After researching some rental information in Guangzhou on the Internet, I came to the city alone and moved in on the same day. I'm going to experience the city first, unlike most people who come and go into a factory day in and day out.

This bustling metropolis is more beautiful than you imagined. Migrant workers from all over the country gather here, thanks to the high degree of openness of one place. Early in the morning, people here are also in a hurry, and many people go to work while eating breakfast, and I joined the ranks later. The young people on the street have colorful hair and various shapes, especially the barber shop in Magic City, and the people who come out of it have unique fashions and hairstyles. Some older women pursue fashion, want to retain their youth, and dress like a little girl, but have actually been married for many years. Some people say that hair can determine a person's level of self-confidence, and I don't know if there is a scientific basis. I've worked this, and I've had gray hair on my head, and I've been terrified of premature aging, and when I've come out of a simple shop satisfied, there's a guy on the street who has gone to dye his hair white!

The other day I took all the buses near my accommodation. On the first day, I took out the map from my pocket and found a directional sign on the side of the road, and the car had made two right turns in a row, and now there is still a path diagonally to cross it. The small pile and snack bar next to it are prepared for this factory, with tens of thousands of employees, a group, I have heard, there is some chaos inside, and the local police station has been set up here, most of whom are just adult children. Out-of-towners are focused and only familiar with the local. People work here to save money, work at sunrise and rest at sunset, take care of food and housing, and go to the night market for a supper when they work overtime, and I think of capitalist exploitation of workers. Suddenly, around the corner came a group of young people, more women than men, all dressed in overalls, and I watched the procession pass by, listening to their various words. I thought I was lucky, at least I didn't have to go to work today, and then I turned into that intersection, and walked a short distance, there were indeed several small factories, and there were jobs posted on them, "If I go in here to work, maybe I can meet more girls." "I thought about it for a while and walked away, there is a park nearby, when I went to the bathroom, this faucet was a little broken, the more I tightened it, it was loosened all at once, the screw slipped, to the height of that belt, and all of a sudden the water sprayed on my pants and wet a large piece, there are not many people here, nothing to be embarrassed about.

The city is very beautiful, fountains, meadows, lakes, artificially built gardens, as if restoring a place of nature, very exquisite, visitors swim in the meantime, pleasing to the eye, this season often see a couple of couples taking wedding photos, they snuggle up to each other, overflowing with happiness. It didn't make me feel physically and mentally exhausted when I climbed the mountain, it only made me think wildly, and fell into an endless emptiness, not to mention that my life is poor now, even if I am a rich boy, will my life be comfortable? Will my friends be more because of this? I silently rate the beautiful women I have seen, and I can't remember any of them until now. If I hadn't been so afraid of rejection, if I hadn't seen marriage as complicated, I would have lived the life of most people, ignorant in thought, angry in action, but also living life as it is. The only drawback is that there are few mountains and uncommon flowing water, and when I first arrived here, I had a condescending feeling by the car window, overlooking the scenery of the city - there is more than one modern bridge across the river, which is very spectacular, just a quick glance and imprinted in my mind. Today is an opportunity, I'm going to catch the bus right away. After getting off the bus at the right place, I walked down the mountain road, and when I looked at it carefully, I couldn't find the feeling of the last time, and suddenly I thought that it was nothing more than that. I walked down the mountain road, and there were still some distances from the bustling high-rise buildings, with only a few shops on both sides of the road, and large billboards erected, and there were no other avenues in front of and behind me. There are big events in the city every day, such as major competitions, exhibitions and concerts, and the bustling city center is always festive, and when I wander outside, the mood is aroused. Thinking like this, my whole body is full of strength, Go further, the age is a little closer, it belongs to the kind of wall that two or three people can build, as long as it is straightened, I have seen it formed once, cement, sand, lime, bricks are just a few things, a family, a woman also goes into battle. Most of them are two-storey, the outside can be rented to others to do some small business, and the outside is painted with a brush to write the words of restaurant and shop, so comfortable, no need to play advertising signs like in the city.

