Chapter 129: Remorse

Growing up together, they have to think carefully about each other and those things that others don't know, they all know and compare with others, and they may be the people who know them best besides their parents.

But now, Tao Jingjing felt that she was wrong, and she was very wrong, as if she knew that the person she knew, the person who existed in her memory, seemed to be her own hallucination, looking at Lin Ziyu now, and then thinking about the bits and pieces that had happened since Yu Xiang came back.

The time spent with each other in the past, Tao Jingjing felt that it was not the time she imagined, but Tao Jingjing knew that it was not, those were indeed the most precious times between each other, but the weathering of the years changed each other, maybe they also felt that they didn't want to be their former selves anymore, and they were also strangers.

"Ziyu, I sometimes wonder if I missed too many of your things or am I too self-righteous, I always feel that you are by my side, and you will not disappear into the long river of years, but now I find that you don't need to be angry or have any emotions, I always feel that you are very strange, and I feel that we used to have those times as if they never existed, do you think so?"

Tao Jingjing looked at Lin Ziyu's eyes very seriously, and said seriously.

After Lin Ziyu heard this, he smiled and looked at Tao Jingjing's serious and serious expression, in fact, he couldn't laugh a little, if Mu Zhuoyan had not suddenly appeared, there would be no dinner today, no dispute this time, and no more serious person of his own, maybe they wouldn't want to open their hearts and say these words like now.

In fact, each other is not about change, but each other's participation in each other's life is constantly decreasing, and then the understanding of each other is also constantly decreasing, and it can even be said that many times after growing up, they don't understand each other, and all of them have the current confusion.

"I don't feel this way, I just feel that I missed a lot of important moments in each other's lives, and then there will be this kind of thing!"

What Lin Ziyu said was very simple and clear, but it did say the end of everything at once.

"Indeed, I really missed a lot of important moments in each other's lives! Actually, I know that when you eat some entanglements, you really shouldn't run away, right? If I could have said it to you at that time, would we not be wrong, if Yu Xiang found me, I could also say that I was sorry for Yu Xiang, whether many things in the future would be different, whether I heard Mu Zhuoyan's words and thought about the relationship between myself and Xiao Xiche, whether more things would be more different. ”

Tao Jingjing alone seemed to be talking to herself and as if she was talking to Lin Ziyu, talking about a lot of the decisions she made at the beginning, "But I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything to you, I didn't say anything to Yu Xiang, and even Xiao Xiche I still think that this relationship is worth my effort, and the result is." ”

suddenly remembered what happened later, Tao Jingjing really didn't know what she could do except remorse, "The result is only remorse, remorse for everyone, and then sorry for everyone and no chance to say sorry!"

"Later, later, why did my uncle die suddenly, and then it was the company's business, why did Mu Zhuoyan go abroad, and why did Yu Xiang go out with him?"

Lin Ziyu thought about what he suddenly knew later, it was very sudden, he didn't have a chance to wonder, and then many things had changed.

"Later, although I knew about each other, or you, Yu Xiang and Zhuo Yan and me, when Yu Xiang found me, I suddenly thought of a thing, if I get married, will Yu Xiang not waste any feelings on me, you or Zhuo Yan, any of you and Yu Xiang can be safe, and then we are still friends.

I can still treat anything I heard that day as if I didn't hear it, in fact, when I think about it later, it's really a self-deceptive idea, the stupidest way, but that's how I thought at the time and did it, even if the county had doubts about Xiao Xiche who I liked so much, but the emotional impulse all replaced reason, and then that's it, I wanted to do everything I could to marry Xiao Xiche, and then my father and I broke off the father-daughter relationship.

But Xiao Xiche was still working in my father's research, at that time, my father's company had a crisis, and the people in their research room had been trying their best to research a new product, wanting to re-occupy the market with this new product, at the most critical time, I remembered all the things before the press conference, especially my father's hair that suddenly turned white overnight, Tao Jingjing suddenly wanted to slap herself, and she didn't understand at first, Yu Xiang also said that she didn't understand her father.

But then I understood, my father didn't want me to marry Xiao Xiche so much, at that time, if I used means to prevent Xiao Xiche from having a job, I was still studying at that time, after all, I still compromised, because of economic reasons, Tao Jingjing believed that she would be like this, but after all, my father still didn't do this, he gave himself a way out and Xiao Xiche a way out, he let himself not let any external factors affect his decision, but after all, he still made the wrong decision.

"When a new product is released, the new product is stolen, and when it is done again, the original R&D materials are gone, and even the raw materials are not destroyed!"

"This is premeditated!"

"It's premeditated, or the people on the side of the people are premeditated!"

"Xiao Xiche did it?"

"I don't know! After the incident, Xiao Xiche stopped watching it, but then looked at the monitoring, it was the raw material that Xiao Zixin destroyed, but she also disappeared when the accident happened!"

"And then?"

"Later, this project failed, originally this project was borrowed by my father to do, whether it is machinery, raw materials or even R & D funds have spent a lot of money, counting on the release of new products, there are more orders, and the money owed is changed, but ......"

Tao Jingjing remembered that her father had to be embarrassed at that time, and felt that she was really a fool, she couldn't do anything, and she didn't want to face the reality.

"I didn't face the reality at that time, even if I saw the surveillance, I didn't believe that the senior sister I always believed would do such a thing, others suspected Xiao Xiche, I was still messing with my father, but I didn't know that at that time my father had been overwhelmed by debts and various things in the company, but I still, still ......"