In love, although it is not risky, it is definitely a loss, I still have a little possibility with Li Qing, the next little vacation, I called and said I wanted to meet her, she was as happy as last time on the other end of the phone, I knew that it was a kind of politeness, she would never take the initiative to dial my phone, but "men should take the initiative" comforted me, and I immediately went to buy a ticket.

When I got to the point, I was delighted, how would the person I wanted to see appear—did the hair have been cut, would he have the audacity to wear a skirt, would he still be so chubby?......。 Finally this moment came, I tried to prepare enough, try to make the meeting as natural as possible, I was going to ask her how she felt about her work, but her words were more natural, asking me if I was tired from riding in the car, I could only say that it was okay. It's really pitiful, there is no reason to hold hands and hug, and there is no way to talk about the words of longing. She talked about the little things at work, and I seemed to be laughing with a mess, and the content was not important, and I wanted to hear her. She seemed to perceive it, and the words became less and less, and then to silence. I think that not getting together is separation, I can only say some profound words, but Li Qing's answer is not absolute, emphasizing that it is good for two people to be friends, at that time I had only one word in my heart--- the Xuan in Lao Tzu's "Tao Te Ching". I am afraid that my youth will pass, and the only one who makes me happy and troubled at the moment is her, and I stubbornly believe that a woman's greatest wish is to find a partner who is good enough for herself, and she is not very satisfied. The wonderful dialogue I had expected before coming to Wuhan did not take place.

We went to the famous Hanzheng Street, a paradise for young people and shoppers with a wide variety of brand-name goods. But there is no consumption, stingy, and one will not open his mouth to ask. In the afternoon, after walking around East Lake for half an hour, we sat down on a bench in the park, and I was a little unwilling, I didn't want to let my passion fade, looking for words, and not being silent. I was very happy to see her, and this day has always been a holiday that I look forward to.

"Have you ever been here before? If it were me, I'd come here often! You may not know me, but I like to walk the most. When I was in middle school, I learned a common sense: the scenery of Wuhan University is very famous among universities in the country. It's also a beautiful thing to meet you here now. Li Qing just smiled, without too many words, and was not a person who particularly liked to walk.

"I want to know where your boyfriend works?" Actually, I just wanted to see if she had a boyfriend.

"Oh, he's not far from me. ”

"Ah, you have a boyfriend? I've never heard you talk about it!"

"What has never been, you are a rare person to contact once, and I am reluctant to make a phone call, and I can't tell you. ”

"Did you meet here?"

"Yes, he's been nice to me. "Actually, I can imagine how a person like you can not have a boyfriend?"

"What kind of person am I?"

"I mean someone as beautiful as you,"

She smiled, "What about you?" "I'm still single, and if I had, I wouldn't have come so far to see you." "There will be, don't worry, there will be. "I didn't want to ask, but I couldn't help it, hoping it wouldn't affect our conversation. "No, it won't. I smiled a little wryly, she wouldn't pay attention to my face anyway. I asked about her boyfriend's basic situation, and she really said a little more, and I wanted to listen to her voice, so I said something insincere, hoping that they didn't see the wrong person or something. I had a knife in my heart, and I had to smile on my face, it was really humiliating, she found a local, quite rich, and the wedding room was ready, in the city center. But the next physical pain made me less sad.

At this time, there were two little children next to me, seven or eight years old, they were lovely twins, they were tired of walking, and they also sat next to me to rest, and I boldly pulled one over to talk, trying to divert attention, but also to pull myself out of grief and anger. The boy was disobedient, and broke free from me, and went to climb an iron frame beside him, and he took off his coat with great difficulty, and stood on it facing me, and got carried away, as if he wanted to show others that he was a man. There was no platform on it, and his brother had to fight to go up, looking at his little brute strength, he actually grabbed the foot ...... the brother above. The top one was dragged off, and I instinctively picked it up with my hands, padd it with my legs, and pressed it under my calf at once, and I screamed.

