Some people say that all kinds of small things when in love will slowly integrate into a person's life, such as his existence, companionship and happiness, once he disappears, life will also set off turbulent waves, which will make people uncomfortable.

But Swei didn't.

She worked as usual, took time out of work to write at night, went to bed on time, got up, exercised in the morning, and lived a peaceful life, as if some people had never appeared.

Yes, she is a lonely person, but she does not let herself live as painfully and difficult as the so-called "I can't live without you".

Of course, it's not that she deliberately numbs herself, it's that she really can't feel sadness.

For Yu Siwei, if love is worn out, she may not be able to get out.

But she and Song Ju'an are not, on the contrary, she is a little resentful of him.

Therefore, she prefers to forget those people and things and start the rest of her life with a peaceful attitude.

In this way, it is inevitable that I will think of him occasionally.

When I heard that there was a fire drill near the company, I always wanted to go and see it, and by the time I went downstairs after finishing the work, those people had already dispersed.

The north and south are separated, and Si Wei knows that there will be no coincidences at all, but there is always a place in his heart that cares about him and cares about everything related to him.

Later, the company organized a team building, and one of the attractions I went to was Ci'an Temple.

There are mostly girls in the company, not many people are willing to climb such a high mountain, with a mood of experiencing fun, most of them stopped halfway up the mountain, and Siwei followed a few male colleagues to climb to the top.

The Buddha incense in the courtyard was curling, and Si Wei stayed under the big locust tree for a while and entered the main hall.

She knelt on top of the cushion and leaned over her forehead to touch the ground.

This prayer lasted for a few seconds, and it was full of piety.

Regardless of whether she is blessed by God or Buddha, she is a devout and humble believer at this moment, and she is grateful from the bottom of her heart.

Thank you for this meeting, and even more so for them being separated in this way, at least for this moment, they breathe together.

There are many kinds of regrets in this world, and the biggest one is the separation between life and death, like Xu Heyan and Zheng Zhi.

And man must always be content.

In the blink of an eye, winter has arrived.

The snow in the north came earlier and heavier, and that night, Xu Heyan made a video call and specially showed Si Wei the snow in the north.

In the video, she stepped on the snow backwards, the snow fell on her scarf and cotton clothes, and her face was full of smiles in the snowflakes.

Xu Heyan opened the scarf that was gagged in his mouth, and his voice was very loud: "See, it's snowing here, Weiwei, you must have never seen such a big snow." "When he spoke, he still exhaled white breath in his mouth.

Swei also smiled and said no.

"Then you'll have to keep an eye on it. When the words fell, the camera turned around.

Then Siwei saw the snowflakes slowly falling on the screen, and the streets, tree branches, and houses and pavilions were covered in white, and such a night seemed to be extraordinarily peaceful.

It's a real insight, what is called goose feather snow.

Siwei put the phone on the stand and held his chin to watch the snow scene on the screen.

After almost appreciating everything in this neighborhood, Xu Heyan turned the camera over, and the two chatted about recent life matters.

In the end, the phone call lasted more than half an hour.

The mobile phone screen was black, Si Wei went to the bed and lay flat, and when he closed his eyes, he inexplicably thought of a person.

It's snowing, where is he?

……

The night of Jishan is silent.

The first snow falls from late evening to late at night, and the towering mountains not far away become a majestic snow-capped mountain, and the bald trees on the mountain are undulating white, which is more conspicuous than usual.

From 1 a.m. to 3 a.m. tonight, it was Song Ju'an and another person named Zhao Chuan on duty.

If it weren't for this snow, Song Ju'an would have forgotten that he had been here for nearly five months, and it would be half a month before he would welcome the New Year.

After coming to Jishan, the daily training remains the same, the number of police dispatches has been greatly reduced, and so far there have been no fire accidents, and there are many incidents of saving people in the gutters at the foot of the mountain.

I have dealt with this kind of thing a lot, and I have become accustomed to it day by day.

Compared with the fact that he often has to face various sudden accidents in Shencheng, since he arrived in Jishan, the changes in the content of his work have made Song Ju'an's originally tense nerves relax unconsciously.

