When Kaneko was a child, she didn't have many opportunities to see TV, and her aunt's TV was in her aunt's bedroom. Kaneko's uncle was a very talented man, he loved art, he wrote well, and he was very good at carving roots, that is, carving the roots of some dead trees into various animals according to their own shapes. In the window of my aunt's dormitory, on the wall, my uncle's works are placed everywhere. My uncle liked to watch the animal world very much, whenever it was on TV, my uncle would call Kaneko to watch, and Kaneko would run into the bedroom, close the door, sit on the ground at the foot of the bed, and look up at all kinds of strange animals in the animal world, including insects in the rainforest, mammals in the African savannah, and sometimes herbivores would be eaten by carnivores, which was very ferocious.

Kaneko also remembered her family's small animals, although they were not qualified for the animal world to record a ride, but they were also the stranger animals that Kaneko had ever seen. Just like the dog of the gold family, it is a Chinese pastoral dog with long hair, because its hair is golden, and particularly long, so the family named it "long hair", it is a particularly timid watchdog, bitten by a mouse nose, scratched by a cat face, rainy days it does not go back to its brick house, lying on the ground sad rain. Kaneko's cousin helped in Kaneko's house, and he taught Longhairy a lot of interactive skills, such as standing in front of it, with one hand behind his back and the other hand spread out, just like inviting a dance partner to dance, Longhairy will put two paws in your palm, stand up and "dance" with you, if one hand is raised above his head and turn in circles, it will swing its paws to thank you, Kaneko's holiday has many pleasant days to spend with Longhair. Later, because of his schooling, Jin Zi returned home less and less, and when the village of Jin Zi's family had to be relocated collectively because of the construction of a reservoir, Changmaozi was sent to a family left behind to be fostered. Kaneko hadn't seen it since, and I heard my mother say that she had been to see it many years ago, and that she knew people and wanted to dance with her paws up. If you count it by time, it should not be in this world now, but I hope it will walk well and not be eaten.

The gold family also has an unusually smart pig, which was sold by the seller when buying piglets, and it was the last piglet to be born, and it was thin and small, and it was always squeezed aside when it was milking, so the people who farmed it felt that it could not be raised. But Jinzi's cousin didn't give up on it, and fed it little by little with a pacifier, and named it "Gina", and the door of the circle never had to be closed, because it honestly stayed inside and didn't go anywhere except when eating, and everyone said that it was a very beautiful little pig. In fact, pigs also have their own appearance, if you have seen it, you will know that there are really beautiful piglets. Every time it arrives at the meal, as long as it is called "cluck, cluck", it will open the door and run out to eat. I heard that there was only one day when I wanted to kill it, and it didn't come out no matter how much I called it, and the cousin who raised it wept bitterly, and finally the pig dealer dragged it out and killed it, and it changed from a live pig to a delicacy on the table. I remember one day when Kaneko called home from my aunt's house, and suddenly remembered that she hadn't seen her for a long time, and she asked her mother, "Where did we go?" and her mother replied, "I killed it a long time ago, didn't you still eat it, and the pork you ate during the New Year is not very fragrant." The gold howled and cried, and it had already entered her stomach, and she didn't know it, but it was really for nothing.

When Kaneko was bullied at school, she thought that if only her family's longhair and gurgling were there, they would definitely protect her. Kaneko has experienced a total of three school violence, one in elementary school, one in junior high school, and one in high school, which can be regarded as full of her adolescence. The first time was when she was in the fourth grade, after the entrance examination, everyone walked from the teaching building to the gate, and she accidentally stepped on the foot of a junior girl on the playground, and Jin Zi looked at her without apologizing, and before she could get out of the gate, she was blocked by the godsister that the girl recognized, and Jin Zi was wearing glasses and braces at that time, and she was a standard "four-eyed steel tooth girl". Before he could react, Jin Zi received a slap in the face, and the glasses were also knocked to the ground, and probably anyone who wears glasses knows that no matter what the circumstances are, it is an extremely embarrassing thing. "Apologies. The girl's godsister said arrogantly, and Kaneko whispered, "I'm sorry." The girl said, "It's okay, it's okay." So he pushed her godsister away. Jin Zi was very aggrieved and scared, she didn't dare to tell the people in the dormitory about it, and her parents couldn't contact her, so she was very afraid to go to and from school every day, for fear of running into them again. Later, when she was at school at noon, Kaneko met the girl's godsister once, she asked Kaneko to borrow 2 yuan, and said that she would not pay it back, and Kaneko said, "I only have 5 cents." So the girl took 5 cents of gold, which was the first time that gold had a vague concept of "spending money to eliminate disasters".