One day the bus was driven by a female driver in her thirties, who liked to drive fast, find the right opportunity, grab the road to speed up and overtake, show herself, what kind of civilized driving, here is gone, at that moment I must have thought that Lao Tzu was driving a big car, as long as the technology is good, what are you afraid of. I'm wondering if he's willing to be a driver? Is his hobby this profession? There was a woman in the seat on my left holding a child, a little crowded, the mother and daughter were asleep, leaning towards me, I wondered if this woman stayed up late last night, and I don't rule out that there is a type of person who is sleepy as soon as she gets on the bus, and I don't know whether to wake her up, in case she misses the station, wouldn't it be very troublesome, unlike myself who has no destination. There were fewer and fewer people in the car, and I decided not to "accompany" her, so I gently patted her on the shoulder, and she opened her eyes and sat up straight. This car passes by a business building in the city, there are a lot of people over there, each floor here may be more than one company, in this season, you can see a lot of girls with better figures, young people have a pursuit here, it doesn't look like working in the factory, we all know that there is not much money, the competition pressure is high, and there are often intrigues, but there are fights, passion, and there are opportunities for promotion and salary increase. There is a security guard at the door to direct the parking, there is a cleaning aunt is mopping the floor, I saw the elevator room, walked straight over, thinking that if someone asks me where to go, I will casually report a floor, and also pretend to be a person with identity. I went up to the top floor, up another flight of stairs, to the rooftop, and stood by the wall, looking around the city, this forest of buildings. If a high-rise building has 25 floors, and each floor houses 10 people, that is 250 people, then a city with a population of 2.5 million must have 10,000 such buildings, and a building is a small village, and it is reasonable to be so small, how many roads, how many intersections, non-housing, some are supermarkets, office buildings, all kinds of business, and some offices, hotels, and all kinds of business. It is not surprising that in this big city, it is customary to travel more than 20 kilometers from the south of the city to the north of the city. The city is big, and the rural people know it, but this is bigger than they imagined, and they think that when they hear a place name, they think that they have crossed the door, which is very convenient. The foreign population in the big city is based on the province, and you know how many villagers you have, and you know how many there are in the cities and counties under each province. And after knowing so many people, you will understand the high housing prices and high prices in big cities, and each of us is like a wave in the sea, not worth mentioning, and will be submerged at any time. It's been late in the night, the lights are bright there, the nightlife begins, people live for what they are pursuing, I don't understand, so I go downstairs and go home.

Another time it was farther away, the car was driving on a clear road, on both sides of the road were green manors, rivers and bridges were common, and from time to time I saw some anglers, and I just wondered if there were any fish in the water. Some people say that the development strength of this region is already at the level of a moderately developed country, and I agree with it from the perspective of the countryside. I spent a lot of time browsing the suburbs, there are wetland parks, there are historical sites, and I want to go beyond a state of mind and forget all my worries, be in a dynasty a long time ago, and swim in my ideal kingdom. The sky is high here, and I savor the famous phrase left by my predecessors, "If you are not indifferent, you will not be famous, and if you are not quiet, you will not be far", and I was in history, until the sound of the lawn cover sounded soft music.

I had been idle for two weeks, and it was time to find a job to make ends meet, so I went to one of the larger human resources markets in the region.

There are people running around, a large square is full of cars, and there are several security guards who are in charge of an area and direct parking there, because there must be a passage next to the two rows of cars, otherwise the cars will not be able to get out, and it is useless to keep the horn ringing. Densely packed with hundreds of cars, office staff or recruiters' cars are the majority, individual cars are also covered by advertisements, around the building are also full of tables, turn into a circle, small processing factories use A4 paper to make a job advertisement, and then take out a box of business cards to attract the attention of passers-by, and some small carts are selling breakfast or lunch to join in.

Bustling, passing by a recruitment booth, yes, it is too difficult to find a job here, so many companies and job seekers have come. This is insincere, the contradiction between immediate interests and long-term interests, the company and home are different, home is eternal, work is not, even if you want to, the other party may not, from the blankness on the face of the applicant, it can be seen that they are not young and promising, maybe just account for a little newborn calf. People who really have skills and ideas will not come here, there is no shortage of high-paying hires, and the original unit will not release people easily. Who can understand how many of these people really need a job, and some people turn around and walk away when they see that the competition is so big, and some people are riding donkeys looking for donkeys and squeezing out those who really need to find jobs. Let's take a look at those who really can't find a job, lazy people, don't want to contribute, big cities are survival of the fittest, it's cruel, we sometimes look down on those at the bottom, but they have food, clothing, housing and transportation, it's better than those gangsters, at least it won't worry the family.