I didn't be reckless, saying that my leg hurt a little, Li Qing also saw that I was in pain, persuaded me to go back to rest early, and accompanied me to a nearby pharmacy, bought bone-setting medicine wine and two plasters, I felt care, very grateful, and obediently followed her. When she came out of the pharmacy, I also asked her to go back early. At the hotel, I recalled the process of meeting her today, and remembered what she said, and I didn't lose sleep because I didn't sleep well last night. No, I had to write it down, so I limped downstairs to the store next door and bought a notebook, hey, she said a lot! I thought to myself that if one day this love really faded, I could flip through the words I had written, and feel the lost youth again, and I said to myself in my heart that it was still early, and I should not live on memories, but at the same time I didn't think that these memories were enough. I'm really cheap, I can actually omit the second half of the conversation, learn from her previous silence, it seems that I have to say the little sweetness of her and her boyfriend from her mouth, I can completely die. is like a man who has repeatedly failed on a blind date, the girl just politely refuses, but he still wants to ask, wants to hear the scolding, and scolds himself awake. As I lay on my bed, I had this scene in my head: the two of us were standing facing each other, looking at each other differently, and there were many lines of light and shadow bobbing between our bodies, trying to connect us, and I finally waved my hand, drew a long sword, and slashed around my body.

How excited I was when I went to Wuhan, how lost I was when I came back. Only if I put in the work can I pretend that the meeting didn't happen at all. I didn't take the initiative to tell Shi Fei about my whereabouts this time, and he didn't express curiosity, two people living in the same room, one of them didn't return overnight, and the other person wasn't anxious? It seems that I didn't regard him as a friend, and I didn't want to communicate this emotional experience with him, and he probably also felt that I usually don't talk much, so I naturally have a reason for what I am doing. It's just that once when I was hanging out with Weili, he asked me if I had gone to Li Qing since I called last time for so long, and I sent it away in just two sentences, "I went to look for it, and she unfortunately told me that she already had a boyfriend." "Is it unfortunate? What are you afraid of when you have a boyfriend?" "Oh, I was unfortunate enough to hear it. At this time, he was passing by an upscale community, "If I had lived here, the outcome might have been different." "I don't want to listen to his slightly concerned exhortations, after all, these words are only suitable for persuasion. I don't have any friends in this city, I just don't have anyone who can talk, and sometimes I go to the security department at night to talk to Uncle Wang, and I feel more and more old and serious.

The journey of life is the most beautiful only when you recall it, but unfortunately I didn't know it at the time. During that time, the supply chain department needed someone to assist, I was transferred there to help, here sometimes I can contact outsiders, I am not a very good talker also got exercise, there is a supplier is very funny, I thought he was a delivery man, I didn't expect it to be the boss, he regularly supplies water tanks to our company, surnamed Yue, every time he drives his own goods.

It's the off-season, and I can see from the receipt records that his family's supply has been greatly reduced. There was a delivery, there was a small problem, the goods were two days late, in fact, just in case, I was prepared three days in advance, he was very grateful to me for revealing the news to him, the two chatted about family life, he was young, successful in his career, and thought I was a small leader, in fact, I was a dozen. He asked me where my hometown was and how my income was, and my answer was secretive. Boss Yue then directly said that the two of them are not bad, and they can save some money in a year in addition to expenses, I said don't say it, I'm still single.

"Why are you so unconfident, is it so difficult to find a girlfriend? You are not ugly, it just so happens that my friend and I are going to have a meal today, you can come too." ”

"Thank you for your kindness. You're really lifting me up a bit. ”

"That's it, I'll pick you up when you get off work. There are beautiful women. ”

When I got off work, a white high-end car stopped at the door of the company, when I passed, the horn sounded, which was enough to arouse the envy of other colleagues, Boss Yue beckoned me to get into the car, I saw through the window that the co-pilot was someone, and there was a vacant seat in the rear seat, so I went around there to open the door and went in, the smell in the car was really good, and there were three women sitting inside.

It was the first time someone had stammered themselves, and I could feel that wonderful feeling. At the dinner table, I also saw the three girls clearly, it is said that one is divorced, and the two do not have boyfriends, but no one knows whether there are or not. One has short hair, looks masculine, and it's okay to drink, and the other is beautiful, not set off, she is so beautiful, her face is delicate, and her smile is cute, I can't forget it at a glance, and I suddenly feel that I can't climb high. The girl was answering the phone, and learned from others that her name was Lijia, she called a big brother on the phone, and after putting down the phone, Boss Yue said, "How many big brothers do you have, I feel like you are in the mixed society." He's really good at joking, and I'm still not good at talking.

Lijia wears a gray mask, pigtails, a black jacket, and white sneakers. Boss Yue said not to smoke to sit inside, the two girls to the corner, I originally thought that if I didn't smoke, I could justifiably get close to the beauty, a little regretful, but after sitting down, I have to thank you for not smoking, this position is just right to face to face with the beauty, the lighting is very good, that night is really wonderful. I was a little nervous, so I went to the bathroom while waiting for the food and looked in the mirror, but fortunately, today's performance has slightly exceeded my usual image, whether it is hairstyle or clothing. There was a dish that was very beautifully shaped, and the two girls took out their phones to take pictures, and I took the opportunity to put up my phone and take a photo of Lijia.