The second school violence was coincidental and had something to do with these two girls. At that time, Jin Zi was in the second year of junior high school, and a girl came to the dormitory, and that girl had a sister she knew, who was a very famous big sister in another school, and Jin Zi also had a classmate who was a man of the year in the school, and it happened that the girl in the dormitory was impatient with the gossip in the class, so she called the big sister to the school gate to deter those who had broken mouths, and Jin Zi suddenly felt that her morale was soaring, and it happened that when she got out of school, she met the little girl who was looking for someone to beat her, so she ran to the side and said to her fiercely: " You give me a little care!" The ending was very tragic, Kaneko didn't know that the girl's godsister had dropped out of school at that time, and there were four siblings in the family, all of whom were mixed society, and she was the fifth. The next day at noon, Jin Zi was blocked on the way to the women's toilet, and the godsister deliberately hit Jin Zi at the door, saying that Jin Zi hit her, and asked Jin Zi to apologize, Jin Zi gritted his teeth and didn't say anything, and received more than a dozen slaps in the face, and the girl who was traveling with the beating couldn't stand it, and said, "Don't fight, don't fight, you just apologize and it's over." Jin squeezed a sentence out of his teeth: "I'm sorry." Then he hurried back to class. Afterwards, Kaneko found that there was no one to help her out. Many years later, Jin Zi recalled that she regretted that she didn't fight back at that time, even if she couldn't fight, even if her head was broken and bleeding, even if she was retaliated, she shouldn't be so submissive. People still have to rely on themselves, and sometimes, some things, you have to be braver, even if you don't have the help of others.

The third school violence was not physical violence, it was not long after Jin Zi entered the first year of high school, and I don't know how to offend a girl in the next class, maybe Jin Zi passed between them when she was chatting with a boy in Jin Zi's class? Jin Zi is not sure, but since then, whether Jin Zi is walking on the way to school or on the way out of school, there will be girls she doesn't know suddenly running next to her, and asking each other in a weird way: "Do you smell anything?" Another girl will answer:" yes, yes, it smells like something. At first, the gold was unmoved, but after a long time, the gold also became disgusted with this disgusting clown play. Until one day the gold couldn't bear it anymore and was about to break the net with them, at this moment, a girl suddenly ran to her side and said loudly to the other party: "The dog's nose is so smart, go home and wash yourself!" The two girls didn't dare to choke back, and walked away with their heads down. It was at that time that Kaneko established an indestructible friendship with Cher, and she will always remember that Cher was as beautiful as the sailor moon in Sailor Moon in the sun that day. Xue'er said to Jinzi: "I've been paying attention to you for a long time, how can you be so tolerant, you don't usually speak in class, I really can't stand it." Kaneko didn't know what to say, so she could only reply, "Thank you." Cher continued to say to her, "Don't be afraid, I sat behind you in that physics exam and saw your answers, and now we're even." Jin Zi recalled that in that physics exam, Xue'er's grades suddenly changed from the bottom of the class to the top few, and even the physics teacher felt relieved, he felt that it must be his teaching methods that had improved, but he didn't expect it...... Forget it, it's good to make him happy for a while. "If there's anything you won't know in the future, you can ask me. Jin Zi looked up and said to Cher, who happily replied, "Then it's decided!"

First sight is always the best time. Put away the memories, Jin Zi raised his hand to receive a snowflake, it rarely snows in the south, this year is the first time that such a big snow has fallen, many people are taking pictures on the street and posting to Moments, Jin Zi looked at the melting snowflakes in his hands, looked up at the sky, and said in a voice that was almost inaudible: "Xue'er, are you okay over there." ”

Today's dream: Kaneko dreamed that she had become a ballet dancer, in front of the red curtain, in the spotlight, dancing on tiptoe, and then her dancing shoes slowly turned red, but Kaneko didn't feel pain, she was still dancing, the music ended, there was no applause, the rows of seats were empty, there was no one, Kaneko took a graceful curtain call, tiptoed to the seat, and suddenly she returned to the high school campus, and she saw in the sunshine that there were two girls in school uniforms, their faces as bright as sunflowers. Why don't we live in the animal world, following the rules of the jungle, but we stand and walk, but we are well-dressed.