I also know that many people are embarrassed to say that they are beautiful on the surface and have low incomes. Now college students are grabbing a lot of money, and it is said that some people who study law have gone to work as security guards, or you don't have a penny when you are idle. The key is that you have the ability, the experience, and the planning of your life. There is very little difference in the remuneration of office and workshop employees, but the length of working hours is different, the office environment is different, the office has air conditioning, warm in winter and cool in summer, and the workshop is noisy. Being the boss must be farther than we think, some companies have dormitories, but the wool is out of the sheep, the salary will be a little less, and the impact on the outside is to manage food and housing, in fact, it is just like that.

Interviews are the same, let me introduce myself, I have said those words several times, the process of the previous company is still very perfect, the company's responsibility is to produce products that can be exchanged for value, from the demand to the product output, the middle of the scientific and technological research and development, the contract ** and production and processing, in fact, to put it bluntly, only need two kinds of people, a negotiation, a way to do things, I am between the two, but the employer seems to only want to find the brain or hands.

This time, my interviewer was a relatively big leader, Mr. Gong, of course, I didn't know until later. He was interested in my resume, and when I introduced it, he said that my job search was very limited, and I didn't make much progress year by year, although I was fully qualified for the vacant position in the company, but according to the market, the salary was generally low, and it may not reach my previous home, while other positions had more room for growth, and I needed to start from the basics, and persuaded me to reconsider, in addition, we also said some digressions.

"At my age, to be an apprentice, will it be over?"

"No, learning is lifelong, as long as you are willing to learn, you are old, because you have been to school, you have to learn faster than others, you have culture, and I am ready to let you carry a bigger burden later, you go home and think about it, now in society, how can you make money without hardship?"

There is also a small road, a small bridge, from the job market to my residence. When I walked by, I saw the blue sky and white clouds in front of me, in a short period of time, the white clouds changed two shapes, the front was very straight horizontally, like a long sword, and the back slowly dispersed, like a huge key, I always felt that it was pointing something to my heart, I am now standing by the bridge, the water is rippling, or yesterday's bridge, but it is a different mood. Stopped at the head of the bridge, touching the white marble, in front of the widening of the road, there are two migrant workers are waving a hammer to smash a small piece of road, from the section of this road is really thick, I squatted down to see the ground structure, every day the road, cement, asphalt, marble slabs, are paved like this, and in some places, the underground structure is also very complicated, I didn't realize it before, there are two middle-aged people watching from the side, most of the pedestrians only care about themselves hurriedly walking. If you were in the countryside, if someone repaired their house, they would turn around a circle, and when I was a child, I thought it was a great project. They wore hats and the same clothes, and when I looked closely, I saw that there were several middle-aged women. If they were struggling to push the cart loaded with stones, I would step up and help. But the wheels did not stop, and a few women were more able to endure hardships than I was, and I was ashamed that a certain kind of chic had just been swept away. I thought to myself, first half of the road is built, in a few days, it will be a wide asphalt road, no longer have to worry about the rain will get my shoes wet and dirty, I have to go to dinner, and then go back to watch TV, wandering around, and these road builders are busy, what reason do I have to complain about my life? My road will stretch little by little, like encountering a fog, step by step, everywhere will become clear.

I needed to learn a skill, so I called Mr. Gong, and I decided to learn this skill, hoping to have a good future as he said.

There were seven or eight of them who came in with me, and I heard Mr. Gong say that two of them were like me and had gone to college. If it was just me, maybe I would be taken seriously, but that's fine, I've found a balance psychologically. Two of them are uncles, and two are younger. The first three days of training seemed to be more formal, and the leaders of the factory met with us one after another, instilling in us the corporate culture, and in my opinion, they also showed their personal charm. The company's management and technical level talked about some rules and regulations and job responsibilities. The female master who was in charge of bringing us also came in to give a lecture, she spoke in dialect, and also drew pictures, involving some mechanical knowledge and unit conversion, I understood this, and I saw that others were taking notes seriously, which seemed curious and clumsy.

The female master is in her forties, I think it is no worse than the teacher in the school, every day we gather around the grinder, she first operates it, and then guides us on the side, let us do it one by one. "Let you move where you go, you will move, who has to start learning, do it a few times more to be proficient", apprentices naturally have smart, bold, careful, the master is very strict, she is next to see who in the processing process to touch the wrong position, will immediately hit the hand, very fierce look, as an apprentice also understands, it should be so, after all, the machine is a machine, you must operate correctly, otherwise scrapped products, damage to the machine is a small disaster, life safety is the most serious, think of this, there is no complaint about the training.

