Maybe Tao Zhongming also thought about passing it like this, but in fact, when he said to Tao Jingjing that he wanted to give up the past, he was also saying to himself to give up the past. Said to Tao Jingjing to let everything pass, look forward, but also to let yourself look forward. Everything he said seemed to be said to Tao Yaoyao, and it seemed to be said to himself. After all, at her current age, she has to worry about the things in the past and who is right and who is wrong, especially now that Mu Qin has returned to China and Xiao Xiche has returned to China, she has some feelings, and she can't stop it, and she can't stop it. He knew it, so he forced himself to go, not caring about everything, and forcing his granddaughter not to care about everything. After all, it is these parties who suffer, but some parties are indeed innocent, and many things are indeed the consequences of previous events, and it is not the fault of the owner of the incident......

Talking about those mistakes, in fact, Tao Zhongming also has more resentment towards himself in his heart, after all, he used to be a person who did wrong things, especially his granddaughter. But what I have said and done, I also know that many times I can't get it back, so I now persuade my granddaughter to let her go, and then start a new life, even if the granddaughter resents the things she has done and the words she has said, but as long as her granddaughter can live well in the only granddaughter, have a new life, and live happily in the future, she is already content. But after talking so much, the granddaughter is still so stubborn, so stubborn to put all the problems on herself, and the words she said made Tao Zhongmin's heart even more painful, at this moment, it made Tao Zhongming hate his former self incomparably, why is he so stupid, obviously he knows that this granddaughter really didn't do anything wrong, he really just met the wrong person, and then had a wrong relationship, to be precise, it can't be a wrong relationship, but that person took advantage of the relationship and made this granddaughter suffer a lot。 But something happened later, even if the granddaughter doesn't know this person, Tao Zhongming also knows that many things will happen, his daughter-in-law will also get divorced, and his son's company will go bankrupt, even if the project is developed, the project is not even stolen later, in line with the development of the times, his company in this era of rapid development, has already been in crisis, here his project was successfully developed, but it was also the idea of many years ago, for this era, it was a moment, but it has no practicability for a long time, and it is of little value to this era, and it will be eliminated sooner or later。 Tang Zhong knew this fact, and he also knew that his son knew this fact, but he didn't want to admit it, he was just struggling to support it. Originally, everyone knew about it, but no one dared to face this fact, and when it happened, everyone shifted the blame to this little girl. Then let this little girl bear all the consequences, she didn't make any mistakes, and everyone blamed the problem on her, and she turned out to be this helper, which made Tao Zhongming really unacceptable.

In fact, many times, especially in the past four years, Tao Zhongming dreams back at midnight, wakes up, and thinks about those things that have happened, he doesn't know if he regrets it, but he has been in pain, especially every time he sees his granddaughter smiling brightly at himself, every time he is coquettish to himself, he thinks about whether he has done anything wrong? There are also those wrong things that have been done, whether the granddaughter remembers them one by one, but every time I try and test, I receive the warmth of my granddaughter's kindness and sincere feelings. Tao Zhongming was very painful in this way, especially in the past two years, when he was getting older and older, it made him even more painful. He didn't want to mention it, he didn't want to think about it, and even passed like this, but he knew that it was impossible, especially looking at his granddaughter's haggard face little by little, as well as the unconsciously self-blaming look in the face of everything, it was even more impossible for Tao Zhongming to know that all the things he knew could not pass like this. In particular, the harm from loved ones cannot be passed like this. He explained that he blames himself very much now, blames himself for how he did such a thing in the first place, blames himself for how he did that in the first place, and now he really wants to slap himself hard, but he also knows that everything is irreparable.

"Huahua, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, grandpa really didn't mean to say those things and do those things. I didn't deliberately kick you out, I didn't mean to let you have a family alone, and the things that grandpa did were really not sincere at the beginning, because he was just angry, just angry, just ......"

Tao Zhongming looked at Tao Jingjing and said very sadly, but it was inexplicably strange in Tao Jingjing's ears. For a moment, she didn't know what Tao Zhongming was talking about.

