What can be the same stubbornness? Real life is like this, even if you are brave, strong, and persevering, but life, it will always give you a heavy blow, so that you can't breathe, and you can't lift your head. Life is inherently unfair, and even if you complain that it's unfair, it's still unfair.

"Huahua, in fact, grandpa wants to tell you that life is originally unfair, and you complain and find it difficult to accept. That's what life is all about. Grandpa is telling you now that you should give up investigating some things, or stop worrying about those things in the past, not to let you watch them live comfortably, and we can only hide in a corner secretly. Rather, I want to tell you about the things in the past, which are already an end, and those things that were caused by your father and his generation in the past, and you, or even me, have no right to judge whether it is right or wrong. I just want you to stop judging who is right and who is wrong, or because you have a specific result of the investigation, and then use that result to evaluate who did what and who did the harm to whom, I personally think it's unfair to everyone. ”

"Grandpa, you also said that the world is inherently unfair. Since it is unfair, then we will deal with it according to the rules of unfairness. Then why can't we judge right and wrong according to the unfair rules, and they can treat us according to the unfair rules? ”

Tao Jingjing asked Tao Zhongming speechlessly, at this moment, Tao Zhongming really didn't know how to answer Tao Jingjing's question. But the truth is that he can't do it, or he doesn't want his own people in his own family and his children to use this unfair rule to treat some things, unfair things, but we can't be unfair.

He explained that he felt that his thoughts might be like this, but he really wanted to prevent his granddaughter from going to great lengths to investigate those things, and he didn't even want her and Xiao Xiche to be entangled like this anymore, because he knew that since Xiao Xiche came back, this granddaughter has never been happy, and in the last few years, his granddaughter was often unhappy, but with the passage of time, slowly past a year, two years, three years, many things are actually over time, even if you are thinking about something, it may be in the middle of remembering, slowly forgotten, no one to repeat to tell you, many thingsYou may be slowly forgetting about it, and then you will have the ability to start a new life.

"Grandpa doesn't want you to be unhappy, and he doesn't want you to be in a dull mood all day. ”

Tao Zhongming felt that he had exhausted all his remaining strength when he said this. But he also knew that he had said so much, it might have been in vain, and this granddaughter was stubborn and made himself feel terrible.

"Grandpa, I also want to be happy, and I want to live happily, I don't care about anything, as long as I have a happy life. I've thought about it thousands of times, but grandpa, you know what I can't do, really I can't do. Tao Jingjing said very painfully.

Looking at Tao Jingjing, who was full of pain, Tao Zhongming actually didn't feel good in his heart, in fact, this topic also started to be brought up by himself, he just felt that his granddaughter was very depressed, and then his face was full of sadness, and he never stretched his brows. He doesn't want his granddaughter to live like this all the time, he wants his granddaughter to live a life that belongs to her age, carefree, and doesn't have to worry about the future, doesn't have to worry about the future, doesn't have to worry about the future, and doesn't have to take any necessary responsibility for what he has done. But......

Tao Zhongming slowly moved to Tao Jingjing's side, and then hugged Tao Jingjing tightly in his arms. As if holding Wanwan, he gently patted Tao Jingjing's quilt and repeated.

"Good boy, good boy, good boy......"

Tao Jingjing didn't say anything anymore, the whole person lay in Tao Zhongming's arms, hugged Tao Zhongming's waist tightly, buried his face in his chest, tightly, tightly, tightly......

Tao Zhongming's original intention was just to let Tao Jingjing stop thinking about the past in the new year, and then face the future well, live a good life, and work well, but I never thought that Tao Jingjing's attachment to the past was so deep, and those injuries had such a heavy impact on her. At this time, Tao Zhongming really didn't know how to persuade or change Tao Jingjing's mind.