A month later, there were only three apprentices left in this batch, Chaohui, Lao He and me, it was also a small group, and they often went together to do something. The master said that he was afraid that I would leave one day, this process was repeated and really tired and annoying, and he complained and left, and the young man was unwilling to do this, and his heart was high, and he looked down on this job.

"The director said that let me teach them to be human beings first, do I still want to be their parents?"

"Master, you can teach me! I really want to learn, those people are gone, they will remember you. ”

"Remember the, and I don't expect them to remember, and you won't be doing it for long, right? ”

I don't know if the leader above told her to test it. I said I couldn't guarantee how long I would do it, but I would study very seriously. I want to earn money and I want to go to work every day. She also advised me to correct my mentality, don't underestimate this technology, you can make a lot of money when you learn it, the apprentice is rough processing, and then after the finishing of the old staff, part of the benefits created by the apprentice will be counted in the master, I am more down-to-earth, the master is also very good to me, she said to see that I don't smoke, people are honest, but sometimes I will be in a daze, but when I work, I must always be vigilant, to focus and be flexible, I have always thought that women like the master have persevered, giving me motivation, and she said focused and flexible, I think it is difficult to do。 During this time, I listened to the rumbling sound of the machine, and when I was about to pass by another workshop at lunchtime, I saw a group of busy workers, their clothes were dirty with engine oil, and I think I will be such a person in the future, and I have to work hard, hoping to lead to a good future, do well, and win respect.

I completed my assignment and left work early. Life is still frugal, the circle is small, there is not much expense, and long-term solutions are not considered. What is there to listen to music, write and write after work? This is also a kind of selfish self-satisfaction, I have forgotten my family thousands of miles away, and I have forgotten the way of living in that backward place. I didn't want to live a smooth life, God easily satisfied me, but the rough life gave my soul a higher vision, and I longed for a companion very much. This activity is very strong, and I can sleep well when I feel tired at night. I lay in bed before going to bed and my heart was full of thoughts. I can't see through the girls, their kind personality is generous and naughty, compared to me I seem well-behaved, shy, they can see my introversion at a glance, but I will always be surprised by which of them has what kind of boyfriend or is married, there is an element of love in my eyes, but I don't talk much, they naturally can't feel it, I really want one of them not to dislike my honesty, take the initiative to give a little favor. Once when chatting about gossip, the master said that you don't complain about girls, don't complain about the times, boys are like this, there are no fools, they will choose well, "You have to be bold, thick-skinned, there are still girls who value feelings, my husband is very wooden, when we got married, my family was also against it." She was smart, and at the same time she encouraged me and boasted about it, it was show-off and pride, yes, who doesn't like to listen to nice things, but my mouth is stupid. They are silent and lazy in their work, and if they are clever and crooked, they will boast for a long time about how prescient they are.

I said goodbye to the apprenticeship in a relatively short period of time, but there was a little accident in the final stage--- the assessment goal was to process the product to how many sizes, very accurate, I did it very quickly, the caliper card was also in that position, but in the hands of the master, that size was a little bigger, she didn't give me a high score. I also knew in my heart that I was young and vigorous at the time, and I was not only nervous but also energetic during the exam, and the strength of the two people was different after all.

"Since the factory director asked me to take you, you just listen to me, sometimes there will be cross-departmental collaboration, don't let others ask you to do what you do, do it wrong and blame you, they see that you are good to talk will bully you, people who often come to deal with each other, it is their duty to help each other, others can refuse. After saying this, the master left the workshop, and I was still wondering what it meant.

The machine at the door was empty, now it's cold, no one wants to stand at the door, I feel that the more inside, the louder the noise, the air is not good, the door is just a little colder, I am happy. A woman walked in that day, well-dressed, and hurriedly asked me to help cast a part. The workshop rumbled loudly, and she was a little arrogant, and I just glanced at her.

"I'm a little busy right now, I'm not very familiar with that, you can go find someone else first. ”

"If your master were here, she would have made it for me. Disappointed, he walked away.

