The more than seven hours drive is undoubtedly very difficult for the two people who don't have seats, plus Su Mu is really unhappy when she encounters such a thing, and she doesn't want her emotions to affect Ling Feng, when communicating with Ling Feng, she suppresses her feelings as much as possible, neither letting herself appear perfunctory, but also not bringing him any negative emotions. The most important thing is that she is still motion sick, so she sat down on the seven-hour high-speed train, and when Su Mu got off the train, her legs were weak, not to mention buying something to eat to make up for the missing dinner, she just wanted to go home quickly and fall into bed and sleep well.

She and Ling Feng got out of the car in a similar time, and when she barely made it home, Ling Feng also got a taxi. It's just that Ling Feng's school is a suburb, and it is far away from the train station in the city, so even if you take a taxi, it will take nearly an hour. Usually there is a subway is quite convenient, but this time he came back too late, not only did there be no subway, but even if the taxi drove a little slower, he might not be able to go back to the dormitory.

In fact, Ling Feng was actually ready to stay outside for an extra night. Of course, it's good to be able to go back, but if he can't go back, it doesn't mean that he doesn't have a place to live, and he is not short of the money, anyway, as long as he can stay with Su Mu for a while longer, as for the price he needs to pay for coveting these few minutes, he can afford it.

As long as it doesn't delay Su Mu.

After Su Mu returned home, he didn't even say a word to his family, and just lay back on the bed. Feeling this familiar touch, Su Mu was almost in tears. She rolled around the quilt a few times on the bed, and after settling down, she immediately took out her mobile phone to ask about Ling Feng's situation.

Because it was too late, Ling Feng was really worried that Su Mu would be in danger alone. Su Mu had told him before that she had been followed several times in her community. When Ling Feng heard about her experience before, although he didn't show any attitude, he comforted her and said that this was all in the past, don't worry, but to be honest, he was indeed a little afraid, so after that, when he could send Su Mu home, he would definitely send her to the door, even if sometimes Su Mu felt very troublesome and refused his approach, he had to keep in touch with Su Mu at all times to ensure that she really arrived home safely.

So this time he came back so late, although he was very tired, but he still insisted on not sleeping in the taxi, just to wait for the news that Su Mu had arrived home safely, and he had already calculated the time, if Su Mu had not arrived home within the time he expected, he would have started to call Su Mu to confirm her whereabouts.

If she hadn't had her previous experience, Su Mu would have felt that Ling Feng was making a big fuss like this, but because she was really scared when she was being followed before, Su Mu still felt very safe to have such a person who was worried about her safety. Despite the problem, Su Mu still had to call her father for help as soon as possible, but Ling Feng didn't have this heart, which already made Su Mu feel very happy.

So after Su Mu got home, he took the time to send a message to Ling Feng, and Ling Feng cautiously squinted in the car for a while after making sure that she had really arrived home and that nothing had happened.

Wait until Ling Feng goes back. The door to the dormitory was almost closed. And Su Mu had been waiting for him to not sleep, so Ling Feng didn't even clean up, so he threw his things aside and began to coax Su Mu to sleep.

Su Mu had to admit that although the previous relationship between the two of them had become a little weird and distant, and there were many problems during the trip, the result was finally good. The relationship between the two people has changed a lot because of this, which also gave Su Mu some confidence, and he felt that the two of them should be able to continue to hold on for a while.

She really didn't think that she would be able to go very far with Ling Feng, because she knew very well that everything about Ling Feng was unknown, whether it was the future or his attitude towards feelings, he was thinking now, and it might change in another year or two. At that time, maybe he was affected by all kinds of influences, and there was no way to accept himself like this, and if Su Mu gave him too much affection during this period, then in the end, it could only be Su Mu himself.

No matter how good the relationship between the two of them is now, and how much Ling Feng expresses his love for her, when they reach a certain age, people's thoughts will change, and the most intuitive manifestation of change is in the attitude of daily life. Su Mu always believed that Ling Feng would sober up one day and felt that there was no point in being with her. And she has already been confused once, and such confusion has not brought anything good, so she will be very hesitant to continue to insist on it again.

Su Mu is not a person who likes to take the initiative to give, which is too difficult for her, and if others want to appear in her life, the biggest requirement is that he must take the initiative to come, and the purpose is simply to become friends, not for anything else. It is precisely because of this that the number of Su Mu's friends has almost plummeted in recent years, and before that, such an increase was almost close to 0.

In short, it may be that in the adult world now, most of them are mature feelings, whether it is love, family or friendship, they have an inexplicable unspoken rule, it is difficult for anyone to imagine the specific linguistic standards of these things, and this unspoken rule is not acceptable to everyone.

However, although Su Mu was very clear about the situation between her and Ling Feng, perhaps because she was soft-hearted, or maybe because she still had expectations for Ling Feng, she did not completely break up with Ling Feng several times, and always repeated the painful process before. Su Mu didn't know the truth of stopping losses in time, and she also knew very well that ending this relationship as soon as possible would only be good for her and Ling Feng, but she really couldn't control herself. Every time Ling Feng made a mistake and quarreled, and Ling Feng was willing to bow his head and admit his mistake to her, she would uncontrollably want to give him another chance.