He can also pause for a moment and think through a lot of things.

In the duty room, Zhao Chuan added two pieces of carbon to the furnace, rubbed the edge of the stove to warm up, and after a while, rubbed his hands and walked outside.

"Come in and get warm, no one comes here at night. ”

Zhao Chuan is the same age as Song Ju'an, and when he first came, he took care of all aspects.

Song Ju'an stood at the door in a standard military posture: "I'm not cold, besides, I can still watch the snow while standing here." ”

Zhao Chuan didn't say much, leaning next to him and looking at the snow.

After a while, he shrank back and said, "I am a native of the north, and I don't feel anything when I look at this snow, and I don't think it's beautiful, but it makes it inconvenient for people to walk." ”

After speaking, he looked at Song Ju'an and said with a smile: "Ju'an, you are from the south, you must have never seen this heavy snow, but it looks good at this time, and when you are asked to clear the snow, you will have to annoy it." ”

Song Ju'an smiled cooperatively.

Zhao Chuan asked: "Don't you take a photo? Tomorrow the snow stops, and this melt will not look good." ”

"Just have a good time. ”

"Also, after all, it's a man, and I don't have this kind of girl's taste. ”

In the confused snow mist, Song Ju'an's eyebrows moved slightly, and the emotions gathered in his eyes quickly faded again.

Before the arrival of the new year, there were a few light snowfalls in the north and south, which was not much different from previous years.

During the Lunar New Year, Xu Heyan returned from Jincheng and invited Si Wei to his home for a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

The whole city is immersed in a festive atmosphere, and fireworks explode in the sky.

Xu's father and mother watched the Spring Festival Gala in the living room, and it was a torment for them for most of the year.

It wasn't until a few years ago that my daughter came back and saw her smiling face, and she was finally relieved.

Bedroom on the second floor.

The two girls were lying on the same bed, and Xu He chattered about what they had experienced in the past few months.

Although she works as a doctor everywhere, being able to help people in remote and poor areas is the reason why she is satisfied.

After talking about himself, Xu Heyan turned to ask: "Weiwei, you haven't experienced anything special in the past few months?"

Siwei replied directly: "No." ”

After speaking, sit up and watch the fireworks rise from the window.

Xu Heyan stared at Siwei's back and hesitated: "Are you, do you think of him?"

She was met with silence and immobility.

Xu Heyan was originally looking at Si Wei, but gradually his eyes lost focus.

She said softly, "I want to too." ”

The moment the words fell, Siwei's heart shook slightly.

She finally sensed where the feeling of emptiness that had been pouring out of her heart from time to time in recent days came from.

A person who has never dreamed, but someone she misses from the bottom of her heart.

Now that I think about it, I have a lot of memories.

He rode a motorcycle, and led her through the streets of the night;

He handed over his net worth and promised to stay together.

The most impressive thing is that he said that he will spend a full year with her next year.

Now he has withdrawn, leaving memories to take root.

Si Wei withdrew his thoughts, and turned around to find that Xu Heyan had fallen asleep at some point.

She got up and pulled the quilt, and as soon as it covered Xu Heyan's shoulder, she took the initiative to pull it over and wrap herself tightly.

Siwei maintained the posture of covering her with a quilt, and froze on the side of the bed.

Until she heard intermittent sobbing, she sat down gently, without any movement, just quietly accompanying.

Some people have tried to pursue the happiness they want, but when she tried to seize that happiness, she pounced.

The New Year's bell rang and the sound of the flowers did not dissipate until one o'clock in the morning.

The firefighters in Jishan ushered in the New Year silently, and the area couldn't even hear the sound of fireworks, and there was no atmosphere, so a group of people could only gather together to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

Before the war preparations, the big guys all took their mobile phones to greet their families for the New Year.

Song Ju'an put the mobile phone back in his pocket, and stood outside alone, with his back to the barracks, his back lonely.

To be honest, when he first came here, he didn't know anyone else.