"Hurry up and eat the food, don't just remember to take pictures. ”

"You see the food you ordered, it's all meat, I think you just want to eat it yourself. The short-haired woman said.

"It's winter and you don't need to show your figure. ”

"If you don't believe your men's nonsense, this girl must control her mouth. ”

"Yes, don't listen to his nonsense, I think the old lady also had an A4 waist. The divorced woman interjected.

"If you want to say that, I still have me in the elementary school textbooks, I was a tadpole when I was younger. ”

Boss Yue is really a tease, and he then said, "You said that God is really fair, winter can't show the beauty of the body, the ancients or God, putting the New Year in winter is a kind of compensation." ”

After the meal, we went to a box in a chess and card room, I didn't participate, Boss Yue boasted that he was also good at playing cards, I stood behind him, and at a glance I saw that the cards in his hand were the largest, and he still hesitated. I feel when this scene has been, say hello and say goodbye to Boss Yue, he apologized and said that he would not send me, and showed me the way, bus or taxi, they don't know, in terms of walking, I am also a master. I walked to the platform, and saw that there were only five stations on the road, and on the platform I saw the people coming and going, some people got off the train and some people got on, one by one, I cleared the direction, and I decided to walk back.

On the way back, there was a mobile phone store that seemed to celebrate its 10th anniversary, set up a stage at the door, invited onlookers to go up and sing, after singing there were small gifts, a few students looked like teenagers went up and sang a few songs, I think they sang badly, with a little bit of alcohol, I also went on stage, sang a beautiful girl, I have Lijia in my head, so affectionate, for the first time in my life to sing in front of the public, I let go, my tears have blurred. This day is the festival of this store, and it can also be counted as my holiday, and I express my emotions, which are more important than any other day.

The meal was rushed, but that photo halfway through could be permanent. This is a kind of admiration, a kind of love, anyway, no one loves me, I don't flip my phone, the most direct thing is a photo. With this idea, I didn't delay a second, and immediately went to a photo studio to print out the photo, the photo is larger than the screen of my mobile phone, slightly blurry, but maybe only I can recognize this scene, how to store it is my own business, put it in a place that no one else can find, and store it for as long as I can. But after a week I began to hesitate, and after another week I began to wonder if it would be possible to spend two hours a day on it for the rest of my life?

Lijia is a staff member of a company, I suddenly thought of the secretary of the general manager, and then thought of the ambiguous relationship, Lijia is a local, or an only child, and will definitely be able to marry a big man in the future, so there are more people who like her. She has an easy-going personality, and I'm already worried that someone has bad intentions, Boss Yue is this kind of person, and her words will be cheap. A businessman is bold by nature and satisfies his own selfishness, and when he gets married, why doesn't he take his wife with him?

At that time, the word "goddess" was popular, and Lijia was my goddess, and this kind of beauty was enough to see her, people, she was really greedy, but I was thinking about when I would be able to see her again. Lijia's appearance, I rarely think of Li Qing anymore, I suddenly thought of a short paragraph, which probably means that if you like two people at the same time, choose the latter, because if you really like the first one, you won't like the others. I think it makes sense, but liking is all my own business, anyone can like it, and it's inevitable that I feel sad. I admit it's just in looks. Li Qing's legs are relatively straight and her personality is spicy, while Lijia is slightly chubby and has an easy-going personality. Lijia's short-haired best friend is not beautiful, and her skin is dark, I really don't know what they think in their hearts, which shows Lijia's kindness. I think of the ancient lady and the maid, but I don't like her best friend, is there something wrong with my cultivation?

Thinking about how ambitious I was at the beginning, but now the whole city has changed a lot, and my dreams have not been realized, looking back, I have been to so many places, and I have had so much time correspondingly. I didn't fully contribute to myself, as Weili said, I am not a piece of leadership material, so I never complain that this company has treated me badly, I also want to go, but I can't find a way out for the time being. At this time, I thought of the proverb "If you always walk by the river, how can you not get your shoes wet", which may not be suitable here, but that fortuitous journey determined the rest of my life.