After a while, the master returned. "That woman is still a leader, she can not come in person, if she is in a bad mood today, she will go to our director and say bad things about you. "I feel very bad when I hear it, and when I get home after work, I keep thinking, I'm actually very busy today, why did you come to me? Usually I'm helpful, but today is the only time, maybe the personality collapses. I was so remorseful that I fell asleep in a daze at night. In the dream, the woman came to me again for help, and this time I was very cooperative, and this favor was very beautiful, and by the way, I said something, mainly to explain to her the unpleasantness of the last time--- "I am a new ......." ”

The girl in charge of the workshop statistics is called Yu Fan, this year seems to be 23 years old, unmarried, chubby, more than a year earlier than me, I heard the old staff say that she was slowly gaining weight after entering this factory, I didn't expect it to be very supportive here. The girl has a bit of a straight temper, and in just a month, I've annoyed her twice.

The weather is slowly getting cold, there is a batch of customized work clothes in the factory, the master called me to go to the mailroom to move, let Yu Fan keep an account, this is the first time I have crossed paths with her with her, I stood next to Yu Fan and watched her write, her writing is not beautiful, but it is a stroke, neat, if it is written by a boy, it can only be described as ugly, but Yu Fan writes it cute. Every time I think of this scene, I think of her chubby appearance. She asked me what size I was wearing, and I asked her. Blame me for talking too much, I said you can wear a smaller one, but I didn't expect her to be a little angry, in fact, what I thought in my heart was that the small words were wrapped tightly, warm, but I didn't say it.

Afterwards, I chatted with the master, and the master said, "The girl's mind is very delicate, you shouldn't say that it is suitable to wear a small size, you should praise her for being tall and holding up a large size." "Oh, I didn't expect to be so learned. I don't have emotional intelligence."

The second time I dealt with her was when Mr. Gong asked me to go to Yu Fan to get a copy of the information. I went to her seat and didn't see anyone, and I went around the workshop again but didn't see it, and finally asked her phone number, and she said that the materials were in the bag, and she would be back soon. I saw the bag, and lay quietly in the chair. At this time, Mr. Gong urged again, and the person next to me persuaded me that you can open it and find it, so I opened the zipper, and the information was obvious, I quickly pulled it out and ran away. I thought it was a normal thing, Yu Fan would not feel guilty for delaying work, when I saw Yu Fan when I got off work, I was expressionless, or I opened my mouth to speak, saying that the leader was in a hurry in the afternoon, and I didn't wait for her to come back, I still thought that she said it didn't matter, but she said that next time without her permission, she must not touch her things, and said that she was uneducated to turn over other people's things. I suddenly felt that my face was so hot, as if I had been reprimanded by the leader, and I felt very uncomfortable, so I simply apologized.

The company entered the industrial park earlier, the leaders of the vision thought of the industrialization scale of the company in the future, has already circled more than a dozen acres of land, has not yet broken ground, just planted a loquat tree, there is more than half an hour of rest at noon, the workers are also rushing into the forest, some sit down to smoke a cigarette, brag, some lie down to rest for a while can still sleep, and some walk around in the woods, from time to time to pull out the branches, search for the ripe fruit that can be eaten. Although it is abundant locally, it is just on the market and the price is high, and these people are really lucky. It is when the fruit trees are just ripe, sweet and sour, the most medium-ripe, not very red and not conspicuous, but still can't escape the sweep of these people, and there is a new harvest every day. The three of us would also sit there in a group and gossip for a while.

Chaohui is only in his early twenties, he already has children, his desire to make money is stronger, once I saw him repairing a battery car, several parts of the car were wrapped in tape, full of scars, some places cracked, with wire is not good to use scotch tape, the only thing that can be shown off is that brand, I don't know how many hands. Recently, when renting a house, the former tenant left him some daily necessities, which others would dislike to throw into the trash. He doesn't smoke, he doesn't drink, he doesn't play games, he doesn't spend money. He used to work in a nearby textile factory, almost every day without a break, overtime pay is very low, he feels so stupid, because he does things quickly, very suitable for this piecework.

As for Lao He, he is actually only three years older than me, but he got married early and has already raised three children, all of whom are in his hometown, and he and his wife work here. I also listened to his deeds, he has had a few ventures, the family has raised sheep, dozens of sheep, no experience, one day found that the sheep was sick, an average of one day died, the village doctor did not see well, he carried a sheep that had just died to the county animal husbandry bureau to ask experts for diagnosis, and finally found the reason, the body was missing a certain element, he went to the nearby mountains to look for it, and finally the sheep was refreshed, it was a good entrepreneurial history, but then why didn't he stick to it, ran to this place, it seems that there is always an attractive place here。 He said that he didn't like to listen to the big truth, saying that those big planters or breeders in their village made a lot of money at the beginning, but when the national policy came and there were more people, they would not make so much money, and the country also wanted to develop in a balanced way. You see that you are now setting up a stall, selling socks, or toys and the like, if you are lucky, you can make a lot of money, the winter is too cold, the summer is too hot, the weather is not good, and the city management is sometimes unstable.