One is that he was transferred from the secret service, with a special identity, and everyone deliberately kept their distance;

Second, he was transferred here to be mainly responsible for training, and he had few serious words and was not easy to contact.

However, this did not affect the mission to save people, on the contrary, when encountering some more difficult situations, after witnessing his actual combat ability, the soldiers also looked at him differently.

Even if it is not explicitly stated, there is always a tacit understanding between men.

Song Ju'an exhaled and raised his head to stare at the starry sky.

Jishan is always so quiet, this quietness even overshadows the noise of the north wind, and quietly calms down many things.

Song Ju'an used a lower breath than this, and spoke:

"Happy New Year. ”

Happy New Year, brother.

……

After a few minutes, Zhao Chuan saw that he was alone outside, so he took the two team members out to talk.

Song Ju'an was thinking about it, and suddenly felt that someone was patting him on the shoulder, and turned his head to see that it was Zhao Chuan.

"You don't have to be nervous, this area under our jurisdiction has never had an accident in previous years, and war preparedness is just obeying the regulations. ”

The other two chimed in.

Song Ju'an curled the corners of his mouth: "Okay, then I'm relieved." ”

Zhao Chuan hugged his shoulder: "It's cold outside, let's go in." ”

Song Ju'an bowed his head and followed in.

——

The joy of welcoming the new year lasted until the seventh day of the first lunar month, and before that, Xu Heyan flew to Jincheng, and Siwei went to work as usual.

Entering March, the temperature begins to warm up.

On the occasion of the arrival of this spring, Siwei met Zhou Chen because of his work.

The two talked a few times, all for work, and they didn't contact each other for more than half a month.

It was not too early to finish work that day, and as soon as Si Wei left the building, a man got out of the car on the opposite side of the road and told her to stay at a distance.

Listening to the voice and looking at the body shape, it is Zhou Chen.

It's just that seeing him appear here, Si Wei is still puzzled.

Soon, Zhou Chen walked in front of her, and the first sentence was an explanation of the intention.

It's straightforward, but it's also easy to get overwhelmed.

He said, "I'm waiting for you here, not for work. ”

Swei was silent, eyes still fixed on him.

On the other hand, Zhou Chen did not show any discomfort, and there was a unique calmness in his eyes.

After looking at each other for a few seconds, Zhou Chen looked at the watch time, and then said to Si Wei: "It's almost ten o'clock, if you want, I can send you back." There are some things that I want to say on the road, too. ”

After thinking about it, Siwei said, "Okay." ”

In the car, it was quiet.

The first half of the road was quite smooth, and after opening the main road, it was stop-and-go.

Xu found the opportunity, Zhou Chen stared at the traffic in front of him, and said: "A week ago, I went back to my hometown to accompany my family to pay tribute, but I encountered a dangerous incident. ”

The traffic was surging, and Zhou Chen slowly drove forward for a while.

Si Wei casually replied: "What's the matter?"

Zhou Chen continued: "I drove on the mountain road, the road was not easy to walk, there was a car in front of me and drove very fast, a turn was planted into a ditch, and then I should have called the fire brigade, and when I went down the mountain, I happened to see the owner of the car was sent to the ambulance, and it was not lightly injured." ”

After speaking, Yu Guang glanced at the co-pilot, "Most of the cars turned upside down, and two firefighters were slightly injured when they rescued people." The nurse on the bus was on the side of the road to help them treat their wounds, and among the two people, I seemed to see Captain Song. ”

The sound of a whistle came from behind, and two sounds came into his ears, Si Wei frowned, and slowly stretched out again.

Zhou Chen raised the speed of the car slightly, and added: "I just glanced at it in a hurry, and I can be sure that it was injured on the arm, and there is no major problem." ”

The car was quiet for a long time, and Zhou Chen didn't feel much embarrassed about it, but after the car drove normally, he clearly heard a "thank you".

The car missed the traffic and encountered a red light at the intersection.

Zhou Chen helped his glasses and took the opportunity to raise his eyes slightly.

Through the rearview mirror, he seemed to see a thousand words hidden in Swei's eyes.

But during this time, she didn't ask a word.