Chapter 41: It's Me Not Good Enough

I was silent for a while, and Yi Xin took the initiative to find me, and he didn't want to ignore it, so he said, "How dare you!"

"Yo, you're so afraid of me. There was a smile in Ishin's voice.

"Not really. "I replied naturally, as if the fierce argument between us had never happened, but we knew in each other's hearts that some words were spoken, and what happened after that was already out of control.

I don't know what Ishin was trying to say to me when she made this call, but I haven't found any clues other than her these days.

Every time I wanted to tell my mom about Xia Yan, she would go out at a very fast speed, saying that a card friend was looking for her. But when I came back at night, I could always hear her sighing, and she had lost a lot, so why bother to avoid me?

"Are you free today?" Ishin asked.

"Want to date me?" may have been Ishin's attitude, which made me speak a little less.

"So, think about it?" Listening to my poor talk, Ishin didn't hang up the phone, and continued with my words.

"Where are you going? I don't want to go where it's boring. "I'm a little bit more presumptuous, and I'm speaking more and more presumptuously.

"First...... If I don't tell you yet, I'll just assume that you have time now, and I'll pick you up at your house in a while, and when I call you, you can just come out. ”

"What, God is mysterious. I muttered.

"You take care of me, anyway, just tell you to come out, you can come out. Probably to a certain limit of patience, Yi Xin's tone was a little more fierce than just now, and he hung up the phone after speaking.

I put my phone back in my pocket and whispered: "Come out, come out, what a murder." ”

It didn't take long for Ishin to call me and her car was already outside when I went out.

I opened the car door and sat down, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Although our communication on the phone was quite smooth just now, the atmosphere between the two of us was a little different as soon as we met, and the quarrel still changed our relationship a little.

After a short silence, I spoke: "Where are you going to take me?" I remembered what Xiao Jun said to me that day, a man really doesn't need to worry about anything with a woman. Even if I haven't figured out why she lied to me, a man still has to have the generosity he deserves, and maybe today she can tell me some of the truth I've been looking for.

"You'll know when you get there. "Yixin started the car, sold it, and didn't tell me the specific destination.

The scenery on both sides of the road recedes at a rapid pace, and we quickly left S City.

About two hours away, we arrived at our destination, Shuofeng County.

Shuofeng County is surrounded by mountains and rivers, the scenery is beautiful, and it is a very beautiful scenery picture scroll when you take a picture, which is a rare resort.

The car was parked not far from the lake, surrounded by lush greenery, and I got out of the car and took a big breath, indescribably relaxed.

The beautiful scenery does make people feel better, but I still don't know why Ishin brought me here.

Are you really just trying to bring me here for a break?

Yixin parked the car, stood beside me and said, "Actually, this is my hometown. ”

"Your hometown?" I was a little surprised, I always thought that Yi Xin was a native of S City, but I really didn't know that her hometown was Shuofeng County.

Yi Xin nodded: "I brought you here today to tell you some things about my past, maybe after you listen to me, many questions will be answered, are you willing to listen to me?"

"Of course I do. I nodded, and the guilt in my heart came back to me. I really don't know enough about Yixin, I don't even know her hometown.

"I was abandoned by my family when I was very young, because my family was poor, girls, and I lost money. Yi Xin looked at the lake and seemed to be talking to me calmly, but I knew that she was not feeling good at this time, and telling these old stories was like tearing open the scab wound again, and hurting it twice.

"Yixin, if you feel uncomfortable, don't say it, I don't want you to be sad. I stared nervously at Ixin, noticing her mood swings.

Yi Xin turned his head and looked at me: "Chen Ye, I'm fine, I want to tell you all this." I know you're bothered by Xia Yan's affairs, so I'm going to tell you everything I know today. ”

When I heard the name Xia Yan from Yi Xin's mouth, I hesitated a little, I wanted to know the truth about Xia Yan, but I didn't want Yi Xin to open the scar and hurt again.

Before I could say anything more, Ishin continued to talk to me.

"After being abandoned by my family, I lived in the orphanage until your mother came to the orphanage. ”

"My mother?"

"Yes, your mother, she saved my whole life. I remember when I first met your mother, I was just fifteen years old, and I was about to go to high school, and the children in the welfare home were generally unable to study again after junior high school, and the nine-year compulsory education was over, and high school needed to spend money, and we didn't have that much money. Originally, I was going to work, but your mother came to the welfare home to select me and sponsor me to complete my studies. Whether it is in study or life, I have been helped by your mother, and it can be said that without your mother, I would not be where I am today. Yi Xin said, her eyes full of gratitude.

It seems that what she said should not be a lie, but I don't remember such a thing as a thing.

"How did I not know about this?" I asked.

"Auntie is a great good person, she never says these things, other sponsors may ask the welfare institute to give pennants or something to publicize, Auntie just left a card at that time, sent me money regularly, and came to the school from time to time to see me, to me she is closer than my own mother. After I worked, my aunt introduced us to each other, and at first my aunt wanted us to make friends, but who knew that we would naturally be together later. I think she hasn't told you about her funding for me, probably because she treats me as her own daughter, and wants me to be with you on an equal footing, and I won't feel inferior. ”

"What about Xia Yan?"

"I've heard about Xia Yan, it seems to be a car accident, it's quite pitiful, but that's all I know about her, I don't know her, let alone like you said that day we have a very close relationship or something, I don't know about you and Xia Yan. We're happy together every day, and I don't know why you're obsessed with Ha Yeon. Am I not good enough?Chen Ye?" Yi Xin looked at me, her eyes full of sadness, and I didn't know how to answer for a while.

"No, it's not that you're bad. I replied.