However, she also knew that even if she gave him this opportunity, Ling Feng would not grasp it, and he would continue to repeat the same thing and the same mistake without stopping, and then repeat the apology.

It was precisely because of this that when Su Mu's friends comforted her later, Su Mu felt in her heart that she actually had nothing to be comforted with, because she knew very well that all the injuries would happen, and it was he who did not choose to avoid them. So, she has to pay the price for these choices of her own.

However, after returning from Beijing, the relationship between the two has indeed become closer than before. Ling Feng also seemed to have undergone some changes suddenly, and his attitude towards Su Mu began to improve, as long as it was something Su Mu proposed, he would do his best to satisfy it, and occasionally say a lot of nice things to Su Mu as before, so that Su Mu really felt that Ling Feng seemed to have changed back to the way he was when he first chased her.

After a long time, when Su Mu recalled his thoughts, he only felt that he was so simple that it made people feel a little ridiculous. She would even keep asking herself why she had so many experiences and kept being hurt by Ling Feng's body, but she still kept choosing to believe in him unconditionally.

It's really a hard thing to explain.

Perhaps choosing a spouse and choosing love are originally very different things. ，

In this way, the two of them lived a stable and sweet life for half a month. And the sweeter the two of them were, the stronger Su Mu's desire to see Ling Feng became, so she picked a weekend and planned with Ling Feng to go to Haicheng together.

In fact, when Su Muneng offered to go to the school to find him, Ling Feng couldn't tell whether he was happy or what.

Because there are some things he hasn't wanted to face, but if Su Mu comes, then he has to solve some things. And solving these things is really troublesome for him, just thinking about it makes him feel big, so when he thinks about it, he will unconsciously want to escape.

He's a trouble-loving person, and he doesn't like to solve problems even more. He has always been careful to avoid making some mistakes by himself, but he doesn't know why, during the time he has been with Su Mu, he always seems to be making mistakes.

Sometimes he really felt that he couldn't understand Su Mu's thoughts, because Su Mu's thoughts were really too different from those of their kind. Those theories that seemed very normal in the eyes of his friends would become a very strange truth in Su Mu's place. No, to be exact, it is not the truth, in Su Mu's opinion, their so-called truths are all crooked, and they have no meaning at all. But isn't there a saying called "existence is reasonable", since all the people around them agree with this truth, why can't Su Mu try to understand them? She always measures them according to her theory, but does she herself ignore the age difference between them? Isn't love a kind of mutually tolerant feeling? I can accept your ideological theory, so why can't you accept mine? I don't think your thinking is too old or anything, so why do you think that our way of thinking is very naïve?

This kind of thought would keep circling in Ling Feng's mind every time the two of them quarreled, but in the process of quarreling, Ling Feng could only focus on refuting all the points put forward by Su Mu, and he didn't have the time and energy to explain his thoughts to Su Mu, so that these things that existed in his mind had always existed here, and they had never been discovered by Su Mu at all.

Of course, in fact, Ling Feng felt that even if Su Mu found out, it wouldn't be anything, because Su Mu had always believed that the truths she had obtained were all things that she had summed up after she had stumbled all the way and suffered a lot of injuries and deceptions. Therefore, she felt that it would be good for him to press her mind on Ling Feng's body. However, Su Mu's true thoughts were indeed never willing to impose his thoughts on Ling Feng's body. Aside from his attitude towards himself, Su Mu would hardly take the initiative to influence Ling Feng's views on things and how to solve them. Because Su Mu feels that the road of life has always been walked by himself, and pulling out seedlings to help him grow is basically all the opposite for a child's growth. So she never tried to interfere with Ling Feng's thoughts, including when she was in love, she only tried to express her needs to Ling Feng, and did not force Ling Feng to do these things.

Yes, in fact, in fact, Ling Feng felt that he was under too much pressure, and Su Mu asked too much of him, and some of them were wrong. Because after Su Mu expounded his thoughts, he actually gave him the initiative. If he wants to be good to Su Mu, then Su Mu can be regarded as providing him with a shortcut. But if Su Mu has already made what he said so clearly, he still won't do what she likes, and he has to go against her in everything, it can only prove that the two of them are completely meaningless together.

Su Mu no longer asked Ling Feng to take the initiative to treat her well, but if none of the things she proposed could be satisfied, it could only prove that Ling Feng really didn't love him that much. Because this is already her minimum standard for her boyfriend, she even lowered her standard again and again for Ling Feng. But Ling Feng had always resisted, and he was never willing to take the initiative to do these things.

He always felt that Su Mu was asking too much, and it was Su Mu who became more and more greedy in this relationship, so these things appeared. It's just that he didn't know that before this, there were countless people who wanted to give these things to Su Mu, but Su Mu would choose to refuse without even looking at them.

Su Mu has always had many suitors, from going to school to entering society, she has never lacked the pursuit of the opposite sex. It's just that she has always preferred to be alone, and every time she chooses a boyfriend, she seems to have some problems in her vision, so almost without exception, it ends in tragedy in the end; So after joining the work, Su Mu completely broke off her plan to find a boyfriend, and her mind was focused on work, and she just refused to do any other emotional things. These people want to be good to Su Mu, they can really spoil her to the sky, but I don't know why, Ling Feng actually feels that people like Su Mu seem to have no one willing to pity her and be with her except him.