The two of them talk a little more, they both have more social experience than me, and they can talk about any messy things, and they hate each other later.

"I didn't sleep well last night, there was a wild cat downstairs that kept barking, like a child crying all the time, do you say the cat is male and female?"

"Of course, can it still be hermaphroditic?"

"That's not what it means, I want to ask if cats are denominators or male and female, just as humans are male and female. ”

"Oh, it's a mother, cats will have spring, my wife likes to raise that thing, it's still young, wait a few months to make it for it, think about how cruel it is, long pain is better than short pain." ”

......。

The two of them talked about the breed of cats, and talked about raising dogs, fish, and turtles, and talked about an orchid in the mountains in a place in Lao He's hometown of Anhui, which was beyond my imagination.

It's normal for men to talk about women, and once they also talked about Yu Fan, because I was still single, and they also made fun of me. Once Chaohui asked me for Mr. Gong's phone number, I mistakenly gave him Yu Fan's number, so he mentioned it again.

"Yu Fan is long, he has passed, but he doesn't have any temperament. ”

"It's really temperamental, and I won't work here. ”

"I asked you for Mr. Gong's phone number that day, but you gave me Yu Fan's phone number, are you secretly in love with Yu Fan, remember her phone so clearly?"

"Oh, I misheard it at the time, I thought you wanted Yu Fan's phone. ”

"You hurt me once, but I heard a man's voice over there, no, I thought I dialed the wrong number, so I snapped and hung up the phone. I felt rude. Later, I saw from the company's address book that it was Mr. Gong's phone number, would he think I was reckless? ”

"Mr. Gong is very charming, he doesn't care about such trivial things, and besides, Yu Fan, don't be kidding, we just know each other, and there is no need to call each other's names when we meet on the street, can this be called a friend? "I briefly told them about the last time I got the information.

I think Yu Fan is cold, maybe it's my delusion, because I often see her playing with a few young men, including Chaohui, and they can all play together. Chaohui has been here for almost a year, and he also left, and he also mentioned Yu Fan that night.

The reason for Zhaohui's resignation was that his family had found him a stall in the vegetable market and wanted him to go back to business. On the night he was about to leave Guangzhou, he said that the three of us were going to have a meal, but Lao He couldn't leave with the children at home, so it was just the two of us. I drank a lot of wine and talked a lot.

"I want to go back, there is also a reason that I miss my wife, I will tell you one thing, once when I was working overtime during the week, Yu Fan was watching TV on the computer alone in the office, and I also came up, she was a little short-sighted, but she still did not have the consciousness to take care of her eyes, and she was very close. She was not quiet at all, she was wearing cropped pants, slippers, and she rested on the computer console with one bare foot, her toenails were also dyed red, which was very attractive to me, and her hair was also scented, and she was fascinated by it, and even forgot that there was another person next to her. I laughed out loud when I looked good, and dragged the mouse back a little when I was plain, and she was fascinated by me, and I pressed the chair quilt, thinking about this girl, holding my breath, leaning my head up, getting closer and closer. Her hair had already reached my face, and it was so tempting. I seemed to feel the hairs of the two of them touching together, and after a while, I suddenly made a bold move, I reached out and hugged her waist, she screamed, did not scold me, I immediately came to my senses, and quickly retracted......

I'm alone here, I guess something will happen, I hope she doesn't say it, I hope you don't say it, Lao He is wife and children are here, what about you, single one, don't be too depressed. ”

Chaohui is very sincere, and I also drank a lot of alcohol.

I only slept for half an hour at night, crawled on the side of the bed and vomited, the whole house was filled with bad smells, the food I ate at night was cold, there was a gurgling sound in my stomach, accompanied by a burst of pain, and my tears flowed out. I drank because I was afraid of insomnia at night, but I didn't expect this time to be a punishment, and I couldn't even get the happiness of getting a full night's sleep.

Chaohui gave everyone a call and greeted them. They envied Chaohui for driving the car, Chaohui said that it was a broken van, dirty, used to pull chickens, and he would make a fortune in the future and drive a car to visit everyone.