That day, I accidentally walked to an old street, the architecture here is close to the style of my hometown, it is indeed the building when the northerners came to settle down at that time, and the people who can't live in it have been protected, and I walked on the steps paved with large stone slabs, as if I was revisiting the old place. There are famous residences nearby, and Mr. is a great writer and thinker of our country, and there is a striking sign at the intersection, and the arrow is like a rope pulling me through, as if all my previous wanderings were preparing for this time. I did receive an education, the courtyard is chic and quaint, edified me, yesterday when I left, the front desk sold books related to Mr., I picked one.

The author's description of life is so nuanced that I am immersed in it, and each chapter is worth deep reflection. There are a few sentences that are profound, as if my soul has become more noble, probably because I am more suitable to be a person who is moved, I want to write a feeling after reading, this time it is from the heart, and I have a feeling of being forced to write by a teacher when I was in school. Whether this writer is a genius or a diligent writer, I can't wait to read him, to find more information about him, and after a while, I found a long essay he wrote when he wrote that novel, it was really written with blood and tears, that kind of dedication can be said to be invincible, and he used this lonely profession to record this era. The author has been put to rest, and his purpose of influencing the afterlife has been achieved, although not admired by all people, at least I have stumbled upon it and enshrined it as sacred.

In fact, I don't have to go to some famous mountains and rivers, peerless scenery, even if I stay at home, I will send out a lot of emotion, feel the changes of current affairs, when I read the book, it is to fulfill the fate of the characters in other people's novels, through the text into the hearts of authors, in fact, I know that the ending is nothing more than two, now is the time for me to gain insight into myself, time is the most ordinary, turn over such a thick calendar, most of the time I choose to obey. I don't have a satisfying income, I don't have an ideal partner, I just listen to what people say, 'It is enough to have a sincere heart', but now I doubt this sentence, if I draw a straight line in the past years, how many points will I mark on it? The important thing is that I can't think of the mistakes I made in the past and how to redeem them, I can't think of what the students who have been obedient in school will be like when they go out into society, what I have learned in school, how much can be used to enrich my future life, and the teacher taught us not to rush for quick success, but it seems that everyone except me is working hard.

My husband also ran a magazine, which I had heard about when I was in middle school, and I vaguely felt that it was located in this city. The next Sunday, I went to visit. Ten years ago, the magazine became famous all over the country, featuring fairy tales, and with the rich imagination of a group of writers who love literature, they created dialogues about various creatures in nature, which were deeply loved by children. At that time, the office building even became a landmark of the city, but now it is going downhill, the staff is too young, they have not inherited the original cultural heritage, the content is not as good as before, the fancy content in it caters to the colorful side of society, changed the original intention, and the characteristics have faded out of the reader's field of vision.

When I got home and flipped through my diary, I saw the words I wrote down when I went to Wuhan to find Li Qing last time, I suddenly had an idea, maybe I am suitable for this, I have failed, I remembered the scene of reading magazines with Li Qing in college, and my experience of being rejected for that submission, yes, and Lijia, I can also write it, I can make up the story of an unfortunate young man, I also think that only when this article is popular, someone will sit down on the characters in it, or who cares? I usually come into contact with these people, and I hide too much from them, I feel unfamiliar, and it is my pleasure to write something once in a while, and I deceive myself, thinking that this is the only thing that should be valuable. Besides, if you have the same perseverance as Mr. and the author, you don't have to worry about not being able to accomplish anything.

I finally mustered up the courage to resign, the last week, I deliberately nostalgic for the environment where I worked, the company yard is quite beautiful, there are three wooden bridges in the middle of the small lake, there are countless goldfish in the water, if the photography technique is good, it can show a large range of water, I didn't shoot that effect. Most of the time I thought that the scenery here did not belong to me, the company did not ask me to come to enjoy the scenery, only the big leaders are often qualified to come and relax, and the poor quality even threw cigarette butts into the lake, although there were more than two garbage cans by the bridge. When I got off work, I stayed by the window for half an hour, watching the cars parked around the lake in front of the office building drive away, they were so chic, they used to envy me for living in the dormitory next to me, I didn't have to spend time on the road, this is really cool, but, goodbye.

In those days, I met Boss Yue again, and when I was dealing with him, I introduced him to another colleague, and he knew that I had been here for a short time, saying that it was a pity, that I might be narrow-minded and understood as a businessman's politeness.

"I think I'm in tune with you. ”

"Could it be that you're saying this because I'm about to leave here? ”

"No, some people can come out at a glance, and you are very careful. Have you found your next home?"

"No, I want to do something of my own. ”

"What's the matter, is it convenient to reveal?"

