you want the most, and besides, these two books are not very expensive, so you can afford to buy more. ”
In Su Mu's eyes, the money for buying books doesn't seem to be money, and she really can't pay much attention to it, and she doesn't feel that there is anything to compare with in terms of money. But she is her, Ling Feng is Ling Feng, she thinks so, of course Ling Feng doesn't think so. So Ling Feng glanced at Su Mu without hesitation, and said to Su Mu:
"Isn't it a waste to buy them all?"
Su Mu really didn't know that Ling Feng would have such an understanding, but she had already expected that Ling Feng would not say anything nice, so when Ling Feng had just finished saying this, Su Mu had already turned his head away, not wanting to have such a conversation with him. However, it was fortunate that she had such an action, otherwise she would not have found another book that was more suitable for Ling Feng to buy home.
The one she read was really cheap and affordable, but there was only the last one left, and it looked a little old, so she put a special price. She was a little afraid that Ling Feng would dislike it, but she immediately pulled out the book and handed it to Ling Feng, wanting him to take a look at it and buy it if she thought it was acceptable.
Although Ling Feng did mind the appearance of this book a little, he really liked the content, and it was the last book left, so he hesitated a little and bought it.
When it came time to settle the bill, Su Mu found that she was really pitiful, because she only bought a wooden pen barrel that was not used for the time being, while Ling Feng bought two books, which seemed to have gained a lot. Such a comparison made her feel a little unbalanced in her heart, and she couldn't help but complain.
Maybe it was because she was very happy to buy something she liked, so Ling Feng saw her like this, rubbed her hair, smiled and comforted her, if you like it, you can go in and buy it again, it doesn't matter. But at this time, Su Mu was no longer interested, so she shook her head at Ling Feng and motioned for him to go to another place, and he would not go in here again.
Ling Feng didn't see the loss in Su Mu's eyes, so he listened to her words and went upstairs with her. Su Mu always thought that she wouldn't meet something she liked today, and she was still sad, but as soon as she went upstairs, she caught a glimpse of a small yellow backpack being sold in the cabinet in the middle corridor.
This is a rare thing, because Su Mu basically doesn't take the initiative to look at these things, and her bag is also dozens of yuan, and she carries it casually, and she doesn't change it for several years. At this time, she suddenly saw a small bag that was too different, which was particularly in line with her heart. It was also not easy, so Su Mu thought that he must buy it.
What poor Su Muwan didn't expect was that when she asked for a good price and was about to buy it, Ling Feng actually disagreed. And the reason he gave turned out to be that this backpack was not suitable for Su Mu, now that he was too young, and the capacity was not large enough, he couldn't hold anything.
This kind of thinking of Ling Dong, Su Mu is really a little difficult to accept. She really likes this bag, and when she goes out, she can take less things to cater to this bag. And he obviously said just now that he would buy whatever he wanted, but now he has just gone up a level, and he has changed his hexagram, which is inevitably a bit too much.
Although she was a little angry in her heart, after Su Mu was sure that Ling Feng really didn't plan to let her buy it, she still went out honestly.
She can actually argue, or she can use her own money to buy this bag without worrying about Ling Feng's feelings. But in this case, the two of them will not only have to quarrel now, but as long as Su Mu carries this bag in the future, the two of them may quarrel again.
Su Mu was really too lazy to quarrel, she was very tired of quarreling, but after being with Ling Feng, the two of them had to quarrel once every three days, and she really quarreled enough, if this bag could be exchanged for the two of them to live in peace for a while, then this bag should not be used.
After finding such a reason to comfort himself, Su Mu's mood was somewhat relaxed, and he had the idea of wanting to visit Jinji Lake at night, but now it was definitely too late, so Su Mu proposed that the two of them ride back.
Because there were shared bicycles and the weather was cooler, Ling Feng agreed with Su Mu's opinion without thinking about it.
Su Mu never thought that such a thing as riding a bicycle with someone she liked would happen after she ended her campus life. A few times on the way back to the hotel with Ling Feng, she felt as if it was an illusion on her part.
Compared with the process of the two of them falling in love, this feeling is too simple and beautiful, making it hard for her to believe that the two characters have become such a person, and there will be such a beautiful moment to remember.
Having said that, when I was young, I was really in love with a clean and happy one, and if I liked it, I liked it for a long time, and when I wanted to break up, I wouldn't be like now, and I had to take care of something, and it was impossible to play any tricks when I was in love, as if I had determined the relationship, I had to give him all the best things.
When she was with Ling Feng just now, Su Mu felt that Ling Feng should be able to give her such a feeling, and she still had something to look forward to. But now that she has been with him for so long, Su Mu found that none of her previous thoughts had been confirmed. She seemed to be always worried about whether Ling Feng was deceiving him, and whether Ling Feng had made the mistakes she said again. It's because it's always like this, she feels that the two of them have lost the joy of falling in love today, as if they are thinking about who pays more and who pays less, and who makes more mistakes and who makes mistakes. It's not so much that the two of them are still together, it's better to say that the two of them are taking revenge on each other, and it really doesn't have much to do with falling in love.
So much so that every time she looked at the calendar, Su Mu would think that it would be a long time before she could be free, as long as Ling Feng went to Japan, the two of them could no longer meet like this, Su Mu could be regarded as free, and only at this time did she have the confidence to say the word "break up".
But to be honest, she still doesn't really want the word "breakup" to come out of her mouth.
She knew Ling Feng and knew that once these two words were spoken, he would definitely try his best to put all the blame on her. She hasn't gotten to the point where she can accept all the dirty water and abuse openly, and she hopes that even if she leaves, she can walk cleanly, clearly, and not take any mistakes that don't belong to her.
She and Ling Feng have already suffered too many grievances, and if she has to bear those mistakes that do not belong to her when she leaves, she is really a little unwilling.
Because they had to catch the train the next day, after the two of them went back, they went to bed early, for fear that there would be another rush. And before going to bed, Su Mu repeatedly read the information of the ticket many times, and when she was sure that it was Suzhou Station, she fell asleep with peace of mind.
The reason why this happened was because when Su Mu came to Suzhou from Nanjing before, she didn't see which station she bought the ticket temporarily, so that she took a taxi to the wrong place, and there was no way to improve it, wasting a lot of money. In order to avoid this from happening, Su Mu had to watch it several times every time, even if it was confirmed several times, before getting into the car, she had to watch it again.
Ling Feng felt that there was no need for this, because his brain was much easier to use than Su Mu, and with him, he didn't need to worry about this at all. However, in fact, in Su Mu's heart, he never expected him to do anything, so he didn't think about relying on him to do anything at all.
To put it bluntly, Su Mu knew very well that Ling Feng was not her reliance, she was obsessed with the relationship between the two of them at the beginning, she was too naïve, but people always have a sober time, after arguing so many times and being disappointed so many times, Su Mu could not be naïve all the time, so after these things accumulated to a certain extent, Su Mu would naturally withdraw from this feeling, just like she thought at the beginning, only enjoy Ling Feng's kindness to her, and not bear any grievances that Ling Feng brought her, and when it was necessary, she would break up directly。
From beginning to end, Su Mu didn't know what Ling Feng was thinking. On the bright side, Ling Feng's thoughts are the same as what he shows, and to put it mildly, he is more scheming than he imagined. In the past, Su Mu always wanted to figure out this matter, but then she slowly felt that this kind of thing, whether she knew it or not, didn't make much sense.