It was at that moment that Tao Jingjing was a little puzzled, but looking at her gray hair and sad look, she reacted quickly, and then said: "Grandpa, you didn't feel sorry for me, you didn't say I had nothing, and drove me out of the house." You don't have to say that, you really don't. ”

"Grandpa has Huahua, really grandpa has grandpa I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for making you hurt so much, I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry ......"

At this moment, Tao Zhongming felt that he really didn't know what to say except to say sorry. All the things that happened later, anyway, what happened in her heart and Tao Jingjing was hurt, there were some things she wanted to say, but looking at Tao Jingjing's expression, he didn't dare to say it. Forget the things he forgot, he really doesn't want to mention it again, even if these things are really hurtful to everyone, maybe thinking about these things may be very calm about the past, but......

Thinking of Tao Jingjing lying in a pool of blood covered in blood, even though four years have passed, Tao Zhongming is really still afraid. I'm afraid that this only granddaughter is really far away from me like this, seeing that the granddaughter who confessed to me and took good care of her son is far away like this, I am afraid that my granddaughter, who has hurt to the bone since she was a child, will leave me like this, and I am even afraid that I am the only one left here in this world......

Tao Zhongming suddenly hugged Tao Jingjing tightly in his arms, thinking that he was going to lose him, and used all his strength to hold Tao Jingjing tightly in his arms, just like at the beginning, regardless of the doctor's opposition, he sat on the road and hugged Tao Jingjing tightly, hugged Tao Jingjing tightly as if he was holding it tightly, as if he had returned everything she had suffered, and the scars in his heart were smoothed out, but even now that four years have passed, he also knows that all injuries are impossible, whether it is on his body or in his heart, it is really a permanent trace, and he is a nightmare for Yi Yi, It was also a nightmare for himself, to this day he still didn't dare to recall all the details that happened later, but Tao Jingjing, who was half a year later, woke up and completely forgot what happened at the beginning, to be precise, he should have forgotten all the things that happened within a month after his father died, as well as the things he had done to her, those so-called relatives and friends did to her, all the malice that the world had towards her, he forgot all and then remembered only what he had done wrong, the harm she had brought to others, and the traces that remained in his heart forever。

Tao Jingjing, who was tightly held in Tao Zhongming's arms, was really puzzled at this moment. She didn't know why her grandfather told herself, that he had done wrong things to herself, that he had said those things, but she never remembered, that such a thing had never happened, and why she said this to herself. For a moment, the scene where Tao Zhongming scolded him for saying those words to him flashed in his mind, and it was just a moment ago, a long time ago, he occasionally watched Tao Zhongming staring at himself, Tao Jingjing would suddenly flash such a scene in his mind, but he knew that his grandfather had never said such a thing to me, and he had always loved his grandfather and my own grandfather and my own grandfather and my own grandfather since I was a child, Tao Jingjing didn't believe it, but suddenly today Tao Zhongming said this all of a sudden, which really made Tao Jingjing wonder, could it be that he had forgotten somethingAt this moment, Tao Jingjing's mind flashed thousands of possibilities, she didn't know why she had such thoughts, why those pictures suddenly flashed in her mind when Tao Zhongming said it? As if she had really experienced it, this really made Tao Jingjing very puzzled.

"Grandpa, did you say I forgot something? I have never experienced the things you said, why do I have those images that flash in my mind when you say it, I ......"

Tao Jingjing was lying in Tao Zhongming's arms and sullen, speaking was very painful, and listening to Tao Zhongming's ears was even more painful. This made Tao Zhongming not know whether he should talk about those things to Tao Jingjing, including the things he did wrong, but after thinking about it for a long time, Tao Zhongming still decided, since he had already talked about these today, since he didn't think about Tao Jingjing today not to care about the past and let Tao Jingjing start a new life, then, all the wrong things he had done to Tao Yaoyao and the indirect harm that he had brought him, Tao Zhongming should still explain it clearly to Tao Jingjing.