"It's a bit risky, I probably recognize that I'm missing something, and I think I'm fit to do something alone. ”

"Then you should go to scientific research, you are also a college student. ”

"The university is not worth mentioning, our company is large-scale, but in the patent invention area, there is not much investment, and I have not had the opportunity to contact the people in that department, I feel that I am messing around now, I used to play cards for a while, believe it or not?"

"I can't see it, but it's amazing that you can quit, and when you decide to do something, don't back down. You have to prepare for everything, starting a business is very difficult, especially without resources, you have to rely on yourself for everything, what I am doing now is with my friends, I did stay up a lot of all-nighters at the beginning, the first two years were losses, and this year I just started to make a little money. ”

"The first two years were all losses?

"Mao Capital is still in debt. ”

"Haha, you lost money in the first two years, which really gave me a lot of courage. When you asked me just now, when you first started doing it, would you tell someone about it?"

"No, you don't need to, don't say it at first, when you do it, others will know. ”......

Not only did I not tell Boss Yue, but I also didn't tell Wei Li, this guy can't keep a secret either. Just like Boss Yue said that there is a magnetic field with me, in Uncle Wang's security hall, I have been to it a few times, and the old people say a few words casually, which are all valuable to young people.

"Young people go to more places, the motherland is so vast, I really want to live again. If you decide to go, you will leave early, and you will have nothing to worry about, hahaha,......。 "This kind of laughter is rare, I don't know if it's closer after laughing or whether I should be serious, the expression of an old man's feelings, makes me feel even more ashamed, because I deceived him, this time I didn't really leave the city, but I still held back and didn't tell the truth.

"The leader knows in his heart that what he lacks now is a down-to-earth worker, who will become a real technical expert in the future, and some who like to point fingers will not be respected. ”

"Speaking is really an art, if there is such a person, he does not work hard, he does not seek improvement, he is dismissed, and then he runs into walls everywhere, almost to the point of despair. He just began to sum up, worked hard, and finally found a job that he could cherish and was affirmed. When he sees others now, or in public, he doesn't preach his inspiration, but says that a person's value depends on where he puts it, and at this time he has succeeded, and you will definitely believe it. ”

Now that swindlers and thieves are hateful in society, he advised me to be careful everywhere and talked about some common ways of deception in society. Generally, the deceived person has the attitude of taking advantage of the situation, and when he finds out, he regrets it.

Let's talk about fate, the sentence summed up in the past few decades is "power can't change fate", "Of course, fate is summed up later." ”

"Now this social atmosphere is not good, I don't dare to return things after picking them up, I am afraid that people will say that there is a lot of money, how to return the mobile phone to the original owner, if the first person picks it up and takes the money away? What about the mobile phone? People must think for the first time that you are estimated to sell a few dollars before you pay it back, how to pay it back. "That's human nature,......"

Two days after I terminated the contract with the company, I took advantage of the dormitory, and no one drove me away. When people are going to work, they greet me and say that I am so comfortable and happy, and when they get off work, they ask me where I am going to play today, and I also ask them if they are busy today and what is worth saying. During the day I went to look for a house, in the evening I went to talk to Uncle Wang for a while, and on the third day I found a satisfactory house, with a desk in the house where I could sit on the bedside and write, and a small balcony outside. Although some money is missing from the passbook, I can sleep peacefully at night.

On the first day in this room, in the morning I went out to buy a bag of food, and a stack of manuscript paper, and I planned not to go out again today, I locked the door, left a crack in the window, closed the curtains, and sat at the head of the bed, this corner of the world was very quiet, and everything outside had nothing to do with me. I took out the diary that I had written in bits and pieces and flipped through it a few times, and then spread out the manuscript paper and began to organize it, which can also be called my creation. When night fell, I stood on the balcony and looked at the attic opposite, and every time I could see a few housewives cooking by the window, it was the life I longed for. It's raining outside, and I feel that the temperature has dropped a lot, and those downstairs in the rain are either using umbrellas or getting drenched in the rain, although I don't have to run, but I can't talk about happiness. There is this scene, after a couple of lovers chase and fight, the man carries the woman on his back and is still shouting, and the woman avoids getting her shoes wet, but covers the man from the rain. It's not early, and there are a few people who walk alone, and I used to be like that, and even envied the stability of others, and now I know the sorrow of people by the window.

After more than a week like this, I finally pieced together ten pages, more than 10,000 words, with these "works", I went to the magazine, and a customer service received me very politely, and on the sofa in the hall, I was flattered and at a loss. She directly told me about the two conditions for submission and publication, more than 90% of the original and content without violations, how much is per 1,000 words, I thought it was my income, but she said that it was the publication fee, and I needed to pay for it. I was a little hesitant, but I didn't show it.