……

The firecrackers outside the window have been crackling, and the sound of cheers has been coming in, Tao Zhongming knows that it is the sound of people reuniting, it is the sound of harmony, but this world, even if it is so lively, what does it have to do with himself? What does it have to do with his granddaughter? Tao Zhongming at this moment, holding Tao Jingjing, is really full of sadness, he actually sometimes hates God's unfairness, why does his home also be ruthlessly unfair? It's something you've never done in the wrong way, why did so many things happen later?

My son, who was educated well, why did he encounter so much, his feelings were not smooth, his friendship was not smooth, and even his career was not smooth in the future, so that his whole life was gloomy. This granddaughter suffered the emotional setbacks that her father had suffered again, suffered a lot of blows and injuries, and finally failed.

For a long time, especially after his son's accident, Tao Zhongming really resented God. She resents God's unfairness to herself, the unfairness to her family, the unfairness to her son, all the unfair things God has done, why do they all happen to their own families, why are they all in their own families, and some people have done all the bad things, but they can reunite with their families and be happy, why can't their own family work, why can't they do it? Tao Zhongming in that section was full of sharpness and unfriendliness to the world, even if it was his granddaughter, during that period of time, Tao Zhongming also looked unpleasant, and there were all kinds of quarrels all day long......

Thinking of that dark day, looking at Tao Jingjing's thin body now, and the sad face on her face, Tao Zhongming really blamed himself, his granddaughter is like this, pulling all the responsibility on herself, and attributing all the problems to herself, which may also be related to what she did during that period of time.

"You get out, you get out, it's all because of you, your dad is like this......"

"Why didn't you die!"

"The man is so good, why don't you follow that person......"

……

Tao Zhongming's ears kept thinking about all the vicious words he had said to Tao Jingjing, all the vicious words he could describe and imagine...... Thinking of these, Tao Zhongming really couldn't do anything but blame himself and pain, and he couldn't get anything back. At this moment, Tao Zhongming attributed all of Tao Jingjing's current situation to all the things he did to Tao Jingjing in the painful time he had had.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Flowey is grandpa, I'm sorry for you. Tao Zhongming hugged Tao Jingjing painfully and said, "It's grandpa, what you did wrong at the beginning, it's grandpa who didn't figure it out himself, originally you didn't do anything wrong, you blame grandpa, blame grandpa for treating you like that, and saying those things to you." Really, Flowey really didn't do anything wrong, you just met the wrong person. ”

"No, grandpa is not your fault, you didn't do anything wrong, it's all my fault, I deserve it, it's me who didn't see people clearly, people I didn't know, no one and no one, no one didn't educate me, so persuaded me, I still didn't listen. It's really all my fault, it's all my fault......", Tao Jingjing shook her head and hugged Tao Zhongming and cried bitterly.

Originally, the argument between the two people was just because of the problem of eating late, many times, the two people never talked about the things that had happened, no matter who was right or wrong at the beginning, or what hurtful things they had done to each other, they never talked about it and would not take the initiative to talk about these things. But I don't know what's going on today, maybe it's this atmosphere today, when all families are reunited, the bleak atmosphere, or the atmosphere of other people's reunions, so that Tao Zhongming and even Tao Jingjing may need to be closer to each other in their hearts, and the estrangement between each other may also need this opportunity to break, and Tao Zhongming originally just wanted to apologize to Tao Jingjing and apologize for what he just said.

In fact, he still just thinks that what he wants is right, Wanwan is a girl after all, and she already has a love for beauty at this age, and if she eats like this and gets fat, it is actually not good for her, and in the end, the child may blame himself, so Tao Zhongmin feels that what Tao Yaoyao said is also very right, he is just very sorry for his behavior just now or his words to Tao Jingjing. He was impulsive, but looking at Tao Jingjing's thin body, holding the way he walked staggeringly every night, and his face was full of sorrow, Tao Zhongming was very distressed unconsciously, which made him very painful.

In fact, he didn't know why he wanted to apologize to Tao Jingjing or even some things in his past, after all, some things were a scar that could not be touched for them, especially during the Chinese New Year. But today, at this moment of today's New Year, Tao Zhongming mentioned it, and he said it so bluntly.