Chapter 25: The Hidden Past

I carefully flipped through the contents of the notebook, which was something similar to an exchange diary, mostly recording Xia Yan's mood, but there were also many things about me, I read them line by line, and I didn't dare to miss a word.

March 27th

...... Chen Ye broke his leg while playing basketball today, you take good care of him in the hospital......

April 5th

...... When I came back at noon today, I found that Chen Ye had written me this paragraph on the table: "Don't worry! Xia Yan, in my limited life, I will definitely live up to your expectations." ”...... What's wrong with him? Why did he suddenly tell me this, can you tell me......

April 20th

...... I've found Chen Ye a little depressed these days, can you encourage him...... He shouldn't be like this, he's always standing where I might fall, ready to protect me...... Chen Ye always thinks only about me, but he forgets himself......

June 8th

...... Xiao Jun, I heard that you and Chen Ye quarreled, Chen Ye is such a person, don't be like him...... He also wants the team in his class to develop better, and I will talk to him about it so that he doesn't get so emotional when he usually trains......

June 21

...... Xiao Jun, you're leaving tomorrow, time flies so fast, two years have passed in a blink of an eye, do you remember when I secretly asked you what Chen Ye liked on his birthday? And what I say to you most often, where did Chen Ye go...... Now that I think about it, Chen Ye and I have a lot of credit to be together, I really miss the days when the three of us played together and talked in the playground, I hope you can make new friends in the United States, and you can be happy every day in your new school......

From these words, I can be sure that Xia Yan and I must have been in a relationship, and they love each other very deeply. I sat in my bedroom, looking at the notes Xiao Jun had given me in my hand, my eyebrows furrowed. It goes without saying that Xia Yan and I used to have such a close relationship, but now, this person seems to have disappeared, leaving no trace. Moreover, there is no way to check the news about her for a while.

Just as I was carefully looking through the other information in the diary, my mother suddenly knocked on the door and shouted, "Chen Ye, are you up? Yixin will be here later, you should hurry up and clean up." ”

"Oh good, right now. "I had to close my diary, clean up, and go to work.

By the time I got home, my mom had already cooked a very hearty meal, and as soon as I entered the door, I could smell the aroma of beef and fish, and it felt like a wave of aroma in the restaurant. Yi Xin had already arrived, and my mother and Yi Xin were sitting at the dinner table talking and laughing.

When they saw me, they hurriedly beckoned me over, and I walked towards the table and sat down on Ishin's side. After chatting a few words, I leaned on the back of the chair, picked up the chopsticks, took a bite of rice and put it in my mouth, and then listened to my mother and Yixin talking while eating.

Most of the topics are still between women, about cosmetics, clothes, shoes, etc., and I also interject a sentence or two from time to time. Eventually, my mom turned the conversation to the wedding.

"Yi Xin, you and Chen Ye have been engaged for so long, have you ever thought about holding a wedding as soon as possible?"

Yi Xin hesitated for a moment, and then said calmly: "Auntie said this, she has indeed been engaged for a long time, and it is time to start preparing for the wedding." ”

I was a little surprised by Yi Xin's answer, and I was worried that the wedding would affect the problems in Yi Xin's shop, so I asked her, "Yi Xin, during this time, have you had any problems at work?"

Yi Xin smiled lightly and said, "Work is work, and no matter how busy you are, you can't affect your life." ”

My mother also smiled after hearing this, and said to me angrily: "Yes, Chen Ye, you see, you should learn more from Yi Xin." ”

Immediately afterwards, my mother seemed to suddenly think of something, and said with a smile: "That's it, Auntie is not involved in other things, you two can discuss specific things." I went to the kitchen to see how the soup in the pot was doing. She said as she stood up and knocked Yi Xin on the shoulder before leaving, "Yi Xin, my son Chen Ye is just lazy and doesn't want to think about those troublesome things, you usually remind him more." ”

Yi Xin said: "Well, don't worry, Auntie, I will." ”

The meal was very warm, my mother and Yi Xin seemed to have endless words, they cooperated tacitly, and laughed constantly during the period. For the wedding, there are also some plans when chatting, and the holding of the wedding seems to have become a sure thing.

After eating, I drove Yixin home and promised to take her out again when her busy period was over.

After work in the evening, I went to the psychiatric clinic again, planning to tell the doctor about Xia Yan in the diary, so that he could help me figure out a solution. It was only after passing through the bustling street that I walked into this small alley, and after looking at the yellow light signs, I strode in.

When he saw me come in, he immediately closed the computer, raised his head and looked at me fixedly, and asked, "Mr. Gu, you must have discovered something new this time, right?"

I found a place to sit down, and said calmly, "Yes, yes, you're right, I do have amnesia, I used to be in a relationship with the woman in my dream, but I can't remember anything now." ”

"It's so much fun. He said to me with a faint smile.

"What's interesting? I found that when I knew I had amnesia, I wanted to figure out what was going on in the past. ”

"Then Mr. Gu, what are your plans?" he stood up and asked tentatively.

I didn't deliberately hide anything, I told him my thoughts truthfully, and said slowly: "No, that's why I came to you, is there any way you can help me recover my memory?"

He was speechless for a moment, and after a long time, he muttered back, "There's nothing I can do." ”

Silence lingered in the air, and the two of us fell into deep thought for a moment, and after a while, he put his phone in his pocket, looked at me and said slowly: "But Mr. Gu, don't you have dreams about that Xia Yan? Then you can see if you can dream more, maybe you can know the truth." ”

I smiled helplessly and said, "Come on, I can't tell if the dream is true or false, that will make me more anxious, this method will not work." ”

He frowned, sat on the chair with his legs crossed, turned on the computer again, and said to me casually: "Then let's do it, Mr. Gu, you go back first, and I'll help you check if there is any relevant information." ”

I saw that there was nothing he could do, so I got up and took my things and prepared to leave. But when I walked to the door, he said to me behind my back: "By the way, Mr. Gu, you said that you had a car accident before, what car caused it, and how many people were killed at that time, do you know all about it?"

Hearing him say this, I suddenly felt a little uneasy in my heart, and before leaving, I hesitated at the door, turned around and said calmly: "I don't know, but I will go back and check." ”