"How many words did you probably write?"

"More than 10,000 words. ”

In this way, you can choose a small piece or a story, send it to us, and try it out in a typesetting. ”

"What effect can it be?"

"What effect do you want?" asked me.

"Okay, I'll go home and look at those words again, in fact, I'm not sure if those words dare to be in the Hall of Elegance. ”

"Yes, welcome next time. ”

I walked out, a little disappointed, she just asked me what effect I wanted, I think it's nothing more than fame and money, but it's easier said than done. I had hoped that a comrade from the editorial department would give me advice, but could I make a living on my own? Can I earn happiness?

In the next few days, I really couldn't hold back the words, the whole person fell into emptiness, I missed the happiness of going to work, I looked at the time, I was not tired the night before, I fell asleep very late, I got up late, after going out for breakfast, the time flickered and it was time to prepare lunch, there was no gain in this room, I had to go out again, and the time passed faster. Although the previous two years of frugality were enough for me to eat and drink for nothing, but when I was idle, I would think crankily, I thought I must find something to do, and if I went on like this, I had to be schizophrenic, as long as someone paid for my strength, as long as it could free me, I was willing to do it.

There is an alley in the city that is an uncivilized place, where there are telephone poles, billboards and some walls with small advertisements indiscriminately, there are also job posters, people come and go on the side, no disdain at all, I also know that this is mostly a small workshop, most of them have no guarantee at all, but this is still a corner of the city, and it can also attract a lot of mobile people. This time I wrote down the address of a painting studio, which is in a certain courtyard on a certain road, so familiar, I have passed by, so I called to ask if people still need manpower, and a woman replied that if it is convenient, you can understand it on the spot, and I said that I can go over immediately, not far away.

I arrived at that place after ten minutes by car, in fact, the woman was already waiting at a gate, there was a not-so-eye-catching name and a curved arrow on the wall next to her, at first I was not sure of her, so I just followed the arrow and walked inside, remembering what she had just looked around, I began to doubt, looking back, the two of them understood. The courtyard in the small alley is very deep and winding, turning upstairs, the stairs are very chic, I am amazed by the design of the steps, I forgot to turn a few corners. The place to go was in a large room on the third floor, where a few workers were busy, and I smelled a smell and casually said the name of this rare chemical.

"Yes" The eldest sister looked at me with surprise and praised me for my common sense. At this time, I was also complacent.

There are three computers at the door, two girls are working, and the other boy is playing games, when the eldest sister and I passed, he quickly closed the game screen, and before Sister Wang could speak, he said that the picture just now had been drawn. "Yes, you can find something else, or go and help someone else. ”

The first part of the work is designed by a computer to print out a color pattern, which is enlarged to a large picture, and the workers manually operate several large printing machines to print the picture. After these come out, it is only rough processing, and it has to go through several processes to make a beautiful picture, carefully packaged, glass sealed, and can be made into a plaque, such as the picture of a lady in the Tang Dynasty hanging at the door, and the characters are lifelike. If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn't have believed that this work was made in this small workshop of more than 100 square meters. Several workers took turns going to work, standing there operating the machines, and some paint was stuck to their clothes. The eldest sister and I walked and talked, and we knew that the workers were very hard, and there was only enough time to eat and sleep in private. During work, I took care of the rice and asked my aunt to cook it. You can be proficient in half a month, and the salary is calculated according to the working time and output, sometimes you can complete a painting in one to two days, and the money you get can be hundreds.

The eldest sister mentioned by the way that many of these young men live in the courtyard next door, I understand that they are not very old, and they are not very sensible, it is very difficult to manage, others call her Sister Wang, she is managing alone, what personnel, operations, finance, etc. And talked about some of the company's work system, the policy is not loose, I muttered.

Sister Wang also said her thoughts, wanting to make this industry bigger, and the company is looking for a larger plant, which needs to be moved and formalized. I thought to myself that she had so much to think about, and she needed to expand it.

"If you are willing to do it, there is a future on my side. Don't look at the small world now. You've gone to school and worked in a big company, so there's definitely room for you to play. ”

"Oh, I've seen it, but I don't think I can fit in. ”

I took my leave. In the first two days of suffering, I wanted such a way of life, after all, only work can exercise people. But now the opportunity is in front of me, and the work is more tiring than before. I was afraid that one day I would run into a former colleague on the street and they would make fun of me, even if I didn't have much time to hang out.